VIENNA'S POV
Therese and I arrived at the cafeteria. She volunteered to buy the food and I was the one to find a vacant table but I couldn't find anything. But someone suddenly called me, when I looked back it was Britt with Enzo and the guy who I didn't still know his name.
Britt got up from his seat and headed in my direction. All the students looked at us. Are they famous here? why is it like that he draws attention?
"There's no empty table, just sit at our table." I looked in Therese's direction but she shook her head violently which surprised me. I just mouthed why? then she looked at the girls who were currently looking at me badly.
"Let's go Vienna? don't be ashamed of us."
"Britt thank you, Vienna and I will just eat on the bench. Vienna, this is your food." Save by the bell, it's a good thing that she bought already.
I took the food that Therese handed me, I just smiled at Britt and followed Therese out of the cafeteria.
Therese and I started eating when we sat on a bench near the cafeteria. Finally, we survived in the eyes of the people.
"Therese, are Britt and his friends famous here?" I ask. She put down the table on what she ate and drank soda.
"Britt and Enzo are not famous. Sebastian was the famous one plus he's talented," Therese replied. Sebastian? could that be the name of their friend?
"They are soccer players and they represent our course whenever there is a sports event here at the university. Sebastian is more likely to be chased by a woman, apart from being a handsome singer and also a member of the Music Club." Therese's story makes me nod. That's why all the girls in the cafeteria earlier looked at me badly because of Sebastian.
"But he's rude, quiet, and moody seems allergic to smile. We've never seen him laugh or smile, maybe he's just not that kind of guy," she added. It was obvious from Sebastian's face and that is why I was curious about his personality.
"Is that why you don't want to share at their table 'cause we might be issued because of him?" She nodded in response.
“You're the only woman that his friend invited to share on their table,” she said.
"Is that a big deal?" I wondered.
"Of course Vienna, for all Sebastian's fans, it's a very big deal. Not a single woman has tried to eat with them. If I hadn't stopped you, it might have been you," she replied. His fans are just really immature, tsk! tsk! tsk!
"Why is Britt so kind to you? He can't treat women like that." I also thought about what she said. Why is it? maybe Britt is just really nice.
"Let's not just talk about it, there are many more days for that and you will discover a lot of information about him." I just smiled in response. Therese told me another story just to make the conversation different. I enjoyed talking to her, she's nice and kind, for sure she could be my best friend.
After we ate, she invited me to go to the field. I just came along so I could find out where it was.
We arrived on the field and someone is currently playing. Therese and I sat on a bench and watched the game. Until I noticed a guy, it was Vince, my brother. My brother was good at playing and I also saw a group of women cheering on him.
"You see that guy?" And she pointed to my brother, I haven't told her yet.
"He's my brother," I immediately replied to her surprise, I just laughed.
"Seriously? he's your brother?" I picked up my phone and showed her the pictures of mine with my brother.
"Do you believe now? we are close before but now it's not quite like that but we're talking at home," I answered as I put my phone back in the bag.
"Is that so, that's why you look alike. It's in your blood to be handsome and beautiful."
After a few minutes of their game, Therese and I stood up again. I don't want my brother to see me here, he might think that I didn't attend my class.
"Therese, where is the Engineering building?" I asked as we both left the field. She showed me the way. I plan to surprise my best friend, Michelle.
Michelle Lorenzo is my best friend since 10th grade and we met in the US because of my dad. She had to transfer to this university earlier. She stayed in the US for almost 4 years with her grandmother and she returned to the Philippines 1 year ago.
Therese and I have already arrived at the Engineering building. From here in the distance, I already saw her. She was standing and talking on her phone. Nothing changed in her, she was beautiful as usual.
Michelle turned around and was so surprised when she saw me. I just smiled sweetly at her.
"VIENNAAAAAA!!!" she shouted.
I couldn’t help but be startled, her voice echoed throughout the building. This woman was not embarrassed. She ran in my direction and suddenly jumped to hug me. I missed her.
"I missed you so much .. why didn't you even tell me that you're coming now?" she said while pouting, making me laugh for a while.
