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2021-08-30 15:15:32He stood still staring at her accusing eyes.
As new teardrops escaped her eyes he turned his back on her."Who told you?"
She was far from sober.
Her fingers were itching to break something and her insides were screaming from all the pain she was harbouring inside."Does it matter how I came to know? Does anything ....does anything else matters now?"
He didn't turn back.
He didn't reply.His silence was hurting her once again."Answer me dammit!! Answer me you Assho-***!! You fuc**** used me!!! Toyed with my body and my feelings!! Am I a joke to you...am I just a game for you Ashton?"
He knew this would happen one day.
He knew she felt betrayed but how could he tell her that hurting her was never his intention.But either way, he was going to hurt her.He couldn't look at her.
He listened to each word she spoke without a reaction.
She needed to let it all out.It was the only release of hRelated chapters
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