44. That's my condition

It's another kind of pain to be denied a dream that you desperately want by the one person you love and trust. ~ A. Gupta

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THE Way my phone was blowing up all the time I was away from her, I knew I’d have a very frantic princess in my hands, on the verge of breaking apart. But I think I knew how to handle that, and I also knew that I could no longer wait. Life was un-fucking-predictable which was why I was not going to wait for the right fûcking moment to make her mine.

I stepped out of the car and almost stumbled. I hadn’t realized how weak I was until I stepped out of her cosy little apartment. With her in my arms, day in and out, sleeping and lounging in her bed, I had thought I was already better and ready to go on with my life putting the accident and its injuries in the past but apparently not. Just a trip in a car and getting worked up with adrenaline running through my veins, all I needed was my princess’ slender arms around me and my head on her chest, preferably pillo