It is two days since my encounter in the diner. I can't stop thinking about her. I keep checking my phone to see if she has called. She is consuming me. I guess I am fucked.
Not only does this girl have my head in a spin, but I seem to have become the daily amusement for these two idiots. So as early as this morning is, Devan feels it is good to start."Are you still thinking of Summer?""Yes, and your problem is?""You look like a lovesick puppy.""Your ass is a lovesick puppy.""At least my ass is not in love.""I am not in love.""Oh, you so are.""You don't even know what love looks like.""I am looking at it now. You are so screwed.""I know."Then Devan comes up with the best idea for the day, or so he thinks."Let's take a drive out there again.”"Do you know how to get lost there again?""No.""Can you remember the damn place's name?""No. Why don't you phone her.""I have tried.""And?""I put it down before it rings.""You chop people's fingers off and you can't even make a phone call.""Give me the damn number." Matson takes my phone and dials the number that I tried to dial nearly twenty times today."Hey, is this Summer. It's Matson, Aaron's friend. The dumb ass wants to speak to you, but he is too scared."Matson hands me the phone."Hey, baby.""Hello, Aaron. I am really excited to hear from you.""I am just as excited to speak to you. How are you doing?""I am very well. Thank you for that big tip. I have almost enough to come to the city now.""I can't wait for you to get here. I would like to spend more time with you.""I would like that too. I actually miss you sort of.""Me too.""I must get ready for work, but phone back soon.""Look after yourself, baby."I drop the call and watch as the two idiots stand and smile at me."Is there something wrong with your faces?""Baby is in love," the first idiot says."Baby misses his baby," the second idiot adds."You two really feel like getting slapped, don't you? Do something useful and find me that town's name."Matson just looks at me, confused. "Why don't you just ask her?""Just find me the damn name.""When is she coming to the city?""I am going to fetch her.""Does she know that?""Get me the goddamn name!"
"You even more grumpy than yesterday.""What did I just say?""You are going to slap me.""Get that name! I want her here with me!"I am screwed, they are right; I am in love with a waitress that works in a dinky toy dinner out there in the middle of nowhere. The problem is that I don't know where nowhere is, and it is driving me insane. I want her to be here with me, I want her, and I want her to be just mine.It has been two hours since I have spoken to her, and I still cannot stop thinking of her. It is driving me insane. I can't focus on our job today; love does make you weak. I need to get my head back into the game."Get me a damn whiskey.""Hey," Matson stops me. "We have a job.""I know that. I am not thinking with my head.""You are thinking with your head, just not the damn right one."
"If you not careful, then you will become the job today. Let's just go and get this done with."I am not a very good man; I am bad, as bad as you can get them. The only thing good about me is me being good at what I do; I am the best. My services don't come cheap; I get the job done. I have to get my hands dirty, actually dirty. Sick enough, I enjoy my job, I enjoy hurting people, bad people. I am not a boss or a crazy-ass mobster; I am an enforcer.With that being said, Devan makes a smart ass comment again. "I think you should fall in love more often. You wasted him.""I am frustrated.""Ya, we could see that. After what you did to his face, no one will ever know who he is.""That was the whole damn point."Then my phone rings.I don't know the number."Aaron, hello.""Hello, Aaron."My heart skips a beat, and I swear my face lights up."Hey, baby.""To what do I owe this wonderful surprise.""I am on a break, and the girls said I must phone you.""Tell the girls a say thank you. How are you?""I am very well. I was thinking about you this morning. Do you also think of me?""Yes, I do a lot.""I can't wait to come to the city.""What is that silly town called there where you stay.""It is..."The phone goes dead."Fuck!"I tried phoning back, it does not even connect."Fuck!""What now?" Matson asks."It was her, but the phone died before she could say the name.""We are getting close.""Get closer."The next few days go out in a blur, I don't hear from her, and both the numbers I have for her is out of order."This is fantastic. Do you have that damn town's name?""The tracking company does not want to give it to us," Devan explains."Go and break their fingers or something.""I will see what I can do.""See better."My phone rings and I don't know the number. I hope it is her."Hello, Aaron.""Summer. I was worried there.""The storm knocked out all the phone lines except the one here at the bar.""I think you should get out of that silly town.""Oh, yes, it is going to be soon. But I have to go; there is a line of people waiting to use the phone. I will phone soon again.""Wait, Summer!"But she drops the call."Give me that tracking company's number."After threatening to cut off their toes, the manager promises to get me the name by this time tomorrow. But he goes silent for a week. There are no further calls from Summer either.And just as I am about to give up, Devan comes to me. "The guy phoned with the name.""Let's go.""I have never seen you so damn excited.""Just shut up; you're driving.""You sure you want to do that?" Devan asks"You will get us lost.""Just get me there; I have to see her.""Then what? She comes back with me.""And if she does not want to?""She will."With what seems to be the longest drive of my life, we are finally back at the dinky toy diner. I am out the door even before the car comes to a dead stop."Hi, guys," one of the waitresses greets us as we walk in. "It is nice to see you again.""Likewise. Where is Summer?"
