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My mother

Author: Nenu
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-21 23:28:56

EMMA.

I stared into the empty space, watching the grass filled lawn.

Kristy looked around, carefully taking in the arena.

All the vibe , soft joy, and excitement had faded, and now it was time for business.

I took a deep breath.

The entire street was silent. I repeated that again.

If anything were to happen, everyone in the neighborhood would know.

Our voices would be loud.

I shut my eyes, recalling how my mother used to slam pans as she shouted at us.

The neighbors would come out, listening as she threatened to cut us off, and send us into the streets if we didn't behave.

Why didn't Zara remember that?

I clearly did. I recalled how a neighbor approached us, asking why we always defended our mother whenever the cops came to save us, and we would recite what she taught us, “she is our mother. We cannot survive without our mother.”

Bullshit. Our mother had been ready to choose a man over us. Our mother threw tantrums because the man she wanted didn't want her in return.

Our mother wa
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