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A MUDDLED HEART
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Lu Sheng locked his phone and looked at the time; he still had some time before the next activity so he carelessly leaned back on his chair and closed his eyes as the events from the previous night slowly ran in his mind.
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That day, after leaving the office he was so mad that he stayed shut in his car without moving an inch. He did hurt her in the room previously and left her to suffer all alone but his stupid heart was restless, thinking about how she was doing. There came a certain time when he couldn't stop thinking what she was up to, did she managed to get out of there? Without a second thought he clicked open an app which connected him to the surveillance camera installed in his room. Through it he saw her all alone shivering in the dark, trying to cover herself with a tablecloth.
A ting of pain scattered all over his heart as he wanted to
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