It's already 7 in the morning but I'm still here in my room, silently looking at the two boxes. And hoping that I would remember something, but there was nothing.Last night, I stared at Martin's face several times but I couldn't really remember him. And the only thing on my mind at that time was Sebastian's serious face. I don't know why maybe this is the effect once you like someone. You think about him even if you don't want to think about him.'But why all of the sudden did Sebastian have this effect on me? Do I already love him?'"Vienna.. breakfast is ready, come downstairs and you might be late for your class. Vienna do you hear me? Are you already awake?"I didn't answer my brother, I just stood up and took my bag. I woke up early to take a shower and get dressed, but I didn't leave the room immediately after doing that.I opened the door and he was obviously surprised to see me but I just ignored it. I silently passed him and walked down the stairs. He just followed behind me
"Are you okay? Did they hurt you?" he asked worriedly. I didn't expect that he would still be this kind and concerned with me despite what he found out. And I thought he wouldn't talk to me yet because of what I told him yesterday."I'm fine and they didn't hurt me," I answered.We are currently here in the garden, this is where he brought me when he found out that my Professor was not around. Some students saw me which caused them to talk about us, especially me. I don't want to pay attention and just ignore what they say but it's not right anymore. It enters my brain and hurts me even though it's not true."I will find a way to delete your photo from the internet and to stop the students from destroying you.""Why does it seem easy for you to say that?" I said making him confused. I know he was hurt by what he saw but here he is, acting unhurt. I don't want him to hide his true feelings from me like this."What do you mean?" he wondered."You were hurt, I hurt you but that's what yo
SEBASTIAN'S POV"Why did you admit that to me only now? Why only now?! Why only now when it's already been a mess?!""What did I do to make you hide that from me? You made me look like a fool, Sebastian."Those lines that came out of her mouth caused me to destroy my hope that I could bring back our old relationship. Because of what happened today, I know that it will not happen anymore.I know that we will end up like this, that when she finds out about me I will hurt her and we will hurt each other. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that maybe this incident will be the reason why she's totally not with me forever. I don't want that to happen, I can't allow it anymore."I have to follow her, maybe something bad will happen to her," said Tine but Vince stopped him by his arm while looking at me badly."Don't follow him, let my sister go," he answered."Let her? What if something bad happens to my friend?!" Britt shouted angrily."When something bad happens to my sister, blame your friend!""And
"VIENNA, DON'T JUMP!"I stopped thinking when I heard that voice but I didn't look back. How did he know I was here?"Don't do that, please Vienna I'm begging you to get down there." It's Britt, my friend for a long time but just hurt me."How did you know I was here?" I asked."I will answer your question but first get down there," he answered. I didn't get stubborn anymore, I just went down and looked at him without emotion. Now that I'm facing him and I know who he is in my life, my whole body feels weak. I can't even remember that he was a part of my past."Can you answer my question?""I'm your friend so I know where you go whenever you're hurt and thinking about a problem. I thought you'd forgotten about this place, but you haven't." That's why I felt better when I first came here because of the memories I have of this place. It was a witness to the problems I experienced."Why you lied to me? What bad did I do for you to hide the truth from me?" I asked and tears started to flo
"Ma'am Vienna, are you all right?" I slowly looked up and wiped my tears."Why are you crying?" She asked worriedly."I'm fine sister, don't worry about me. I just remembered something that's why I cried but I'm really fine," I replied and forced her to smile."I hope you're all right, ma'am. Just call me if you need anything." I just nodded in response and sister Riza immediately left. But my tears fell again when I remembered what I had read earlier. That happened 4 days ago, he admitted that he was Martin but because I was hospitalized, I didn't know it right away. If I had only known this right away, we wouldn't have gotten into this situation where we were both hurting each other. But it's too late, I don't know if I can get back what we had before or not.She's already here, I need to prepare myself for whatever she's going to say."Vienna sweetie, it's good that you're fine. Where did you go? Uncle Lucas and I looked for you-""You act as if you haven't done anything wrong, any
SEBASTIAN'S POVIt had been four days since Vienna know the whole truth. Until now I still remember what happened that day and until now I still haven't seen her. Even though she stopped me from looking for her, I didn't stop. When she answered my call, I had hoped that I could fix the situation. But suddenly it disappeared when she said that she didn't want to see me yet."I don't want to see you yet.. so please leave me alone for now. I'm sorry."I still haven't stopped finding her despite what she said. But I suddenly remembered what I did 3 years ago. I looked for her everywhere, even though I was hurt during those times because of her loss and my mom left me, I still didn't stop. But days, weeks, months, and years passed, then I realized that she had left me and she would never come back. But after 3 years, she came back but she doesn't remember me. Now that she knows who I am, will I give up and stop looking for her?I admit I've given up a few times, I've been discouraged a few
VIENNA'S POV------FLASHBACK------"How did you know I was here?" I asked when he entered the house. But he was surprised when he saw me, he didn't know I was there but he immediately hugged me tightly which I didn't expect."How are you? Are you okay? Did anything bad happen to you?" he asked after hugging me. But I didn't answer him and just looked at his whole face. It was obvious in his eyes that he was tired and lacked sleep. It's like my heart is squeezed because of my brother's appearance now. I couldn't help but blame myself, he became like that because of me."I'm fine, don't worry about me. How are you? Have you finished your exams?" I emotionless replied. But suddenly a smile appeared on his lips because of what I said.I don't hate them anymore, I just really don't want to see them after what happened. But I have gradually forgiven them, it's just not that easy for me to forget and accept what they did. They not only broke my trust but also the trust that Sebastian had giv
"Bro, is there anything else I need to do? Is there anything missing?" Britt asked as he took himself a video."Yes, please take the balloons from my room and bring them here," replied Sebastian who was busy arranging the food on the table. Enzo, on the other hand, is also busy putting up decorations and other things."Copy that sir," Britt said and saluted like a soldier. He also left and went to Sebastian's room. When he got to the room, he also immediately looked for where the plastic of balloons was kept."Sebastian has to be thankful, I love him but my friend loves him more. It's different when you're in love, you'll do everything just to make the person you love happy," Britt said while facing the camera. When he arrived at his friend's studio, he immediately gave Sebastian the balloons he took."Take me with you in the video, bro, it seems like only your face will be seen there," said Enzo. Sebastian laughed because of what he said. Britt couldn't stop throwing stones at Enzo.