The ride to the party site felt like a scene from an all-too-real nightmare.
Max sat in the back, humming his favourite song, oblivious to the tension that filled the air ahead. Ben drove calmly, occasionally glancing at me out of the corner of his eye.
I was silent, looking out the window. The usually bustling streets of San Francisco felt empty, and my mind drifted away. I couldn't resist the call.
I was very aware. Our family : The Moguel family is one of the most powerful in Latin America and the United States. Grandpa had me by the neck, and my neck would snap if I ignored his ultimatum.
Max.
Max was everything. Max was my life, and I wouldn't let anyone touch him.
When we arrived at the large building with white marble pillars, my stomach felt like it was being churned. Guests dressed in luxurious outfits were seen entering gracefully. The sound of laughter and clinking glasses could be heard faintly in the distance.
"Are you ready?" asked Ben, turning his body to look at me after turning off the car engine.
I swallowed, my hands gripping the ends of my small bag until my knuckles turned white. "No, I'm not. But we still have to go in."
Max jumped out of the car, pulling my hand excitedly. "Come on, Mommy, I want to know who's there."
I followed his little steps, trying to catch my breath. Inside, I knew our extended family would greet me—with assessing glances, cold smiles, and perhaps, sharp whispers in the corners of the room.
And what scares me the most: they would see Max.
I held Max's hand tighter as if his small strength could shift some of my weight. By my side, Ben walked confidently like a shield ready to protect. When the large doors opened, the noise of the party immediately attacked, accompanied by the scent of expensive flowers and champagne.
The sound of clinking glasses stopped for a moment as we stepped inside. Guests turned their heads, some whispering softly, but the most striking look belonged to a woman in a burgundy dress standing not far from us.
My aunt, Clara.
"Belva?" she exclaimed in a half-disbelieving tone. She stared at me for a moment before rushing over. Her arms outstretched, her eyes glazed over. "Oh my God, Bell-Bell. It's really you!"
I didn't even have time to reply before she hugged me tightly, almost breaking my breath. Her body was small, but her strength never changed. The scent of her signature perfume brought me back to my childhood.
"I thought I'd never see you again," she whispered, her voice cracking with emotion.
I smiled stiffly, feeling the whole room watching us. Max hid behind my body, wrapping his arms around my legs awkwardly. "Hello, Tia Clara."
She backed away slightly, holding my face with both hands, her eyes scanning every inch of my face. "You're still the same," she said softly before her gaze fell on Max. "And who is this?"
"My name is Max!" he said cheerfully, though there was a hint of nervousness in his voice. He thrust out his little hand like a little gentleman.
"Oh, my God," Aunt Clara laughed, tears of joy falling from the corners of her eyes. "Belva, he's like a miniature Pascha. Is this your son?"
My heart skipped a beat at the name again. I nodded slowly. "Yes. This is my son."
Her reaction seemed to be a signal to the other families. Within seconds, I was surrounded by familiar faces, faces I hadn't seen in five years.
The questions came thick and fast.
"When did you come back?"
"Why didn't you ever call us?"
"Max? Do you have a kid?!"
I smiled a little, trying to answer as best I could without feeling too claustrophobic. Ben stood a short distance away, giving me space but staying alert, making sure I wasn't overwhelmed. Max, on the other hand, enjoyed the attention, answering every question with the innocence and confidence of a child.
But, in the midst of that warmth, there were two figures who didn't move. My Mama and Papa stood in the corner of the room, watching from a distance. Their faces were flat, but their eyes were sharp as if stripping every inch of me.
When the crowd began to die down, Aunt Clara introduced Max to some other relatives. I stood in the centre of the room, feeling their cold stares closing in.
My Papa was the first to speak.
"Five years." His voice was heavy, low, and piercing. "Five years you disappeared, and you chose to show up here like this."
I lifted my chin slightly, trying to look stronger than I felt. "Grandpa wanted me to come."
