C H A P T E R F O U R
“You got everything you need?” Loris asked Athena as she took one last look around her room. She was travelling to New York today along with Giovanni and Elvio Mancini, but Loris would be staying in Sicily, which truth be told kind of scared her. But all these years of training told her that she did not really not Loris to hold her hand every step of the way. He had gotten her in, and now the rest was for her to handle.
“Yes, the rest I will get in New York.”
“Good, remember, if you feel like you’re in way too deep and need to get out, you have the phone. Just send the signal and agents will contact you.” He said almost whispering as she nodded.
“I’ll be okay, we should start going.” She spoke and Loris nodded, opening the door, and leading her towards the exit. Once standing at the mansions door, she hugged him as he whispered a quiet “be safe” to her. Elvio and Giovanni Mancini were standing outside, near the cars waiting on them. They were in their usual suits, but this time with black glasses covering Giovanni’s eyes. They both looked at her as she said her goodbyes to Loris and then walked over to them, with her little bag that she had packed with the very little stuff she had brought with her. She could not actually see Giovanni’s eyes, but she felt them burning onto her as she walked down the mansion stairs and made her way towards Elvio Mancini.
“Ready Ms. Vaccarelli?” Elvio asked as she nodded, and he opened the car door for her, gesturing for her to step in. She gave him a slight smile, thanking him before stepping into the car. He closed the door behind her and stepped into the passenger seat in front of her as Giovanni sat in the driver’s seat.
The car quickly filled up with the scent of musk and coconuts that she learned to associate with the man driving the car. He pressed the button, igniting the car engine and pulled out of the gate that she had entered a few days ago. A black SUV pulled out behind them and followed them on their journey. It was quiet in the car, Giovanni focused on the road, and Elvio scrolling through his phone. At one point, he made a call and only using 2 words before he hung up.
“The plane is waiting.” He told Giovanni, who’s only sign that he heard Elvio was a little, tiny nod that would have been missed if you weren’t looking closely at him. That man was still as a rock. He really did not speak much. Athena wondered if he did not have much to say, but whenever she looked at him he was always observing something or someone. He saw every little move and was aware of everything going on in a room before he even stepped into it. It would be impossible for someone like that not to have any comments or opinions worth sharing.
As if he read her mind, she saw him looking right at her through the car mirror. His eyes locked on hers. His dark, dark eyes. When they said that the eyes were a window to the soul, they were not mistaken. It felt like a clouded, frosty winter night, blowing with crispy snow hitting your face in the dark. You not knowing where to find shelter, if there even was one to find. The snow almost stinging as it makes contact with your skin. He kept his gaze on her, and although she knew it was mere seconds, she felt like it had been going on for hours.
Suddenly he removed his gaze and turned off the engine, making her realize where they were. Both the men in front of her stepped out of the car, as another man opened up her door, giving her his hand to hold on as she got out of the car.
Growing up in a foster care system and moving from house to house, as well as living on the streets for times, made her a stranger to this classy and gentle treatment, and deep down her heart adored it. But she knew that she could not get too attached to anything since this was all temporary.
She looked ahead to see the captain of the little jet they were about to board standing near the entrance of the jet as the men made their way towards him. He nodded greeting the men, with a smile on his face. The men nodded back, and Giovanni made his way inside. Elvio turned around, looking at Athena who was still in awe of the jet in front of her.
“You coming in or just gonna admire it?” He asked, with a hint of amusement in his face. She let her eyes fall on his little faint smile before walking towards him and making her way up the few steps. Giovanni was already sitting, with a drink in his hand and a mini bar to his left. He was looking out the window, not giving them a thought as they walked onto the jet. Elvio sat in a seat alone as well. Leaving her with three options, sit alone too, sit in front of Elvio, or sit in front of Giovanni.
It was almost a ten hours long flight, she was not sure she would survive the stare downs with Giovanni Mancini all that time, and as amusing as Elvio was being, she knew he was no saint neither. He was no Giovanni, but still, the stories she had heard about him and his role in the family would make you unable to sleep for days if you even heard the half of them. So she took the seat to the right of them, sitting alone with an empty seat in front of her.
