**A crossfire***
Shuddering wails, screams and scampering feet rain in the now dark club room as people begin running to safety while my men and the assailants exchange bullets. Gun shots blasts across the room. Bottles and glasses shattering across the floor while I wail and grunt as pains, accustomed pain to some extent, streams through me. This isn’t the first time I’ve received bullets nor the first time someone has daggered me. Pain has become my second skin all my life which is why I laugh manically as this new pain course through me. Anger brews through me because I felt so reluctant about my security for the first time in years, all because I was promised a politician daughter’s pussy. I should have watch out more. Be on high alert as always. Be security conscious, but today I failed miserably. My hands skids across my gun holster, aiming to make a purchase on my gun, but the freaking pains I feel at my side hampers the movements of my hand. Fruitless, I growl inside me. I watch into the dark as the fire emits from the muzzle of my men’s guns and that of the assailants. Bullets flying in the air, piercing the ceiling, booths, chairs and tables littered in the club. I release a bunch of profanities as I crouch-walk over to the back of the counter, trying to shield myself from the flying bullets. I can still hear people's screams coupled with loud thuds on the floor. And without doubt I already know those loud, distant thuds are bodies that are unluckily hit by the bullets. Fuck! I curse. This isn’t what I was expecting at least I’m accustomed to crossfire in Russia, but never in America. Not here at all because the feds will take it upon themselves to look for me. This is a setup. A fucking setup but from who? Benson warned me about the FBI wanting to shackle me but never warned about the assassination. Never! And this all but makes me boil with rage. I tried to keep a low profile. I came into the states through a private airstrip, but now it dawns on me that someone knows I’m in the States. One of my foes. I chuckle at the bitter realization. All hell will let lose if I survive this attack. I hear Akim growl as his fires, and I already know he's holding his two Glock as he fires the assailants with bullets I trust my Byki. I trust their skills in marksmanship because we train every fucking day in Russia. I train boys willing to fight for me and for themselves . I’ve them in battalion, and we always train. Myself included. I hear distant yells from the entrance of the club as my men’s guns butchers the assailants. I dab my hand at my side, raising it up, I feel the liquid dripping from the palm of my hand, and I already know it’s nothing but my blood. At the thought of that, my mind begins to feel hazy. I begin to feel weak as my breath and blood slowly evade my air tract and veins. “Pakhan! Pakhan!” I hear Akim shouting my name as he fires his bullets. Sure enough, he's aiming to steady his eyes in the darkness and scour for me. I try to lift my lips and sprinkle some words, but all that can seep out are strangled grunts. I hear footfall followed by a gun shot, a yell and a thud, and I know Akim must have fired an assailant close to the counter as he skitters towards it in search of me. My strangled grunts aids him to find out where I am, and I can’t be thankful enough for his sharp mind and ability to observe things like I do. The gun shots still rain in the room, and I can tell that Leonid is still firing as Akim comes to check on my status. “Fuck!” Akim cuss as he leans down and dart his hands around to feel me amidst the darkness that shrouds us. “Akim...” I bellow with a dark voice, harsh and sharp. Akim tries to scoop me up, but I grunt which proves to him I’m so badly in pains. “Pakhan! How you do!?” He mutters his question in his incoherent English. Among my men, Akim, lacks good English skills which negates me to send him as an emissary to my partners in various countries. Usually, Leonid works as an emissary for me. I love his sixth sense too. It’s aligns with mine. Unable to hear my response, Akim switches to Russian, asking of what to do and how badly hurt I am. I shake my head, aiming to force the words out amid the zinging bullets. “To the hospital, Akim. Take me to the hospital.” I gush in Russian, audible enough for him to hear. Without wasting a second, Akin hauls me up and connect his arm around my waist and I also nestle mine around his neck before we trudge outside the dark club room. Behind, Leonid still fires, aiming to hold the assailants back for Akim to get me to safety. When we assemble outside through the back door of the club, I see bodies litter on the floor. Maybe those who couldn’t make it safely out of the club during the stampede. I try not to linger on the dead bodies rather on my safety. Safely, Akim and I reach my Lincoln and he shove me inside with caution before hurtling to the driver’s