Four Years later
A knock sounded on the door.
“Xav! Who is it?” I yelled from the kitchen.
“Coming.” He yelled back from the stairs and ran to open the door.
I could hear some muffled dialogue but apart from that I couldn’t make out who it was. Oh, right. It should be Mrs. Paul, she said she wanted some recipes from me and she would visit us in the afternoon.
Wiping my hands on the kitchen towel, I walked towards the door. “Is it Mrs. Pau—”
Words got stuck in my throat.
It was him.
Lucas Klein in flesh, at my doorstep.
“What the hell are you doing here?” I barked and Xavier held me back before I could kill him.
“I–I just wanted to talk to you.”
Wow, Lucas Klein and stuttering. I never thought that I would get to see the day where I would see the mighty and proud Alpha stuttering. Hell, I didn’t even think that he would want to see me after all that he said and did to me.
“Then talk. Why are you here?” I folded my hands in front of my chest and his gaze fell onto my boobs.
“Eyes up here mister.” I snapped my fingers.
“Can we talk in private?” He asked.
“You can say whatever you want in front of Xavier. And get done with it soon, I don’t have all day with me waiting for you to open your mouth.” I held Xavier’s hands as he was about to leave. I assured him with my eyes asking him to stay with me and he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me into him. I sank into his embrace as he kissed my forehead in comfort.
But it seemed like someone didn’t like this affection. He clenched his fists and stared at Xavier’s hands on my waist.
“Do you want to talk or are you simply going to stare?” That brought him out of his reverie and his gaze returned to my face.
“Can we go inside?” He asked. I wanted to laugh at him.
“Yes.”
“No.”
Xavier and I simultaneously answered. I glared at him and he pouted cutely. Rolling my eyes at his antics, I returned my attention back onto Lucas.
“I am not allowing you into our home. Whatever it is, talk here and get out.” He nodded and ran his hands through his hairs.
“I want you to come back home. Come back to our pack.” He spoke and I went still. Xavier’s arm around my waist was the only source of comfort for me that was preventing me from having a panic attack.
“Are you out of your senses? Do you even know what you are asking for? And what makes you even think that I would come back just because you asked me to.”
“Ari, I am sorry for whatever happened. I apologize sincerely. If I wish–” I showed him my palm and cut him off.
“Ari? Who the hell are you to call me that? I am Mrs. Reynolds for you and that is the only way you will address me.”
“Mrs?” He stuttered.
“Is there a problem?” He shook his head in a no and I heaved a breath of sigh. “There is a problem back at the pack and we need your help.”
“What kind of problem and how will a pathetic, naive and foolish person like me be of any help to you and your pack?”
“Aria–Mrs. Reynolds.” He corrected his words. “I am sorry for that day. If I could go back and relive that day, I would have never done something like that. I regret what I did to you that day.
I am –”
“Save your sorry and apologies for someone. Even if you would go back in time, you would try to be even meaner and harsh.”
“It's not like that. I am being honest. I cannot even imagine what you would have gone through and I regret it everyday.”
“What’s the problem?” He can save his sorry ass for someone else. I would never forgive him at all.
“We are being attacked by a group of Vampires. They have been destroying our homes and killing our pups. We have tried everything to stop them but all we are left with is a sacrifice to the Moon Goddess.”
“What do I have to do about it?”
“Only a true Luna and Alpha can do this and invoke the Goddess. Else, this sacrifice is futile.”
“Oh! I get it now. That mate of yours is no longer useful to you now. So you want me now. What else do you want from me? My life? My peace? Sex?”
“Ari.” Xavier rubbed my arm, calming me down. “It’s not good for your health, baby. Calm down.”
“Can you believe this man Xavier? After everything, he wants me. Why? Because his pack is in danger and his reputation is at stake. Tell me something, if this situation had not come up, would you even remember that I exist or like the past years you would have lived your life happily wishing that I died?”
“Ari, I would never wish something like that for you. I never intended to do what I did to you.”
“Yet you hurt me and left me alone to suffer. You know how painful the pain of rejection is yet you decided to inflict it on me.”
“Ariana” I glared at him. “Mrs. Reynolds,” He corrected himself. “Your father and your brother, Augustus' son, were killed by the vampires. I tried my best to protect my people, but I failed as an alpha. Things look very scary back there and I didn’t want that to happen to anyone again. But the sacrifice needed you, else, I would never trouble you with my problems and worries. All these years, all I did was think about you. But after what I did, I realized that you deserve someone much better than me, someone who chose you.” He looked at Xavier and then back at me.
“I need some time to think about this.”
“Sure. But please think about it once.” I nodded and shut the door on his face not caring how rude or harsh my behavior was. He deserved it and he was going to get it.
I turned around and faced Xavier who was looking at me with a different emotion.
