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2024-10-29 19:42:56I felt connected.
Still, it was lucky I went. Even if it meant almost dying, at least I managed to retrieve the folder that I held so closely to my chest. I wasn't sure what was inside and the curiosity was making my head spin. I wouldn't open it in front of Ross though, it felt too private for that. I was surprised he didn't ask what the folder was for. Maybe he didn't care.
"I-uhh...I'm sorry you had to watch me punch him," Ross began. His voice was quiet and hesitant as if testing the waters with me. When I didn't reply he continued with a slight smirk. "I'm not, however, sorry for punching the kid. Arsehole deserved it."
I ran my fingers through the knotted mess that my hair had become. Glistening from pool water and sticky with sweat, I f
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"Let me shower first and I'll join you for that tea." I smiled half-heartedly. The excitement that pulled at his features was cruel. I left before the dull sting could throb even more and made my way to my bedroom. When I saw Deshawn lying on my bed, I released a breath. The last time I had seen his ghost was when his face stared at me from the roaring fire earlier. "You're stupid," he commented. I didn't reply, deciding that I wasn't in the mood. Instead, I threw the folder at his feet and went to retrieve my pajamas.
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"People want to tell you things, Reniella, because you have those eyes. Your mother's eyes. Even though they're not the same color as hers, they're just as compelling." I rolled those eyes that were apparently so similar to hers. "Now you're just writing poetry." "See!" He pointed a finger at me. "That's the exact same thing she would say. Your mother was like a siren. Do you know what those are? It's an old myth, sirens were mermaids that lured sailors in with their beauty and melodic voices and then killed them afterward. It's morbid, sure, but exactly the right description. You're like her, Reniella. I'm not saying it to upset you or annoy you, it's just the truth. It's not a bad thing, either. You can get far with a pair of eyes like your
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"I mean it, Reniella De Vega," he warned, cold hands placed sturdily on my shoulders. "I'm not sure if it's because we're connected through this whole me-being-a-ghost thing or if it's because you're really looking after me now but I care for you a lot. I worry for your dumb ass and being a ghost sucks, you should look after the life you've got." I couldn't look him in the eyes and so instead I kept my gaze stuck to his posh shoes. The posh shoes reminded me that Deshawn was not only dead but a dead Zobel boy. These feelings made my head whirl, I wasn't supposed to feel anything for guys like him but maybe it was too late. Perhaps I'd already broken my rule. He hooked a finger under my chin and forced my eyes to meet his. It sparked annoyance in my gut. I didn't want to look at him or feel the cold on m
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A fleeting feeling whirled in my stomach. Perhaps he could come back and remember all of this - remember me. Maybe we could defy everything and just be Deshawn and Reniella. Not the ghost boy and the girl who made deals with Death. Just Deshawn Cervantes and Reniella De Vega. And that small thought sparked a hundred other possibilities that would've been perfect if we weren't us and this wasn't what we surround ourselves with."Who's Thunder God?" I muttered.Deshawn jumped to action, snatching a paper and inspecting it. "I'm not sure," he admitted. "I never found out. I was hoping we could find out now. Together?"He sounded hopeful and so I pretended to be too - for him."So, who is
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"Deshawn!" I shouted and though I still felt his cold somewhere, it certainly wasn't here.Before I could comprehend anything, a sticky black liquid began to crawl from under the wall and fill the floor. Like hot tar, it was thick and scorching causing me to yelp out in pain when it circled around my shoes. It filled the corridor up slowly, pouring from cracks in the wall. My chest stung from how hard my breaths were but I couldn't move. I could only watch as the material of my converse began to steam. It traveled up past my shoes and to my ankle where I'd cuffed my jeans, leaving exposed skin. The smell of burning flesh filled my nostrils and it was what set my body into overdrive.I finally pushed off into a run as the black liquid followed my every step, pouring out faster now than I could even keep up wi
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"What did you see when I was out?" I asked again. He opened his eyes. "We're connected by something, I've always known that. I can probably feel it stronger than you because I'm just a soul, nobody can hold me back. I can hear your feelings and that's how I stick to this world. But nothing has ever been as strong as it was when I touched your shoulders just now. Normally I feel the waves of anger, sadness, happiness but at that moment I heard fully-fledged thoughts. They were screaming with bits of conversation. They burned out loud like stars, shouting out so loudly and all at once that I could only decipher bits. Ross's your brother. Your mother cheated. Mr. Rivera's your biological father. That's all I heard but it was so desperate." I pulled my hand away and this time, he let me. His eyes were wide and wa
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Ten seconds.Nine seconds.Eight seconds.I got up from the bed and stood opposite him, leaving Deshawn's hand empty on his lap. He was weak, the frown on his face wasn't usual for somebody as enthusiastic as my ghost boy.Six seconds.I supposed he never truly was my ghost boy. I knew I'd miss him after this but it certainly was stupid to miss something I never really owned. I never even got close to it.Three seconds.Two seconds.One second.