I have my baby with me; she is fast asleep in my arms. She is perfect; I have never known a woman that holds natural beauty from both outside and within. She is also very vulnerable and innocent, though she could have easily been taken advantage of by those two men. She believes that this world is just as pure as where she came from where it can be hard and very ugly here. How do I protect her when I myself am a bad man.I slip my arm out from underneath her and pull the covers back over her shoulders. I slip a pair of shorts on and make my way down to the kitchen. I find Devan and Matson already having their morning coffee."Well, look who decided to wake up," Devan says as he greets me."Have you seen the damn time," Matson asks."Why did you not wake me up."Devan looks at me as a cocky smile appears on his face, "And have my face smashed in, and after all that moaning last night, we thought you'd be tired. For a virgin, she does scream a lot, o
What a shit damn job, I never in my life had to do that damn crap. But it is done, and I can get home to my baby and our asses to get her things from her father.When we get home, she and Matson seem to be having their own damn fashion show."What is going on here?""Hello, baby.""He is just showing me what to wear every day.""That is nice, baby.""Baby.""Yes, baby. Wait did you just call me baby?""Yes, Mat says you like it."I turn to Matson that can barely contain his laughter. "Matson?""I am expanding her vocabulary. Tell him what else you learned."I turn to Summer, not expecting what she will be saying next. "Baby, you are hot.""Damn, that sounds hot. Can't you teach her something useful?"But I see that Summer has a burning question on her mind. "Baby?""Yes, baby?""Can Mat stay with me every day?""Yes, he can, baby."Matson looks at me in horror
A half hour later, we on the road to her father's house; it is way past the bar, even further past three farm-style houses, and past something that looks like a damn cemetery. This is a scary shit town, which has a damn cemetery in the middle of nowhere. We finally turn off on a dirt road that is smack bang in the middle of another nowhere too."This looks like the perfect place to hide a body."Then Devan corrects me. "Try three bodies."We get to a big ranch where two men are standing and waiting for us. I don't think you can call them men; they are centerfolds for that mean heavyweight magazines. I am hoping it is not, but it probably is her father and cousin.She jumps out of the car and runs over and hugs the one man."Guys, we are fucked.""Her dad looks cool man." Devan remarks with a nervous tone in his voice"And her cousin is actually good looking," Matson joins him."Then go say hello big mouths.""Guys," Summer
What does a man that is not a boy that is maybe too much of a man do? He waits. He waits for her dad to either come to kill him or let him take his daughter home. There is no way to tell how this one is going to go.“Baby, I think dad likes you.”“Do you think?”“Yes, cause he has not chased you off the property with his gun yet.”“Thanks, baby, you really know how to make a man feel good.”“Oh,” Devan says as he interrupts us.”You should let her go and show you those horses."“What the fuck are you two idiots on about?”“I showed them the horses,” Summer explains. “You must really come to look at them too.”“Let's go see these horses then.”These two idiots have smiles so big that they can rip their ears apart. Either they have done something stupid, or they ab
Well, here I am sitting and staring Summer’s father in the face, and he is asking me the very thing I wish to keep a secret.What do I do?Now by the size of the arsenal in his barn, I can safely say that he is into some serious shit too.The question is, who is going to play kiss and tell?“Sir.”“Call me Joseph.”“Joseph, Matson is a tracer, the world's dumbest one if I might say, your daughter did a better job than he did.”“You don't look like the type of guy that does any finding, and I am even too damn scared to ask.”“I am not in the type of business you will find in a phone book. You need to know someone that knows someone that knows me.”“Goddammit. What shit are you into, boy?”“Enfor
The things that men would do for women, they would even put their cock on a block. When your mom gives you that you will one day meet someone special speech, she fails to tell you what you are going to go through to get her. And after standing my ground, I finally have her; she is mine.We are packing as much as we possibly can into the SUV so that we do not have to come back here very soon again. We might be seeing eye to eye now, but I am still shit-scared of her dad; as for Danny, I would like to bury him in his own backyard.“
We are standing in the kitchen as Devan tries to give me relationship advice. To know that I don’t know what the fuck I am doing would be the biggest understatement. I have fought to get Summer, but god, now I don’t know how to treat her. I have no idea how to handle a woman. I am so used to just to fuck and dump and never to see them again.Now I have Summer, and she is mine. Yes, like I said before and like I would say again, she belongs to me. Now, I just need to figure out what how to treat her. Fuck, I don’t even know how to make her happy.She seemed so lost and confused as I was taking her away from her father. Watching her cry like that just broke my heart to pieces. But I am going to be selfish and admit that I am so glad that she is finally with me, and I am not giving her up the fuck for anything.So as it seems, she has been listening to our conversation. Now, I have no idea how long she has
Summer is gone.I am torturing myself with so many what if's. What if she has left me? What if someone took her? What if she has gone back to Sammy? What if she has gone after my mom?What if. What if. What if.
