The ride to the party site felt like a scene from an all-too-real nightmare.
Max sat in the back, humming his favourite song, oblivious to the tension that filled the air ahead. Ben drove calmly, occasionally glancing at me out of the corner of his eye.
I was silent, looking out the window. The usually bustling streets of San Francisco felt empty, and my mind drifted away. I couldn't resist the call.
I was very aware. Our family : The Moguel family is one of the most powerful in Latin America and the United States. Grandpa had me by the neck, and my neck would snap if I ignored his ultimatum.
Max.
Max was everything. Max was my life, and I wouldn't let anyone touch him.
When we arrived at the large building with white marble pillars, my stomach felt like it was being churned. Guests dressed in luxurious outfits were seen entering gracefully. The sound of laughter and clinking glasses could be heard faintly in the distance.
"Are you ready?" asked Ben, turning his body to look at me after turning off the car engine.
I swallowed, my hands gripping the ends of my small bag until my knuckles turned white. "No, I'm not. But we still have to go in."
Max jumped out of the car, pulling my hand excitedly. "Come on, Mommy, I want to know who's there."
I followed his little steps, trying to catch my breath. Inside, I knew our extended family would greet me—with assessing glances, cold smiles, and perhaps, sharp whispers in the corners of the room.
And what scares me the most: they would see Max.
I held Max's hand tighter as if his small strength could shift some of my weight. By my side, Ben walked confidently like a shield ready to protect. When the large doors opened, the noise of the party immediately attacked, accompanied by the scent of expensive flowers and champagne.
The sound of clinking glasses stopped for a moment as we stepped inside. Guests turned their heads, some whispering softly, but the most striking look belonged to a woman in a burgundy dress standing not far from us.
My aunt, Herna.
"Belva?" she exclaimed in a half-disbelieving tone. She stared at me for a moment before rushing over. Her arms outstretched, her eyes glazed over. "Oh my God, Bell-Bell. It's really you!"
I didn't even have time to reply before she hugged me tightly, almost breaking my breath. Her body was small, but her strength never changed. The scent of her signature perfume brought me back to my childhood.
"I thought I'd never see you again," she whispered, her voice cracking with emotion.
I smiled stiffly, feeling the whole room watching us. Max hid behind my body, wrapping his arms around my legs awkwardly. "Hello, Tia Herna."
She backed away slightly, holding my face with both hands, her eyes scanning every inch of my face. "You're still the same," she said softly before her gaze fell on Max. "And who is this?"
"My name is Max!" he said cheerfully, though there was a hint of nervousness in his voice. He thrust out his little hand like a little gentleman.
"Oh, my God," Aunt Herna laughed, tears of joy falling from the corners of her eyes. "Belva, he's like a miniature Pascha. Is this your son?"
My heart skipped a beat at the name again. I nodded slowly. "Yes. This is my son."
Her reaction seemed to be a signal to the other families. Within seconds, I was surrounded by familiar faces, faces I hadn't seen in five years.
The questions came thick and fast.
"When did you come back?"
"Why didn't you ever call us?"
"Max? Do you have a kid?!"
I smiled a little, trying to answer as best I could without feeling too claustrophobic. Ben stood a short distance away, giving me space but staying alert, making sure I wasn't overwhelmed. Max, on the other hand, enjoyed the attention, answering every question with the innocence and confidence of a child.
But, in the midst of that warmth, there were two figures who didn't move. My Mama and Papa stood in the corner of the room, watching from a distance. Their faces were flat, but their eyes were sharp as if stripping every inch of me.
When the crowd began to die down, Aunt Herna introduced Max to some other relatives. I stood in the centre of the room, feeling their cold stares closing in.
My Papa was the first to speak.
"Five years." His voice was heavy, low, and piercing. "Five years you disappeared, and you chose to show up here like this."
I lifted my chin slightly, trying to look stronger than I felt. "Grandpa wanted me to come."
