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His Soul & His Shame Izzy!
I tossed and turned all night with the decision I took and I still am in confusion about whether I am doing the right thing or not. Thinking about making my head throb. I was making my coffee when my doorbell rang, no one visits me on weekends as everyone takes time for themselves but I can guess who that is.I stomped towards the door and yanked it open, I am having a sour mood and I probably will have God knows till when." Raise and Shine, Sunshine!" Izzy waltzed into my apartment like a crazed woman, she is my only good friend other than other guys who are with me in the course, and these two years she didn't let me feel the loss of Joanna and she is literally the cheery bird and an extrovert who sees good in everything.Joanna and Izzy are so opposite, one is a grumbling mess with a short temper and the other is patient and cheerful but still, they become good friends and I am happy that she is our friend." It didn't rhyme well, Izzy!" I murmured before going back to my coffee a
Last Updated : 2022-11-21His Soul & His Shame Daniel
Izzy and I are in the cab going to the place she said opened this week and I am looking forward to it. Maybe I can indulge myself in alcohol and let myself lose it so I can forget about going back home and running into Ezra.Ugh, I should stop thinking and just enjoy the evening. The cab parked in front of the club and I stepped down from the car and pulled down the dress which was raised. This is the problem with short dresses, I can't even sit or walk properly in them." Come, let's go! I know the bouncer so it's easy for us to get in." Izzy said, dragging me towards the entrance where there is a big line of people waiting to be let in." How do you know the Bouncer, Izzy? You told me that it opened last week!" how would she know the bouncer when this is the first time she is coming here?" I have my ways, Fay!" she winked at me before guiding me towards the entrance. I know what her ways are, Izzy will flirt her way into anything and I am not judging her or anything but she flirts
Last Updated : 2023-02-19His Soul & His Shame Surprise!
" Why didn't you stop last night!" I snapped at Izzy who was grinning like a maniac from beside me, making me groan in annoyance. My head is throbbing and I feel like I am going to puke my guts out at this rate. We were in a taxi in my hometown going to my home. It was a bad idea to drink last night and another mistake was flying the next morning with a bitch of a hangover. " I warned you, Fay but you were so competitive with Daniel that you didn't listen." I know I should have listened to her but the way Daniel was provoking me to compete with him with how many shots we can take in a minute and that minutes turn into hours with us downing all types of alcohol." That devil in the form of a human is so evil." I gritted out hearing a chuckle from Izzy." You are the same as him, Fay so don't curse him." It's the best hangover as I am not thinking about anything other than the raging headache. There are no nerves or anything about running to the real devil of my life." I am going to c
Last Updated : 2023-02-22His Soul & His Shame Her Taste
Ezra's Pov: " Where is your girlfriend?" This is the first sentence I am hearing from Fay after two years. I told her that I missed it but she is asking about my girlfriend! There is no girlfriend and never was." I don't have a girlfriend, Fay! You know that." I narrowed my eyes at her to not ask that again. She has changed so much in these two years and at the same time so damn much beautiful that I am having a hard time keeping my hands to myself.While I was hugging her, the sweet familiar smell of her intoxicated me making me hard in an instant and my lips tingled dying to taste her mouth. I missed her so much and I had done things I hadn't done for anyone." She is talking about Mitchell, Ezra!" Joanna said rolling her eyes at me like I am stupid. Sometimes I feel like wringing her neck like a chicken but she is Fay's friend and I don't want to hurt my baby girl anymore." Mitchell and I were over and she was never my girlfriend and I don't have any girlfriends." I gritted out
Last Updated : 2023-02-28His Soul & His Shame Same Old Me
Oh my God! Is this really happening? I moaned into his mouth pushing Myself closer to his body and feeling every hard muscle of him blending with my soft body. I should have pushed him away and slapped him across his face like a good girl for forcing a kiss but I am not a good girl and he is not forcing me to kiss him back. I am seriously going to hell.Ezra Irwin is a sweet poison that consumes your body so slowly that even you don't know and His kiss is hot and cool at the same time making my head spin." Fay! Can I come in?" Izzy's voice broke our kiss and the haze we were in. Ezra reluctantly pulled his mouth away from mine groaning but didn't push me away. " We need to talk, Fay! I will come in the morning and we are going to get brunch together." He said, kissing my forehead and lingering his lips there. I don't know what to answer him other than keep silent. I don't even know if I will go with him to the brunch. I planned to avoid Ezra over the days I stay here but he bulldoz
Last Updated : 2023-03-02His Soul & His Shame Izzy's Surprise
