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MaxI don't want to be in a relationship that is filled with doubts and trepidation. When I asked Daniel what caused the rift between him and Ellie and how long it took for her to forgive him , he responded by telling me that; he didn't treat her with; love, respect and honesty. Ellie knew the nature of the kind of things that they do when it comes to working for the family business but he wasn't being completely honest with her. He had also cheated on her with someone she knew , sending her straight into the arms of that sorry excuse of a human being Dexter . I don't like seeing El in pain when she hurts. I hurt ten times more .Last night I told her that I had a confession to make and I knew that she was in a listening mood because she was calm and she wasn't stressed . I had told her about all the fun I had before we came together and that I don't want her to be surprised when somebody comes out and says that; I slept with them and thChapter 319Ellie I don't like explaining myself when I know that I have packed everything up and shelved it away. The only thing I did was advocate for my fiance to be accepted into the gang and surprise surprise he was a legacy. Raphael has always been the gang's doctor. We all knew that he had a son but we didn't know that his son was Maxwell. It wasn't hard to convince the other gang members that Maxwell would be a great addition to the fold. I pointed out the fact that he has a lot of influence and given the positions that he had ascended to in terms of his career he was going to be an asset. He was the team's captain and he had already been given the vice-captaincy of the national team. As if this weekend's game wasn't dismal enough I needed a bit of good news and the good news came in the form of A & B samples of the drug tests that we ran on all the players except for Max who was suspended . The main reason was that the drugs that he tested posi
Chapter 320 Ellie I was sober this time that I would already have kids and have a fulfilling life. I can tick a couple of boxes but I can't tick all of them yet because I'm not married I'm engaged to be married. When I got back together with Maxwell I was sure that I was making the right decision. I know that I can never be wrong when it comes to loving him because everything with him just feels right and it feels like we are meant to be. It's like some sort of magnetic pull I can't explain it and no matter how many times you try to pull away from something, or someone who changed your life you always find something that brings you back to them. I don't know what happened between the time that I left my husband to be at home this morning , to getting a call from my Godfather telling me to go to the hospital because my fiance was badly hurt or had been involved in some sort of accident. When I received a call from Cleopatra ; I was calm. When I arrived at the hospital only to find Max
Chapter 321Max I'm in hospital. I don't know how I got here and I don't know who brought me here. All I know is that I'm in hospital and I don't know who I am and I don't know who's who. I don't know who to trust and it's just a lot that I have lost my memory because I can't be this confused and still be breathing something must have happened to me and I think it's something that either I've done or somebody has done to me because my whole body feels like it's been through the wringer and my head feels so heavy I try to keep my eyes open but it's a mission . When I woke up and came out of what seemed to be the longest nap, there was a woman by my bedside , she looked so familiar and from the moment she said my name , she said it with so much love mixed with worry. A man came and claimed to be my father. I could believe him because he was a doctor but I couldn't believe the woman because I don't trust any women. I haven't trusted any women since I broke up with my ex girlfriend. I al
Chapter 322Ellie Most of the time I am quiet I'm in our business and when tragedy strikes I don't build titanium or they try to understand why what happened happened and how best I can deal with it because if I don't heal and do the work put in the hours and days to recover or remedy whatever situation is going on no one else is going to do it. I'm responsible for my own feelings and therefore I need to acknowledge every feeling because every feeling is supported by reason and whatever the reason may be whatever answer I need to give when my feelings are concerned as to be honest without fear of being judged for the way I feel.I live in my feelings and that means I'm an emotional person but on rare occasions I may be emotionally unstable but it comes with the territory of being in touch with your feelings . At some point the scales need to be tipped in order to balance . I'm tackling two storms , a storm that's not a storm because I know what's going on. Everything is going accordi
Chapter 323Max I don't remember anything. I know that I'm a soccer player but I don't remember how to play soccer. I love the game, yes and I can actually pinpoint what's going on technically and tactically and I can even tell you what's wrong with the game that the players are playing. I woke up a couple of days ago and as confusing as everything was I made decisions based on how I felt at a specific moment in time. I apparently feel things intensely because I think I might have just thrown away the best thing that's ever happened to me according to my supposed best friend Daniel. I have a friend who's a leader of a gang that I am part of and apparently I am a legacy which means that my father must have belongs to the gang and therefore automatically grants me entry into the game at some cost I don't know what caused it is but I'm just glad that I'm part of something that doesn't feel familiar but it's totally cool. Daniel can fly aeroplanes and helicopters I was so surprised when
Chapter 324 Ellie I try to remember a time when I didn't have to worry about a lot of things at once and I just can't find one because there's always something happening and no matter how many times I tried to find that moment of peace there's always something that messes it up. I've also concluded that my taste in men is bad Dexter was the biggest mistake of my life but I know for a fact that Daniel wasn't the biggest mistake of my life and you just throw away what we had and he did it right in front of my face so, I'm at a point where I have a guy who is a combination of both my exes. I've always known that my ex-fiance was a secretive man but to do stuff behind my back is just so wrong in the sense that you should have told me that his blood work was dirty because he knew that he was taking the contacts on the side. He did voice out that he wanted to leave the club and that certain procedures need to be followed. How to explain in a meeting that I had with the team's management
Chapter 325Max I'm starting to wonder what type of person I was before waking up in hospital with no memory or recollection of who I was. I'm still struggling to remember things and Daniel is a doctor.He told me to give my memory time to recover I can remember the basic things and I can remember how to drive a car and hopefully I can remember how to play football because I think I like it I don't know how to flick the switch if I'm making sense. He told me that it's like scraping your knee. It might take time to make your knee heal, but it will eventually heal. You can't tell the body when and how to heal itself unless you know how to hack certain emotions or speed up the healing process. The healing process comes in stages. Rushing something that needs time can sometimes result in something not ending up the way you wanted it to end up all the way you hoped it would end up. You'll get the direct opposite of the outcome that you wanted to get because you wanted to speed things up.
Chapter 326 Ellie For someone who's supposed to know how to keep secrets I just got me and my mum came and it really really sucks because I just got beaten by someone who I had a relationship with had being the operative word because I've had memory loss before and my memory came back at the right time because I think I gave my body time to heal so what I need to do is give Maxwell's body some time to heal because he as going to get not only an earful but a mouthful from me. I'm not sure if it's the kind of guys I attract or is it just me and my bad taste when it comes to men that I'm finding out stuff that I didn't know about my supposed ex-fiance right now that I didn't know existed before . If he was battling addiction again I don't know why you didn't come to me and tell me that he was slowly losing grip and maybe I wasn't paying attention but Max deciding that it was okay for him to start taking narcotics to deal with problems that he should have told me and addressed before