Chapter 004

Cornelia

We quickly made our way back to town and then I bid Damon a good bye and made my way to Darcy's. Despite my nap beside the lake I was still feeling really sleepy, I made my way to the reception and asked for a room. I was quickly given a key card after the registration.

As soon as I reached my room, I tossed my bag aside and collapsed on the bed. I could feel the sleep engulfing me.

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What am I doing at the lake.... why am I wearing a white dress.... is this a dream.... it feels so real..... I haven't had any dreams since Matty's....

I feel a hand at my waist, I quickly turn around coming face to face with..... Damon.

"Damon.... what are u doing?"

"Showing you a good time love...... you're so beautiful Cornelia.... I needed to have u "

He pressed his lips to mine and his hands started cupping my cheeks.

"Cornelia.... tell me that u want this too"

He said ending the kiss.

I don't understand what's happening.... why Damon..... I don't know him..... maybe that's why..... why am I having erotic dreams..... why?

It seems Damon could read my thoughts....

" You're allowed to dream Cornelia.... and in a dream you could do anything..... No one has to know and you don't have to feel guilty about anything too....... Now tell me Yes.... or No"

" Yes"

the reply just cameout instantly. Damon wasted no time. He gathered me close in his arms and pressed his lips to mine again, this time he pushed his tongue into my mouth.... it was a hungry kiss and it seemed like it would never end. I could not help but let out a few moans against his mouth. He guided me to one of the park benches not breaking the kiss for even a second.

As I settled into the park bench, he finally let my lips go..... I started to remove my dress but his hands grabbed mine....

"let me darling"

But instead of getting my clothes off.... he simply pushed me down on the bench.... then the slipped a hand up my dress.... my panties came off the next moment.... and then I felt cold fingers exploring me.... skillfully rubbing my clit.... occasionally the rubbing would stop and I would feel a finger inside me....

This felt so good!!.... i could barely conceal my moans... He was so good at this. Damon looked straight into my eyes while doing this to me. He had that knowing crooked smile.... he knew how good he was making me feel. His other hand was on cupping my cheek, keeping my face in place so that I could not break our eye contact even if I wanted too.

"Think you can take two fingers beautiful", Damon said with a smirk on his face.

In between my moans, the word barely came out of my mouth ...."ye....es".

My clit was so sensitive by now. When the rubbing stopped it almost felt like a relief.... but suddenly two fingers were plunged deep into my opening. I couldn't help but clench around them and a sigh escaped my lips. Damon let them be there for a while.

"You're so wet.... so ready for me sweetheart"... he said this while reaching down to kiss me... Then his other hand moved from my cheek and took a hold of both of my wrists and held them securely over my tummy. He kissed me again and then he crooked his fingers and started pumping.

"Ahhhh....", I let my moans escape... but he didn't stop the masterful motion of his fingers down there. Soon I came..... but he didn't stop..... instead the smirk on his face just got more crooked and he increased the pace of his fingers.

"I'll make u come twice sweety", he said with his devilish grin.

I felt so weak in my knees, as if I wouldn't be able to stand right now. Then my body started trembling with pleasure and I came a second time. Finally Damon removed his fingers.... he licked them clean, then got me into a sitting position.... and kissed me deeply. He adjusted my dress and planted a kiss on my forehead.

He sat next to me on the bench.... and I leaned over his shoulder...... there was this awkward silence between us and the two of us just stared at the lake.

Finally he broke the silence.....

"Cornelia you're an amazing woman. Incredibly kind and beautiful.... thanks for letting me in"

With that he pressed his lips to mine again and suddenly everything went dark.

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I stretched my arms and legs as I woke up. This is the best sleep I've had in the past 3 months. It's 12 pm already.... I slept for more than 12 hrs. Oh no..... Oh no..... my dream last night..... Damon...... Oh no....... how can I do this. It's just been 3 months since Matty's death. How can I be so horrible, how can I let myself think about someone else like this..... Oh no.....

Huge tear drops start staining my pillow.... and any energy I had this morning is gone. I cannot get myself to get out of bed..... I cannot stop crying. How can I do this........