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His To Ruin Start Of Something New
Everyone thinks I ruined her. I did.NovaI've always hated mornings.But there's something about the night, that's welcoming to me. The way darkness engulfs me in its warmth, doing its best to shield me from prying eyes. This is how best I can describe the night.I could also go on and on about it. But I'm stuck in this line waiting to get my coffee. With this dumbass male specie in front of me, that keeps, not so subtly if I may add. Trying to check out my boobs.He should be thankful I have too much weighing on my mind right now.Human beings infuriate me. Scratch that.Straight men infuriate me.I woke up this morning, happy about my new life in college and a house that's free what more could I possibly want?That's a lie.I woke up this morning and my mind immediately went to the letter that was left for that guy. Yesterday was my first day in college, I met that guy yesterday. All these thoughts bombarded my head and all I could think of to calm myself down is coffee.But here I
Last Updated : 2023-08-30His To Ruin Hospital Lies
Our love was toxic but it was still our love.Leonardo"You remember the plan right?" I asked the doctor attending to me"Yes sir" he nods and answers in haste"Good" I turn to face him before placing my hand on his shoulder and drawing his face closer to mine "Because I'm pretty sure that, as a doctor, you need your hands for work." I give him a pat on the back and he scurries out"What was that?" Nova chuckles as she walks to me and hands me one of the cups in her hand."I.. have no idea. Just mumbled some shit about a patient and left" I shrugged while feigning innocence. I took a sip of my coffeeShe let out a loud sigh "You won't believe where I had to go to get these" she placed the coffee down on the table beside me before presenting a small bag I'm guessing contained muffins"Where?" I kept my eyes on her as she spoke"The other side of the hospital!" She exclaimed defeatedlyI chuckled "I was expecting to hear you drove away from here or something else""I might as well have
Last Updated : 2023-08-30His To Ruin Partying And Drinking
If we're being honest, I think she did more damage than I did.LeonardoAs I sit in the corner, watching the rise and fall of her chest while she breathes. All I can think of is how badly I want to be in that bed with her.Holding her, caressing her. But I can't, not yet at least. But soon enough my love, soon.She receives a message on her phone, and I immediately take the one in my hand that's linked to hers, to check it.The message is from a girl named Tiffany asking if she's still coming to the party.I'm guessing this must be her tour guide. She hasn't met any other person since she got here, maybe during class.Not like she talks to anyone there also.Good thing I persuaded the woman at the admissions office to attend to her any time she arrives. And also give her the new Inn that was specifically made for her.I move from where I'm sat, close to her to another section of the house. This spot is darker.I'm sure those girls will call anytime soon.And then the phone rings "Just
Last Updated : 2023-08-30His To Ruin Trauma
Please touch me...Nova I open my eyes slowly and immediately squint when I'm met with the harsh reflection of morning sunlight from my window.Too lazy to stand up and still slightly drunk, with a raging hangover to be able to decipher my current location.I'm laying on my side in a bed, I'm very sure it's not mine.I drop my hand from my body trying to feel around for anything like my phone or anyone perhaps but nothing. I close my eyes and stretch drawing the sheets up to my face unknowingly and that's when I see it.Blood."Oh, my God!" I gasp to myself as my memories from last night begin to come back bit by bit.I don't get up from the bed, too scared that whoever I slept with is still around somewhere or he has gone and I have to face the scary moment when I realize what has happened.I wanted to have sex. At least drunk me did I remember Tiffany bringing up the idea and at that moment it sounded like an amazing one.My first thought was just to get rid of it. Get o
Last Updated : 2023-08-31His To Ruin Who Are You?
