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The Phoenix
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2021-11-04 04:10:02The more I try to keep you with me, the more they slip.
Tired of fighting fate with every second of clock's tick.
I finally surrender, opening my fists, to only see you burn and rise like a Phoenix."
- suzangill© ( Ethan to Vivian)
.......It was midnight. Ethan was back to his room after getting discharged from the hospital. Sleep impossible in his eyes, after all the he has seen that night as he lays on his bed. With one arms below his head and eyes fixed at a spot in the ceiling.
His mind was in a chaos, and the only thing that was calming him was the sleeping beauty in his arms.
Vivian's steady breaths hitting his neck . Her cheek pressed to his shoulder and arms wrapped around his torso, as she sleeps without a care of this world.
A smile escapes his lips as he stares down at her. Using his free hand to move the stubborn tendri
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