side. Bringing the car alive, we dive into the street. “Is it bad, Pakhan?” Akim questions in Russian. I doubt he knows the actual place where I was hit. I just nod, and with that he fire up more speed, driving straight to the nearest hospital. In the next twelve minutes, we arrive at the hospital, and Akim alight from the drivers side and made it to mine instantly. Gliding me out of the car, he slam the door shut and hold me in the same position we were when we exited the club. We climb into the entrance and into the lobby of the hospital where nurses and patients litter around. Considering the height of my situation, Akim didn’t bother to hide his gun in his holster and with the blood sprinkled on his face and my bleeding side, people regard us as criminals. So on instinct, people begin to edge away from us. Regardless of the resentful and fearful looks thrown our way, Akim barks in Russian and conjured English for the nurses and doctors to come to my aid. “Don’t stare! Come help. Fuck you if you don’t help.” He pleads and threatens all at once. Glimpsing the seriousness on his face and the gun held tightly in his hands, the nurses rushes towards us with a crash cart, pull me onto it and hasten into the ER. With a blurred vision, I see Akim shoving the muzzle of his gun on one of the nurses face because she refuse to let him inside Akim is always ready to pounce on someone. Always willing to fight for me I trust my men. I trust the people that works for me. Just like they are willing to sacrifice for me. I’m also willing to sacrifice for them. I vaguely register as the nurse wobbly allow him into the room and he hasten up to my side, watching intently as the nurses endeavor to rip the bullets from my ribs. I feel a sting hit my wrist, and before I can register that it's a tranquilizer that I’m given, my already fogged mine gives up and at that, my eyes slam close, embracing the effects of the tranquilizer.
**The Feds are here.** “He's still unconscious…” is the first Russian sentence that travels into my ears as I twirl around the bed. It’s more like the person is on a call, I guess because I can’t hear another husky voice spilling responses to that very sentence that went straight to my ears.As I toss around the soft, tiny bed, I try to flutter my eyes open and take in my surroundings. I don’t remember what literally brought me here and on this seemingly tiny bed.Trying to lift an eye open seems difficult as it’s accompanied by a bright, agonizing light and strings of banging in my head.Shit!I cuss under my breath, immediately pulling my eye close. Taking two gulping breaths, I give it a try the second time. Slowly, I begin to pry my eyes open. First, I let my eyes mildly adjust to the intense brightness which I belatedly find out is the sunlight streaming in through a window. Then, I survey my surrounding. It’s only then that I figured I’m in a hospital.On that note, my mind begi
*What she's hiding.* Distant voices reverberates in my ears as I rise from the couch. Oh, my body aches so effing bad, I have to recoil back on the couch.God, who could have thought I’d make out of the stampede last night?The events of last night gives me more reason not to be a social person. This is New York, and shits happen. Though, not as bad as what happened last night. I thought I’d die there.I just don’t get it. I can’t seem to wrap my head around the fact that all that happens in my wake is disaster. I’m still sulking for my late father, and consequently my friends suggested that hitting a club with them on the crack of dawn of a new year will help ease the pain. The sorrow. However, things went south and now I’m not only going through emotional trauma, but also physical pains. My feet got blisters as I ran for my life last night.“Solntse!!”A seemingly raging voice spears through my eardrums from a distant, but it seems the voice is coming from speaker. I endeavor to str
*what it'll feel like to have sex*** I stand frozen for about five minutes, my mind trying to process Mae’s blunt comment. However, no matter how much I try to piece things together, I fail woefully but all my instinct tells me is that, something’s up with Mae.Why was I dressed exactly as Mae last night? I mean, not like it’s a horrible idea but hell, we haven’t so much as use the same body cream to even consider fitting in the same type of dress, hairstyle, and…stilettos?Omigod.I can’t ignore this gnawing feeling that this isn’t what it looks likes. It's more than meets the eye. Besides, my instinct whispered something about the bartender being unnerving, right?I mean, the whole way he served me was as if he lay in wait for my arrival. Did someone alert him or something?He just offered me champagne as though he already knows without a doubt that is what I’ll order. For all I can remember, champagne is the only alcohol I can down and my friends knows about that. But the bartender
