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♧Chapter Fourteen; LET'S BREATHE AT DINNER♧

Author: Authoress Prai_zie
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

They say been numb is when you no longer react properly to feelings. When your response to the depth of emotions swirling around you is simple indifference. But maybe numb can also be a state where you feel totally consumed by multiple emotions all at once that you no longer know what your feeling and how to react to it. You can no longer differentiate between when your sad, angry, depressed or just stressed.

Having noted this on paper, it's safe to say June was numb. Walking out of Regina's room, she no longer knew what she felt. She found it difficult to react to the events happening around her. Taking a turn down to her room, she couldn't even tell if her lungs were still receiving oxygen. Her head felt heavy.

Reaching out for the door knob to her room, she cracked the door wide open. But before she could even step inside, she felt his masculine scent of sandalwood waft up her nostrils and a wave of some other emotion washed through her. Was it guilt? Regret? She couldn't tell.

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