"Yes, of course," Mama interrupted. Her tone was sharp, full of sarcasm. "Because you'll only listen to him, not us."
I held my breath. The old feelings I'd been harbouring were starting to resurface—the pain, the anger, the regret. But I don't want to explode here, not in front of everyone, and especially not in front of Max.
"I'm here, right?" I finally said. "I don't want to prolong the problem."
"Trouble?" Mom squinted, her steps coming closer until she was almost standing eye-to-eye with me." Do you think you just left a small problem, Chica? You ran away from St Sophia. You left Pascha just like that. You destroyed our family in front of everyone."
I clasped my hands tightly, trying to hold back the trembling that was starting to appear. "It's none of your business. It's my life."
"Your life?" Papa snorted softly. "Your life? You don't even know what it means to live without this family name."
"We gave you everything. Education, connections, a bright future. And what did you do? You throw it away because of... what, Belva? Ego?" Mama added.
I couldn't answer. Not because I didn't have an answer but because their words pierced too deep, opening old wounds that never really healed. Ben appeared beside me, his hand touching my shoulder as a reminder that I wasn't alone. But despite his presence, I knew this fight was mine alone.
"If you guys have something to say, just say it. I won't let you make my son feel unwanted."
And with that, I turned away, leaving them standing in the centre of the room, carrying all their silence and judgment with me.
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The rooftop sky turned a soft orange hue as the sun slowly sank behind the tall buildings of San Francisco. The cool afternoon breeze carried the scent of flowers that were beautifully arranged in every corner of this open space. I sat at a slightly secluded table, trying to savour the peaceful moment after the previous tension.
But, the tranquillity was interrupted by the voice of my cousin, Miranda, who was already half-drunk and talking at the speed of a jet engine.
"So, Bell-Bell, I have to say... it's pretty CRAZY that you showed up again after five years. I mean, I thought you moved to Mars or something!" Miranda laughed so hard that her champagne glass almost spilled. "And look at you now. You look great! Seriously, you should share your secrets. Is it because you live in San Francisco? The air here makes people glow, huh?"
I smiled a little, swirling my water glass lazily in my hand. "Probably because I work too much," I replied shortly, hoping it would be enough to stop her little interrogation.
But Miranda never knew when to stop.
"And Max! Oh my God, he's like a miniature Romanov and I have to say, Ben is really amazing as a babysitter. I mean, look at them!" she pointed in the other direction of the rooftop, where Max was being carried by Ben, while Aunt Clara stood beside them with a loving smile.
Max looked happy, his eyes twinkling as he told Ben and Aunt Clara about something. It was a perfect little moment, but I couldn't really enjoy it with Miranda babbling in my ear.
I tried to focus my attention on Max, letting Miranda's voice drown in the background. The boy was like a source of light in the middle of a room full of family politics and hidden agendas.
But my happiness was cut short when I saw a figure I knew all too well walk over.
Grandpa.
Carlos Moguel appeared like a ghost among the other guests, dressed in a perfectly dark suit that made him seem even colder than usual. His gaze was sharp, like the eyes of an eagle always ready to grab its prey.
I felt my body stiffen as he approached our table. Miranda immediately shut up, realizing the presence of the figure that could not be ignored.
"Belva," he said, his voice low but full of authority. "I want to talk to you."
I stood up slowly, giving Miranda a small nod before following Grandpa to a quieter corner of the rooftop. I already knew this wasn't going to be a pleasant conversation.
"Look at you now," he said, his eyes sweeping over my body with an expression that was hard to interpret. "I heard you were quite successful in San Francisco. That's good. It shows that our family blood is still flowing in you."
I didn't reply. I just stared at him warily, waiting for what he would say next. Grandpa never spoke without reason.
"The party will continue until later in the evening and there is Warren's family coming. They are one of the most influential families in New York, and they are interested in establishing a closer relationship with us."
My heart started beating faster. I knew where this was going.