"Yes, of course," Mama interrupted. Her tone was sharp, full of sarcasm. "Because you'll only listen to him, not us."
I held my breath. The old feelings I'd been harbouring were starting to resurface—the pain, the anger, the regret. But I don't want to explode here, not in front of everyone, and especially not in front of Max.
"I'm here, right?" I finally said. "I don't want to prolong the problem."
"Trouble?" Mom squinted, her steps coming closer until she was almost standing eye-to-eye with me." Do you think you just left a small problem, Chica? You ran away from St Sophia. You left Pascha just like that. You destroyed our family in front of everyone."
I clasped my hands tightly, trying to hold back the trembling that was starting to appear. "It's none of your business. It's my life."
"Your life?" Papa snorted softly. "Your life? You don't even know what it means to live without this family name."
"We gave you everything. Education, connections, a bright future. And what did you do? You throw it away because of... what, Belva? Ego?" Mama added.
I couldn't answer. Not because I didn't have an answer but because their words pierced too deep, opening old wounds that never really healed. Ben appeared beside me, his hand touching my shoulder as a reminder that I wasn't alone. But despite his presence, I knew this fight was mine alone.
"If you guys have something to say, just say it. I won't let you make my son feel unwanted."
And with that, I turned away, leaving them standing in the centre of the room, carrying all their silence and judgment with me.
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The rooftop sky turned a soft orange hue as the sun slowly sank behind the tall buildings of San Francisco. The cool afternoon breeze carried the scent of flowers that were beautifully arranged in every corner of this open space. I sat at a slightly secluded table, trying to savour the peaceful moment after the previous tension.
But, the tranquillity was interrupted by the voice of my cousin, Miranda, who was already half-drunk and talking at the speed of a jet engine.
"So, Bell-Bell, I have to say... it's pretty CRAZY that you showed up again after five years. I mean, I thought you moved to Mars or something!" Miranda laughed so hard that her champagne glass almost spilled. "And look at you now. You look great! Seriously, you should share your secrets. Is it because you live in San Francisco? The air here makes people glow, huh?"
I smiled a little, swirling my water glass lazily in my hand. "Probably because I work too much," I replied shortly, hoping it would be enough to stop her little interrogation.
But Miranda never knew when to stop.
"And Max! Oh my God, he's like a miniature Romanov and I have to say, Ben is really amazing as a babysitter. I mean, look at them!" she pointed in the other direction of the rooftop, where Max was being carried by Ben, while Aunt Herna stood beside them with a loving smile.
Max looked happy, his eyes twinkling as he told Ben and Aunt Herna about something. It was a perfect little moment, but I couldn't really enjoy it with Miranda babbling in my ear.
I tried to focus my attention on Max, letting Miranda's voice drown in the background. The boy was like a source of light in the middle of a room full of family politics and hidden agendas.
But my happiness was cut short when I saw a figure I knew all too well walk over.
Grandpa.
Carlos Moguel appeared like a ghost among the other guests, dressed in a perfectly dark suit that made him seem even colder than usual. His gaze was sharp, like the eyes of an eagle always ready to grab its prey.
I felt my body stiffen as he approached our table. Miranda immediately shut up, realizing the presence of the figure that could not be ignored.
"Belva," he said, his voice low but full of authority. "I want to talk to you."
I stood up slowly, giving Miranda a small nod before following Grandpa to a quieter corner of the rooftop. I already knew this wasn't going to be a pleasant conversation.
"Look at you now," he said, his eyes sweeping over my body with an expression that was hard to interpret. "I heard you were quite successful in San Francisco. That's good. It shows that our family blood is still flowing in you."
I didn't reply. I just stared at him warily, waiting for what he would say next. Grandpa never spoke without reason.
"The party will continue until later in the evening and there is Warren's family coming. They are one of the most influential families in New York, and they are interested in establishing a closer relationship with us."
My heart started beating faster. I knew where this was going.
