Lilly's P.O.V
"What do you want in return?"
His eyes darkened, roaming the length of my body, making me squirm. I started shaking, slightly breaking my bravado. I didn't want to show weakness in front of him, but with the way his eyes were taking me in, it was like he was seeing what I was desperately trying to hide from him. It was hard to keep up my charade and not show fear.
"W-what do you want?"
I asked again when it seemed like he would not answer me. I mentally cursed myself for the falter in my speech when I saw him smirk.
Shit!
He took a step closer to me and I involuntarily took one back, which meant I was now braced up against his black Mustang. Without saying a word, he leaned in and my breath hitched in my throat. Eyes wide and lips slightly parted, I could feel my heart beating faster and all the blood rushing to my face.
His face was so close to mine that I felt the warm air of his breath as it fanned over my cheeks. He leaned in closer and just for a split second his lips touched mine, but then it was gone, moved to my ear. The tingling I got in the pit of my stomach from the sensation of him being so close caused me to close my eyes and bite my lips. However, they popped right back open when he finally spoke.
"You."
I couldn't hide the shock that one word caused me. I gasped loudly and try to step away from him, but he stopped my escape by caging me in with his hands. We were facing each other again, lips barely a whisper away. I shook my head from side to side. There is no way he wanted what I think he wants, right?
"Y-you can't...I can't...NO!"
My reply didn't seem to waver him, instead of getting angry like I thought he would, he just took a step back, give me one nod of his head and started walking back in the direction of the club.
I stood there, shocked. I felt relieved, but I knew I couldn't let him walk away. I had to get him to agree to some other form of payment for his help. I silently cursed my stupid brother for getting himself mixed up with the wrong people, but I couldn't just sit back and do nothing and let those people who are after him do more than break his leg next time.
You're gonna owe me big time, Brandon!
I gathered my wits and ran after him, just as he was about to disappear into the alley leading back to the club.
"Wait!"
He came to a sudden stop and turned around slowly. There were no expressions on his face. It was just a completely blank mask. I kept a respectful distance from him because I didn't think I could handle being that close to him again. I needed my head clear in order to negotiate with him.
"There must be something else that you want, something else that I can do for you. Please, just tell me what you want?"
I hated begging, but my brother needed my help. If he didn't pay those people their money within two days, they might carry out their threat and take his life and pass the debt on to someone else in the family.
With the same blank expression still on his face, he repeated his answer from before.
"You."
My shoulder slumped in defeat, and I felt my eyes well up. A single tear fell, and I swiped it away with the back of my hand. Why did he want me? I wasn't anything special, couldn't he ask for something else, like, help with his homework or tutoring? God knows he needed it!
"But I've got a boyfriend...th-that would be cheating."
"You," he said again. "And I don't share."
His complete and utter heartlessness stunned me. He just stood there, not caring that he's asking me to cheat on my boyfriend. Sure we were on a break, but he's still my boyfriend and besides, he told me he had something important to speak to me about in school tomorrow. So, I just know that he was going to call off our break.
He was not faltering. His eyes were regarding me like a predator does its prey, eyes slowly taking me in, deciding which direction to attack.
Okay. I can do this. It wouldn't be considered cheating. Right? Because, technically, Jason and I are broken up? I squared my shoulders and nodded my head. I'm going to do this for my family's safety. There could be worse things than losing my virginity to Killian 'Killer' Black.
"Okay, but it has to be done tonight."
I was proud of how strong and steady my voice sounded. And, if I got the dreaded act done tonight, I can tell Jason yes tomorrow and it wouldn't be cast as cheating.
But then he laughed a humourless laugh, causing me to look at him, confused.
What? Did I say something funny?
He quickly closed the distance between us, and I stumbled back a few steps, trying to get away from him, but his hand came around my waist just as fast. I looked into his eyes and saw the first emotion since I asked him for his help. It was just there, dancing there... The amusement.
"First rule, no one tells me what to do. And secondly, it is going to be done tonight and tomorrow and the day after and for as long as I want... understood?" He said as he held me still.
I gulped and nodded in fear. Then the second emotion for the night showed itself...anger.
"Good. From this moment on, you no longer have a boyfriend. When I say it, you do what I say, just the way I want you to do it and wherever I want you to do it. Is that clear?"
Stupidly, I nodded my head like an idiot agreeing to everything he was saying. Could I be any dumber?
Without saying another word, he grabbed my hand and started walking back to his car, and like the idiot that I am, I followed him without question. It was as if I had become possessed. I just followed.