So it has come to this, the end, the end of the game, the end of my life. They say that at the end of a game there has to be a winner and a loser. And that every story has to come to an end. Is this my end? Is my game up? Has my life come to an end? But then there is that cliché saying that with every end there is a new beginning. Whichever way you look at it, whether you live or eventually die things will always come to an end.Summer ~”AARON …AARON ARE YOU OKAY? ...BABY WAKE UP…AARON.”&nb
Fate is what takes you down that road you ever so often avoid to take. Take for instance landing up down a deserted road at a diner. At the time I had no idea that it was where I was supposed to be with who I am meant to be, doing what I should be doing...falling in love.I wish I could have blamed gravity but the truth was I fell in love. I fell deeper and deeper until I reached the deepest point. In the middle of all my chaos, there she was. You can call it destiny or you can call it fate, the point is you will fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time.
Sometimes the smallest turn in the wrong direction ends up being the biggest turn of your life.If you asked me a month ago where I would be today, this would have been my last possible answer.The road of life will take you down an unexpected place but in the end it is exactly the place you should be.
Summer ~”GUYS!!! GET YOUR FUCKING ASSES TO THE FRONTDOOR!!! NOW!!!”We grab our guns off the kitchen counter and head to the front door. In less than thirty-seconds we are standing weapons ready behind Summer.Who ever said that things don't fall out of the sky surely spoke a load of shit, because this surely did. We are completely dumb struck, not one of us can utter a word.
Today my life will change. I am about to give up everything for two woman that will matter the most in my life. The one I will protect with my own life and the other, well I won't rest until I find her. If you ask me tomorrow to choose again, then I will definitely choose the same.Lovers on the run that is what I would like to call us now. I can't care if we are on the run as long as I am on the run with her. We might have been apart for a week but hell I love this woman still. No matter how much I say I love her, I will always love her more than that.
There comes a point in a man's life when he realizes that he is making bad choices, especially when it comes to matters if the heart. Take for instance Caitlin, a beautiful girl, laying completely naked in my arms. Was it a bad choice, she is not a bad girl, rash decision, most definitely it was. Even though I could not keep my hands to myself, I could not get myself to have sex with her. I have been officially been ruined for love.I slide out from underneath her arms and slip on a pair of sweats. I softly close the door as I make my way down to the kitchen. I make myself a cup of coffee and go stand outside in the cold crisp morning, I need to clear my head.
I am finding myself at a place I do not want to be, I am at a crossroads with a broken heart. Do I turn right and put what has happened behind me, turn everyone away and start a new life? Or do I turn left, hope that this will somehow work out and that she will take me back? Or, I can also go forward, learn from my broken heart and embrace who and what is next for me to come? Whichever way I go, which ever choice I make, it will define who I will become once again.We have a group of beautiful women sitting at our table but I cannot help but notice her standing at the bar. Do I get up and to talk to her or do I keep my ass firmly glued onto this chair? That thi
I am woken up by a pounding on my door, almost just as hard as the pounding in my head. Please do remind me why I drank so much again, she is as hot as hell and sleeping in the other room.Aaron ~”Someone better be dying out there.”Devan ~”Just get your ass downstairs and s