"I'd like you to meet their eldest son, Julian Warren," he continued expressionlessly. "He's a bright, talented young man with a great vision for the future. I'm sure you'll like him. This is a great opportunity to strengthen our family's position."
I shook my head softly, trying to keep my voice calm. "I'm not interested in being introduced to anyone, let alone for business reasons."
His eyes narrowed; his expression remained calm, but his voice became colder. "This isn't just about you. It's about our family. You may not care about your last name, but I do. And I'm not going to let you mess up this opportunity."
I felt the heat in my chest, but I held it in. "I'm old enough to make my own decision. I won't be a puppet for the family business. AGAIN.”
His expression turned sharp, but he didn't show anger in an explosive way. "You've made enough messes in your life. Your decision five years ago almost destroyed this family's reputation. Don't think I'll let you repeat that mistake. AGAIN."
I felt my chest tighten, but I forced myself to fight it. "I'm not a child anymore. If you want someone to play this role, you'll have to find someone else."
He didn't answer directly.
Instead, he just stared at me for a few seconds, which felt like an eternity, before finally saying, "Fight me, and see who will be the victim."
I stiffened. "You will not touch my son." I hissed sharply.
"Well, I won't, but try to think ... what would Pascha Romanov do?"
And then he left me standing at the far end of the room with my head buzzing chaotically.
The San Francisco night sky blanketed the building with a faint glow of stars. Classical music plays softly, accompanying formal conversation and laughter that is quieter than the afternoon party.The remaining guests were now exclusive circle heirs to business dynasties, investment partners, and a few figures who often graced the front pages of the world's economic magazines.I sat at one of the tables near the corner, feeling like a stranger despite being from the same family.Ben had brought Max home, just like I asked. I needed him away from all this intrigue. Without Max, I felt lighter but also a little bereft of the anchor that used to hold me together.Jullian Warren sat across from me, dressed in a dark grey suit that was too perfect to look like a window display. He spoke at length about the ambitious projects his family managed, his face full of confidence. But all I could think was how monotonous his voice sounded. Every word that came out of his mouth felt like a business
No.This cannot be.I backed away slowly, feeling the throbbing in my heart speed up.It felt like a crushing weight was pinning me down, pressing so hard on my chest that I could barely breathe—like being buried alive with no way out. The room was quiet except for the steady rhythm of his deep, even breaths, a sound that told me he was still fast asleep.But I can't calm down.I couldn't stay here.I took a deep breath, trying to quell the mounting panic. My body felt sticky, my hair was disheveled, and the dress I wore last night was no longer on me. I couldn’t stop trembling, my body betraying me as a rush of anxiety tangled with embarrassment crashed over me."Focus, Bell,"I pulled the blanket up to cover my body, stepping slowly to the side of the bed. The wooden floor beneath me was cold, and my every movement felt like a time bomb that could wake him up at any moment.I didn't dare look back, I didn't dare make sure he stayed asleep. All I could think about was one thing: getti
At the dining table facing the glass wall, I sat with a cup of coffee in my hand, its bitter aroma piercing my sense of smell and slowly infiltrating my mind. "So, how was the party?" asked Ben, his black hair a mess, and the pajama shirt and shorts he was wearing showed how relaxed this morning was for him.I didn't turn around, just stared straight at my cup. "Nothing special,""Nothing special?" He pulled up a chair opposite me, his voice laced with skepticism. "That's not Grandpa's style. So, what's the latest political scheme he's devised for you, then?"I forced a smile. "He introduced me to Julian Warren.""Julian?" he gave a short laugh. "The eldest son of the Warrens? The guy who always looks like he's trying way too hard to be "cool"? That guy? What's the plan this time to organize a business wedding?"I gave him a flat look, doing my best to ignore the knot tightening in my chest. "You know Grandpa. He thinks Julian and I are perfect for... fortalecer la alianza familiar—li
