Chapter 96
Ellie
I miss Max am doing a lot of things to keep my mind off missing Max . He didn’t call me last night , and I know that the rule of thumb when he is at work ; playing a game or training , he callas me and I don’t call him . I am dealing with his brother trying to convince him not to take him to rehab. I don’t want to deal with Max’s ex girlfriend’s and obsessed crushes . The party Max went to had a lot of levels and according to my turn coat of a best friend that I call Salvatore , Max had all access and he had fun for hours … without me .
I was also sorting my feelings out and he wasn’t sure if I wanted him or not . I guess his behavior was warranted ,but What I didn’t expect and what was not called for was ; him lying and trying to cover up the fact that he slept with someone and it was a no strings attachedChapter 97MaxI have always had the fear of losing what I already have. I have already lost Ellie before , only to get her back and I don’t want to lose her again . I have waited ten years too long to finally be at a place in my life where everything is going the way I want to … except for Paul being a thorn on my backside .He just doesn’t m want to quit.Its bad enough that I work for that man and my gut is still telling me he is up to something .When I was done talking to Jerry and I was enjoying my breakfast , a call came in and it was my brother. I knew I hadn’t called Ellie and I was really sad about it . She needed to know everyday that; she was loved and cherished by me . I promised to call her whenever I got time , but I ended up not calling her yesterday because I was knocked out cold . I refused to take meds or p
Chapter 98EllieI am excited that ; MJ is back home. I don’t want to pretend to know what he is going through; but I understand his pain and disappointment .He was looking forward to playing for the national team today but instead he , is sitting in my office with Paul who owns the club he plays for. Paul wants me and I know he has a reputation of wanting what he can’t have ; but I am loyal to my boyfriend . According to Paul; I am not off the market , as long a Max hasn’t put a ring on my finger its fair game and he has it in his head that we have a connection.The only connection I have with Paul is that of friendship and that’s it. I was surprised when Blake and Salvatore were nowhere to be seen. They were in the building but Blake was helping his brother get to me before Paul could . I figured he didn’t do it on his own, he must have had help from Daniel . I was going to book a flight to surprise him but he
Chapter 99MaxPaul has a way of getting under my skin and I really don’t like him . He is an egotistical son of a respectable man and woman who don’t know what monster they created . I have self control and the only way someone can get to me is through Ellie . She is my better half in every way . She is my best friend and I wouldn’t think of doing life with anyone else . While I was waiting for her Paul said something that just triggered feelings of insecurity .I know that Ellie is loyal , I don’t like the fact that she will be working with Paul and I have to watch him be close to my girlfriend . I know that Ellie’s ring size hasn’t changed but I wanted to ask her to be my wife at the official match this Saturday . I have asked everyone I know including Paul ; and he said that he gave the tickets away . If it wasn’t going to happen this Saturday I would have to use the free time I had after the
Chapter100EllieAs soon as Daniel left with Max I double checked everything, and I had realized left my work phone on the top drawer of my desk . When I took out I saw a couple of text messages including the one Paul . I had already packed everything and I was headed out ,so I listened to Paul’s message and I called him back .“ Hey Paul .”“ Hey Ellie I hope you don’t mind ; I had a lunch date with your boyfriend instead of you .”“ Hey Paul I don’t mind he told me that ; the both of you had a conversation about his career.”“Yes we did .”“ That’s good . I am just happy he is doing what he loves. I take it that wasn’t all you two talked about ,because he seemed out of sorts and he
Chapter 101ElliePaulina I am in no mood to fight .”“So am I but you have a history with Daniel and I have spent the past hour being compared to you by his father. ““ I don’t see how any of this is my fault , I was invited for dinner and in all fairness, you are not a straight talker , you’re attacking me instead of greeting me properly and addressing what’s bothering you . ”“ You are . I don’t know what my brother sees in you. It’s bad enough that he is taking you as his plus one to the match , but I am making it clear to you that I know your type and it’s a pity Daniel doesn’t see the selfish self serving bitch you are . “Ouch those are arrows fired . This girl is so duplicitous . I would have never in a million years thought that she'd just come
Chapter102MaxDaniel and I are fast becoming the best of friends . We have a bromance that we never knew we needed until it came along and I have never been so happy . What brought us together was the fact that we didn’t like Paul and he was trying everything to break Ellie and me up . When he gave me the captaincy he told me that my schedule was going to be hectic , and that I should brace myself for a lot of trips and campaigns . If I was with Betty I wouldn’t mind and I would have jumped at any opportunity to stay away from the house and away from that woman.Right now I want to enjoy playing soccer and spend time with Ellie ; doing things that lovers do and preparing for the souls we are going to bring into this world . I am going to be a father and there is nothing more exciting than finding out that you are responsible for creating something so special and amazing . After talking to Daniel I realized that I was going to hav
