Fed, Robyn turned her back so I could assist with her corset ribbons. “Cass gave me this dress. It’s a shame to ruin it.”
“We have lots more back in Volare, don’t worry. I intend to sort out your brother and his shitty boots too,” I reply gruffly. She smothers a laugh. “True, they are falling apart.”I noticed her silver mark, very faint, like spatters of rainfall working down her lower back. Graceful and delicate, like the dancer she was born to be.Instead of stripping off, I just shredded the clothes I stood in, allowing my ashy brown wolf to rise once more.With the gathering grey clouds ahead, we sprinted. Robyn’s wolf was excitable, sprinting and darting all over to find more obstacles to fly over.Finally, we reached the river. Our enthusiasm ground to a halt. Rainfall has churned up the rapids into a sea of white, raging foam. Robyn’s brown wolf’s paws skitter nervously at the edge. Peering down the black rocks, trying to judge a crossing.I let out a little bark of warning and began walking up the shoreline. Trying to gauge the place with the safest route back onto Volare land. Trying to gauge just how far we might be swept downstream seemed impossible.Black rocks jut out everywhere. Edges sharp enough to slice flesh. I wish I didn’t have to drag this smaller wolf of Robyn’s into this, but there is no convincing her otherwise. The bridge isn’t an option.Not unless we wait another six days for the Council of Alpha’s in their huge convoy to arrive, which would be far too late. Plus, Cass and I have plans to make.It will involve Robyn returning to the exiles with instructions well before the Council arrives.With a final little bark, I nod for Robyn to go first. She’s brave, with a running leap her small brown wolf flies into the foaming water and vanishes. I follow straight after, the water blindingly cold. Muscles seize, my lungs halt, but I’m kicking and pushing as hard as I can, hurtling downstream.It’s pure luck as I find myself upside down, shoulder smashing into a black boulder, inhaling a lungful of water in the confusion. Suddenly, my paws find edges, mossy grass, it’s land. Dragging us upwards, my wolf is choking, hacking up water.No more crossings. It’s too risky.Except there is no sign of Robyn. Fuck. Suddenly, I spotted her, shifted back to human, her pale arms clinging to a rock, her face pelted by the onrushing water.I quickly shift back to human and slide back down the rocks, allowing the swirling current to propel me downstream. Just as her hands give way, I catch her wrist. Dragging her to the riverbank, I bellow over the mindlink for help.“Breath!” I shout, but Robyn lays still, her head lolling on the grass. “Fuck! Come on!” as I start chest compressions. Corbin will rightfully mutder me if this fails. Marcus too. She smells of peaches as I keep pressing my lips to hers before pressing sharply down into her chest. “Robyn, wake up!”I bend down and clamp my lips to hers, forcing air into her lungs. Over and over.Only to look up and see a panting Cassie, Raphael and Marcus stood open mouthed, Lucas on horseback.I'm naked. With a naked woman writhing underneath me, spewing up lungfuls of water.I don’t care how it looks. She’s alive.“Robyn!” Marcus cries alongside Cass. His face is freshly shaved, I notice. Smelling of my cologne, too. He’s been in my room, the dick. Although now is probably not the time for pulling him up.“Get that blanket quick!” he shouts at Raphael who immediately turns and reaches in Lucas’ saddlebag, his face flush with frustration as tools, and weapons scatter to the floor.Cass runs towards me, tears brimming in her eyes. I hope she hasn’t assumed something foolish but she runs to the pair of us and cries “you saved her!"“I know it looks-”She shakes her head quickly, dismissing my worries instantly.She’s bent over Robyn, holding her face and stroking her back as she final dregs of water are coughed out. Her small frame lurches with each retch into the long, swaying grasses.“Here!” Raphael shouts, throwing me a maroon blanket. Cass grabs it from me and wraps it around Robyn instead. “You’re fine,” she points out with a quick smirk,, blatantly looking my naked body up and down in the space of a second. Spitfire.Cass softly strokes Robyn’s soaking hair, the light copper now almost burnt orange, plastered to her face and scalp, giving her blue eyes a wild, hysterical look. We can all hear her teeth chattering.Cass, of course, looked stunning, her brown chestnut curls falling about her shoulders. She is wearing a long cream gown,, her perfect curves displayed via clinging, teasing material that I know will peel away so easily in my hands.My quick little spitfire takes in every detail, pointing out every scratch and bruise appearing on Robyn’s insanely delicate skin. “Can we get her to the Inn, the packhouse?” she cries out to my Betas before returning to cradle her friend, trying in vain to warm her up. “I’m so sorry you got hurt, that wasn’t meant to happen-”Robyn focused her gaze, regaining her breath just enough to start spluttering all over again.“Cass? Cassie we need to talk. I didn’t want to lie to to you, I never should have. I’ve been so worried about you,” her sentences arriving in fits and starts.Raphael flung me another blanket from the other saddle bag as I stood up and let the two women reunite. He edged towards me./How bad was it?