Kyara lowered her coffee cup loudly onto a small saucer, making a clinking sound that attracted the attention of several guests at the following table.Her eyes widened, her gaze lingering on my face. "I hope this is a joke,"Aurora leaned closer to me, "Belly, you know how they treat you. Why would you even consider going to that party?"I leaned back into the chair, my hand holding the glass of tea I hadn't touched. "I have no choice. Grandpa gave me an ultimatum, and I knew if I didn't go, I'd be putting Max in danger. They... they threatened to bring his name to the Romanov family.""Of course, they'll use Max to force you. Typical of a family that only cares about their big name. They haven't changed a bit." Kyara snorted.Aurora touched my arm. "Is everything okay? What happened there?"I looked down, letting the memory of the party invade my mind. "Well, they had a lot of questions and were, obviously, surprised by Max. Papa and Mama barely spoke to me, they’re.... still very co
I arrived at the office precisely fifteen minutes before the meeting with Lantum Mining. My heart pounded like a war drum in my chest. I piled all the files on my desk, trying to focus on the presentation slides that I had prepared overnight"Focus, Belva. Don't mess it up," I whisper to myself, wiping my damp palms on the sides of my work skirt.A knock on the door startled me. Jess, Mr. Grant's assistant, stood up with a faint smile. "Mr. Grant asks you to get ready. Ten minutes."I nodded, my mouth too dry to reply. While she left, my eyes stared at my reflection on the dead computer screen. My face was tense, and the tired lines under my eyes couldn't lie.I straightened my blazer, grabbed the presentation file, and walked briskly to the meeting room. My heels press against the marble floor with a tick-tock sound that sneaks up to my heart.The main meeting room with glass walls that almost wholly overlooked the city of San Francisco was already partially filled with participants.
“Miss Moguel?” The voice of the man who had been asking about technical constraints broke the ice that was choking me. “Can you explain more about risk mitigation in this implementation?”I tried to concentrate. My lips trembled slightly when I opened my mouth, but no sound came at first. It felt like this whole room was shrinking, the sound of Pascha's faint laughter echoing in my mind, even though he hadn't said anything.Mr. Grant turned to me, his eyebrows raised in slight concern. “Belva, please.”"I’m sorry." I nodded quickly, forcing myself to stand up straight again.I stared blankly at the screen for a few seconds, taking a deep breath before pressing the remote to display the next slide.“As I explained earlier,” I began, but the scratchy feeling in my throat made the voice hoarse. I closed my mouth for a moment and took another breath. “Our team has considered various risks in implementing this technology. In the event of operational disruptions, such as data inaccuracies or
“But isn't it...” He continued, folding his arms across his chest, “A team like that needs a leader who is not only smart but also... strong under pressure?”The whole room was silent, and I knew he wasn't just asking. He wanted to test me, to see if I was still the girl who had left him at the altar five years ago and whether I could still stand up under his pressure.I knew how Pascha always played with the people around him. Testing and testing. It was like he was the master of every game, while everything around him was just a pawn.And this time, I was the pawn.“Of course,” I replied, forcing a slight smile that didn't fully reach my eyes. “Pressure is part of the job, and I'm used to dealing with it.” I let the words hang, gauging his reaction.Pascha didn't answer right away. Instead, he leaned back in his chair. His cold eyes looked at me, then slowly toward the documents on the table before him. He held up one piece of paper, twirling the end between his fingers.“Interesting
“Belva!”I turned my head sharply, my hand raised on its own.A hard slap landed on his face before I could think.Pascha stood still for a moment, his hand still gripping my arm. He touched his cheek with his free hand, then, instead of anger, he chuckled—low, deep, provoking. But his gaze was piercing, like he was trying to strip away every wall I'd built over the past five years.I held my breath, trying to break free from his grasp.“So many things have changed, Bee?” he said, a lopsided smile gracing his face. “Five years ago, you were just running. On the night three days ago you were still moaning my name. Now? You slapped me. I like this new version.”My blood boiled. I jerked at his hand, forcing myself to stand straight even though my body shook angrily. “You don't know anything about me, Pascha.”“Oh, I know a lot,” he retorted casually, but his eyes blazed with provocation. “I know the girl who stood at the altar five years ago didn't dare to say what she thought. But now..