“Don’t worry. I am not going to leave you for him.” I patted his chest and walked into the kitchen to finish baking those cookies.
“I know you won’t but I am also certain that he has a powerful influence on you. I just–” JHe raised his hands trying to put words for his fear.
Walking towards him, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. He immediately wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me closer, deepening the kiss. Pulling apart I rested my head against his and whispered. “I love you.”“I love you too.” He kissed my forehead and I smiled.“Sometimes, you cannot undo certain things. And one of those is betrayal. I lost something very precious to me when I met him and I can never ever get it back. And with you I found pieces of me that I didn’t even know existed. I am not talking about choosing but it’s always you for me.” He smiled and hugged me tightly and I hugged him back discreetly wiping my tears. “Thank you for telling me that. That’s the sweetest thing ever.” He kissed me all over my face, making me giggle at the wet, ticklish feeling.I escaped his grip and went back to the kitchen.Xavier followed me and hugged me from behind, kissing me on my neck. He bit my skin there and I hissed. “Don’t leave a hickey. I can’t cover it in s
I woke up to someone raining kisses on me. I tried to shield my face and sleep but I couldn’t. He was relentless. Sighing, I opened my eyes and there he was. Straddling me but without touching me. I pouted seeing him so energetic and active while I felt tired and sleepy.He kissed my pout and I pushed him away playfully.“I am sleepy. Let me sleep.”“Come on baby, you must be hungry. Let’s get you some food and then come back here.” I ignored his comment and pulled the comforter over and closed my eyes.“Are you tired?” I nodded without opening my eyes. “I am sorry for being so harsh last night.”I opened my eyes and looked at him. He was feeling bad and demeaning himself in his head.Caressing his face I spoke. “I loved what we did yesterday, but it’s probably this pregnancy that’s making me so tired and lazy.” He leaned into my touch and I smiled at his act of his.“Sleep for a little while. I shall grab our breakfasts and be back.” He kissed my forehead and pulled the comforter up
“Can I come in?” He asked and I stepped aside from the doorway and let him in. “I got these for you. I didn’t know what flowers you like but I hope you like Tulips.”“Now just because you got me something, I must like it?” I snapped back, feeling a sense of frustration building up.“No. I am sorry, that’s not what I meant. I can take them back if you—”“No, it's fine.” Xavier cut him off and I glared at him. He glared back at me and I knew what he meant. He was asking me to remain composed. He picked the bouquet and walked to the kitchen to place them in a jug of water. I sat on the couch and he sat in front of me. Xavier came back with a bottle of water for me and kissed my head. Sitting beside me on the armrest, he wrapped his arm around me and I leaned into him. Lucas was clearly uncomfortable with the way he was fidgeting in his place seeing us. He tried to look here and there to hide his discomfort but he was doing a poor job at it.“I want to let you know that we are coming to C
She is pregnant. She is —--preg–pregnant.Tears sprang in my eyes and I didn’t even understand why. I quickly walked to the hotel I was staying in and shut the door with a bang. Walking to the liquor cabinet, I pulled out a bottle of vodka and pulled the lid open. Throwing it away in some corner, I chugged the liquid without even caring to pour it into a glass. The strong flavour burned my throat but I could care less. All I felt was a void that hurt so hard. I had experienced the similar kind of pain when I rejected her, four years ago. But I was too arrogant to care about it. But today seeing her in someone else’s arms made my heart clench.Is that how she felt when she found another woman in my arms?Is that how it pained her to see me?The mere thought of her going through so much pain tore my insides. I was childish and clouded with pride. I wanted someone to match me and my vibe and hence I chose Sophia as my mate, rejecting Ariana. Three months into our relationship I realized
I was feeling nervous. Very nervous. Something in my heart told me that I might be doing the right thing but something was also very wrong about it. I felt Xavier’s arm wrapping around my shoulder and hugging me to himself and I sank into him. I could feel Lucas’s eyes on me but I could care less.“Are you feeling uncomfortable?” Xavier’s soft voice calmed my nerves.“No. Just………feeling something.” He rubbed my arm in a soothing manner and I closed my eyes and tried to focus my attention on something else. Like my man and our baby.Yesterday, we had the chance to see our baby and we were more than overwhelmed. Xavier couldn’t stop crying and I couldn’t stop staring at the screen. She was perfect. Yes, she. I was 21 weeks along now and we found out that we were having a girl. How exciting was that? Xavier was so smug and happy about this that he couldn’t stop staring at the picture the technician printed us. He wanted a baby girl and we were going to have one soon.My hands went to my s
