A naked loathe for her

The sky was covered with thick and greyish clouds ; rustling against each other ; indicating that a hazardous storm was about to come . 

And maybe this thundering wind 's won't hurt her that much as bad ,as she would be going to loss from the most important person of her life . 

A room was silent , except for the upcoming news airing on tv . The whole atmosphere was in eerie silence as the slender figure was busy in her work . The only sound which was audible to the ears was that of coming from the big LCD .

" New york is going to be lashed by a harsh thunderstorm , so it is suggested to people to stay inside their houses " ,Over on the news channel the team of rotating reporters spoke into their microphones , 

and struggled to stay rooted on their spot steadily as the wind lashed against them . 

Listening to the news , she didn't reacted that much . Lifting her eyebrow , for a second she glanced at the screen , and then she picked up the remote and switched off the tv . 

Lowering her head to concentrate fully on her designs; she was lost in her own world , just then the ringing of her mobile phone buzzed in silence , distracting her from her work . 

" Hazel , Do you have any plans to come home tonight ? , it's 10'clock now " , a very anxious voice full of anger sounded from the other side . 

Hazel bit her inner cheek , she knew she had pissed Anna . She stared at the wall clock , which was ticking continously , It was ten o'clock on it .

It is so much late at night, and the storm is coming , Doesn't this girl have a sense of humor? , Anna was going crazy over Hazel . 

Despite of her constant blabbering to come home , Hazel's stare was fixed on her designs . 

" Hazel , Are you even listening to me ? ", Anna stomped her foot in anger . She realized that she was the one who had been speaking nonchalantly ,while this crazy girl was still focused on her never ending work . 

Like seriously , why Hazel didn't care about herself even a little bit . 

" Anna, just half .. ", Hazel was about to ask for more time , but quickly gulped the remaining words , when she heard Anna's threatening 

," Okay , then you don't need to talk to me for one week ". 

Newyork was going to be splashed by a thunderstorm , a large harsh winds would be splashing the whole state , it was dangerous to be outside . 

It was all on the news , but this girl is stubborn and adamant , she doesn't even bother for her safety .

 Anna was edgy and concerned at Hazel , Shouldn't she have come home yet, it was so dark and thundering outside , Anna fretted . 

" Okay , I am coming ", Hazel bit her tongue in a guilt , She knew that if she didn't assure her now , that she was coming to home , Anna would murder her definitely . 

Had it not been for urging of Anna , Hazel would have liked to keep working in her office . 

She arranged all the scattered sheets on the table and caged them into blue file . 

Stretching her tired limbs , she stood up from her leather chair , walking towards the wooden basket , she picked up the black umbrella .

Just the thought of meeting her only people caused a bright smile crept through her features . 

Imagining the faces of Anna and Emma , she was relieved and happy . 

Just because of these people , she is alive and is able to breath calmly . They are the only reason for her survival in among this cruel world.

It is weird isn't it , Sometimes you die, and you are on the verge of breathing, but then you find a reason to live.

And the cause for her return to existence ,is Anna and Emma ; her sisters . 

Loud thunderclap's rumbled outside , getting her out of her bitter cues . The whole area was filled with extreme silence except for the voices of thundering weather . There was not even a single sign of strolling of people ; indicating that every one had went to their houses except for her who was a wandering soul in this lost world . 

She shivered , as she stepped in the cold night . 

The streets were gloomy and dark , fear clutched at her heart . 

By the way, she goes through these dark galleys every day, but today she had a deep fear spiraled through her . The road from her office to her house was about fifteen minutes , but now due to the hard breeze that was lashing her from time to time , it seemed that she would be late . 

Suddenly a large thrashing of gravy-grey sky with each other , rain began to pour out . 

Opening the umbrella , she was struggling against the harsh wind , Trees were snapping with each other . 

The road was alone , the lonely-figure standing with only her umbrella , as the mere source to avoid herself from getting drench . 

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" Aah ", a soft shriek escaped her mouth , as she felt that she had collided with a hard wall . 

She stumbled backward and the black umbrella also rolled far away .The soft drops of mist of the rain started to steep her clothes . 

She shut her eyes tightly , as she was waiting for the sudden pain but to her astonishment she was safe . 

A low breathe left her lips , when her light brown eyes met with his blue oceanic ones.

Envy , hatred , revenge all emotions were springing from his pair of blue eyes . In his grave stare , she could see naked loathe for her.

Her heart rate stopped , and her body flinched in his embrace.A  tall man , with a black leather jacket , muscular body , holding her in his arms . 

Apart from the flaming view emerging in his eyes , nothing else could be seen . 

His mouth and nose was covered by a grey lining scarf , his black hairs were covering his forehead till his brows . 

Due to the striking of rain against their bodies and pitch darkness surrounded the whole ambience , everything was blurred between them . 

Hazel stood like a glue on her spot , never daring to avert her gaze from the grave hatred sparkling in his eyes . Puddles began plinking as the rain grew heavier . 

Both were getting soaked in rain and their profound emotions . 

It looks like eternity has passed but both didn't dare to apart from each other . Plucking up a little courage , she raised her hand to remove the wall between them ; his scarf . 

" Who are you ? ",she whispered slowly , but it was easily listened by him . Her breathe sucked as she was also afraid of the answer . 

But , before she could able to touch his scarf , he jerked her hand away . 

A dart of anger ;intensed hatred passed his eyes , and subconsiously his force on her waist tightened , it was so strong that it will leave bruises . 

Her breathe entwined with his , she breathed in his scent as deeply as she could .