After a hearty lunch, Max couldn't keep still. He ran outside onto the wooden terrace that overlooked the vast and breathtaking view of the Alps."Daddy, look at that!" Max pointed to a small lake glistening in the afternoon sun. "Can we go down there? I want to touch the water!"Pascha, who stood beside him with his hands in his pants pockets, just smiled. "You know the water must be really cold, right?""But I can wear gloves!" Max insisted.I sat on a patio chair, enjoying the cool breeze that carried the scent of the pine forest. From here, the view was perfect. Mountains with snowy peaks looming in the distance, green valleys sprawling across the landscape, and small cabins scattered across the foothills. The clear blue sky was cloudless, making everything feel like a living painting.Max runs around the terrace, jumping between the wooden chairs and occasionally climbing onto the guardrail to peer further. Pascha stayed nearby, his eyes alert whenever Max got too excited.I let
I was still in between consciousness and sleep when faint voices began to piercing my mind."Daddy, Daddy, look at Mommy. She's sleeping so peacefully," I heard Max whisper. "She's like a Sleeping Beauty."Pascha chuckled lowly. "That's true. But, you know what's more interesting?" he also whispered.Max was silent for a moment. "What?"I could feel them both looking at me."When she wakes up, she turns into a dragon."Max let out a small laugh. "You mean, Mommy's grumpy, daddy?""No," Pascha sighed dramatically, "it's worse. Mommy is a perfectionist. She can nag longer than you can talk about Transformers."Max snorted. "I never stop talking about Transformers.""Exactly."I wanted to glare and say that I could hear them, but my eyes felt too comfortable to open."Daddy, have you ever seen Mommy get really mad?""Hmm... a lot." He replied.Max chuckled, his voice getting farther away. "I think I know. Mommy will get mad if we don't wake her up.""Oh no, Maximus," Pascha whispered, hi
Max tiptoed on my lap when the car stopped before the hangar, almost making me lose my balance."Daddy, come on! I want to see the plane!" he exclaimed, his hands gripping my shoulders firmly. “UP!"Pascha turned off the car engine and turned to Max. "You can get off by yourself, right?"Max glared like Pascha had just said the most absurd thing in the world. "No! I want to be carried!"Before I could say anything, Pascha exited the car, walked to our side, and opened the passenger door. Max immediately raised both hands without hesitation towards his father, urging him like a spoiled child."Come on, carry me now!"Pascha easily lifted Max's tiny body into his arms. "All right, Little Master. What else do you want?"Max looked up at Pascha with sparkling eyes, resting his chin on his father's shoulder. "I want you to be my tour guide. I want a tour on your plane.""Max, that's not a tour plane." I said.Max ignored me, still staring enthusiastically at Pascha. "Come on, I want to see
I sat on the sofa, staring at the suitcases that were already arranged near the door. I've finished packing all my things, Max's clothes, everything we need for this trip. But somehow, I still couldn't believe I had agreed to go.In front of me, Max was still in Pascha's arms, busy babbling endlessly about everything he wanted to do in the Alps. "I want to see cows with bells! And I want to ride the cable car! And then... and then I want to try the cheese with the holes! Daddy, did you know that cheese really has holes? I saw it in a cartoon, but I'm not sure it's real!"Pascha chuckled, stroking Max's hair. "It's real, Max. You can see and try it for yourself later."Max immediately gave a small cheer, his hands waving in excitement. "YES! I want to eat cheese on a mountain!"I sighed, leaning back against the sofa. I still felt weird about this decision. It was because this trip was never in my plans, and it was the fact that I would be spending time in the same place as Pascha for
Max was still busy playing with his expensive robots on the dining room. I started tidying up the dirty dishes.I tied my hair up carelessly, then picked up the empty glass in front of Pascha, who was still sitting on the dining table chair, busy with his phone."Mommy, I want to stay here again!" he said, like he’s afraid I would force him to go home."Oh? Not going home?"Max shook his head vigorously, holding up his Transformers robot excitedly. "I still want to play with my robots!"I narrowed my eyes. "And you don’t want playing with Mommy?"Max bit his lip, seeming to consider something, then finally said, "But you have to work. I want to play!""Okay, then." I snorted, crossing my arms over my chest. "But if you don't shower by afternoon, I'll drag you home, Maxime."He immediately wrinkled his nose. "Don't call me Maxime! You know I like Maximus better!"I chuckled, then ruffled his hair before turning to leave.My house was next door, so leaving him here all day was no big de
