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LIFE DEPENDS ON THE FACT WHETHER YOU ARE WILLING TO HOLD ONTO HIM
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Those six years screened two thousand one hundred and ninety one nights, while she was busy beaming in the spotlight, he was burning like a candle to provide her the light. How was she even supposed to payback for what all he gave her? How was she to payback for his youth that he had sacrificed on her name?
While she was supposed to hold onto his arms and share her world with him she chose to let go off his arms and run away like a kid. But little did she know he was always around, holding her from tumbling and preventing her from hurting herself. She sure once stood at peak of popularity once but he was the one who paved the path for her from the shadows.
Lu Sheng, I am sorry! I am sorry for being so stupid to have abandoned you back then...
The flight landed the port of Houston by afternoon; none of them ha
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