I only caught my senses when he got out his keys and opened the passenger door for me. It was at that moment I began panicking. My eyes were wandering all over the place as I search my mind for a way to get out of this predicament. As if sensing my inner trauma, he slammed the door shut, causing me to jump. I was then pushed roughly up against the car and my jaw held tightly facing him.
"Let's get one thing straight, Red. Once a deal is made with me, there is no backing out. There's no loophole, no back door, no side gate, nothing. I own you now!" He shouted as he glared at me.
His hands were once again around my waist. They stayed there. He slowly ran his hands up my body, causing me to get hot in places I didn't even know I could get hot. I lost my breath when his hands grabbed my breasts and squeezed lightly. Then they moved higher, taking my hands with them until they were pinned above my head. A strange feeling began to gradually take over my entire body. A feeling I did not recognise. Then, his hot soft lips crushed down onto mine and I swear I felt like gravity abandoned me.
Fire. That's what it was, fire. One that started in my soul and was working its way out, trying to take over my entire being. As his lips moved against mine, teeth forcefully tugging at my bottom lip for entry. I felt like if I didn't obey, the world would end. And I couldn't let humanity down now, could I?
I moaned when his tongue entered my mouth and pressed my body to him, feeling the need to be closer to him. Just when I started feeling like I couldn't take it anymore, he ripped his mouth away from me just as forcefully.
Moving me away from the car, he opened the door and said,
"Get used to being owned. Now get in!"
Lilly's P.O.VWithout hesitation, I got into the car, and he locked the door behind me. My eyes followed him as he walked around the car and got into the driver's side. He inserted his keys and just started driving.
BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP!I searched around my bedside table for my horrid alarm that was trying to wake up everyone in the country, but I couldn't find it. The horrid noise kept getting louder, so I angrily swiped my hand over the table, knocking everything over, which included my bed lamp, my phone and I think my alarm clock
Lilly's P.O.V"I don't get it; you were so broken when Jason called it quits with you now suddenly, you're over him."I wish I could tell Jessy
Lilly P.O.V"What the hell was that all about, Lil?"I was waiting in the lunch line in the cafeteria to purchase my lunch when Jason came up be
Lilly's P.O.V"Lilly?"I looked at Jason, his anger was replaced by a worried expression. I felt so guilty, like a liar and a cheat. He didn't d
Lilly's P.O.V"Nope, not that, definitely not that. What the hell is that even doing in there? Wait! Let me see that...Ok, you can keep that, that pink one too. No, no, no, god please burn that!"
Lilly P.O.VI'm the worse best friend in the world.When I called Jessy from the bathroom adjoining Killian's room to tell her about the Paris thing, she was upset and kinda hurt that I didn't tell her about signing up. But I couldn't tell her that it was all a lie, that Killian made the entire program up because he didn't trust me to not fall into Jason's arms."You've been acting strangely for the past four months. I can tell that something is going on, but what I don't understand is why you don't trust me enough to tell me. You never used to keep secrets from me before. Why are you starting now?"I felt the guilt eat away at me as I prepared myself to tell her another lie. I held the phone to my ears; clutching it tightly in my hands and sighed."Jessy, I'm fi
Lilly's P.O.V"You guys don't have to come in with me. I don't need any help to tell my best friend that I've been lying to her for four months."