"I missed you too, I just wanted to surprise you and I'm sorry if I didn't tell you. By the way, she's Therese, my classmate, and Therese this is Michelle Lorenzo, my best friend." She broke free from my embrace and faced Therese.
"I know you, Therese Perez of the swimming team right?" Therese nodded in response.
"Are you a swimmer? you haven't told me," I said.
"I'm sorry Vienna," Therese replied.
"Are you ashamed of Vienna? You know what friend, Therese was the representative of your course in the swimming competition. Aren't you the champion this year?" Therese nodded shyly.
"Congrats Therese, keep it up," I told her, and she smiled at me.
"Wait a minute.. wait for me, I'll just take my bag for a moment." Michelle left and went to her room.
After a few minutes, she came out and went in our direction. I notice that she was carrying a guitar. Michelle also loves to play and she also sings but she stopped because she will focus on academics. She knows that I'm covering a song and she also accompanies me whenever I record a song in RJ's studio.
We went down to the Engineering building while Michelle told us about what was going on here at the university. They are only the ones who understand each other's stories, 'cause I didn't witness what they were telling and I was just listening. We sat on a bench, there are a lot of students in this area and all the seats were occupied.
I was on the left side, the two of them were on the right side, and from here in my seat, I saw Britt at one end. Sebastian and I were facing each other but he didn't notice that I was looking at him.
Why does such a face seem familiar to me? did I meet him before?
"Vienna .. hey."
"Huh?" I later realize that I've been staring at Sebastian for a minute. Did Therese notice that?
"We've been talking to you," Michelle said.
"Who are you looking at?" Therese asked.
"Ahh no, what is that?" avoid my response. They might tease me when they find out that Sebastian is what I'm looking at.
"Sing for us Vienna," Therese replied.
"How did you know that I can sing?" I asked, confused. She pointed at Michelle.
"Let Therese hear your golden voice," she said smiling.
"Michelle just somewhere else, not here," I replied but she shook her head.
"Ignore them, go ahead Vienna you can do that." I just took the guitar she handed me.
They both applauded when I started to strum. Everyone's attention was caught, even Britt, Enzo, and Sebastian looked in my direction.
I didn’t expect them to keep up with the beat of the song, the seated students were already approaching in our direction. I feel embarrassed, promise.
This is the first song I played way back in 2017 when I was still in the US. I love this song, so I decided that this would be the first song that I want to cover.
I later realized that I was already looking at Sebastian but he didn't look away and stared at me as well.
Everyone applauded after I sang but I still couldn't take my eyes off Sebastian. But after a few seconds, I avoided his stares. I was forced to smile in front of everyone but in my heart, I was nervous.
We didn't do anything else, after the meeting the class resumed. After four subjects, we will go home at last. I'm tired today and I don't know why.
"Vienna, the opening of clubs will be on next week. Where do you want to join?" she asked as we walked.
Therese mentioned that to me earlier, but I don't know which club I will join.
"Maybe.. Music Club, you're a singer and you know how to play various instruments. For sure you can pass right away. What do you want? I'll accompany you to register next week," she added.
What is the purpose of clubs? to build up someone's confidence? that's just an added burden.
"I don't know and I'm not interested," I replied.
"You're not interested or maybe unsure? Am I right? Vienna no one will know you here, it's just me and Vince," she said. I don't care if they know. All I could think about was myself, what would happen to me if I joined.
"Okay, let's go." I don't want to prolong the conversation. I was forced to agree and made Michelle smile immediately.
We arrived at the lockers, Michelle went to her locker and so did I. I'll just leave this book I'm carrying, it's so heavy and it's slung over my shoulder.
"VnM's new song will be released tomorrow. I'm excited."
"For sure there will be many views again, hopefully soon we will know who she is."
I secretly smiled at the two as I opened my locker. I was the one they were talking about. My screen name is the initials of my name, it's just simple but even one listener can't guess.
"Vienna, come on, let's go."
I followed her after I closed my locker. Michelle and I arrived at the parking lot. Uncle Dante, their family driver for almost 12 years, picked her up. And I was surprised when I saw my brother leaning on my car.
"Key," he said without emotion when I arrived at his place. I raised my left eyebrow because of what he said. Damn him! it's my car so I will drive.