"I'd like you to meet their eldest son, Julian Warren," he continued expressionlessly. "He's a bright, talented young man with a great vision for the future. I'm sure you'll like him. This is a great opportunity to strengthen our family's position."
I shook my head softly, trying to keep my voice calm. "I'm not interested in being introduced to anyone, let alone for business reasons."
His eyes narrowed; his expression remained calm, but his voice became colder. "This isn't just about you. It's about our family. You may not care about your last name, but I do. And I'm not going to let you mess up this opportunity."
I felt the heat in my chest, but I held it in. "I'm old enough to make my own decision. I won't be a puppet for the family business. AGAIN.”
His expression turned sharp, but he didn't show anger in an explosive way. "You've made enough messes in your life. Your decision five years ago almost destroyed this family's reputation. Don't think I'll let you repeat that mistake. AGAIN."
I felt my chest tighten, but I forced myself to fight it. "I'm not a child anymore. If you want someone to play this role, you'll have to find someone else."
He didn't answer directly.
Instead, he just stared at me for a few seconds, which felt like an eternity, before finally saying, "Fight me, and see who will be the victim."
I stiffened. "You will not touch my son." I hissed sharply.
"Well, I won't, but try to think ... what would Pascha Romanov do?"
And then he left me standing at the far end of the room with my head buzzing chaotically.
The San Francisco night sky blanketed the building with a faint glow of stars. Classical music plays softly, accompanying formal conversation and laughter that is quieter than the afternoon party.The remaining guests were now exclusive circle heirs to business dynasties, investment partners, and a few figures who often graced the front pages of the world's economic magazines.I sat at one of the tables near the corner, feeling like a stranger despite being from the same family.Ben had brought Max home, just like I asked. I needed him away from all this intrigue. Without Max, I felt lighter but also a little bereft of the anchor that used to hold me together.Jullian Warren sat across from me, dressed in a dark grey suit that was too perfect to look like a window display. He spoke at length about the ambitious projects his family managed, his face full of confidence. But all I could think was how monotonous his voice sounded. Every word that came out of his mouth felt like a business
No.This cannot be.I backed away slowly, feeling the throbbing in my heart speed up.It felt like a crushing weight was pinning me down, pressing so hard on my chest that I could barely breathe—like being buried alive with no way out. The room was quiet except for the steady rhythm of his deep, even breaths, a sound that told me he was still fast asleep.But I can't calm down.I couldn't stay here.I took a deep breath, trying to quell the mounting panic. My body felt sticky, my hair was disheveled, and the dress I wore last night was no longer on me. I couldn’t stop trembling, my body betraying me as a rush of anxiety tangled with embarrassment crashed over me like a rogue wave, leaving me unsteady and exposed."Focus, Bell," I whispered to myself, though my voice sounded shaky.I pulled the blanket up to cover my body, stepping slowly to the side of the bed. The wooden floor beneath me was cold, and my every movement felt like a time bomb that could wake him up at any moment.I did
At the dining table facing the glass wall, the light of nine o'clock in the morning flowed softly, touching the wooden floor with a thin warmth. I sat with a cup of coffee in my hand, its bitter aroma piercing my sense of smell and slowly infiltrating my mind. But the calming effect I was hoping for didn't come."So, how was the party last night?" Ben emerged from the hallway, his black hair a mess, and the pajama shirt and shorts he was wearing showed how relaxed this morning was for him.I didn't turn around, just stared straight at my cup. "Nothing special," I replied in a bland tone."Nothing special?" He pulled up a chair opposite me, his voice laced with skepticism. "That's not Grandpa's style. So, what's the latest political scheme he's devised for you, then?"I forced a small smile, shrugging. "He introduced me to Julian Warren.""Julian?" he frowned, then gave a short laugh. "The eldest son of the Warren family? The guy who always looks like he's trying way too hard to be "co