Chapter 103MaxI let go of Ellie and kissed her , She kissed me back and hugged me tighter .“ Paulina happened , she paid someone in the kitchen staff to put something in your water . ““ Why would she do that ."“ she wanted to get her point across .”Ellie kissed my jaw and looked at Daniel , I held her hand while she spoke . I was thankful that she came around .“ Max just had a day from hell and you just found out the guy I decided not to fight that you moved has it in for you ?”“ I can only admit things when I am with you ,and accept the true nature of a situation ““ Your girlfriend is lying to you and she is downright mean . “&l
Chapter 105EllieMy grandfather once told me a story about attainment . He had taken care if me for most of my life , and for that I was thankful . What I was more thankful for was for the lessons he had taught me about money ; attainment and possessions . All three are interlinked and mostly the lessons that I have been taught have a something to do with a triad . Everything that has life is bound to die and be reborn again .Money has always been a possession that has controlled the person who attained it to acquire something , tangible or physical . As you grow older you realise that what you possess shouldn’t control you ,and you should control what you possess to attain something that can keep s on giving and gives in return . So basically possessions and money cannot fix everything . What my grandfather Abraham taught me was that; it i
Chapter 374 Ellie I locked eyes with him, placed my spoon down, I placed both the palms of my hands on either side of his jaw and kissed him. "I have always had the fear of you leaving me and us not getting back together again. We almost lost it all but we fought to get to every year and I don't want us to not be with each other and have each other's backs when we're down. I know that sometimes our Lives can get hectic and thank you for forgiving me for what I did with Matteo. We both don't want to risk losing the people we loved and it seems as if Paulina is in love with you." "That may be true but my heart belongs to you I love you and I will never stop loving you you went when I was with other people I could think about was you so we also have something that we did together in that binds us so nice and I will never forget the day that we had our binding rooms done together at the same tattoo parlor. That was one of the best days of my life because you admitted strawberry ice cr
Chapter 373 Ellie I've been in pain before both emotionally and physically but combined it's a different kind of pain. Pain has levels that transcends by either triggers or events that trigger the same sensation that you felt before. It's like seasonal trauma but on a bigger scale because you feel it physically and you also feel that emotionally and no matter how hard you try not to feel like you always end up feeling it because it's meant to be felt. I always said that if you have torrents for paying you can tolerate anything, any blow that hits you or any fall that you suffer. I didn't expect what would happen. It wasn't supposed to happen if I had just said that I wasn't pregnant and just kept quiet and walked away instead of letting my ego get the better of me. I had to help my territory. Paulina needed to know that what she was doing was wrong. I already admitted to wrongdoing by trying to stop her friendship with my fiance from blooming because I was afraid of losing him
Chapter 372 Max By the time we made it to the hospital we had to enter another section of the hospital which was in the main entrance. I was a betting man. I'd say that these people have sections of hospitals everywhere they have wings .even when I traveled abroad with Daniel he had to go see a friend of his who was involved in a shooting that he wasn't supposed to be involved in and the level of security clearance was out of this world I had never seen security clearance like that and me being a football player which of course I'd need to get back to playing football our security clearance is nothing compared to the security clearance these guys have to get you have to be identified you have to know that you will be searched and the people that are searching you have to know that you're coming so for me to be tagging along with Fabio was a miracle. As soon as we walked in we were offered something to eat and drink but I don't have the first to drink anything in all the appetite
Chapter 371 Max have you ever been connected to someone so much so that you know that when something is wrong you can feel it in your blood bones and everything including your soul and you wonder if it might be something good or might be something bad or maybe it's just your mind playing tricks on you but I believe that when you are connected with someone and you've created love with someone you can feel when something is a bit off or something is wrong and in my case I did feel that something was off when I got taken away all of the sudden when I organised a meeting between Romano and Claudio. however understand reason why it happened but what I don't understand is the way I'm feeling right now because if you deserve the right has been pulled out from under me and I don't know how to react how to respond or 38 I don't know how you feel because I cannot comprehend how I feel everything was going ok I knew that the person that I loved and my loved ones are ok but all of the sudden t