I woke up to the sound of banging on my door. I tossed and turned all night thinking about the stupid kiss which ignite the fire in me which had withered when I left home two years ago. It's dangerous to my soul and heart to be near Ezra." Fay! Open the door right now or else I will kick it down," Izzy yelled from the outside of the door making me groan. I barely slept and she is disturbing the little sleep I was getting." Go Away Izzy!" I yelled out covering my face with a pillow and trying to block out her noise and knocking but she persistently started knocking again. I am not going to get free of her." This better be something worth losing my sleep over or else pray to God that….." I yanked the door open, my words dying in my throat." Surprise!" They both yell in unison making me look at them like I am dumb. I hate surprises and especially like these. " Daniel? What are you doing here?" I asked, making his grin fall a bit but like always Izzy covered everything with her bubbl
Last Updated : 2023-03-20His Soul & His Shame Took My Breath Away
I get down the stairs wearing skinny jeans and a crop top with a bit of makeup. Daniel, Mom, and dad are sitting in the living room but Ezra is nowhere to be seen." Where is Ezra?" I asked mom, looking for him in the kitchen at the same time Izzy is also not in the living room or the kitchen area."He is waiting for you outside," Mom informed me going back to her phone. " I will come soon and then we can go into the town and have fun," I told Daniel who pouted at me playfully." Okay, okay Miss. Moore, I will be waiting for you like a good little boy." I laughed at his teasing and went outside, closing the door behind me.Ezra is standing near his car with his thick arms crossed across his broad chest and Izzy is eating his ears off with god knows what she is rambling but Ezra totally zoned her out." I hope I didn't make you wait for long," I said, walking towards the car and Izzy jumped back like she got caught while doing something she shouldn't." No, baby girl! Let's go." He g
Last Updated : 2023-04-01His Soul & His Shame Sunset & Her
Ezra's Pov:Fay pushed me away with her hands on my chest and our lips let loose reluctantly. I have no intention of ever stopping tasting her but sometimes I have to settle for her and not overwhelm her with my dominating self." You taste so fucking sweet, baby girl and I don't want to leave your mouth even for a second." I groaned those words near her lips wanting to have another taste of them but I need to take it slow." We need to stop, Ezra! I have not forgiven you entirely." She whispered still in a daze and her tongue came out to lick her lips like she has eaten candy." Yet! Baby girl and I will everything and anything to change your mind." I stole another kiss from her and pulled myself back in the fear of not getting enough of her and her taste.Why did I push her away all those years ago? She tastes like peace, home, and sin all wrapped up in one. I am an idiot for not realizing that Fay is what I want, not some chicks who make me feel good for those minutes. I never feel
Last Updated : 2023-04-03
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What is it that you have wanted all your life and when you finally get it, How do you feel? I felt like I was going to pop out with happiness and my cheeks hurt so much from grinning ear to ear and I couldn't stop my heart from galloping whenever I thought about the second Ezra would introduce me as his Fiance in front of everyone.I will ask again,What is it that you have wanted all your life and You stood there watching it ruin your happiness, future and your whole damn life! No one prepared me for this and I should have listened to my gut when it told something was going to happen.AN HOUR BEFORE: “ Wow! Look, Our princess is finally here!” Daniel teased me when I entered the hotel which Ezra had booked for the party. Daniel is not alone, Alex and my Dad are standing with him with stars in their eyes but eyes searched for him frantically wanting to see him, feel him, touch him and taste him. I don't know why I am feeling restless to see him but I desperately want to have Ezra
His Soul & His Shame Fright of the day
" You were being so naughty, coming in here and surprising me in this,making me so damn hard for you." Ezra pulled me up by my arms and made me sit on the table, clearing it off and tearing the stockings and moving my panties aside before dipping his two fingers inside my wet and dripping core." My, My, look at the juices you are dripping for me and the sounds you and your pussy is making for me." He is fingering me so expertly, making my head dizzy with pleasure and I don't know if I can hold my orgasm any longer.I came on his fingers with a silent scream, clenching his fingers and riding away the orgasm. “ I can't wait anymore, Babygirl. I'm dying to be inside you.” He slammed into me in one go making me dizzy and my already sensitive pussy made me clench him tightly and a second orgasam barrelled through me. “ Oh my god!” I squealed, feeling the bliss of the release and the way Ezra was thrusting inside me like his life depended on it.“ Say Oh My Ezra, Babygirl! I am the one m
His Soul & His Shame Dirty!
It's been a blissfully happy month since Ezra and I got engaged and I swear I never felt this happy and content in my life. Ezra was dying to hold a engagement party to celebrate our love and union but i held him back saying we first need to spend some time in the sheets as well as doing the things normal couple does like going on dates, shopping and other stuff and so far we have done pretty much everything and tomorrow is our engagement party." What are you fussing about now! Fay?" Joanna asked, sitting beside me on the bed while i'm folding my clothes." Nothing! I just feel everything is too good to be true!" I heaved a sigh, knowing my negative mind is going to ruin everything by over-thinking things." Ugh! Why do you overthink too much! Nothing is too good to be true! Stop, Fay!" Joanna rolled her eyes at me and I know she is right and I just have to push that stupid voice out of my head but still I feel like something is not right and my happiness will be snatched away any se
His Soul & His Shame She Said YES!
