Yet, what a fool I was to forget that oxygen is a must for a fire
And I was already dead from the inside ."
- suzangill
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Vivian steps out of the shower, with a towel wrapped around her wet hair.
Humming the music to her favourite song when suddenly she goes silent.Her eyes fixed at the figure sitting on her bed, with a book in his hand.
"What are you doing here?"
She asks , suddenly conscious of the robe wrapped around her body.
He looks up from the book at her from above his specs frame, which were balanced on his perfect greek nose.
"Reading Vivian. What kind of stupid question is this?"
"Yes I know. But why are you reading here!"
And he gives her a duh look, looking back into the pages of the book.
She can't share a room with him, especially not after he screamed at her earlier.
She didn't wanted h
They exit the hospital with Vivian's phone ringing in her pocket.She takes it out, to see Elijah's number flashings.It's been days since she last met him.Looking at Ethan,who seemed busy on his own business talk. She picks it up."Hey""Don't hey me Viv! It's been almost a week. And you didn't even once called me!""Ehh I am sorry Eli. I..I have just been busy.""I don't know. I am coming to pick you up today. I want to talk to you regarding something important.Be ready.""No wait Eli listen...I.. I am no longer in our old house.""We have shifted to Lockwood Estate."There is silence on the other side, when he exclaims suddenly."What! But why! And why am I getting to know about this now?""Something urgent came up Eli. I will tell you later.""Okay fine. I will come to Lockwood's estate to pick you up then. Be ready by 7""Umm Okay...okay I will meet-"She didn't g
Ethan took hidden glances at her, she looked tensed about something.Her eyes focussed on the scenery outside , hands wringling together.A habit of hers when she is overthinking about something.That Elijah must have said something to her."What happened?"He asks, making her look up at him. Moving her head in a no."Nothing. Why do you ask?""You look tensed Vivian. Tell me. Did Elijah say something?'She sighs looking outside."He just proposed. He said he wants to marry me."Ethan's knuckles tighten on the steering wheel. But he doesn't speak. Clenching his jaw, he stops himself from speaking anything further."Why don't you like him. He is not a bad person."Ethan scoffs at this. Like? He detested him."Are you seriously asking me this Vivian?"She stares at him. Waiting for an explanation."Yes. I am asking you this. If I remember correctly, he never did anything
"They say may good wins over evil.I say may the one who loves her more wins.For somewhere ,in every heart out there, we all harbour evil." - suzangill .....The waves were coming, and her grip on his wrists tighten."Ethan... please..."She says trying to break free of his arms. To only have his grip tighten around her waist."Let go of your fears Vivian.""You have to."He whispers in her ears. And she closes her eyes. Listening to the waves coming closer and closer.Her heart thumps rapidly and next she knows. The waves crashes on her feet ,to only have her lift her feet in the air, screaming."Ehhhhhhh""Shhh Shh calm down my little Phoenix. Calm down."He says almost lifting her from her waist, her back resting on his front."Lower your feet. Nothing will happen."She gulps, lowering her feet
"I thought a devil like me didn't deserve you.But when I saw the monsters surround you.I knew I had to engulf you." ......They sit on a street restaurant in silence, her eyes taking in the food placed in front, while his fixed at her.Not remembering the last time she looked so excited.Food?Food made her so happy? Well that was easy. Even though, he hated eating street food and he could rarely digest it simply. He came here for her.She dives in the food. Almost moaning in its flavours.Making him remember how she moaned when he used to shower her with kisses, and taking her after it . How her curves would feel-Shi*!He curse in his mind. Stopping himself.How can she so innocently make him feel like this?So ignorant of the thoughts going on in his mind."You are not going to eat?"She asks, and he just show
Elijah wakes up to a throbbing headache, his senses numb as he tries to take notice of his surroundings.He tries moving to only find his hands chained above his head on a wall with shackles.Sh**!He curses thrashing his hands. When he hears a bored voice behind him."It's no use lover boy. You are only gonna hurt yourself."He sees red looking at Delia. Wishing to be set free and strangle her to death."You bit*! I am going to kill you!"He says and she just rolls her eyes, stepping closer to him.Moving her smirking face close to him and smiling."First think of saving yourself. Boss really hates the blood running in your veins.""Who....why have you brought me here?"He asks, looking around at the place that resembles an underground cell.She doesn't say anything, looking at her nails in boredom. Making him literally scream at her."Delia! I asked why the hell am I here!"She lo
