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Influence

Author: Nenu
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-27 07:06:55

EMMA.

Soon enough, morning had come and I wasn't even lucky enough to get a good rest or sleep. I covered my mouth with my palms, releasing a tired yawn.

Throughout the night, all I could think of was apex and what he had accused me of doing. It wasn't bad enough that his wife was framing, he genuinely thought I was framing him too.

I hissed out loud.

I didn't blame them. I had myself to blame. I had let myself be used in their little cat and dog game, why wouldn't they think of me as a fool?

Why would Alex think of me as a fool?

I let him use, and deceive me for years! Long years! And I didn't even notice. I should have seen the signs, but I was too blind to notice it.

What was I thinking believing that a married man would leave his wife for me?

I chuckled in despair. I was truly foolish, and so gone that no advice was working on me.

I should have stuck to John, or literally anyone else.

I should have stayed with a mad man, because Alex was obviously worse.

After years of rejection,
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