It would be a lie to say that the jet did not impress her. The beige and dark wood interior looked like it was straight out of a movie. Faint, off white lights illuminating the plane, as well as the light coming through the windows. She looked at the door in front of them that she imagined leads to the cockpit. There was even a long, dark brown curtain at the back, covering another entrance. She wondered what was behind there but tried to not make her curiosity too obvious. It was nearly a 10 hours flight from Sicily to New York city, they would surly fall asleep eventually, and then she could go on a little adventure.
The seat belt light in front of them started blinking and a little sound followed with it, alerting everyone to wear their seatbelts. She felt the jet starting to move as it made its way to the runway. She loved the feeling of planes taking off and landing, excitement ran in her body every time she had been on a plane, and it was time to take off or land. She clasped her seat belt and soon the engine of the jet become louder and louder as she felt the force of gravity pulling her towards her seat as they took off. She could not help but smile.
When the seat belt light had turned off, Giovanni did not waste a second before unclasping his and walking towards that dark brown curtain in the back. He pulled it open before walking in and closing it behind him. She did not even catch a glimpse of what was behind that curtain, and Elvio caught her curiosity.
“He likes being alone when traveling.” Elvio spoke, answering a part of her unasked question.
“He does not talk much.” Athena said seeing a little curve on Elvio’s lips.
“No he does not. He likes observing more,” Elvio spoke, as he took out his phone from his pocket and placed it in front of him. He stood up, walking over to the minibar and poured himself a drink. “Would you like one? It is a long flight.” He asked, his eyes focused on the scotch he was pouring.
“Yes please.” She said as he poured another and walked over to her, handing her a glass. But instead of going back to his seat from earlier, he sat in front of her.
“You don’t say much either Ms. Vaccarelli,” Elvio spoke, his eyes studying her as she took a sip.
“I don’t have much to say, not yet.” She explained.
“Tell me Ms. Vaccarelli, are you afraid?” He asked, sitting further back in his seat as he took another sip from his scotch.
“Isn’t everyone, Mr. Mancini?”
“and what is it that you are afraid of?” He asked.
What was she afraid of..? She disliked the dark, and spiders. But she knew that these answers weren’t what Elvio Mancini was after when he asked that question.
“I am not sure..” she replied truthfully.
“How about this? Does this scare you?” he said, taking his gun out from under his suit jacket and loading it. He did not point it at her, but he was looking at her, deeply.
“No.” she said, her eyes not leaving his.
“and now, Ms. Vaccarelli?” he asked, pointing the gun towards her head.
She looked at him for a few seconds, knowing that there is no way they already found out her secret.. right? Or did they, and Giovanni is in the back bringing the body bag they were gonna put her in?
She made sure to not remove her eyes from his as she replied calmly, “no.”
They surely knew nothing, or they might be suspecting. So she had to put on her best act, saying that she has nothing to hide and no skeletons in her closet that she is afraid would get discovered. He did not remove his gaze or gun from her direction. Studying her, trying to see a hint of fear, a hint of regret. But she gave him nothing, and so he let down the gun before sliding it over to her side of the table.“It is empty, you can check if you’d like.” He said, drinking what was left in his glass before standing up.
“Why?” she asked quickly, making him look back at her.
“In this line of work Ms. Vaccarelli, everyone has a hidden agenda and a mission they want to accomplish. I needed to make sure that your mission is not one that would hurt my family.” He spoke and moved back to his seat.
“and you could tell that I wanted you no harm by pointing a blank gun at me?”
“Oh no, I could tell that if it was up to you, you would kill us all and go far, far from here. But you need us, just like we need you, and until then we will have to make this work so no one gets hurt.”
