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His Soul & His Shame
Last Updated : 2023-12-08
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Love! Is this word beautiful or deceitful? I am tired of hearing him say that soulless I love you and get back to his mistress, side-chick, or whatever. it is not like we are in a relationship or we are a couple. The relationship we are in is more than something which shouldn't be named. I just want to be loved by him, physically and emotionally. I should be the one he is seeking whenever he feels horny, is it wrong to feel like this? But not for only tending to his wounds or being a shoulder to cry on. maybe it's wrong to feel something for the man who never describes you as more than a friend but always looks at you like he wants to do things with you that friends shouldn't. What is so good about her is that he always ends up in her bed, maybe I never will know, and by asking I don't want to ruin whatever we have. but it's time to move on from Ezra Irwin and do something good for my life too. come and follow Fay Moore and Ezra Irwin in their Life's Drama and know what will happen.
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What is it that you have wanted all your life and when you finally get it, How do you feel? I felt like I was going to pop out with happiness and my cheeks hurt so much from grinning ear to ear and I couldn't stop my heart from galloping whenever I thought about the second Ezra would introduce me as his Fiance in front of everyone.I will ask again,What is it that you have wanted all your life and You stood there watching it ruin your happiness, future and your whole damn life! No one prepared me for this and I should have listened to my gut when it told something was going to happen.AN HOUR BEFORE: “ Wow! Look, Our princess is finally here!” Daniel teased me when I entered the hotel which Ezra had booked for the party. Daniel is not alone, Alex and my Dad are standing with him with stars in their eyes but eyes searched for him frantically wanting to see him, feel him, touch him and taste him. I don't know why I am feeling restless to see him but I desperately want to have Ezra
Last Updated : 2024-10-29His Soul & His Shame Fright of the day
" You were being so naughty, coming in here and surprising me in this,making me so damn hard for you." Ezra pulled me up by my arms and made me sit on the table, clearing it off and tearing the stockings and moving my panties aside before dipping his two fingers inside my wet and dripping core." My, My, look at the juices you are dripping for me and the sounds you and your pussy is making for me." He is fingering me so expertly, making my head dizzy with pleasure and I don't know if I can hold my orgasm any longer.I came on his fingers with a silent scream, clenching his fingers and riding away the orgasm. “ I can't wait anymore, Babygirl. I'm dying to be inside you.” He slammed into me in one go making me dizzy and my already sensitive pussy made me clench him tightly and a second orgasam barrelled through me. “ Oh my god!” I squealed, feeling the bliss of the release and the way Ezra was thrusting inside me like his life depended on it.“ Say Oh My Ezra, Babygirl! I am the one m
Last Updated : 2024-10-29His Soul & His Shame Dirty!
It's been a blissfully happy month since Ezra and I got engaged and I swear I never felt this happy and content in my life. Ezra was dying to hold a engagement party to celebrate our love and union but i held him back saying we first need to spend some time in the sheets as well as doing the things normal couple does like going on dates, shopping and other stuff and so far we have done pretty much everything and tomorrow is our engagement party." What are you fussing about now! Fay?" Joanna asked, sitting beside me on the bed while i'm folding my clothes." Nothing! I just feel everything is too good to be true!" I heaved a sigh, knowing my negative mind is going to ruin everything by over-thinking things." Ugh! Why do you overthink too much! Nothing is too good to be true! Stop, Fay!" Joanna rolled her eyes at me and I know she is right and I just have to push that stupid voice out of my head but still I feel like something is not right and my happiness will be snatched away any se
Last Updated : 2024-10-29His Soul & His Shame She Said YES!
Holy shit!Is this real!Is Ezra really on his knees and asking me to marry him? I can't believe it! Hurt and sadness washes over his features when iam still stuck and didnt utter a single fucking thing. My heart and head said " Yes" the second the words tumble out of his mouth but my body is still in shock and not moving." It's Okay Baby girl! You don't need to say anything." A small smile apparead on his handsome face and he started to got up pulling me with him but I pulled him down and took his lips with mine showing him that I will marry him every single time if he asks me.Our lips moved slowly savoring the taste of each other and I want to savor this moment as much as I can." I will happily make you my husband, Ezra! So, it's a yes!" I said, our foreheads touching and our breaths mixing with each other." Thank you so much, Baby girl! Thank you for making me the happiest man by saying Yes and accepting me after all the things I did to hurt you. You don't know how much your y
Last Updated : 2024-10-29His Soul & His Shame Proposal!
