Forty-Five

When Phoenix rushed into the bathroom, she lowered down to the ground weeping bitterly. Her heart was in excruciating pain and she hated it. She had thought she had forgotten all about Ben and that one night they shared together. She wanted to end it all. If only she was so stupid to fall for him then none of this would have happened. She would flip her hair and act nonchalant when Cameron mentions his name. Now she couldn't, she was really into him. Ben was the only man who had made her cry. Not even when George moved out of the house did she cry since she didn't have anyone to talk to.

"This has to end" She throws water at her while staring at herself through the mirror.

Ben was just another boy that didn't work out, it wasn't supposed to be a big deal anyway. She got over him during the holiday season and didn't even think about him so this was not going to be an exception. It was just going to be the same thing, he will be one of those people, who ruled out of her life. Besides,