chapter 5 dizzy

Mea’s prov

I open my eyes and feel like I just got the best sleep in the world I try to turn but my body feels like there is a truck sitting on it I look down and see an arm rapped tightly around my waist I turn and see kailb fast asleep I look away smiling like a little girl he pulls me in to him even tighter this time I look back but this time it looks like he was having a nightmare I try my best to turn.

Finally succeed I am now face to face with a nightmare having kailb I hold his face in my palm and try to wake him up “ kailb , kailb wake up your having a nightmare , its just a nightmare “ I say slowly trying not to shake him to much .

He slowly opened his eyes and I could tell they were tearing up as soon as he looked at me . “ its ok, is just a nightmare “ I say “ that’s the problem its not just a nightmare , is a memory “ he said and burred his face in my neck then he took a big sniff .

wolfs use to do this with there mates to calm there wolf or them self down .

But kailb isn’t my mate is he ? I jump out of bed and stand still “ what , what happened ?” he asked shocked and confused “ are you my mate?”

“ w w..what?” “ don’t what me I’m I your mate ? “ there was a strong silence between us the kailb broke the silence with the truth that I loved at a time I cant handle “ yes.” He said getting out of bed and walked towards me, I look away from him “ mea , look I wanted to tell you but ….”

“no buts you should have told me no matter the situation. You had no right to hide something this big from me let alone for three year cause I’m assuming you have know since your 18th birthday “ I was fuming at this point .

He was quite which angered me even more “ say something “ I yelled “ what do you want me to say , yes I have known since then but I couldn’t tell you “

“why , why couldn’t you were you so angry to find little old me as your mate to think you would just forget about me were you so disgusted “ I say the last part more of a whisper as tears well up in my eyes .

He takes my face in his hands and makes me look up at him and with out any warning he kiss me and it felt like fireworks my heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest and I’m pretty sure he heard its loud beat we stud there kissing for what felt like hours and when we finally part I was breathless.

There was this smug , satisfied look in his eyes “ I have wanted to do that for 3 whole years “ he said looking down at my lips , I’m speechless

“ I guess I now know how to make you quiet now “he said smiling

I hit his chest with my hands and smile “ but I’m still mad at you “ “ I will make it up to you I promise , beside my father would never have let us be together “

“ why” I asked confused he always seemed like me “ he ..he had arranged a marriage for me to an alphas daughter of another pack “ there is ping of jealousy in my heart of the girl his father chose for him how could I be good enough in his father’s eyes.

Kailb must have noticed my hesitation cause he said “ what are you thinking about, what’s making you worry ? I can feel you stressing “ I look up at him “ it’s just your father will continue to case me and I don’t know if he knows we are mate but I doubt that will stop him from killing me but I don’t want to be running for the rest of my life”

“ you won’t have to “ he assures me but he knows I don’t believe his words

“look my father is a lot of things but he is not a monster when he finds out your my mate he will spare you “

“ then why don’t we go back “ he walks away and says “ sparring you doesn’t mean he well let us be together , I told you he has other plans for me if I go back ..” he starts to look angry “ ok I get it “ if they get to me before they find out he is my mate I’m dead and if he goes back they will make him reject me and marry him off got it .

“so that mean we can never go back “

" yes, it’s the only way I can keep you alive and be with you “ he says sounding sincere “ what makes you think I want to be with you “ I say acting cocky and start walking way “ oh really you want yo play that game ha “ he says and lifts me of the ground by my waist and throws me on the bed and stats to tickle me I scream and laugh and kick to get him off me but he over powers me with his 6’1 frame and my 5’5 size. He laughs with me .

The I start to feel dizzy “ ok , ok I give up “ I almost chock on my own laughter he lets me go and I scramble to get away from him and stand but when I get up from the bed I sway and almost fall so I use the chair by the bed to steady my self “ I guess I tickled you to much “ he says laughing but I felt like something was wrong I should wash my face to relax a bit and try to head to the bathroom but I fall on my knees.

kailb was by my side in a second “ what’s wrong mea are you ok ?” he sounded so worried but his voice was becoming slow for me to understand I was feeling more dizzy and faint by the second .

All of a sudden the the door busts open and in walks our pack . They shoot him with a dart the same one they use to capacitance rouges before they bring them to the pack to be interrogated.

I could hear kailb screaming my name but I couldn't force my self to even look at him . I lay on the floor waiting my fate until I hear one of the men say " bring her the alpha want to see her " fear rushs to my bones and im terrified of what he will do to me .

I start backing out when a man starts to carry me which feels nothing like kailbs then I pass out.