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Chapter 12
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2021-01-29 22:24:07Ellie
The past twenty four hours have been the most; stressful, and eventful. I have gone from being madly in love with Maxwell, to being angry to the point of wanting nothing to do with him, finding out that I was pregnant with his child , and having a kid I loved end up in hospital . I was with the on duty nurse when it happened . He just fell out of the blue and at first I thought he was playing a game we always play to get me to come out and play tag , but when he didn't get up we got worried. I ran to where he was and he wasn't breathing when I got to him . I couldn't pick him up and the nurse came through too help me . I was talking to Max when it happened. He wanted us to un-breakup . I didn't answer him .
I was sitting in the waiting room when he ran in and gave me a hug. With all that was happening I couldn't hold back the tears and I started crying on his shoulder. I was inconsolable for a couple of minutes and all he d
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