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2024-10-29 19:42:56How can she be so irresponsible!
Why the hell isn't she picking up my call!
And why the hell she didn't speak anything when I called her!
I swear I am going to give her a good punishment for fuc*** with my brain cells like that.
I know I was a bit wrong in persuading her to shoot...but I did it for her own good.In the long run when she is a successful independent women, she will herself thank me for it.
Outside I rejected the long list of models, who wanted to do this shoot.
For what you ask?For her.
And see where it got us. Hell I even asked sorry for leaving her all those years back.
What else does she want from me?
To rub my nose on her heel and plead her?
I was young, I was stupid.I agree.
But she has to understand
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