C H A P T E R F I V E Giovanni had made his way back to his seat after a few hours. Elvio was scrolling through his phone last time Athena checked. When Giovanni had made his way back to where she and Elvio sat, she quickly closed her eyes and relaxed her body, pretending to be unaware of her surroundings. She heard footsteps coming closer to her but then did not hear a shift in the air indicating that the man who walked up to her had walked away. It was crazy in her mind, but she could literally feel his eyes on her. She did not know that it was possible for her senses to detect someone looking at her without even seeing them. “She asleep?” she heard Elvio ask, but no reply from Giovanni. She assumed that he had gestured his thought to Elvio, by either nodding or shaking his head. Either way, she made sure to not move a muscle and made sure to breath as normally as she could. She counted 4 seconds for her inhale, and 4 for her exhale, knowing that if she started overthinking her
C H A P T E R S I X “You’re certain that someone else is tracking him?” “Yes.” “Do you have a copy of the data?” “I can get it.” “Does he trust you yet?” “Not fully, but he will.” “Great job agent.” She got up and walked back towards the car, considering if this was the first time in her life that David Menendez had praised her. He knew her since she was eighteen, well actually before, but he introduced himself and brought her in to join the bureau at that age. She knew that Mancini he had his goons watching her, so they both made sure to not look at each or give any sign of acknowledgment for each other once they sat on the park bench, but hiding her smile now was a slightly difficult task. That man never praised anyone, not even his own children.. she felt a sense of accomplishment that she had not felt in years. It would be a lie however to say that this all did not feel like too much at times, she could get caught any moment, and god knows what would happen to her. She
C H A P T E R S E V E N “Don’t let it get in contact with water, I don’t have time to play doctor.” Maybe you should not have shot me then, was she wanted to say, but she dared not. He crossed a line today that she did not expect to be crossed unless she was discovered as an FBI agent. Yet here he was, cleaning the slight wound he gave her on her arm with the grazing bullet, telling her that if he had actually known she was FBI he would have sat here and helped her. Yet he shot her.. She dared not look at him anymore, she felt like the fire inside of her had been extinguished. She wondered how her mother must have felt when she was in Athena’s position. Was she also not expecting to be shot, or did she know it was time? Had she gotten a warning? She wondered what is worse, knowing that you’re about to be killed, or not knowing that this is going to be your last second.. “go get dressed Athena.” he said, calling her by her first name for the first time and it sent shivers down he
C H A P T E R E I G H T “How does that even work? I thought you needed some high class equipment to hack into someone’s business?” “Not really,” she laughed at Elvio’s complete disbelief of how little was actually required to steal someone’s information. “I was 14 when I did my first ever job, if you can call it that” she laughed, as she went on to explain, “I stole 127 dollars from the mean social workers account and gave it to this sweet old lady who’s cat had died. They could not even trace it back.” She sipped on her whiskey, that she grew to appreciate the taste of. The elevator doors opened, making them both look up at the man walking in. His white shirt was dirty and stained. His knuckles bloody and his hair soaked with sweat and rain. Sage stood up from beside Athena and ran up to him. But Giovanni did not look at him, he was not expecting either of them to be there, his eyes looked at them both before looking back at Elvio. “You look like you need the drink more than the
C H A P T E R N I N E His whore.. he really had the audacity.. Athena could not help but chuckle sarcastically, making it clyster clear that she was no where near amused. “and what do we do when I start getting offers from other mafia sons who want to fuck me and make me their whore instead?” she asked, slightly turning her head. He licked his teeth, not removing his eyes off of her as his brain was occupied with the thoughts of killing her in every way possible.. ways one cannot even begin to imagine. “questa puttana..” he whispered under his breath, before walking away. “Yeah I do not wanna be here to witness the rest of this conversation, good luck Vaccarelli..” Elvio said, making his way towards the elevator as a smile crept on Athena’s face as she tried to suppress it. Elvio was effortlessly funny, and she knew that he was definitely the one who would sarcastically joke with the enemy before killing them. But she had to remember that he would still do it, he would still k
It is unfathomable what the mind is truly capable of.When born, a child has the ability to remember and recognize faces. They develop this ability to remember who they should trust, who to feel comfortable with and whose presence should calm them.That same ability to remember can create memories that can scar them, making them scream in agony every time they see that face that they wish they couldn’t recognize.As toddlers, we ran around looking for answers to every question we had as infants but never were able to ask. Our imagination can ignite such an intense flame of interest in the smallest things. We look, and observe, and ask, and touch.That same curiosity gets toddlers their scars.As teenagers, we believe we are invincible. We have already heard the disappointing truth about life and realized that everything is not as shiny and dreamy as it seems. We become more careful, that’s for a while at least. When the carefulness takes too much control of our life, we become what we