Kylie lowered her coffee cup loudly onto a small saucer, making a clinking sound that attracted the attention of several guests at the following table.Her eyes widened, her gaze lingering on my face. "I hope this is a joke,"Aurora leaned closer to me, "Belly, you know how they treat you. Why would you even consider going to that party?"I leaned back into the chair, my hand holding the glass of tea I hadn't touched. "I have no choice. Grandpa gave me an ultimatum, and I knew if I didn't go, I'd be putting Max in danger. They... they threatened to bring his name to the Romanov family.""Of course, they'll use Max to force you. Typical of a family that only cares about their big name. They haven't changed a bit." Kylie snorted.Aurora touched my arm. "Is everything okay? What happened there?"I looked down, letting the memory of the party invade my mind. "Well, they had a lot of questions and were, obviously, surprised by Max. Papa and Mama barely spoke to me, they’re.... still very c
“Miss Moguel?” The voice of the man who had been asking about technical constraints broke the ice that was choking me. “Can you explain more about risk mitigation in this implementation?”I tried to concentrate. My lips trembled slightly when I opened my mouth, but no sound came at first. It felt like this whole room was shrinking, the sound of Pascha's faint laughter echoing in my mind, even though he hadn't said anything.Mr. Grant turned to me, his eyebrows raised in slight concern. “Belva, please.”"I’m sorry." I nodded quickly, forcing myself to stand up straight again.I stared blankly at the screen for a few seconds, taking a deep breath before pressing the remote to display the next slide.“As I explained earlier,” I began, but the scratchy feeling in my throat made the voice hoarse. I closed my mouth for a moment and took another breath. “Our team has considered various risks in implementing this technology. In the event of operational disruptions, such as data inaccuracies o
I made it out of the meeting room, looking for an opening while Mr. Grant and the other directors were discussing outside this project with the man who destroyed me five years ago.I walked quickly, almost running out of the meeting room. It felt like there was a hole in my chest, an invisible pressure that kept pushing out. My body felt burning, even though the air in the office hallway was supposed to be cold. My footsteps echoed, but I didn't care.All I had in my head was one word: get out.Once I reached the small pantry at the end of the corridor, I opened the glass cabinet and grabbed a glass. My hands trembled slightly as I poured water from the dispenser.The cold water touched my lips and down my throat, giving me the temporary relief I desperately needed.I closed my eyes, trying to catch my breath.I took a deep breath, letting it out slowly, trying to calm the storm swirling inside my head. Why was he here? What was he doing on this project? What does it all mean? How cou
I sat on a cane chair on the balcony, looking at the coastline. The midday sun reflected golden sparkles on the waves rolling gently towards the sand. The cool coastal breeze blew through my hair, but I still felt like I was burning—not by the sun's heat, but by the thoughts that hadn't stopped tearing at my composure since this morning's meeting.In front of me, Max sat in his little chair, a spoon in his tiny hands, busily digging into the lasagna on his plate. His round cheeks moved as he chewed enthusiastically, his little legs dangling over the edge of the chair. Every time he looked at me, he smiled widely, like there was no sinner in the world."Mommy, the lasagna is so good!" he said happily, jolting me out of the dark vortex of thoughts shackling me.I forced myself to smile. "Really? Mommy made it, especially for you, Max. If you like it, I will be so happy."He nodded vigorously, his spoon back in action. I watched him eat, trying to hold on to the fact that he was the reas
A shimmering black car pulled up right in front of my house, evoking an inevitable feeling of awkwardness. Through the window, I saw a man get out of the driver's side. His dark gray suit was too perfect, and his hair was neatly combed in an almost too deliberate manner.Julian Warren.I take a deep breath before opening the door, trying to control the lingering anger from this damn order.I open the door, and Julian steps over with his big smile."Belva," he greeted in a cheerful tone that was a little too contrived. "I hope I wasn't too abrupt."I smiled slightly, more out of formality than warmth. "No, I've already been told by Grandpa.""Ah, yes," he said with a small nod, his eyes briefly sweeping over my house with undue curiosity. Then he looked me up and down. "Belva," he said, his smile growing wider as his eyes returned to mine. "You look fantastic tonight."I swallowed a long breath, trying to contain my annoyance. "Thank you," I replied shortly.Formality was my only refug