"I am not a perfectionist.I am not a saint.I am a disaster covered in veilsI do mistakes,I fall,I love,I hate.Yet whatever I do in life, I do it like a revolutionary, with no restraint." ....The world seemed to have stopped as they stare at each other. Oblivion of the crowd cheering, music blasting and water droplets showering.When suddenly Vivian chuckles, showing him her hand. Covering her giggles with her other hand."What's so funny ?"Ethan asks confused to only have her dismiss him."It's nothing... it's just about what you said..."He pulls her closer to him, making her chuckles to seize.Her excited eyes meeting his calm brown ones."I mean it Vivian. I am serious."Placing her hands on his chest, she nods. Looking up."So you mean to say that you hate me...but you also lov
He places his hand on her back, pulling her to him. Making a gasp to leave her lips."Stop playing games with me my little Phoenix."He whispers near her ear, picking her up effortlessly. Moving his other hand to place it on her thighs and making her lock her legs on his waist."Or I won't be able to stop my beasts from savouring you."His words made a wetness to pool between her legs,and she holds onto his shirt material tightly.Closing her eyes.He walks up the private beach to open the back door of the beach house, entering their room.While she stays still. Clinging onto him with her grip on him tight.Laying her on the bed, he looks at her. And she immediate closes her legs. The action not going unnoticed by him."Is my little Phoenix horny?"He teases, to only have her blush. Lowering her gaze ,she looks at the light making him move closer to her.Getting on top of her."Hmmm stop teasing me Ethan
He stills, his concerned eyes looking at her in disbelief."You remember?"She nods fervently."I....I went underwater and I got a vision...you have to believe me Ethan I swear I-""Shhh"He says, placing her cheek on his chest and hugging her tightly. His arms wrapped around her as she goes silent."I believe you Vivian. I believe you."She couldn't hold it, sobs break through her lips as she holds onto his shirt tightly. Crying."I..was so scared Ethan....Soph...she layed her life to save me.""She died saving me Ethan...just because I couldn't swim.""I am so sorry...I am so sorry."He pulls her closer, letting her get it out. Rubbing her back soothingly while kissing her forehead."Shh there is no need to be sorry Vivian. Relax. I am here now. I won't leave you."Picking her up ,he covers her with a towel. And bring her out of the bathroom to lay her on the bed.Dressing her, he cover
"Each inch of her skin talks to me in conundrums of jest.Her eyes, her touch,her lips are nothing but tools to hide the insecurities further in their depths.She asks me what I love the most about her scarred self.And I answer, pulling her closer to my chest."Your imperfection itself"- suzangill...2 years later"Will you fuck**** watch the road Del!"Elijah screams, hearing his heart thudding in his chest. While Delia simply smirks at him, still not looking in front."You doubt my driving hon?"He tightly held the seatbelt, to only hear a chuckle from behind."Speed up mom! I am loving it!"The 9 years boy ,speaks coming forward to settle between the seats. His elbows place
"When the time is right, even the land and sky unite by the threads of rain.Then what are two broken hearts.For the mighty, to be sealed to never be apart again ." ......Vivian gets up from the seat, pushing him aside to rush out of the room.To only have Ethan run after her."Vivian wait!"He calls after her, but she doesn't stop desperate to leave him. To only have him pull her from her wrists,and enter a room. Closing the door after himIt was a supplies room with no one there. She looks up at him with teary eyes, to only have his eyes to soften.Blocking her by placing his hands on her either side, he looks down at her with concerned eyes."Please! Let me go Ethan. Don't stop me now!""First answer my questions Vivian. Is Nix my daughter?"She looks up, unable to speak anything.While he cries desperately himsel