C H A P T E R T W OShe could not believe that it was that easy, neither could Loris. She could tell just by looking at him that he had a thousand different questions running through his mind, but he could not ask her any right now. Instead he showed her to a room and told her that this would be hers and that Mr. Mancini would probably announce her as a guest of his soon to the people here. Until then, she had to keep her head low and get familiar with the grounds.He walked out, closing the door behind him as she started exploring the room. This whole place was breath taking, fully aware that she was in a mansion belonging to the mafia, she could not help but admire the earthly tones of the room making her feel warm. Carpet covered the whole floor, and paintings caught her attention immediately. There was a huge mirror right beside her door, almost the size of the wall. She stared at her reflection and took a deep breath, looking at the eyes that were looking back at her. She could
C H A P T E R T H R E EOnce they all sat down, Elvio Mancini looked at Athena, leaning back in his chair and speaking, “I am assuming Loris told you a little bit about your job?” he asked.“He told me what you looked for,” she replied, but still not completely aware of her task.“Rumour has it, Ms. Vaccarelli, that we have a man working on the inside and giving out to information to people who should not know certain things. We need a fresh pair of eyes and someone skilled to find out who.”“How exactly do you plan on letting me in on everything though, are women even allowed in any meetings?” She asked.“That is for us to decide, and now we are saying yes,” Elvio Mancini spoke. “You will mostly be working from the house, searching for data and information, sometimes you might need to finish some jobs for us and work undercover where ever we need you to be. That would mean that you would have to be willing to do anything in order to get a hold of information. Do you understand what
C H A P T E R N I N E His whore.. he really had the audacity.. Athena could not help but chuckle sarcastically, making it clyster clear that she was no where near amused. “and what do we do when I start getting offers from other mafia sons who want to fuck me and make me their whore instead?” she asked, slightly turning her head. He licked his teeth, not removing his eyes off of her as his brain was occupied with the thoughts of killing her in every way possible.. ways one cannot even begin to imagine. “questa puttana..” he whispered under his breath, before walking away. “Yeah I do not wanna be here to witness the rest of this conversation, good luck Vaccarelli..” Elvio said, making his way towards the elevator as a smile crept on Athena’s face as she tried to suppress it. Elvio was effortlessly funny, and she knew that he was definitely the one who would sarcastically joke with the enemy before killing them. But she had to remember that he would still do it, he would still k
C H A P T E R E I G H T “How does that even work? I thought you needed some high class equipment to hack into someone’s business?” “Not really,” she laughed at Elvio’s complete disbelief of how little was actually required to steal someone’s information. “I was 14 when I did my first ever job, if you can call it that” she laughed, as she went on to explain, “I stole 127 dollars from the mean social workers account and gave it to this sweet old lady who’s cat had died. They could not even trace it back.” She sipped on her whiskey, that she grew to appreciate the taste of. The elevator doors opened, making them both look up at the man walking in. His white shirt was dirty and stained. His knuckles bloody and his hair soaked with sweat and rain. Sage stood up from beside Athena and ran up to him. But Giovanni did not look at him, he was not expecting either of them to be there, his eyes looked at them both before looking back at Elvio. “You look like you need the drink more than the
C H A P T E R S E V E N “Don’t let it get in contact with water, I don’t have time to play doctor.” Maybe you should not have shot me then, was she wanted to say, but she dared not. He crossed a line today that she did not expect to be crossed unless she was discovered as an FBI agent. Yet here he was, cleaning the slight wound he gave her on her arm with the grazing bullet, telling her that if he had actually known she was FBI he would have sat here and helped her. Yet he shot her.. She dared not look at him anymore, she felt like the fire inside of her had been extinguished. She wondered how her mother must have felt when she was in Athena’s position. Was she also not expecting to be shot, or did she know it was time? Had she gotten a warning? She wondered what is worse, knowing that you’re about to be killed, or not knowing that this is going to be your last second.. “go get dressed Athena.” he said, calling her by her first name for the first time and it sent shivers down he