He was everything dangerous yet, I craved his touch immenselyNova"So yeah" I s hrug "That's what I've decided," I say as I make my way to Leo's kitchen to get a drink.Leo and I have been hanging out for weeks now. Well, I don't think hanging out is the right word. I've been coming to see him since the accident and we've become friends... I think.He's sort of closed off, in a way. He talks to me sometimes but not as much as I've imagined how friends talk to each other.Maybe we're not friends."So you're saying you're just going to ignore the fact that you have a stalker. One that sent you a picture of you covered with bloody sheets. And a dead man, with missing body parts next to you?" Leo says looking at me with a hard gazeI sigh "Okay. Of course, I'm scared, but what can I do? I went to the cops and they said it's probably a friend playing a prank on me" I shrug "I give up" I pick the Mountain Dew and then head back to the living room."The security system of this country is wi
Last Updated : 2023-09-01His To Ruin You
NovaI've never really imagined how my first time would happen. Never really thought it was necessary to visualize that entire scenario. When my expectations and reality will be completely different.This is men we're talking about.My eyes go to the man sitting beside me on the couch. He was already finished with the glass of wine and had just poured himself another.I'm expecting my emotions to be all over the place. But I feel nothing, absolutely nothing.I'm telling myself I just want to get this over and done with.I feel the space beside me where he's sitting shift as he moves closer to me "So, I was thinking since we're already settled on the couch there's no need to go to your room you know? Might as well, just get settled in," he runs his fingers across my arm "right here"I clear my throat and move away "Would you like more wine?" I stallHe stares at me with raised brows and chuckles "Yeah that sounds nice. But sounds nicer for later on, when we're thirsty again" he says th
Last Updated : 2023-09-01His To Ruin He's Every where
They could speak of her over my grave and watch how she brings me back to life.Nova"Yes! That's what I'm telling you!" I yelled, my voice revealing the irritation I was feeling presently, more than I wanted to."Ma'am I'd appreciate it if you calm down and speak gently," The officer said"Calm down? I come in here to tell you guys that I'm being stalked by a murderer and all you could ask is 'How do you know he's a murderer?" I tried my best to impersonate the officer who asked me that dumb question "And now you're telling me to calm down!" Do you think I'm that jobless to throw around allegations if I wasn't sure? I'm scared for my life here and all I need is help" I sigh defeatedly. I was beginning to feel like the last forty-five minutes I had spent in this station was a waste.The officer stared at me before sighing "Okay. What does he look like?" She asked and took out her pen and notepadI furrow my eyebrows "I-I don't know he wore a mask" From where I was standing I could see
Last Updated : 2023-09-01His To Ruin Sleepless Nights
He's insane.....LeonardoWhen I decided to move here temporarily because of her, I knew being far away from everything I was used to, was going to be a challenge.But I like challenges.And my Nova just seems to be the biggest one of them all.Unable to sleep, I pick up the spare phone that I use for everything, concerning her. I scroll through all the cameras one by one checking every one of them, for her.After checking three different parts of the house including her bedroom, I checked the kitchen.And there she is. She washes the cup she just finished using before placing it back on the rack. She picks her phone up from the counter, I almost miss it but I notice her take a knife from where she keeps them and heads up to her room to sleep.I can't help but smile with pride at the thought of her trying to defend herself against me.After some time I check my phone to see what the time is and I see that it's three o'clock.I've been watching her sleep for hours.I take a huge gulp f
Last Updated : 2023-09-01
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His To Ruin Epilogue
Leonardo I stare at Aaliyah and I can't help the small smile that appears on my face."You look happier," she mutters.I smile at her, "I am. So, when can you stop playing my fucking therapist." This was something we unknowingly started years ago after she got together with Roman and she witnessed me kill a man that almost raped her while Roman was been electrocuted repeatedly and made to watch. What I did was nothing compared to what Roman would have done if he had successfully gotten out of that chair. I was the lesser evil in my opinion.Aaliyah didn't see it that way. So here we are for one of our unexpected therapy sessions. You'd think for someone who is eight months pregnant she'd want to be in bed resting, instead, she's here grilling me about mental health and shit.I miss Nova. I'll make sure she pays for setting me up like this when she gets back from class."Why?"I chuckle, "Do you believe in fate?"She shook her head, confused. "I don't think so. Why?""Well, my answer
His To Ruin Finale
Nova Leo just strolled out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist looking as delicious as ever. My eyes roam over his body and I trail the droplets of water running down from his chest to his stomach imagining what my tongue would feel like when I lick it clean."Why do you look so good?" The question is out of my mouth before I can stop it.He smirks, "I can't help it. It's a blessing, baby.I move off the bed and stand in front of him. "I have the urge to climb you like a tree every time because you look so fucking good!" "Oh, really? What's stopping you?"There's a drop of water rolling from his shoulder down to his stomach. I bend in front of him before darting my tongue out to lick the water right above his navel. Leo releases a loud moan and it does something to me knowing the amount of control I have over him."That feel good?" I ask teasing."Fuck, yes.""Yeah," I look at the tent that's now forming under his towel. "You get that hard easily a lot?" I tease him and
His To Ruin Us