**Stole my first kiss.** The frosty winter air gnaws my skin when I exit the elevator and lobby of the hotel Mae lodged in. The street is already buzzy, with pedestrians trailing up and down the sidewalk while cars lines up in traffic. The sun is barely radiating from the sky which adds to the intense chill spreading through my body.I take the sidewalk to my left and skitter down the road, at the intersection, I cross the road to the other side and begin making a beeline to the direction of the club where disaster rained upon all of us that gathered there.While hitting down the road, I still harbor thoughts about the stranger from last night. The way his eyes dilated when he looked at me is suspicious. Though we shared a kiss, which I seriously wish I can get more, it was like he was trying to hide his surprise or disgust I don’t know.I feel the conversation he incepted was just to buy time for something, I don’t know. I feel the conversation he initiated was forced. Like, he lite
**X-rated Image.** “Easy, Pakhan. You've wounds remember?” Leonid's voice booms into my ears as I pummel my right fist into the punch bag while he pummels the punch bag too from the other side with one of his hands.Beads of sweat drizzle down my skin as I channel all my focus on the exercise I’m carrying out. After our flight from the hospital two days ago, my mind has been entirely brimmed with different thoughts, starting from the mastermind of the attack and the girl whose Slavic face has stuck to my head like an X-rated image.Fuck. Fuck.I can’t douse the curiosity ricocheting through me about finding out who the girl is but I haven’t so much as slip out of this hideout I and my men were able to secure after we fled from the hospital.After our arrival in the States, we lodged in an upscale bed and breakfast in Brooklyn but following the clusterfuck at the club and the Feds implacable efforts in laying their fucking hands on me, I had second thoughts about spending a damn night
**Be on your fours** “I can help ease your pains in some other ways, you know.” The little ginger nurse I hired croons under her breath while wrapping a new, clean band-aid around my side. The graze of her fingers against my skin makes me feel aroused.Her eyes hold a sharp glint as she tucks her lips between her teeth. I begin to scrutinize her skin, her deft fingers, and her small, pink lips. I’ve no doubt as small her she is she has been fucked by at least five different men because her gestures are that of a professional whore.Ah, how can I forget? Nurses are the real deal when it comes to sex. Funny enough, I can only attest to this because I fucked three different nurses back in Russia.They give good head and their pussy is always wet and ready. Those creatures can send a man to heaven by just catching a glimpse of their dribbling pussy.One of my caregivers in Russia is also a nurse and I’ve had her countless times. As I watch the ginger girl graze her fingers down my torso w
**I own New York.*** As Benson stand-up in front of me, I hear my men and his click their triggers. The sounds making me seethe. I don’t know his agenda. I don’t even wish to know at this moment because my men and I are still recuperating from the attack meted against us at his club.So if he’s here for his own crossfire because of the chaos, I’ll say we ain’t ready, and besides, his men outnumbers mine.Yes, I promised to lie low and cause no pandemonium, but whatever happened at that club wasn’t my fault.But…wait a minute.Is Benson here with the FBI who must be scouring everywhere for me?Shit!I hope not.As that dizzying thought flashes through my mind I swivel my head back and study the men I regarded as Benson’s lackeys, initially. I failed to glimpse at them more accurately before, but now I do.The six hulk, muscled men are in dark sunnies, dark suits and earpieces.I don’t see anything that hints about the FBI on them. At that thought, my racing heart cools, but the curiosi
**Run!** “Yeah, I’ll be there soon.” I spout into the phone as Lily’s words rush into my ears. Lilly is my roommate and classmate in school and she has called to inform me about the instructions given for our forthcoming practical chemistry.I’ve always wanted to study Medicine as my major in school but I never knew it could be more than stressful. Either ways, it’s the zeal that keeps me going if not I might have call it quits.Oh, plus the fact that I don’t want the stress of writing another SAT exams. The one I wrote before being admitted in the school was beyond stressful. I literally burn out during my lessons. So calling it quits now is never my plan.I quickly shoot up from the bed, my hair cascading down my temples while I throw my head back and yearn. I really appreciate Lilly's relentless effort on watching my back for me because my side job sometimes make me unavailable in school which I abhor but what choice do I have?Literally, no choice.My father like I said before nev
*****Epilogue.