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2024-10-29 19:42:56"He ran from the room to go clean himself up or something and it left me on my own with your dying body on the floor. You were still alive, I could see, but on the brink of death. My back was pressed up against the door and just like every other time in my life, I froze. I couldn't move or breathe and all the fight or flight bullshit went out the window because I froze."
"Reniella," he interrupted.
"I probably stood and stared for ten minutes while you were helpless on the floor. I could have saved you! But, I didn't. And because of that, I technically killed you. I watched you bleed out, I let it happen. It's my fault!" Heavy tears built from the back of my eyes but I wouldn't let them out, I needed to see Deshawn now.
"Ross said it was my fault a
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