Nova & Leo I make my way inside, trying to ignore the rush of blood in my ears and the deafening decibels of the metronome in my chest. The rush calms down when my eyes meet with bright blue eyes, silently reassuring me.If Leo was not here, I don't know what I'll do.But I do know it won't be pretty. People who say they aren't capable of violence are liars. Everyone is capable of it. It's a matter of learning what will push you to that point.I've spilled blood. Out of luck or whatever anyone wants to call it.This crusade is fueled by love. A pretty, sparkling, soft emotion, capable of wreaking more havoc than hate.Hate can't dig under the skin the way love does. It doesn't alter your cells or spark chemistry. You'd bleed for someone you love, never someone you truly hate. But hate holds a dark power of its own. And right now, both hate and love are driving my decisions.I'm volatile and angry.Terrified and nervous. As I look at the man I call my father, bound, and bruised
His To Ruin The Cleansing
Leonardo I cock my head to the side, staring at the running man with bewilderment. “Why does he run like that?” I ask, genuinely concerned if Charles Klay likes to peg himself with foreign objects. Maybe one got stuck because Jesus fucking Christ, who runs like that? I can't believe we've been chasing Edward and his lackeys for close to a month and this limping ape is the closest thing to him that we've got.“That… that’s a good question,” Nate answers through my earpiece, sounding just as bemused as I am. He’s watching through the drone hovering over the awkwardly running dude. We’ve been tracking Charles Klay since he fled from Councilman David’s house. He wasn’t hard to find despite his best efforts to stay hidden. I’m sure it hurt his shriveled little soul to have millions of dollars and not be able to fuck off to a tropical island with strippers and blow. Guess the dude hasn’t fried his brain with drugs so badly that he’s not aware of the massive target on his back.H
His To Ruin The Execution
Leo I stare at Nova's face and the way she grips my hand and rubs it reassuringly. "Let's go inside, baby. I have a surprise for you.""A surprise? Leo are you sure you want to go in there? All you have in this place are bad memories. Why would you want to go in there?" The worry in her tone almost deters me but I remembered why I chose to come here.I pull her closer to me, my hands wrapped around her waist. As my fingers roam all over her soft supple skin I have it in me to fuck her here against a tree and from the way she's breathing I'm sure she feels the same way. "It's okay, my love.""I just don't want this ugly place to trigger any bad memories for you." She places her palm on my cheek.I lean my face into her touch, "I'll be fine, I've got you. Just be here, okay? Can you do that for me, baby?" I ask her"Always. It's you and me, Leonardo Ricci."I kiss her deeply and passionately. "That's my girl. Now, let's go see your surprise.""This is an unexpected place for a surpr
His To Ruin The End
Nova"Can I take you somewhere?" Leo asks. I've just stepped out of the bathroom from my shower, yanking a brush through my wet, tangled hair. I tear the bristles through a particularly brutal knot, uncaring of the way the strands tear. "Baby, you're hurting your hair. Let me brush it." Feeling defeated, I slump my shoulders, trudge over to him, and sit on the floor between his spread knees. He takes the brush from me and gently starts running it through the sopping tresses, slowly detangling the mop on my head. It feels nice, but I'm too tired to appreciate it. Leo was right. Happiness is fleeting, however, over the past weeks, he's done everything in his power to help me hold on to any semblance of peace. Finishing with the brush, he sets it down on the bed and gathers my hair together. I nearly choke when he begins braiding it. "Where the hell did you learn to do that?" I ask. I'm tempted to twist around like a dog chasing its tail, just so I can witness this. "Aaliyah taug
His To Ruin Loving Her
Leo "I'm not surprised my mum hasn't called." She sighs tiredly before sitting on the bed "Even my brother, Chance. Do you think they're part of everything alongside Edward?""I don't know, baby. I don't care what they are part of as far as they didn't come for you.""Hmm," She's silent for a beat. "I can't believe our fathers love each other. It's scary to imagine." There's a small smile on her face and I'm happy to see she's gradually moving past what happened."I'd rather not have that sort of image in my head right now, darling.""I'm sorry," she smiles.I settle in deeper next to her, slumping against the stone wall, careful not to touch her, though my body is vibrating with the need to. We haven’t touched since I found her in the hangar, and each second feels like a stab in the chest. Fiending for Nova Carter is a feeling I’m old friends with, but this is the first time I refuse to act on it. “You don't have to apologize. Tell me about her,” I say. “Tell me everything
His To Ruin Their Wrath
Nova "So, If I'm not hallucinating, why the hell is Tiffany tied to a chair? And why are we in a hangar? How did I get here? Whose jet is that?" I asked Leo after taking a look around. The last thing I remember was running and then seeing a dead body before I passed out.How the hell did I get to this unfamiliar hangar? I woke up not long ago to see Tiffany tied to a chair with two bleeding stab wounds in her thigh. Leo said he was responsible and he didn't look one bit remorseful about it.I stand up from the bed and I'm about to walk down to where Tiffany is when Leo holds me back. "I'm going to explain, baby. But first, you need to rest.""Why is she here, Leo? Why did you hurt her?" I want to give him the benefit of the doubt. I know he'd never hurt Tiffany without reason, but I still want to hear him say it."Because she hurt you. And for that, she can't go unpunished." "W-what do you mean?" My throat still hurts a little with each word I utter."Tiffany was the one who brought
His To Ruin She's safe
Leonardo I'm going to kill Alessandro. I intended to kill him before but the urge to kill him is stinger now, it's almost maddening. And as for Edward, I might let Nova decide what happens to him."Can I at least have a bandage or shirt to stop the blood? It's too much" Tiffany asks."Keep talking before I decide that the next place this scalpel will enter is the side of your neck. Keep talking."She sighs defeatedly before obeying. Alessandro approached me first. He seemed to know everything about me and how my brother was murdered. He said he and Edward could help me get revenge and also pay me if I did what they wanted. I was desperate, so I agreed. He gave me a file that contained a lot of things about you. He didn't disclose fully how he got it but he knew I knew you. He later on told me that you were once an agent part of this secret organization funded by some government officials, but you went rogue." Tiffany's eyes lock with mine. "He said you were desperate but he's no