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"He ran from the room to go clean himself up or something and it left me on my own with your dying body on the floor. You were still alive, I could see, but on the brink of death. My back was pressed up against the door and just like every other time in my life, I froze. I couldn't move or breathe and all the fight or flight bullshit went out the window because I froze." "Reniella," he interrupted. "I probably stood and stared for ten minutes while you were helpless on the floor. I could have saved you! But, I didn't. And because of that, I technically killed you. I watched you bleed out, I let it happen. It's my fault!" Heavy tears built from the back of my eyes but I wouldn't let them out, I needed to see Deshawn now. "Ross said it was my fault a
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"As if wolves would want you." I rolled my eyes. Playing along with what I knew he wanted.He was such an open book."Mhm, you want me," he teases as he raises his brows suggestively."Correction, jail wants you. Or Satan, or better yet, nobody!" I say sarcastically. I was a bit taken back by his teasing but I welcomed it. It was fun talking to someone other than my Aunt or grandmother. Its making me miss Raven so much."You break my heart," he says dramatically as he holds his hands on his chest over his heart."Yeah, I'm just doing what I do best,""Right..." he drawls as he rolls his eyes at my arrogance.He suddenly jogs so that he is in front of me, successfully catching me off guard. He then turns around and stops so that he is directly in front of me. I look at him in confusion.He takes
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"I'm not your Sweetheart." I glared at him. "Okay, Sweetheart." And then I open my mouth to object but then he starts up again. "Sweetheart, sweetheart, sweetheart, sweetheart, sweetheart," he taunted while smirking at me. "Leave me alone, posh boy." I groaned with a glare while trying to run away from him and behind Auntie Marie who I didn't realize had served herself some of my cake on one of the paper plates I had bought. I ignore Deshawn and watch as my aunt takes a spoonful of the cake and puts it in her mouth. Even Deshawn stopped annoying me and glanced between my aunt and me to observe my reaction to her trying my cake.
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"They have me, Jenkins, and his grandson. I think even Mrs. Halmshire's husband. Even on top of that, they hired like 5 men. Gloria came with a lot of cash. I'm surprised that she is moving into our town of all places. Yet again, everyone in this town is rich, it's just that we choose this lifestyle." Jenkins is like Aunt Marie. Not a member of the family by blood but still considered as family. My grandmother has so many children, nieces, and nephews from another family. She's friendly like that. "When did you get the time to meet them?" I ask curiously knowing that she didn't wake up until like 9 and it was almost 11. I didn't even see or hear her leave the house. "I woke up at 8 and Marie told me they lost a few trucks on their way to town and o
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Maybe it was something in the air or something but I opened my mouth and almost made the mistake of talking. That was until he interrupted."You alright?" he questions. I'm momentarily stunned by the fact that he was talking and that he was talking to me.I felt betrayed for a second because it was as if his voice had broken something that we had an unspoken rule about:No talking.His voice was deep, husky, and a bit raspy, and I couldn't help but look up at him with big eyes, but he wasn't even looking at me."Yeah."
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