/ Raphael silently checked./Worse one yet. Nobody else should try. All these storm clouds make it too dangerous. Until they pass it’s just not safe.//Did you get what you needed, from your wolf?/ he asks flatly, his gaze flitting towards Cass and the maroon-wrapped bundle on the floor. /Are we going to war then?//If we do, it’s for Volare. I wouldn’t expect our warriors to risk themselves for my mate./But Raphael doesn’t answer. He probably thinks I’m lying, or already worrying how many new tasks I've inadvertently given him. He stalks back towards Lucas and Marcus, shaking his head.But Cass, my beautiful mate with the warmest heart, had simply pulled Robyn close, wrapping her in the thick material.“I’m sorry I left things the way I did. My head got the better of me. You’re not something to control. You’re my friend. I just want to be your friend. So I want you to be happy. Even if it is with this idiot,” as Robyn’s blue eyes looked over and found my loyal, idiot blonde cousin smiling softly at her from the other side of the tall grasses.“That would be me,” he opens with a soft, serious smile. His blue eyes are following her every move. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Marcus really try before.Normally, he just offers some appalling jokes and cheeky charm, and they fall into bed with him. He’s already slept with her and is still trying to charm her. She must be something really special to him.It’s sounds judgemental. It's based on years of facts.“Hi,” she whispers. Cass starts to help her to her feet, quickly tying the blanket under her armpit like a toga. “Can you walk? Do you want the horse?”“I’ll be fine,” Robyn smiles, gripping Cass’s hand tightly. Marcus holds his out as they cross over a thick patch of tall grass.With a smile, Cass releases her to make her way towards Marcus. I immediately wrapped my arm around her stomach, pulling her close to me, her back pressed against my torso. Home.Cass made the slightest little sound at being back in my arms, I squeezed her tighter.Nuzzling her hair to the side, I press my lips down to her collarbone and inhale as her fingers meet mine, gripping me as tightly as she can.Wrapped up tightly in her toga-blanket Robyn’s foot doesn’t lift high enough. “Ah!” she cries out as a tree root causes her to stumble forward several paces.“I’m here!” Marcus cries as various hands reach out to grab her as she flails forward into the Betas, all of them helping to steady her as she finds her footing.We all gasped as Robyn freezes, bent over, her face down at the ground.Because she whispered. “Mate.”Except it isn’t Marcus’ eyes, which shimmer with blood red shards.It’s Raphael.The six of us are trapped in an awkward stand-off. Nearly all of my joy at seeing Ayr has diverted into guilt about Robyn’s life being put in danger. Nearly all. As soon as she started hacking up water, I allowed myself to enjoy the fizzing sparks. The temptation to deny him a blanket was unreal. Then Robyn said that tiny, potentially friendship-shattering word. Still staring at the ground, frozen by an emotion I can’t even begin to guess at. Marcus’s mouth hangs open. He’s still holding onto her hand. Like he can will the Goddess into changing her mind. I don’t need to be on the Volare mindlink to know that Lucas is currently screaming SHIT SHIT SHIT at Ayr. I just grip Ayr a little tighter, press his hand harder across my stomach. We all just assumed. I completely forgot that a mate bond doesn’t play by our human expectations. They obviously liked each other. We all watched her eyes light up as he announced himself. Robyn, not jumping into bed with Marcus, perhaps gave him t
From what I’ve heard, the overwhelming feeling you get when your mate bond clicks into place, shouldn’t be guilt. Shame from having blatantly desired another man, his best friend, by the looks of it. A man I hadn’t looked twice at. I only stumbled because I was rushing to get to Marcus.How stupid can you get? Now I’m walking hand in hand with a stranger. Far ahead of us, Cass and Ayr dived into an embrace. Easy and natural, his arms clamped her to him whilst her arms snaked carefully around the scars on his neck, into his hair. Not even caring who saw. Even though the clouds are dark grey and ominous, I swear the patch of land they stood on seemed brighter. It's clear Ayr adores her, not that he said much. But his face just lifted whenever Cass came into our hiking chats.So where do I go from here? Because I'm definitely not beaming like Cass.My mate, apparently called Raphael, is holding my hand but not tightly as we slowly walk. If I gave the slightest tug of resistance, I k
Asking Ayr to tell me what happened with his wolf felt like I’d thrown cold water all over our reuniting. Instead of pulling me back to him for another kiss, he got all serious. “I think we better get some privacy,” he muttered. “And some clothes for you, unless you fancy living like this full time?” trying to lift his mood back up. But it was gone. The change made my heart sink, his eyes narrowing with thought. Maybe he failed to connect with his wolf. I'm sure he tried his best. “Shit, yeah, clothes,” Ayr replies half-heartedly, My mate is seriously distracted. At the packhouse, every person gives him enthusiastic smiles, pleased at his return. He should be buoyed upwards. Instead, he just keeps a tight hold on my hand and leads me up the now-familiar dark wooden corridor up to his bedroom suite. Back inside, Ayr dives into a steaming shower. I sit on the desk and give him a minute. I don’t think he’ll like all my ideas, but some risks just have to be taken. When he emerges