How does the saying go... when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade? So what are you supposed to do when life gave you the devil instead? Do they even drink lemonade in hell, or is everyone too busy burning and screaming to care? Or maybe the souls in hell are having a party because the devil has left them to come, his hot ass to earth, to be my tormentor.After that classroom incident, Killian took me back home, cause you know, since someone was a caveman and ripped my clothes, I couldn't very well go to the rest of my class looking like I've just been ravished. I felt used and betrayed somehow, even though I know he never promised me anything beyond what we have. I still felt used and betrayed. However, that was a good thing because it reminded me that our relationship was a business one, there was no love involved and there never will be.On the drive back to the house, I spent my time looking for a way out, thinking of ways I could escape him. While he was taki
With the sweat and the sweet scent of our lovemaking rolling off of my skin, I fall onto Killian, his hands automatically encircling my waist. My head was rested on his chest as I listened to the hypnotic sound of his heart beating. I loved it. It was the most peaceful thing about him, the only thing that I thought was pure.His fingers were making weird patterns on my back, which was kinda comforting. I snuggled up closer to him, with my head tucked under his chin. A deep sleep drew me in and I happily succumbed to it."Open those beautiful eyes baby, we have to be at school in forty-five minutes."I groaned at the mention of the word school. I didn't want to ever go back. I've been avoiding the place ever since I found out that my parents were murders, and that was two weeks ago. Furthermore, I've been avoiding everyone in my life. The only calls I answered in two weeks were from my brothers.I was glad that they were safe and staying with distant cousi
My nightmares were keeping me away. I kept twisting and turning in my bed, unable to sleep. I've woken up more than a few times with the image of my parents killing people floating through my mind. And every time I ended up crying, Killian would hold me as I relived the shock of my world crumbling all over again.However, this time when I woke, I decided not to wake him. I didn't want to rely on him because I knew that his comfort will come at a price. I slowly eased myself out of the bed, taking care not to wake him. When I was off the bed, my foot caught on the rug and I stumbled, almost knocking the bedside lamp over. I cursed silently and turned around to see if I disturbed his sleep, but he was still out cold.I repositioned the lamp, then picked Kilian's t-shirt up off of the floor, pulling it over my head. It was the only item of clothes that I could see as the room was flooded in darkness. If I wanted to wear my own clothes, that would mean turning on the light
I narrowed my eyes at him; I felt my blood start to boil. How could he say such hurtful and hateful things about my parents? It's one thing to hurt me the way he always does, but to make my parents out to be monsters was unacceptable. I pushed at his chest; the move was unexpected so he stumbled back."Shut your lying mouth! How the hell can you say such evil things about my parents?! Not everybody is as hateful as your messed up family. God! I hate you, I hate you so much!!"I was crying and pounding on his chest; I wanted him to feel the pain I was feeling, but he just stood there and took all of it. He put the gun away, pulling me into his arms. I started fighting him to let me go, but he never did. It wasn't until I reached for his gun and pointed it at him that he let me go.I moved away from him, backing up closer to my parents. My hands were shaking, but I was determined to get him out of my life. His face displayed shock and what I thought was hurt, but
I watched my mom and dad. They looked terrified. They wanted to know what the hell was going on. After Killian announced to my dad that he's my 'husband', it went downhill from there. First, there were disbelieve stares, then outrage shouting, and then my dad sent Liam to get his handgun and mom told Max to bring her shotgun.My brothers didn't hesitate to obey. I, on the other hand, looked around at the people in my life like they've all drank the Kool-Aid. Kinsley stood off in the corner with an amused look on her face. She didn't look in the least bit worried.My brothers returned with the guns and both my parents aimed them right at Killian. I gasped and stepped in front of him.This shit needs to stop."Mom, Dad, what do you think you're doing?"Both my parents ignored me, but their eyes never left Killian. I made to move closer, to tell them to put the gun down, but Killian grabbed me by the waist and pulled me back to him.I saw my father's jaw f
Breathe, just breathe.FLASHBACK"You can't make me, you can't make! I'm too young. I'm not ready...please!"Why is he doing this to me? I was finding it hard to understand why he's willing to go through something so permanent, something so serious just to prove a point to me."Do we have to go over the rules again, Red?"I looked at him like he was freaking out of his dark, perverted mind. He was going 'to force me to tie myself to him forever with no hope of ever escaping. How the hell can he live with himself? How can he live with the fact that I'll always hate him if he makes me go through with his insane plan? Everything, all of what he did to me and keeps doing, came crashing to the surface and I got pissed, really pissed."F**k your rules, Killian! You're a psycho f**ker with the blackest heart, and you can't see past your nose to care about the feelings of others. You're like aids. You hide in the shadows and feed on the life force of your victims. You pres
Lilly's P.O.V"Jess, say something you're scaring me."She looked like she was in shock, and when she tried to talk, all that came from her mouth
Lilly's P.O.V"You guys don't have to come in with me. I don't need any help to tell my best friend that I've been lying to her for four months."
Lilly P.O.VI'm the worse best friend in the world.When I called Jessy from the bathroom adjoining Killian's room to tell her about the Paris thing, she was upset and kinda hurt that I didn't tell her about signing up. But I couldn't tell her that it was all a lie, that Killian made the entire program up because he didn't trust me to not fall into Jason's arms."You've been acting strangely for the past four months. I can tell that something is going on, but what I don't understand is why you don't trust me enough to tell me. You never used to keep secrets from me before. Why are you starting now?"I felt the guilt eat away at me as I prepared myself to tell her another lie. I held the phone to my ears; clutching it tightly in my hands and sighed."Jessy, I'm fi