Soon , some footsteps could be heard from behind her ,narrowing his brows , he stared at her back for sometime and then moving near her earlobe he whispered " a priesto Amore mio " .His voice was deep and grave lingering with some hidden threats .

He pulled his grip back from her waist, causing her to fall on the wet road .And then giving her a long intensed expression he passed behind her . 

Observing the hatred in his eyes , a pang of hurt engulfed through her body.Her back met with the road , a terrible pain anguished her body . Her elbow was hurt, and there was also a bruise on it . 

The pain in her back , caused her to come out of her trance . She stood up hurriedly , to look for him , but he was nowhere to be seen.The road was empty ,and she was alone on the road again. 

She moved towards the umbrella, clasping it in her hands again , she stared at the path from where his figure departed.

On the way , her eyes roamed desperately , to search for him.Where does he vanished suddenly ? Does she know him ?What was the meaning of his words ? ,Her thoughts were tickled by curiosity .She didn't know why, but her heart was saying that she was aware of those eyes, The two of them have a very old relationship .She was not afraid from the heavy rain at that time ,but she was even more frightened by the hatred in his eyes , Why did she think that if she saw this scorn in his eyes again, she might die!She knew that she had clearly witnessed extreme loathe for her in those blue eyes , and the thought filled her with extreme panic .Wind and rain slashed at her , as she reached the doorway , where she , Anna and Emma lived .Hazel stood there in her own world of thoughts .

The sound of opening the door and voice of Anna made her out of her daze. "Are you alright ? , Hazel you are fully soaked ", Anna said worriedly.Hazel's all clothes were soaked wet and she was shivering badly. How long has this girl been standing in the doorway , why didn't she knock on the door? If she hadn't opened the door yet, Hazel would have been still stayed outside , in this cold weather.Has someone smashed a stone on her head , Why this girl is behaving so mental ? , Anna was going crazy with these thoughts. Silent and pale, Hazel clutched her hands tightly. Sniffing her nose that was red due to the cold , she sauntered inside.Anna was speaking continously , but Hazel was all lost in her own thinkings. Hazel stayed quiet , for a long time and then she finally spoke ," I am going to take shower " .

With wide eyes filled with concern for Hazel ,Anna saw the dissappearing back of her.Like a girl in trance , Hazel found her way back to her room and entered the washroom. After taking bath for ten minutes , Hazel changed into her comfy clothes , and dragged herself downstairs." Where is Emma ? ", Hazel asked as she sat beside Anna." She is sleeping ", very simply Anna replied , as she filled Hazel's plate with rice. The whole dinner was silent , except for the voices of spoon colliding with the plate during eating. Anna sensed the tension cracking from Hazel's frame .

What's bothering her, she'll ask her later.After finishing the dinner , Hazel cleaned the table and washed the utensils . Anna flipped on the light and headed to the kitchen to prepare coffee.Draping the shawl around her shoulders , she stood infront of the window staring deeply at the scene outside.The wind was still storming , the soft drops of rain was dripping over the roads . The night was dark and damp , like her life . She held herself tightly , never imagining that everything could feel so lost despite being under her own home.

" In what thoughts you are lost ? ", Anna voiced out from behind her , breaking the bitter cues lingering in her mind. Anna approached Hazel , with two cups filled with black coffee. Anna handed over one cup to Hazel , and leaned back on the wall ,eyeing her thoughtfully. Steam was emerging from the hot cup of coffee, making Hazel's face damp." Nothing , just stressed because of some office work ", Hazel sipped the coffee and averted the topic.

" You are lying Hazel ! , I know that .. Now tell me what is bothering you ? " , Anna urged again, still her eyes was fixed on her suspiciously. Hazel was trying to hide something from her , she was sure. Fixing her glare outside , focused on watching the rain , Hazel was quiet. " Tell me Hazel , I am waiting ", Anna sent her a measured look over her face before she exhorted her to spill up the beans." Today was a hectic day , Anna ...the new design which I proposed to my Boss , it got rejected ", Hazel told a lie , to cover up the deep feelings which was triggering her . She glanced at Anna , and breathed a sigh of relief that her mountain of lies might not be caught.

Hazel continued to speak a bunch of lies , when suddenly she heard Anna saying , " No one ever told me I was crazy !".An awkward silence surrounded them and Hazel took a sip from the cup to hide her guilt. She was fumbling with emerald stone on her neck and steam was like a veil between Anna and her. Anna was not a stranger to Hazel's mind , she knew Hazel was trying to conceal something.

" Are you missing him ? ", Anna's sudden words ,caused Hazel to tighten her grip on the stone , as her breathe sucked in her lungs.Red color crawled up her cheek and she shifted her gaze to Anna. For some reason Anna always thought that Hazel would adjust and accept the reality . But , as always she was wrong , Hazel Blackwell was still running behind the person , whom she met decades ago. She thought that Hazel would move on and get better in her life , but she was wrong , Hazel would never forget her past. Tears welled up in Hazel's eyes , and she tried her best to hold it." Forget him Hazel, he was never yours ", Anna spoke the bitter words .

The reality is cruel , but it is the truth , the more Hazel try to run from it the more it will hurt." Have you ever tried to forget him ?", Anna inquired with worry ,but Hazel was still in a deep trance , and never replied her back. "If you love him so much, then go and express it ", glancing at helpless Hazel , Anna finally spoke the words which she were holding for so long."It is impossible ,Anna ",Closing her eyes tiredly , Hazel replied . She was looking feeble and fragile .