The darkness wrapped around me like a soft blanket, bringing a warmth that was so familiar and soothing. My body felt light, drowning in unexplainable comfort. The faint scent of sandalwood and the traces of warmth around me made me want to stay here forever, away from all the chaos in the real world.Among my wavering consciousness, I felt something—a soft touch like a butterfly's wing on my cheek, a small peck that was almost a whisper.Warm breath touched my skin, creating a peaceful sensation that slowly made me smile in my sleep.This warmth is so familiar as if I recognized it long ago but can't remember the last time I felt it.I let out a long breath, my body relaxing even more in that cozy embrace. Unconsciously, I drew closer to the source of that warmth, letting myself sink further into this peace. There was no pain, no worry—just warmth and soothing darkness.:::The morning sunlight pierced through the thin curtains, illuminating the room with warm rays that reflected off
As the elevator doors opened with a soft thud, Pascha immediately grabbed my hand, leading me out without giving me a chance to rebel.My high heels clashed with the shiny marble floor, and I had to half-run to keep up with his long strides. The room was part of the VVIP hotel, the highest floor in the building, with a glass wall that provided a view of the city of San Francisco and the beach in the distance.However, I didn't have time to notice the beauty."Let. Me. Go!" I tried to stop my steps, but he only tightened his grip on my wrist, forcing me to follow his steps."What do you want from me?" I shouted, my breathing heavy with emotion mixed with exhaustion. My body stiffened as he stopped in front of a large door, took a key card from his pocket, and opened the door with a swift motion.He didn't answer. Instead, he pulled me into a spacious room with modern interiors and elegant neutral colors. The door closed with a click behind me, trapping us both inside the space.I twist
The night was falling. The sky outside was dark, with stars faintly visible through the window curtains. Aurora stood behind me, concentrating on fixing my hair, while I sat in front of the mirror with my body slightly tense."So he really said he would take Max away from you?" Aurora's voice broke the silence.I nodded slowly, staring at our reflection in the mirror. "Yeah. He's not messing around, Ara."Aurora paused for a moment, her lips drawn into a thin line, then quickly picked up a hairpin to tighten the bun she was making. "That guy is really... ugh, I don't have words bad enough to describe him.""We can make a list of curse words if you want," Kyara interrupted from the doorway, folding her arms across her chest. "Pascha Romanov is shameless. How dare he show up after five years and immediately feel he has a right to Max."I let out a long sigh, looking at Aurora, who was busy with my hair again. "You know, I loved him once too. I mean, I... I still don't know what he reall
PRESENT The darkness was so peaceful, wrapping me like a soft blanket that hugged me tightly. I felt my body light, without the haunting pain like before.In my sleep, I felt a familiar warmth, a firm and protective embrace, like an anchor amid a storm. The steady heartbeat, the deep breathing—all of it gave me unexplainable comfort.Like returning home after years of being lost.I don't want to wake up. Here, in this warmth, all my worries disappeared. I let myself sink deeper, letting time pass without a care in the world.But finally, reality pulled me back.Slowly, my eyes opened. The soft light of the morning sun infiltrated through the thick window curtains. The unfamiliar white ceiling greeted my sight, and I realized my head was no longer as heavy as before. But, there was a light throbbing in my stomach, a reminder of all the emotions and pain I had gone through.I blinked a few times, trying to understand where I was. This room was... large, with elegant modern furniture. T