I went to the driver's area and didn't listen to him. I got on board and he did the same but I know he was irritated with what I did.
"What's your problem?" he asked disgustedly. We were on our way home when I turned to him.
"I will get revenge on you," he added.
"Is that a threat? will I cry?" I replied. His forehead furrowed but I just laughed.
We got home and I just went straight to my room and immediately stretched out on the bed. I didn't feel this kind of stress when I was still in America but why at that university, I feel that I'm carrying all the problems of the world.
After I finished my homework, I lay down on the bed again and closed my eyes. But Sebastian's face suddenly entered my mind.
Why was I looking at him earlier? We haven't talked yet and I don't even hear his voice but I have this strange feeling, that I met someone like him before.
Who are you, Sebastian? why can't I avoid your stares?
The next morning, I woke up around seven o'clock. After almost 1 hour of fixing myself, I immediately left the room to go down and eat breakfast. But when I got to the dining area, my brother was not around.
"Your brother left early, he said he had a soccer practice."
Uncle Lucas noticed that I was looking for my brother. I just sat down to eat, but why isn't mom here either?
"Where's mom?" I asked while placing food on the plate.
"She left early too, she has a lot of works to do in the office," Uncle replied.
"Okay, uhmm uncle can I take a ride with you?" I asked to his surprise. It is the first time that I asked for a favor from him and maybe he's not used to it.
"All right, my workplace is only one way to your school," he replied. I smiled at my uncle, it's a good thing he agreed.
After about 15 minutes, uncle and I went out of the house and got into his car. I'm too lazy to drive my car every Friday and I'm not in the mood to drive.
I'm thankful because there's not much traffic, uncle Lucas sent me exactly 8 am to university. I also said goodbye to him and entered the gate.
I already see the various posters of the clubs in the hallway and I also hear the students I pass talking about it.
I joined different clubs since 10th grade but it was the same in college. It's just that you have a big responsibility as an officer. The success of an organization depends on all members and officers.
"Hi Vienna," Britt greeted me as I followed him down the hallway going to the room. I just smile at him.
"What club will you join?" he asked.
"Music Club," I shortly replied.
"Is that so, Sebastian was one of the members of Music Club so you might meet him there." Therese is right. I think he has a beautiful voice and I also want to hear it.
"You? what are you going to join?" I asked and looked at him.
"We can't join clubs on the soccer team and we just focus on the game. The only one who joined was Sebastian," he replied.
I suddenly remembered what Therese told me yesterday. He is good at handling time for academics. He is very talented that's why there are a lot of women who admire him.
"I see, good for him."
Sebastian's personality is very interesting. You wouldn’t expect in his looks that he’s talented. Like Therese told me yesterday, Sebastian is anti-social, quiet, and rude but he's good at other things.
"Vienna, where shall we wait for Michelle?" Therese asked. The two of us are currently walking down the hallway going to the cafeteria. We had just finished our three classes and earlier, my eyes searching for Sebastian but he didn't attend the class. I don't know why I'm looking for him?"We'll have Michelle with us for lunch later. She's busy on the council right now, you know she's the Vice President, right?" I answered."Ahh is that so.. Oh! I forgot something," she said. But she suddenly slapped her forehead which surprised me. I wondered why she did that but she immediately took her phone from her bag."Why? What's the problem?" I asked, confused."The new cover song by VnM will be released now," she said happily. So she's one of my listeners? I secretly smiled. This time, it looks like I'll let her know about my secret. After all, she's my friend."You know what Vienna, yo
VIENNA'S POVThere was nothing else that happened on weekends but I'm still on the topic on social media. And Tine is always saying sorry to me through text, messenger, Facebook, and even email. I have no idea how he found out my social media accounts and number. But I think because of my brother and you know what, when I came home on Friday, he didn't stop pestering me, even though it was time for me to go to bed. He only stopped pestering me when he was not at home because of soccer practice.I just found out from Therese by Sunday morning that the story about me and Tine has been posted on social media. There are a lot of students that are against it even though it's not true. Everyone posted on their Facebook walls about me and Tine. I don't even care about that but it's annoying. That's why I've decided to deactivate all my social media accounts because of Tine’s fans.This day, Monday in the morning, the Club Fair starts and I'm losing my interest to