******Six months later.**The sounds of my laughter file through the air as Yulia fills me in on Dasha’s tantrums. Something the toddler lately developed. I laugh while shoving the food down my throat, feeling more happy and safe than I’ve felt in the past year. All my paranoia vanished and now I’m even adding more weight. Jeez. I never knew I had it in me. However, I’m not eating much as the doctor advised so it'll not make my baby fat in the belly, hence difficulty in giving birth. So, that means what’s making me add weight is happiness. Wow, I never knew it’s possible until I found myself in the position. The last six months have been a water shed in my life. I thought I’d lose my pregnancy after all the torture I went through but no. I got lucky that the doctors staunched the bleeding and saved my child. Now, my belly is out and my child is growing peacefully. Dima has never stopped fussing over me and the baby. Jeez, I never knew the man
>>>>The End.>>>>I’ve been sweeping in and out of consciousness since their last bout of torture. God, my body is nothing but a house of pain. The laser they zap my body with has roped tight my muscles. I whimper, feeling the wetness gathering on my thighs. What is happening? Am I bleeding? With fear, I start to wring on the seat so my shorts will hitch up mid-thigh to reveal the wetness that has pooled in my thighs. While in my struggling process, I hear heavy footsteps edging closer to me and I peer up. There he is, waddling closer to me with a harsh gleam in his eyes. He pauses before me and I stare up at him not wanting him to smell even a string of my fear and despair. Oleg leans closer and cradles my jaw with brute force, rage gleaming in his eyes. I shudder and my inside recoils as his eyes find their way into mine. “Your knight in shining armor is out to get you.” He chuckles darkly. His thumb flicks over my parched lips. I curse him for laying his filthy
****FBI Blacksite.*****It’s hard to take in. My mind has been boggled ever since Mae revealed the truth to me. I still have some doubts. How in hell had Benson been my father without my knowing? It’s strange. It's so difficult to believe but the string of evidence Mae pulled together is foolproof. It wasn’t something she made up. No. It’s real. It’s the truth. Benson is my father. Benson is Oleg Arkadi Kozlov. The man behind my mother’s sufferings. Shit!! I can’t wait to send him into the depths of pain and let death embrace him. Not only had he caused the woman I loved pains by raping her. No, he went as far as to make her life at Vladimir’s estate a living hell. Even when she had found peace during the time Vladimir locked Benson in Volsk, he shortened her moments of happiness with the assassination. He murdered her just to be sure he never see her live a life of fulfillment. How heartless could he be? He not only hurt my mother he also hurt me. He ruined my chi
****Take me as hostage.*****I never once thought something would ever make me anxious in my life. Not even when my mother was shot dead before my eyes. No. All I felt when I saw my mama lying in the pool of her own blood was raw anger. I wanted so much to exert revenge on Vladimir because I tagged him as the cause of our plight. I was never anxious. But…too bad I am now. I’ve been anxious since I figured Faustina is evil. I’ve been anxious since I found out she was behind it all. She threw my rypka to the wolves to devour. My woman is out there pregnant with my seed and without protection. Fuck! I grit my teeth at the gaping realization and shove my fingers through my hair. My mind has been overloaded with the possibility of the conditions she might have been subjected to by now. Shit, I can’t take this. I can’t bring myself to imagine my rypka being tortured. I can’t envision the pain she'd be feeling. I swear to avenge her and my child. But most of all, I pray this very
>>>>>You're Dima's father.>>>>Whispering voices fill the air around me as I wake from my deep slumber. I wheeze a breath but I figure my throat is dry. Totally dry. I try to wet my throat with my saliva but hell, I can barely muster enough to wet my dry throat. Where am I? How long have I been unconscious? All these questions fill my head but I can’t find any answer to it. I try to peer around but darkness falls into my vision. Hell, where is this? It’s more like I have a hood over my head. I try to jerk my hands but I can’t budge. I’m tied. At that, full-blown panic sets in and I begin to whimper, budging the restraints on my hands. “Hmmm…” I hum, seeking answers while I wrack my head for answers on what literally went down.How in hell did I end up here, manacled? With the fierce intensity which I wrack my mind, things start falling into place. The golden mask festival. My flight from Dima’s house to Moscow international airport. My landing in the U.S.