Holy shit!Is this real!Is Ezra really on his knees and asking me to marry him? I can't believe it! Hurt and sadness washes over his features when iam still stuck and didnt utter a single fucking thing. My heart and head said " Yes" the second the words tumble out of his mouth but my body is still in shock and not moving." It's Okay Baby girl! You don't need to say anything." A small smile apparead on his handsome face and he started to got up pulling me with him but I pulled him down and took his lips with mine showing him that I will marry him every single time if he asks me.Our lips moved slowly savoring the taste of each other and I want to savor this moment as much as I can." I will happily make you my husband, Ezra! So, it's a yes!" I said, our foreheads touching and our breaths mixing with each other." Thank you so much, Baby girl! Thank you for making me the happiest man by saying Yes and accepting me after all the things I did to hurt you. You don't know how much your y
His Soul & His Shame Proposal!
Ezra's Pov:I can't believe Fay is sitting beside me and i'm taking her on a date. Date! I never in my dreams thought I would be a date kind of guy but with Fay i would do anything even if I have to change into a fucking clown then I will happily do it.Being with Fay makes me a different person and keep my demons at bay. She hasn't seen the real me and i am not planning on showing it to her because when i'm with her i forgot that side of me who is cold, calculated and ruthless. " Where are we going, Ezra!" Fay bounced on her seat making her dress to slightly ride up her thigh making her milky skin available for my eyes.I was 0n the brink of losing my control when we were kissing in Fay's apartment but I need to do everything according to her and I want to give her a fairy tale she always dreamed about and ate my ears off when we were kids." Baby girl! Slow down! It won't be a surprise if I tell you." She pouted her pink lips making me chuckle.I never believed in relationships and
His Soul & His Shame My Addiction
" Come on, get up!" I put the bag on the couch and turned towards Joanna. She has her head still in the television and did not heard me at all making me sigh in annoyance. " Joanna! I am talking to you!" I gritted out the words. Sometimes she behaves like this and sometimes I wanted to kill her for being a psychopath and ignoring me." Don't you think you are rushing!" Came out of her mouth making me roll my eyes. She is such a lazy bum." No, if we don't go now then we won't get an appointment for my hair and nails. So move your ass." I turned around to go back to my room and get ready for the salon so I can style my hair and get nails done for the evening." I'm not talking about salon, Fay! I was talking about you and Ezra and your whole thing of giving him another chance and starting a new chapter." She looked me in the eye with a blank face and waited for my answer which I don't have because I don't know. I just love him so much that I think too much." I am not rushing anythin
His Soul & His Shame Naughty& Surprise
" Wake up! You sleepyhead. '' Joanna banged on my bedroom's door making me groan in annoyance. I was up till late at night talking to Ezra on the phone and dreaming about him and the way his hands and mouth felt on my body. I was shamelessly having erotic dreams about Ezra and I am darn horny right now and also super annoyed at the fact that I can't do anything about it. Why don't I send Ezra a sexy picture and provoke him to come and have his way with me? It's a great idea and it will work. I mostly sleep naked all the time and right now I am not wearing anything so it will be helpful to tease Ezra. I retrieved my phone from the nightstand and pulled down the duvet slowly showing my b**bs slightly, he can see half of them. With a big grin on my face and biting my lip, I clicked a picture and sent it to him and waited for him eagerly to text me back but my phone rang startling me. Ezra is face-timing, I answered the call not showing him my face but a duvet-covered body of mi
His Soul & His Shame A New Beginning
" Is that really Ezra in our apartment?" Joanna still has a shocked face since she opened the door and saw Ezra and Alex with me." Yes, Joanna! He is really our Ezra." I went back to making coffee after answering her." Our Ezra? When did he become our Ezra! You were lecturing me and saying something about toxic cycle and all!" I know, i did say all those things but when it comes to Ezra i forget everything but it doesn't mean i'm going to let him control me again, this time it will be me who leads everything." I want to give him another chance and this time it will be on my terms." I poured coffee in the mugs and turned around to go back to the living room before they punched each other's faces." I hope you don't get hurt again, Fay!" I know her concern is probably that I am going to get hurt again but I just don't want to give up on Ezra this early because we were each others Worlds since we were kids and I don't want to give up on all those memories, smile and tears." Here you
His Soul & His Shame Irresistible
" Is he still outside?" I asked Joanna who is entering our new apartment. She came with me when I left the next morning after the gala. My heart couldn't bare to be in the same place as Ezra and not be with him. " Yeah! As usual. Why don't you go and talk to him, Fay!" I know, I should talk to him and tell him to go back home and stop waiting for me as it's impossible to ignore him and see him waiting for me outside our apartment every single day since four months back.I know he is trying and repenting, he never chased me but still waits outside my apartment and walks with me to the subway and back to the apartment.My heart aches seeing him trying to get me back but the hurt we both gave to myself stops me from approaching him and forgiving him." It's not the best idea when I'm not sure if I can forgive him. If I go and talk to him then I will repeat the same toxic cycle." Joanna nodded her head in understanding and went to her room to freshen up.Izzy and I broke ties with each o