I was correct when I decided that this was a wrong decision. The moment I stepped into the hall of the pack house, all the eyes were on me. Looking at me like I was some vampire who had been brought into the werewolf world.“That is Shane.” Lucas' voice brought my attention to the woman with afro hair and pink clothes, with beads and crystals on her neck. She looked like a woman who wanted to start a cult but couldn’t and then became a Occultist.“Hi.” I spoke meekly, not believing my voice.“Shane, this is my mate Ariana and –” Before he could finish his words, we heard a snort. Sophie. She was leaning against the entrance looking at us, no, sneering at me. I rolled my eyes at her, not caring about the people around and sat down on the couch before Shane.“I am not his mate. I never was and I never will.” I heard a growl but I knew whose it was. Xavier sat beside me and I instantly relaxed into the familiar warmth surrounding me.“I know dear. I am sorry for what happened to you. Yo
My wife.Those were the only two words that kept ringing in my ears, as if there was an invisible tape recorder in my head. I shut my ears trying to avoid those words but they did not fade. I shook my head trying to collapse those words, but nothing worked.“Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.” I screamed, my voice so high and dense that I could hear the fluttering of the birds nearby. I was an alpha, by blood, which gave me strength and power more than any other werewolf, but all of that strength was useless now. I couldn’t forget her or lessen the pain in my heart.I walked back to the packhouse, my energy all drained.“Now that she is back, you shall go sniffing around her for a new pussy?” Sopfia’s shrill voice cut through my ears and I winced visibly. I was never a fan of her voice but today I was visibly annoyed. I glared at her but she didn’t cower. Instead she only advanced a step towards me.“Mind your words. Else I shall not hesitate to snap your neck into two.” I threatened h
Both of our moods were glum. Xavier was lost in his thoughts, his hands furiously ripping the boxes apart to restack our things. My hands went to my almost six month bump, caressing it.“Baby.” I called out to him, but there was no response. It was as if he did not even hear me in this silent house. I walked towards him and placed my hand on his shoulder. As if he was snapped, he jolted and looked at me. His eyes automatically softened as they landed on me. Removing my hand from his shoulder, I extended it towards him. He held my hand and helped me sit down on the floor, beside him.“We shall be fine.” I murmured, my words sounding foreign to my own ears. I knew I was lying. I could feel it in my bones too.“Will we?” I was hesitant to answer his question. I looked down into my lap, as his hands absentmindedly caressed my stomach.“Shall we go back?” I asked and looked up at him. He looked down at me, thinking about an answer.“We shall. I don’t want us to be here anymore. These peopl
“I need to see him.” I held Lucas’s arm, grabbing his attention.“No Ari. It’s too dangerous. I can’t let you go there.”“No, I need to see him. This can’t be Xavbier. There might be a mistake. He might be coerced to do something like this.” I tried to knock some sense into Lucas.“Ari, I can promise you that I won’t kill him. But if he lays his hands on my pack, I can’t stop myself from hurting him.” I took a step back instinctively. Lucas sensed the hurt in my eyes and he stepped forward to convince me when he was called back.“I promise not to kill him. I shall get him for you and you can talk to him. But you are not stepping out of this room at any cost.” Before I could protest, Lucas mindlinked two guards and they were at my doorstep, ready to guard me. “I am hungry. I need to go to the kitchen.” I spoke and they looked at each other. I didn’t know if they were contemplating their decision to let me eat or mindlinking Lucas, but I didn't care. I walked to the kitchen with them i
The room was thick with tension, the air heavy with anticipation as I sat in Lucas’s office, surrounded by maps, charts, and paperwork. A large map of the territories lay spread across the desk, marked in red and black ink, showing border patrol routes, supply chains, and possible evacuation points. It was all real now. This wasn’t just about finding Xavier anymore. It was war. And we had to be ready.Lucas sat across from me, flipping through a checklist of food supplies and medical inventory. Saya paced near the window, her brows furrowed in deep concentration as she noted down training schedules. The atmosphere buzzed with urgency, the kind that doesn’t need to be spoken aloud. We had elders and children to protect, mothers with newborns to shelter, and a whole generation of young wolves who’d never seen a battlefield before.“We need to start training the women for self-defense. We can’t afford to rely on just the warriors,” Saya said, finally breaking the silence.“I agree,” Luca
“Is the team ready?” I asked, my voice calm but cold as I walked out onto the clearing behind the mansion, where a dozen vampires were waiting—geared, silent, focused.“Yes, they are,” Nerissa replied smoothly, her crimson eyes narrowing in the moonlight. “I hope you bring something useful back this time,” she added, her tone clipped with disdain before turning on her heels and striding away, her cloak trailing behind like spilled ink.I didn’t reply to her jab. Instead, I chuckled under my breath and turned to face the group. “Let’s move.”We moved fast—silent shadows through the forest. The night was thick, wrapped in the hush before a storm. Leaves whispered beneath our boots, the trees parting only slightly as we passed. We didn’t speak. We didn’t need to.This wasn’t just a hunt. It was a test.Last time, I’d brought back nothing but rogue werewolves—scraps, as Nerissa called them. This time, I was going to give her what she truly wanted: chaos. Blood. Fear. Proof that I belonged