>>>>It's about you and Dawn. I never knew fury can form balls and lodge into one's chest but now I do. I fucking do because the balls keeps rotating in my chest as I punish my Byki more. “Ahhh, Pakhan please!” Russell hoots in excruciating pains as I cut his finger. He was supposed to guard the entrance but the fucker left it open and was smoking pot with some of the soldiers, giving Dawn the opportunity to escape. I fucking never knew she had plans of escape. How in hell was she able to fucking do that? I fist his hair, my jaw sets as I smack Russell hard across the face again. For the past three days, I’ve been teetering on the edge of insanity knowing my woman is out there and can get in the clutches of the wolves. I’ve not in the least bit cleared my head nor closed my eyes because if I do, only images of Dawn with her bloating belly crash into my mind. How could she do this to me? How? The woman has my child with her yet she chose to flee from me. The night of
*****Freedom.******The day slips by in a blur. I can’t tell what got me engaged until it’s time for the festival to begin. My nerves are jumpy while my mind is in a state of unrest about what will happen in hours to come. All day, I just lock myself in the room, thinking the best possible way to escape from this estate. I know Dima’s men are everywhere . His soldiers are stationed at every corner of this fucking place which will only make my escape hard. Hell, if care is not taken they might catch me and bring me back to their boss and only God knows what Dima will do. I all but wrack my mind for a solution. The perimeter alarm might give me away or the drones that keep flying around the estate every twenty hours. God, as much as this sounds good, I mean my ticket to freedom sounds good, it’s risky. It’s only someone that’s versatile about Dima’s property that can make an easy escape. It’s making me doubt whether I'll continue with this escape plan. If perhaps I’
>>>>>Ticket to freedom.>>>>>The soft knock on the door has me stirring from my sleep. I’m not able to concede the person’s visit as the door flutters open and three of Dima’s servants strut into the room bearing a dresser. I scrunch my nose knowing what the cloth they are herding into the room is for. For the past two days, I have been fitting into different dress for the so-called golden mask festival. Fucking don’t see the need for that. Dima alongside Yulia had called on the best fashion designer they have here in Russia and about three of these people brought the best of their dresses, forcing me to wear them to see the one that would suit the occasion but in the end, Dima would end up disliking it. Just yesterday, the last of the fashion designer came and took my measurements, promising to make a unique dress for me that'll suit the occasion. That should be the dress the servants are wheeling into the room. And for them to bring it here, it only means Dima approves
>>>>An Email.>>>>I pin my back to the door immediately I exit my room…Dawn’s room. My heart rolls with bitterness against my chest. She hates me. When I kissed her I felt her hunger for me. For my touch but something made her remember just the amount of hatred she has for me. It breaks me to know I’m the reason for this severed ties between us. I am the fucking reason. But should I fault myself? I can’t fault myself at all. All my life I’m wired to hate one man and that is Vladimir and by extension, his household. So, the rage I felt when I found out the mark that signifies Dawn as his printsessa can’t be vaporized. I almost acted on impulse at the hospital that night. Hell, I almost shot her. Had it been I wasn’t on the run, in my hands would her blood swim. But if I had killed her I’d have killed my child too…something that I’ve desired to have all my life. I want to have a baby with Dawn and now she’s pregnant, only I can’t get close to her because she hates