VIENNA'S POV The next day, registration at the Music Club was closed because of the increase of the participants. So, the others regretted it and were sad. It's just unfair because the most deserving student to pass the club can't join just because of Sebastian's fans. They didn’t think well before they joined. I only bring my guitar now, there are no more classes and the event will continue. I wanted to practice in a quiet place so, I thought I would go to the Music Department. I already asked permission and it was fine for me to go there to get some practice. I like wearing a hat now, the cap that Britt gave me yesterday plus the weather was hot so, I need it now. I got to the Music Department and I arrived just right because there was no one here. I put down my guitar first and went in the direction of the grand piano. I sat in the chair in front of it. I just wanted to play and I miss using it. (Song playing: Crazier by Taylor Swift) I stopped playing when someone clapped behi
VIENNA'S POV I didn’t go to school the next day not because I was avoiding something but because I was going to take some practice all day. After what happened, I didn't stay at university for long, I went home immediately before lunch. The photo of me with Sebastian has spread on social media and has also become a topic of conversation at the university. I’m just here now in my room, practicing. I already know the song but I just repeat it to become perfect. I'm with my brother now, his practice will be later at 1 pm and mom and uncle are already at work. "Vienna..." I turned around when the door suddenly opened, it was my brother. "Yes?" I answered. "It's time to eat, lunch is ready downstairs," he said but I shook my head, I'm not hungry yet. "You're not going to university?" he asked and I shook my head again in response. "Vienna, stay away from Sebastian." I turned to him and looked at him, confused. "Why? that guy didn't do anything bad to me, why should I avoid him?" I a
TINE'S POV After we ate dinner, I invited Vienna to the garden so that I could talk to her and everything would be clear to me. I was wondering a while ago, mom had met Vienna before but why didn't I meet her on Vince's birthday? How come? I was at the celebration. I know that only Vienna can answer that. She was sitting on a swing, I knew she was thinking and I saw the curiosity in her eyes earlier. My mom still remembers her but she doesn't. Even though it's been a long time, I still remember what happened at the party. I sat on the vacant swing and looked at her but she was looking away. What happened to her before? why does she seem to remember nothing? "Vienna, is it okay to ask you some questions?" I asked, she nodded in response. "If mom has met you before, how come I didn't know you and you don't remember them?" I asked but she didn't answer immediately. With the depth of her thoughts, I can already see the sadness in her eyes. "Vienna, did something happen before? Can y
SEBASTIAN'S POVThe three of us just followed behind Vienna's back but she didn’t notice our presence. I've been watching her since she performed until Tine went to see her with her brother Vince.I'm not mistaken, she was Vienna, the only woman I loved then but suddenly disappeared. She returned as if she didn't know me, as if everything she saw was new to her.Is she pretending? Is it all just a show so she won't regret what she did to me before?Her personality, the way she speaks to someone, she is not like that and very different from the one I met 7 years ago. She is not the woman I staring at now. What happened 3 years ago? How come she doesn't remember me?"Dad, I'm not sure if she's Vienna but they both look alike. They don't have the same character but dad, I feel like it was her," I told dad."Son, we haven't heard anything about what happened to her 3 years ago. Her mom was the only one who can answer your questions but we don't know where they live now. I've asked many peo
VIENNA'S POVAfter the game ended, everything was going back to normal. Some have not yet moved on in the game and others are still happy with the result.It's already 10:30 am and we chose to stay here in the cafeteria. Until now, I’m still worried about Sebastian."Hey, Vienna! Where in the world is your mind running? You've been quiet there for a while." I woke up to reality when Michelle spoke. They were both looking at me but I didn't even notice it and I suddenly sighed."I'm worried about Sebastian," I replied, making them surprised."Huh? Why are you worried about him? I'm watching, your brother didn't mean what happened to him," Therese said. I don't know either, I don't know why I'm so worried about that guy. We're not even close and we only talk once."Yeah me too .. Vienna, you're just paranoid, for sure Sebastian is okay. If you worry about him, it's like you're dating him or maybe you've known each other for a long time. Vienna, you've only been here for 1 week but you se
VIENNA'S POVIt's Saturday in the morning and I'm not in the mood of leaving my room. I'm still lying in bed. But suddenly, I remembered what we did yesterday. We enjoyed ourselves, we went to the mall for shopping, played in the timezone and ate what we liked to eat. Of course, it's my treat and I don't regret it. I'm even happy because of what we did and I forgot what happened yesterday at the university.We also went to my shop, Therese still can't believe that at this age, I have my own business. I gave them with my baked cupcakes then I also gave them cakes, to pay back for their effort. After that, we went home and I was very tired but it was worth it because I enjoyed it. Thanks to them, I appreciate their love and concern.My phone vibrated and I checked it, it was brother RJ.From: Brother RJGood morning Vienna, later 5 PM at 97.9 radio station. I'll just pick you up, please wear a hoodie jacket for safety.Now I just remembered, I'm going to sing on a radio station. It was g