Ezra's Pov:I can't believe Fay is sitting beside me and i'm taking her on a date. Date! I never in my dreams thought I would be a date kind of guy but with Fay i would do anything even if I have to change into a fucking clown then I will happily do it.Being with Fay makes me a different person and keep my demons at bay. She hasn't seen the real me and i am not planning on showing it to her because when i'm with her i forgot that side of me who is cold, calculated and ruthless. " Where are we going, Ezra!" Fay bounced on her seat making her dress to slightly ride up her thigh making her milky skin available for my eyes.I was 0n the brink of losing my control when we were kissing in Fay's apartment but I need to do everything according to her and I want to give her a fairy tale she always dreamed about and ate my ears off when we were kids." Baby girl! Slow down! It won't be a surprise if I tell you." She pouted her pink lips making me chuckle.I never believed in relationships and
Last Updated : 2024-10-29His Soul & His Shame My Addiction
" Come on, get up!" I put the bag on the couch and turned towards Joanna. She has her head still in the television and did not heard me at all making me sigh in annoyance. " Joanna! I am talking to you!" I gritted out the words. Sometimes she behaves like this and sometimes I wanted to kill her for being a psychopath and ignoring me." Don't you think you are rushing!" Came out of her mouth making me roll my eyes. She is such a lazy bum." No, if we don't go now then we won't get an appointment for my hair and nails. So move your ass." I turned around to go back to my room and get ready for the salon so I can style my hair and get nails done for the evening." I'm not talking about salon, Fay! I was talking about you and Ezra and your whole thing of giving him another chance and starting a new chapter." She looked me in the eye with a blank face and waited for my answer which I don't have because I don't know. I just love him so much that I think too much." I am not rushing anythin
Last Updated : 2024-10-29His Soul & His Shame Naughty& Surprise
" Wake up! You sleepyhead. '' Joanna banged on my bedroom's door making me groan in annoyance. I was up till late at night talking to Ezra on the phone and dreaming about him and the way his hands and mouth felt on my body. I was shamelessly having erotic dreams about Ezra and I am darn horny right now and also super annoyed at the fact that I can't do anything about it. Why don't I send Ezra a sexy picture and provoke him to come and have his way with me? It's a great idea and it will work. I mostly sleep naked all the time and right now I am not wearing anything so it will be helpful to tease Ezra. I retrieved my phone from the nightstand and pulled down the duvet slowly showing my b**bs slightly, he can see half of them. With a big grin on my face and biting my lip, I clicked a picture and sent it to him and waited for him eagerly to text me back but my phone rang startling me. Ezra is face-timing, I answered the call not showing him my face but a duvet-covered body of mi
Last Updated : 2024-10-29His Soul & His Shame A New Beginning
" Is that really Ezra in our apartment?" Joanna still has a shocked face since she opened the door and saw Ezra and Alex with me." Yes, Joanna! He is really our Ezra." I went back to making coffee after answering her." Our Ezra? When did he become our Ezra! You were lecturing me and saying something about toxic cycle and all!" I know, i did say all those things but when it comes to Ezra i forget everything but it doesn't mean i'm going to let him control me again, this time it will be me who leads everything." I want to give him another chance and this time it will be on my terms." I poured coffee in the mugs and turned around to go back to the living room before they punched each other's faces." I hope you don't get hurt again, Fay!" I know her concern is probably that I am going to get hurt again but I just don't want to give up on Ezra this early because we were each others Worlds since we were kids and I don't want to give up on all those memories, smile and tears." Here you
Last Updated : 2024-10-29His Soul & His Shame Irresistible
" Is he still outside?" I asked Joanna who is entering our new apartment. She came with me when I left the next morning after the gala. My heart couldn't bare to be in the same place as Ezra and not be with him. " Yeah! As usual. Why don't you go and talk to him, Fay!" I know, I should talk to him and tell him to go back home and stop waiting for me as it's impossible to ignore him and see him waiting for me outside our apartment every single day since four months back.I know he is trying and repenting, he never chased me but still waits outside my apartment and walks with me to the subway and back to the apartment.My heart aches seeing him trying to get me back but the hurt we both gave to myself stops me from approaching him and forgiving him." It's not the best idea when I'm not sure if I can forgive him. If I go and talk to him then I will repeat the same toxic cycle." Joanna nodded her head in understanding and went to her room to freshen up.Izzy and I broke ties with each o
Last Updated : 2024-10-29
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I groaned loudly hearing the sounds of banging from my door. I know who is trying to take down that door so I choose to not answer and let myself take time to sleep. Ugh! Why is life so hard, am I the only one who is suffering in this world?He even won't let me sleep in peace." Fay! open the door or else I will break it down.""What the hell! Ezra. Go to your house and break every damn door in your house."" you know iam being serious Fay if you don't open your Damn fucking door right now, iam gonna break it down and get you.""Do whatever you want to Ezra, if my mom finds out who broke down her precious door then your dumb ass will be dead," I yell
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