Hours later, there is nothing more to work out. Just a grey stone floor, covered in chalk. Circles, crosses, swooping arrows. Angry crossings out. Papers scattered. Wet spatters where the occasional tear had fallen. Cass is steel and fury on the outside. Inside she’s so fucking hurt. So easy to injure. I should know, I’ve been responsible for a chunk of that pain. This is why I am ruthlessly determined to prove to her that this can work. Eventually, she nodded and whispered. “That’s it. That’s how we’ll do it.” "You really need Dominic's head?" "Yes I really fucking do," she answered archly.Cass is right. She can't do everything alone. Not only does Elle have the Kallio guards, but she also has the Elders. They might be older, draped in stinking robes but they will defend their treacherous bitch of a Luna to the death. The stone floor resembles a giant chess game. Anticipation of Elle’s actions, the movement of gossip and rumour across multiple packs. What we have seen in histor
I felt every single beat of her heart. Her convulsing, shaking body as I buried myself as deep as I could. The scissors scattered to the ground. With her back arched, ass sliding up and down the wooden desk, I became addicted to grabbing her back to me. Hands on her hips, yanking her exactly where I need her. With me. By my side. Carrying our child. With those thoughts spiralling ever upwards, I slam myself home as Cass tightens around me again. I daren’t bend to kiss her, in case my wolf tempts me into marking her. Fuck I hope it works. I pray she’ll conceive. We’ve already played with fire a few times but I'd burst with pride to know we had created something so perfect together.Not because I’m some insecure dolt who thinks I need a child to bind me to my mate. All those worries about not being enough, not deserving her have vanished. Because I look into her amber eyes and see her pride in me. The same I have for her. The love she has to give shouldn't be only for me.Eventually, w
Ayr ordered me to do exactly as he instructed, regardless of what happened. I don’t know if that meant eavesdropping his rejection. I almost came out of my little mossy nook down by the bridge, but that would mean I’d failed my challenge in less than two hours. I want to prove myself, despite my pride being blowtorched twice in one day. Even though the river looked like an early grave, I took the plunge and jumped in. In order to have some fucking dignity on the other side I didn't shift. Soppjng wet, I marched towards Pemberton with only the goal of a beer in mind. I want to be seen. I didn’t even get to my first bar before a looming, spindly Kallio guard approached me. “Your Alpha rejected his mate then?” Offering me a creepy smile with his thinning teeth, I had to try not to shudder. He must think I broke my skull if I'm just going to merrily chat about Ayr to him. “What the fuck is it to you?” I replied back, weaving around the orange and gold baboon to slam some gold coins
The instant I left Robyn at Mrs Berrybrow’s Inn, I knew I had to get to work. Lucas was busy galloping after Marcus, so I roped in some Beta Warriors. Hoisting and heaving huge tree trunks into position. Hammering metal spokes in until the sweat soaked through their shirt. “Come on, this has to be ready to go up by nightfall!” I bellow, the sound of chopping and sawing filling the air. “Yes Raph!” they shout back in perfect unison. While they chopped, dug, and hammered, I was running around, sending links, sorting endless shit out. I needed rope, fittings, wheels, anything I could repurpose. Men are running around like ants on my command. For her. Nobody else. I’m being selfish for the first time in my life. I almost allow myself to say ‘my mate’ but even my wolf stops me. She’s not ours yet. I’ve already stumbled when she described herself as broken. I didn’t mean she hadn’t been through things. I only meant I see her whole. No flaws. Fuck I need to get better at talking to he
My mate is unnervingly quiet, however I’m slowly learning it’s not because he doesn’t care. Watching through the inn window, the sheen of sweat on his brow at the top of his chest did something inexplicable to me. My ribs tightened, brain short-circuited to the point I flung the door open before he had a chance to knock. Jet black tousled hair, face filled with worry. He must have been working hard. The sweet scent of fresh cut wood merging with rum left me so churned up that I ended up being the quiet one. A day spent with Mrs Berrybrow was no cure for the guilt I felt about Marcus either. She was kindness personified, but she knows I’m not Volare. What if I’m just the bitch who broke her favourite customer's heart? Then we met Ayr which meant another jump into the whirlpool of confusion. My blatant curiosity drank in the messy, chalky handprints on his shirt. Barely had his shirt tucked back in. Messy, roughed up. Deep down, I felt jealousy. Ayr looks like he barely knows what d