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2024-10-29 19:42:56Inside his cabin, the fancily decorated room was dead silent; nothing could be heard except for the tapping of keys on the laptop. Lu Sheng had a hard time completing the email which he had been drafting for the past one hour; it was really an accomplishment for him to complete it. He went through it for a final check before gracefully sending it out.
The door was pushed open and Chen Han entered, "Mr. Lu, the staff has already gathered for the meeting." Lu Sheng gave a slight nod of acknowledgement and got up from his seat, after correcting his unfazed suit he took long strides towards Chen Han who handed him a document which contained the details about the meeting. Lu Sheng received it and went through it; after summing himself up he pushed open the meeting door went in.
The meeting lasted for a good few hours and concluded when the clock hit the lunch
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