It has been my dream for a long time to sing on a stage and many people are watching. When I was young I learned to play any instrument and sing any kind of music. I fell in love with it because of my dad, he was the one who influenced me to sing and play. Because of him I composed and covered songs, and participated in auditions until I became a famous singer.My dream is to become a famous musician like the artists I admire in the music field. I also want to feel loved and admired by many people. But from the time my dad got sick until he lost his life, all my dreams disappeared from my mind. I want to fulfill that with him but now that my dad is gone, I don't want to pursue my dreams anymore. And because of what happened, I came to a decision not to tell the public about my true identity. I did that because of dad, because of him I did those things.But now, I dared to introduce myself and tell everyone who I really am. I'm not afraid anymore and I won't be affected by whatever the
------AFTER 3 DAYS-----(MUSIC CONTEST)"Vienna...""Yes brother RJ?" I asked. We're here now backstage, he's the only one with me here. After Michelle and Therese fixed me up, they suddenly left and I don't know where they were going."Are you okay? You've been quiet there for a while.""I'm fine brother, I'm just a little nervous.""Don't be nervous, we are here to support you. You can do it," he said with a smile. "I'm going out for a while, I just have to call someone.""Alright brother." When he left, I suddenly let out a deep breath. I'm nervous but I'm sure I can do it.This is the day I've been waiting for the most, the day where I will confess and tell in front of many people who I really am. I don't know what the outcome will be but this is the right time for me to introduce myself to the public. I'm afraid of what might happen but there's no turning back. I can do it for myself and for the people I love."Vienna.." I immediately turned around when I heard Michelle's voice.
SEBASTIAN'S POVNone of us tried to speak, I just looked down while she was looking at me since earlier. I don't know what to say, I still can't believe I saw her."I'm sorry, son.." My tears started to fall because of the last thing she mentioned. I waited a long time to hear that word from her again."I know I hurt you and I hurt your dad, but I hope you can forgive me for what I did," she said crying. I immediately wiped my cheek before looking up at her."I've forgiven you but I still can't forget what you did. You hurt not only dad but also me, your son. I hope you understand if I'm still mad at you," I replied, making her silent. "But now that I'm in front of you, it seems like my anger towards you has gradually disappeared," I added. A bitter smile appeared on her lips and she immediately grabbed my hand that tighten my chest.I really wanted to hug her but I couldn't. I missed her, I missed my mother."I understand why you're still mad at me until now. But thank you, thank you
"Mom... I'm sorry," I cried while hugging my mom. She gently pull me to face her and she immediately wiped my tears. I missed her, I missed my mom."You don't have to say sorry, it's not your fault, my daughter. I'm the one who should apologize to you. I'm sorry sweetie, I hope you can forgive me for what I did.""I forgave you a long time ago and I'm not mad at you anymore." Tears started to flow from her eyes because of what I had said. I know this is what she wants to hear from me, to forgive her for what she has done. Yes, I still can't forget what she did to my dad, what she did to me, but she deserves to be forgiven. I was not the only one who was hurt by what happened, but she was also hurt. She's my mom, she's all I have and I don't want to lose her from my life.***"Vienna, take care here, and don't forget to take care of yourself. We will miss you, my child," said sister Fely as she hugged me tightly."I'll miss you too, take care of yourselves. I love you all so much," I s
"Bro, is there anything else I need to do? Is there anything missing?" Britt asked as he took himself a video."Yes, please take the balloons from my room and bring them here," replied Sebastian who was busy arranging the food on the table. Enzo, on the other hand, is also busy putting up decorations and other things."Copy that sir," Britt said and saluted like a soldier. He also left and went to Sebastian's room. When he got to the room, he also immediately looked for where the plastic of balloons was kept."Sebastian has to be thankful, I love him but my friend loves him more. It's different when you're in love, you'll do everything just to make the person you love happy," Britt said while facing the camera. When he arrived at his friend's studio, he immediately gave Sebastian the balloons he took."Take me with you in the video, bro, it seems like only your face will be seen there," said Enzo. Sebastian laughed because of what he said. Britt couldn't stop throwing stones at Enzo.
