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Feeling For Her

Author: Ridzz
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

When he enters his home along with Zoya, another storm was awaiting him. A little moment earlier the smile which was not lifting on his face vanished as soon as he enters his home.

Crossing through the lush green lawn he enters the hall. He finds that little Gurhya crying nonstop while hiding her face in both of her hands.

And near her, his 'life' was lying on the floor motionless. After finding her senseless, for a moment, the heart in his chest miss a strong beat.

But in the next moment, at the speed of light, he came near her. At that time he totally forgets the presence of little Gurhya and Zoya Khan around him.

"Hoor ul Ain..... Hoor ul Ain open your eyes please."

In complete agitation, he was holding her cold hands in his one hand while tapping her cheek with his other hand. While on the other side extreme pain has engulfed Zoya Khan's whole body.

"You were saying that you don't love this girl......? Till when you keep yourself in that illusion Shanzal.....? Till when you evade
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