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2024-10-29 19:42:56Scars are to be embraced not humiliated.
For the very lines on a caterpillar that are ridiculed as ugly one day.
Form into the scales of a butterfly that are desired and appreciated.
- suzangill©
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"How would it have mattered Ethan?"
She asks, staring into his eyes. Making his fingers to caress her waist with his thumb.
"You didn't even trust me enough to tell me Vivian."
"It was as much of my child as it was yours."
"I was it's father dammit!'
She breathes heavily, getting up to make his fingers drop from her waist.
"A father who was in love with another women Ethan"
"A father who left his mother for her."
"A father who called me a whore!!"
He closes his eyes, breathing heavily.
To start again in desperation."But I didn't knew Vivian!"
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