C H A P T E R S I X “You’re certain that someone else is tracking him?” “Yes.” “Do you have a copy of the data?” “I can get it.” “Does he trust you yet?” “Not fully, but he will.” “Great job agent.” She got up and walked back towards the car, considering if this was the first time in her life that David Menendez had praised her. He knew her since she was eighteen, well actually before, but he introduced himself and brought her in to join the bureau at that age. She knew that Mancini he had his goons watching her, so they both made sure to not look at each or give any sign of acknowledgment for each other once they sat on the park bench, but hiding her smile now was a slightly difficult task. That man never praised anyone, not even his own children.. she felt a sense of accomplishment that she had not felt in years. It would be a lie however to say that this all did not feel like too much at times, she could get caught any moment, and god knows what would happen to her. She
C H A P T E R F I V E Giovanni had made his way back to his seat after a few hours. Elvio was scrolling through his phone last time Athena checked. When Giovanni had made his way back to where she and Elvio sat, she quickly closed her eyes and relaxed her body, pretending to be unaware of her surroundings. She heard footsteps coming closer to her but then did not hear a shift in the air indicating that the man who walked up to her had walked away. It was crazy in her mind, but she could literally feel his eyes on her. She did not know that it was possible for her senses to detect someone looking at her without even seeing them. “She asleep?” she heard Elvio ask, but no reply from Giovanni. She assumed that he had gestured his thought to Elvio, by either nodding or shaking his head. Either way, she made sure to not move a muscle and made sure to breath as normally as she could. She counted 4 seconds for her inhale, and 4 for her exhale, knowing that if she started overthinking her
C H A P T E R F O U R“You got everything you need?” Loris asked Athena as she took one last look around her room. She was travelling to New York today along with Giovanni and Elvio Mancini, but Loris would be staying in Sicily, which truth be told kind of scared her. But all these years of training told her that she did not really not Loris to hold her hand every step of the way. He had gotten her in, and now the rest was for her to handle.“Yes, the rest I will get in New York.”“Good, remember, if you feel like you’re in way too deep and need to get out, you have the phone. Just send the signal and agents will contact you.” He said almost whispering as she nodded.“I’ll be okay, we should start going.” She spoke and Loris nodded, opening the door, and leading her towards the exit. Once standing at the mansions door, she hugged him as he whispered a quiet “be safe” to her. Elvio and Giovanni Mancini were standing outside, near the cars waiting on them. They were in their usual suit
C H A P T E R T H R E EOnce they all sat down, Elvio Mancini looked at Athena, leaning back in his chair and speaking, “I am assuming Loris told you a little bit about your job?” he asked.“He told me what you looked for,” she replied, but still not completely aware of her task.“Rumour has it, Ms. Vaccarelli, that we have a man working on the inside and giving out to information to people who should not know certain things. We need a fresh pair of eyes and someone skilled to find out who.”“How exactly do you plan on letting me in on everything though, are women even allowed in any meetings?” She asked.“That is for us to decide, and now we are saying yes,” Elvio Mancini spoke. “You will mostly be working from the house, searching for data and information, sometimes you might need to finish some jobs for us and work undercover where ever we need you to be. That would mean that you would have to be willing to do anything in order to get a hold of information. Do you understand what
C H A P T E R T W OShe could not believe that it was that easy, neither could Loris. She could tell just by looking at him that he had a thousand different questions running through his mind, but he could not ask her any right now. Instead he showed her to a room and told her that this would be hers and that Mr. Mancini would probably announce her as a guest of his soon to the people here. Until then, she had to keep her head low and get familiar with the grounds.He walked out, closing the door behind him as she started exploring the room. This whole place was breath taking, fully aware that she was in a mansion belonging to the mafia, she could not help but admire the earthly tones of the room making her feel warm. Carpet covered the whole floor, and paintings caught her attention immediately. There was a huge mirror right beside her door, almost the size of the wall. She stared at her reflection and took a deep breath, looking at the eyes that were looking back at her. She could
It is unfathomable what the mind is truly capable of.When born, a child has the ability to remember and recognize faces. They develop this ability to remember who they should trust, who to feel comfortable with and whose presence should calm them.That same ability to remember can create memories that can scar them, making them scream in agony every time they see that face that they wish they couldn’t recognize.As toddlers, we ran around looking for answers to every question we had as infants but never were able to ask. Our imagination can ignite such an intense flame of interest in the smallest things. We look, and observe, and ask, and touch.That same curiosity gets toddlers their scars.As teenagers, we believe we are invincible. We have already heard the disappointing truth about life and realized that everything is not as shiny and dreamy as it seems. We become more careful, that’s for a while at least. When the carefulness takes too much control of our life, we become what we