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Ellie
If there is one thing that I know about trauma is that; too much trauma can sneak up on you at the worst of times. When you think everything is going well and nothing can stand in your way and you've got a handle on everything the slightest trigger could set you off in the worst of ways.
I still have nightmares about the day I was thrown in the river. I don't think Dexter acted alone when he attacked me. If Max was having memories of the person who he thought was his father throwing bodies into the river, then I think Dexter was working together with Jeremiah to get back at Max.
As if this morning wasn't hectic enough with Max going into shellshock, I have to deal with Paul calling me and asking me if I am free to go out with him tonight. I still haven't answered him and the answer to any question he has that is not work-related will always be a no. I managed to ge
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Chapter 148MaxOn a day when I felt like everything was going normally and okay, something just had to go wrong , and by that I mean that I didn't anticipate what happened to happen.After Ellie left in the morning said goodbye. I walked her out toher car and made sure that she was okay , before she drove off to the office. I wanted to talk to my father because I knew we didn't have a lot of time. My sister and my mother were not in the room, that's because they were packing for their spar day. I had booked them a spa day at one of the hotels that where not under the Luca umbrella.If someone from the Luca family was after Ellie and me they would attack the people I love in familiar places, where it would be easier for them to cover up. I still didn't trust Daniel and it wasn't because he was still friends with Ellie , but it was because he was a Luca. That family can stay clean. I learnedd it the hard way. If the Mass
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Chapter 150EllieEvery time something goes wrong on an important bday; I have a habit of trying to calm down to try and find a solution to do a little bit of crisis management not in a panicky way. Panicking is similar to worry it gives you something to do but gets you nowhere.Funny enough I always find comfort in the panic. Even if I don't know the outcome of a decision a situation I will try to find calm in the chaos and try to keep things moving no matter how difficult it is. I've always put my feelings aside where work is concerned and I get the job done.When Raphael took Max's phone and demanded to speak with Daniel I had an iffy feeling. The first thing I sensed what is energy. Raphael has a calming energy about him, he is Daniel when it comes to delivering news giving any sort of instruction. He sounded like Raphael but he wasn't Raphael. While he was talking to Dan I called Salvat
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ItChapter 154EllieI was about to go out when Max asked me a question I thought he'd never ask. As far as I know and know myself; I wouldn't like it if Max was to be friends with all of his exes.More specifically I wouldn't like it if he was friends with Sandra. I don't have bad blood with her but I seriously don't want to start having bad blood with her because she is going out with my husband or hanging out with my husband and spending more time with him making him spend less time with me. I don't like it.I had l already opened the door and I was about to walk out when he asked the question; I close the door again and placed my head on it facing backward and I thought about what he had just said. If my hanging out with Daniel was causing so much trouble for him and he was willing to hang out with Sandra who I now know he slept with and according to Dexter; the baby girl
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Chapter 155EllieThe person I has called wasn't Daniel and since he was in my kitchen cooking I couldn't let him see me the way I was .I made the call and as soon as I hung up I walked to the main bedroom, closed the door . I didn't want to pack an overnight bag but I wanted to be alone .Words can hurt and Maxwell has hurt my feelings by saying what he said. I know that I haven't been the best girlfriend, but as soon as I try my best to make up for what I did , I get shot down.My own boyfriend just called me a ; slut , accused me of having sex with Paul, Salvatore, Juan Diego , and Daniel. To be fair Daniel and I had a no strings attached thing before I got back together with Max and he is blowing the nature of my relationship with Daniel out of proportion. I can keep count of the men I slept with and I can count them on one hand.My first w
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