Endings should be happy right? But maybe sometimes in reality, this happiness is far fetched.It's a dream, a wishful thinking which is not achieved. But this does not mean, one should give up finding it.For the past is a testimony that hardwork and persistence has given one everything.Success, happiness and even Love.Perseverance has made the struggles to surrender.Even I tried , trust me I really did. But I gave up on it.I gave up trying to make the heart feel love, that has stoned to it's confines.I got Ethan for myself, but I only got back a shell. Who laughs at me a fake smile, pretends to be happy, but cries at night. A person hollow from his inside,with his heart missing.A person who takes care of me, is concerned for me but could never love me.It's been 8 years.8 years of our lives w
"I thought forgetting you was easy, to only realise.That something always seemed to be missing, left behind.Untill that day, I saw your eyesMaking me see all the happy and sad memories combined.Juxtaposed side by side,Finally completing all the missing pieces of the puzzles of my life." .... 8 years later"Next Maam Sophie!"The attendent at the reception of the hospital says, making Soph to stand up. Her hand intervined with Ethan's warm ones."This way please!"She says making them follow her towards the doctors cabin. The door is opened and they are greeted with the doctor's happy face.With the doctor getting
The cold breeze hits her face as she looks at the men surrounding her.Cleaning the tears running down her eyes."You want me right? I am here."She says opening her hands and surrendering herself. Knowing well that she was outnumbered to defeat so many men alone.If she can even keep Soph safe,it will be alot.James approaches her, looking behind her to clench his fist."You bitc*! Go and get her!"He orders and his men approach her. Guns pointed in their hands as they come closer to her.She doesn't resist. Looking at James with dead eyes. As his men hold her arms roughly."Aren't you a clever girl?"She scoffs, to only have James point his gun at her head. Ready to end her."I would love to see your father's face on seeing your corpse.""What a cruel play of desti
Till I was living for others, my happiness was running after theirs.The second I started living for myself.I didn't even feel the need to look back." - suzangill ....... Vivian's povEverything has a limit in this world, which once crossed could cause havoc in nature.May it be the calm sea at rest that rises into tsunamis.Or a simple beehive, if intruded to have the little bees kill a person in seconds.And this limit for me has been crossed. My patience has worn off and the box of lies has overflown.I knew what Ethan was doing.I heard him talking to his father that night, I heard everything.Yet, I
" We were not a power couple.We were two people bound by heights of misconceptions and hateYet I don't know whyIn you I found my soul mate".......Ethan's pov"What the hell Vivian! I told you I fucking hate you! What goddamit proof do you need for it!""Fine. I believe you.""Then you won't mind me doing this will you?"Lifting the gun and placing the nozzle of it on her temple, she looks at me with dead eyes.I stills, the challenge in her eyes. Forcing me to surrender and tell her the truth.But I don't....I can't tell her. She won't let me go otherwise.She will happily exchange herself to save Sophie.That's how much selfless my little Phoenix is."Please...just listen to me. Keep the gun down my little Phoenix. Please don't
7: 58 pm.A warehouse at the outskirts of the city.A slap echoes , breaking the silence in the room. Elijah holds his cheek, looking down at the floor breathing heavily."I am ashamed of calling you my Son! Such audacity to go against your own dad to help those bastards?""If there is where your loyalty lies? Go and never show me your face again!"Elijah clenches his fist, to look up at his father. Almost giving him a helpless look."Dad there is no gaining from this! Why are you so persistent to get this sick revenge! Please forget about it.... please!"James sees red, holding his collar and pulling him."How dare you even say this! Your mother....that bastard killed your mother while she was pregnant!""I know dad but it was a mistake! It was an accident! You have ruined your entire life for this
I thought she resembled a breeze of warm air, that soothed wherever she went.To only realize now she was blender of the air itself.That turned the hot loos to chilling needles of piercing rainLetting her typhoons out that she till now keptHarboured to rest. - suzangill© ......The first rays of sunlight illuminate the room ,as a couple stays entangled in the silken sheets.Their legs enmeshed together and bodies pressed against each other, radiating heat.While one was in deep slumber, the other couldn't find sleep.Lost in the thoughts of the events that waited to be unfolded, marking the journey of their karma and deeds.His knuckles caressing her cheek, enjoying