I had called for an All-Alpha meeting. Enough was enough now. Taking the help of the Elders, technically threatening them to interfere and help us out of this, we were all seated in the conference room adjacent to my office.The Alphas had also been given accommodation, if the circumstances demanded. Ariana was beside me, wearing a loose gown to hide her pregnancy and avoid any unnecessary questions.“Gentleman, we know that the threat from the Vampires has reduced for the past few months. Like they expected us, we have let our guards down and gone back to normalcy.” My voice boomed in the room. “We need to gear up now before it’s too late. There is going to be a war. A deadly one at that. We need to be prepared for that.” The other alphas looked at each other, murmuring in confusion.“Why now? And what is this war for? And since the threats have been neutralised, why are we unnecessarily doing this?” Alpha Raiden, from the Moon Beam pack asked. This is why I needed the Elders. The w
Sleep didn’t come easy that night for me. I was lost,tired and exhausted. I felt my tears clogging my eyes and my chest constricting again. I felt helpless all over again. All these days of training, trying to be strong for all of us, trying my best to be optimistic.But everything came crashing down on me. I felt too burdened by everything. Nothing ever felt right again. I didn’t know if it ever would.I sat up on the bed and leaned against the headboard. I tried the breathing exercises we were taught in our prenatal classes. I was attending a few between everything to look after myself and destress my body.I opened my eyes and my gaze fell on the piece of fabric that Lucas had brought back with him. Tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn’t stop them this time. I walked
I sat at the dining table, my appetite long lost. Aurora was playing on the floor, with the other pups. Some kids had found a special liking towards her and decided to make her their friend. I smiled, looking at them, sharing toys and food, enjoying this phase without a care in the world.My stomach stirred, uneasily and I rubbed my belly. My son kicked me hard, as if he was complaining about forgetting about him. “Don’t worry baby, Mamma didn’t forget you.” I whispered to my stomach.In spite of the cheery mood set up in the pack house, there is a nagging feeling of dread. Something is wrong. Something isn’t right.I sighed, the smell of pancakes making me forget everything momentarily. I gulped down the food as Saya prepared it for me, smiling as she saw me eat well. I had difficulty eating food, and if I ate, I had difficulty stomaching it down. But today seems to be different. I could eat as well as keep it down. Maybe my son was similar to his mom, who loved pancakes more than cer
The nights here weren’t silent. They were haunted. Not with ghosts, no. I would have preferred ghosts. These walls were drenched in screams, soaked in betrayal, and painted with the stench of blood. No matter how hard I tried to shut it out, the whispers found me. But when I closed my eyes, she was there.Ari.Not the one they talked about here. Not the ‘whore’ I’d accused her of being to keep up my pretense. No. The real one. My Ariana. My girl who looked like spring and smelled like home. The one who held my hand and promised to stay even when the world broke me. The one who brought Aurora into this world and made me a father.I missed them. My soul physically ached from the emptiness they left behind. Sometimes I wondered if they missed me too, or if I’d become a passing thought in their new life. Was Aurora calling someone else “dada”? Was Ari smiling again? Was she eating properly, sleeping enough, laughing like she used to?My chest tightened.I remembered the first time I watche
I felt her eyes on me. They always have been. And I knew that her intentions weren’t pure.Sitting in the court, listening to the plans of taking down the werewolves, starting with the Blood Bound pack. The pack ruled by Lucas. Pack where Ariana was born into. There was a sacrifice. A sacrifice that made the vampires invincible. Invincible from their arch enemies the werewolves and get unlimited access to their elixir–human blood. I sat on the chair assigned to me, at the coven, where Esteben sat. The king of vampires.He looked ugly. The pale face that was almost white, from drinking so much blood and remaining hidden in the dark. He was a great king but a poor ruler. He knew the art of influencing people well, but rarely took a step, dipping his hands in dirt. He stood at the end, placing his people in front of him as a s
They came just before dawn.I was asleep when the alarms went off. At first, it felt like a dream. A strange buzz, loud but distant, like a warning that never truly reached the ears. But then I woke up with a strange pressure in my chest—a mother’s instinct or maybe Luna's bond with her people. Either way, something wasn’t right.By the time I got Aurora dressed and made my way down the stairs, Saya had already rushed in, eyes wide. “There was a breach,” she told me breathlessly. “A group of vampires tried to get through the north perimeter.”My blood ran cold.We had increased security after the last attack. Warriors rotated in shifts. No one got in or out without passing three checkpoints. So how did this group manage to get so