FLASHBACKCampus was filled with students preparing for our end-of-semester exams. In a quieter corner of the study room, I sat with my head resting on the desk, my hands pressed against my stomach. It felt like a fire burning inside my stomach, consuming every bit of energy I had.“Why are you so stupid, Bel?” Mikaela sat on the chair next to me, looking at me with a half-worried, half-exasperated expression. She snapped a finger in front of my face. “I told you yesterday, don't drink too much coffee, you know your body isn't built for it.”“I have to study,” I muttered weakly. “You know, this IT major is no joke. Those codes won't compile themselves.”“And your body won't heal itself either if you keep treating it like this!” Aurora, sitting next to Mikaela, chimed in while shaking her head. She thrust a mineral water bottle at me. “Drink this. You look like you're going to faint.”I took the bottle with trembling hands, trying to swallow some water even though my stomach felt too f
"Mommy!" My heart leapt into my throat as Max's voice broke my trance. He exclaimed excitedly, waving his little arms from where he stood. Wet sand clung to his knees, and his face shone as brightly as the afternoon sun.I wanted to turn around and run away before everything unfolded, but it was already too late. Pascha turned his head slowly towards me, and the cold gaze he cast made my body stiff.He stood up, with his hands still clutching the small shovel. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Max running towards me, leaving a small trail in the sand. But I can only focus on Pascha—his sharp, dagger-like gaze, filled with something I can't quite decipher, maybe anger, maybe shock, or even both."Mommy, look, Daddy and I made a big sand castle!" Max said in a voice full of pride, his little hands pointing toward the big hole they had just dug.I was stunned.The world seemed to spin slowly. The word "Daddy" echoed in my head, destroying all the walls of defence I had painstakingly bu
I stepped into the small kitchen in the corner of the office, the lingering aroma of coffee from the morning still hanging in the air. The room was quiet, only my footsteps echoing on the tiled floor. It was almost peaceful—almost, as my mind remained filled with Carlos Moguel Sr's threatening voice that kept repeating like an echo in my head.The kitchen was simple but functional, with a modern coffee machine that was a favorite of the whole team. I filled my cup with black coffee, trying to enjoy a quiet moment in the middle of a busy day. The fragrant aroma of the coffee helped calm my mind a little.Heavy footsteps could be heard approaching, and without turning around, I knew who had just walked into the room.I sighed tiredly. Is it too much to ask for one day ... where I don’t have to deal with him?"You must be excited after discovering that I'm your neighbor."I let out a long sigh, trying to stop myself from slamming the coffee cup in my hand to his face. Pascha stood in t
My heart felt like it had stopped.Pascha's gaze cut through me, piercing like a merciless dagger. The air around me felt heavy, and I found myself unable to move, let alone speak."I can't believe it," I muttered, more to myself than anyone else in the room."Neither do I," Pascha replied, his slight smile growing more disturbing. "The world is smaller than I thought."I forced myself to take a deep breath, trying to get a grip on myself. But, my mind was in turmoil. He is here.Not just at work, not just in the Lantum Mining project that was already torturing me enough, but now also next door to my house. A place that should be a safe space for me—for Max.Max.My mind immediately jumped to the boy, imagining his cheerful face this morning, showing off the Porsche mini car he received from Clara’s uncle. I bite my lip, trying to hold back the worry that suddenly hits me like a big wave.What if Pascha see him? What if he knew? "Mr. Romanov, we've come to discuss about your complain
It's getting late, and the coastal breeze feels cooler as Julian and I leave the shop. My house isn't far from here, just a few minutes' walk, so I decided to walk instead."I can handle walking, you know," I shoot him a quick look.He shoved his hands into his pockets, a sly grin tugging at the corners of his mouth. "Guess that makes me your chaperone tonight. Gotta keep the tradition alive, right?"I snorted softly, stepping down the sandy path that led to the beach. The sound of the waves was a constant backdrop, completing the cozy silence between us."You don't have to do this," I said again, though inwardly, I didn't mind his presence."I know," he replied casually. "But I want it."We walked in silence for a while, our steps matching the sound of the occasionally louder waves as the water reached the shore. The moonlight reflected off the surface of the water, giving it an almost magical atmosphere."I think you misunderstood me."I turned to him, slightly surprised by his seri