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Author: Maya East
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No.

This cannot be.

I backed away slowly, feeling the throbbing in my heart speed up.

It felt like a crushing weight was pinning me down, pressing so hard on my chest that I could barely breathe—like being buried alive with no way out. The room was quiet except for the steady rhythm of his deep, even breaths, a sound that told me he was still fast asleep.

But I can't calm down.

I couldn't stay here.

I took a deep breath, trying to quell the mounting panic. My body felt sticky, my hair was disheveled, and the dress I wore last night was no longer on me. I couldn’t stop trembling, my body betraying me as a rush of anxiety tangled with embarrassment crashed over me.

"Focus, Bell,"

I pulled the blanket up to cover my body, stepping slowly to the side of the bed. The wooden floor beneath me was cold, and my every movement felt like a time bomb that could wake him up at any moment.

I didn't dare look back, I didn't dare make sure he stayed asleep. All I could think about was one thing: getti
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