VIENNA'S POV------FLASHBACK------"How did you know I was here?" I asked when he entered the house. But he was surprised when he saw me, he didn't know I was there but he immediately hugged me tightly which I didn't expect."How are you? Are you okay? Did anything bad happen to you?" he asked after hugging me. But I didn't answer him and just looked at his whole face. It was obvious in his eyes that he was tired and lacked sleep. It's like my heart is squeezed because of my brother's appearance now. I couldn't help but blame myself, he became like that because of me."I'm fine, don't worry about me. How are you? Have you finished your exams?" I emotionless replied. But suddenly a smile appeared on his lips because of what I said.I don't hate them anymore, I just really don't want to see them after what happened. But I have gradually forgiven them, it's just not that easy for me to forget and accept what they did. They not only broke my trust but also the trust that Sebastian had giv
SEBASTIAN'S POVIt had been four days since Vienna know the whole truth. Until now I still remember what happened that day and until now I still haven't seen her. Even though she stopped me from looking for her, I didn't stop. When she answered my call, I had hoped that I could fix the situation. But suddenly it disappeared when she said that she didn't want to see me yet."I don't want to see you yet.. so please leave me alone for now. I'm sorry."I still haven't stopped finding her despite what she said. But I suddenly remembered what I did 3 years ago. I looked for her everywhere, even though I was hurt during those times because of her loss and my mom left me, I still didn't stop. But days, weeks, months, and years passed, then I realized that she had left me and she would never come back. But after 3 years, she came back but she doesn't remember me. Now that she knows who I am, will I give up and stop looking for her?I admit I've given up a few times, I've been discouraged a few
"Ma'am Vienna, are you all right?" I slowly looked up and wiped my tears."Why are you crying?" She asked worriedly."I'm fine sister, don't worry about me. I just remembered something that's why I cried but I'm really fine," I replied and forced her to smile."I hope you're all right, ma'am. Just call me if you need anything." I just nodded in response and sister Riza immediately left. But my tears fell again when I remembered what I had read earlier. That happened 4 days ago, he admitted that he was Martin but because I was hospitalized, I didn't know it right away. If I had only known this right away, we wouldn't have gotten into this situation where we were both hurting each other. But it's too late, I don't know if I can get back what we had before or not.She's already here, I need to prepare myself for whatever she's going to say."Vienna sweetie, it's good that you're fine. Where did you go? Uncle Lucas and I looked for you-""You act as if you haven't done anything wrong, any
"VIENNA, DON'T JUMP!"I stopped thinking when I heard that voice but I didn't look back. How did he know I was here?"Don't do that, please Vienna I'm begging you to get down there." It's Britt, my friend for a long time but just hurt me."How did you know I was here?" I asked."I will answer your question but first get down there," he answered. I didn't get stubborn anymore, I just went down and looked at him without emotion. Now that I'm facing him and I know who he is in my life, my whole body feels weak. I can't even remember that he was a part of my past."Can you answer my question?""I'm your friend so I know where you go whenever you're hurt and thinking about a problem. I thought you'd forgotten about this place, but you haven't." That's why I felt better when I first came here because of the memories I have of this place. It was a witness to the problems I experienced."Why you lied to me? What bad did I do for you to hide the truth from me?" I asked and tears started to flo