The exhaustion struck so hard that I felt like my body no longer belonged to me. Every muscle in my body was so relaxed that every inch of my skin could still feel the residual warmth that had just filled the space between us.I drowned in the sensation, letting sleepiness pull me deeper and deeper into a formless world where the only thing that existed was the warmth surrounding me.There was a big, solid body behind me, his burly arms curled around my waist, locking me in an embrace that felt more secure than it should. His chest rose and fell in a deep rhythm, his breath warm against my nape.Pascha.I squirmed slightly, not to move away, but to better acclimatize myself to his body. Unconsciously, I leaned closer, letting my back rest tightly against his chest, letting his arms tighten their embrace around me.I don't know how long I slept so soundly. There was only warm darkness, and I could only realize that my body was drowning in contentment and exhaustion, letting time pass w
His hands crept to my waist, and then, swiftly, he lifted me. My feet slipped off the floor, and I wrapped my arms around his neck.My breath catches, but he doesn't allow me to pull away. His kiss deepened, his tongue exploring my mouth. I can feel every muscle in his body tense, holding my weight easily as if I were nothing more than a feather. My dangling legs were now held by him, his large hands wrapped around my thighs, pulling me even closer. My body is pressed against his, and I can feel every curve, every heat radiating from him. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think. There is only him. There is only this. My fingers slipping into his still slightly wet hair. The world around me seemed to disappear. The rain was still pouring outside, the cold night air, and even the sound of my little heart screaming to stop vanished. All that was left was him and the heat that continued to burn between us. I'm falling deeper into something I shouldn't feel, into someone I shouldn't touch.
I stood by my bedroom window, arms crossed over my chest, staring out with furrowed brows. It was raining heavily outside.Pascha's house stood firmly next to mine, its bright lights indicating its owner were inside.But still...This feeling didn't go away.I bit my lip, looking at the phone screen for the umpteenth time. There was no reply. No incoming calls. I've sent more than one message all day.I waited, hoping he would answer one with a short sentence like 'Max is fine' or 'You worry too much'.But so far?Just silence.And I hated it.Clara appeared in the doorway, running a hand through her hair, which was still damp from her shower."Are you sure you won't just call him?" she said, leaning against the door frame.I grunted, tapped my fingertips against my phone, and finally pressed the call button reluctantly.The dial tone sounded.Once.Twice.Three times.I tapped my nails on the table, waiting for Pascha's distinctive voice to answer from the other side. But...There wa
I walked out of the meeting room. The glass doors automatically closed behind me, letting the faint sounds of my team's conversation fade away as I moved away.The meeting had just finished, and for the first time since this project began, I felt that the big wheels we were pushing were slowly starting to move. Romanov Corporation and Lantum Mining have finally agreed on the specifications for the artificial intelligence-based automation system we will implement at their main mine. Next week, the first phase of testing will begin.I let out a long breath. With all the complex technology, predictive systems, and real-time analytics my team and I had built, this project was the result of months of hard work. And now, everything was finally coming together.My fingers automatically opened my phone. When the screen lights up, my first reflex is to open the messaging app.Me: How's Max? Have you found the Autobot he wants?I sent the message to Pascha and stared at the screen, waiting. The