Chapter 370MaxwellI don't like being hurt preferably I would love to do the hair thing because I know that I I'm getting something out of it I'm getting cathartic experience but the only thing I like getting as a punching bag which of course I love hurting because it doesn't fight back and it's just there for me to take out my frustration but when somebody takes out their frustration when you turn extent it's called abuse if you allow it to happen on a constant basis but in this case it wasn't to be my best friend who I really appreciate right now and I am happy and Proud to call a friend.I have to say that he pulled a number on me I'm in pain and I'm recovering from The Blues that he told me to make it look like I was involved in an attack this guy's a professional at what he does and I didn't have any makeup so he made it look like it was very young and I have been coming for a little while I don't know how he does it but he's a genius and I'm thinking that Daniel bought the fact
Chapter 369 Ellie The worst thing about setting up a meeting is if the person who set up the meeting doesn't pitch for the meeting and were civil and swine you know that the meeting is very important to both parties because it has to do with me marrying someone who requested for a meeting that I so wanted and now he's not here to eat the fruits of his labor. I'm still confused as to why Maxwell decided to have cold feet and not come to the party he's not the type of guy to chicken out of something that he said that he would do he's always been dependable and he's always been directed deliberate and intentional so for him to do what he did at a very important time of my life and at a time when I needed him the most is sort of out of character because it's not the guy that I've come to know and it's not the man that I thought and mind you thought being the operative word I was going to marry. I had to focus on the positives if I was still confused at how things had turned out and if
Chapter 368Max I'd like to believe that I'm not a skeptic but that would be lying. I know for a fact that I am a skeptical person because sometimes people don't always tell the truth, sometimes they just do and they sometimes make it into something that they want you to believe. There are always three sides to a story. I will say that there's always four sides to every story, there's the part that you hear, there's the part that the other person has to tell, the part that people believe is their own opinion of the truth and then the one that balances all is the real truth. When somebody says something it is always right to ask the person that they are talking about if what you heard was true if you don't it means that you choose to believe the truth that the other person who's lying told you and then you have to either verify the truth or believe the truth or someone else's version of the truth instead of hearing it from the horse's mouth. Deep down I knew for a fact that Matteo Ma
Chapter 367 Ellie If there's one thing that I don't want and one thing I don't want to go through again is the same hurt that I felt when Maxwell left me. You can love someone and give your all in a relationship but if the trust is not there then there's something that's missing people often say they trust is like a plate once you break it you can't put it back together but I beg to differ because once you break a plate it's up to you if you sweep up the pieces burn them making your plate it's ceramic for crying out loud so why would you not want to fix what was once broken and see if this person is capable of changing because everyone is capable of change if they want to change and if they are changing for the right person because if someone refuses to change they can actually limit the growth I always say a person who doesn't want to change as like a stagnant water , if doesn't move it can harbor filth. Water like blood is a life force. It's constantly moving and it's constantly
Chapter 366Maxyou know very well when you're about to go play a match whatever you have is enough to get you through the performance, whatever you wear and what every feeling you have means. I normally work through the nerves and of the times that I've been nervous my go-to thought all my go to safe place has always been the person that I want to marry and it turned out to be the person that I am engaged to right now. I've had nerves and I've had instances where I don't feel confident about the game I'm going to play but the only way to beat that is to have safe thoughts recently it has been only my son and my fiance but now I've got more things to think about than the usual soccer game and a performance that I have to put on. This is one of those days when I am not supposed to put on a performance because if I couldn't performance they are going to pick it up and if I act all weird they are still going to pick it up so the only thing to do is to act normal around both men who are