It had been a week since I had first arrived home and I was already ready to find somewhere else to stay. Cody acted like I had broken some kind of unknown promise to never return home and told me I was messing everything up. We had been in the middle of a face to face yelling argument when my parents had made it home. Both my mom and dad were thrilled I had moved back home, of course, they didn’t know the reason, even after badgering me about it.
Today I just wanted to get out, I wanted to go try new things, and I knew just what I wanted to do. What was better than a tattoo to start a new chapter in your life? Nothing that I could think of. I was in need of a change and I had a vision of how I wanted to start the new me.
Knowing NYC was crazy I had taken a cab to the tattoo studio. I half wished I had brought a friend, or hell even Cody’s moody ass as I saw the building. The street was full of life, people were moving everywhere. Paying the cab driver I stepped out wondering if maybe I shouldn’t have worn my black halter style dress with my sandals. It was warm and in the middle of the day but I was alone.
Pulling my crossbody bag over my shoulder I walked toward the building feeling a little nervous as I heard the loud music blaring from the inside. Stepping in I was surprised to find it clean and neat. People were coming in and out of rooms, others just sat waiting on their opportunity to get called to the back.
A goth looking girl looked up at me, “you here for a piercing or a tat?”
I walked up to her feeling more than a little out of place, “I was hoping to get a tattoo.”
She nodded, “you must want to try and get a tat from Xander. You can pick one and I’ll see what he says but he’s pretty picky about what and who he tats.”
I pulled my phone out and showed her the picture, I wanted to get on my right shoulder blade, “this is it, or something like it.”
The girl nodded turning and disappearing into the room behind her. I waited for her to see if I would be one of the chosen few to get tattoed by Xander. If not I could always let someone else do it.
I leaned against the wall not wanting to go sit in the few seats available. Looking down at my phone I knew my chances were slim of getting in and was seriously thinking of just walking out when I looked back up and saw the tattooed guy that had been talking to Cody the other day walk out of a back room. He was talking to another guy that had as many if not more tattoos than him.
His eyes looked up and caught mine and a grin appeared on his face. Still looking at me he said something to the guy beside him. His grin made me nervous and I looked back down but as soon as I dared to look back up I saw that both of them were looking at me now. The tattooed stranger walked toward me and I had half a mind to turn and run.
“Don’t tell me your brother let you lose in NYC by yourself,” he said as he stopped beside me.
I looked up at him and frowned, “Umm Cody does not run me. You were at the house the other day right?” I played stupid but I already knew he was aware I recognized him.
He looked down at me arching his brow nodding, “yeah I was.” He looked toward the guy he had been talking to, “so Xander can fit you in but it will be a bit. You want to go grab lunch with me while you wait?”
I looked at him confused, “I don’t know.” Cody had been uncomfortable after they had left the other day and I wasn’t sure if it was because I surprised him or if it had been something to do with this stranger and the guys that had been with him.
He looked down at me, “I think you will. Taylor right?” I nodded and he held out his hand, “I’m Lucas...give me just a moment.” I watched him walk back up to the guy and as he began talking to him the guy who I now knew was Xander looked up at me and nodded.
I felt my chest grow heavy as Lucas walked back up to me holding his arm out, “ready?” Nodding I accepted his hand and let him lead me outside. I was still unsure about leaving with him but I wasn’t quite sure how to tell him no. I doubted he would listen. He had just flat out told me yeah, you're coming with me.
Outside I had expected for him to take me to one of the many small places around the shop but when he walked up to a black car I froze. The car was sleek and even though I wasn’t much of a car person I knew it was expensive as hell. “This is your car?“I asked as he hit a button and I heard the doors unlock.
He arched his brow as he reached down opening the door for me, “yeah, you don’t like it?”
I looked up at him, “I just...I’m sorry I just didn’t expect any friend of Cody’s to have a car like THIS.”
He laughed not saying anything only holding the door and shutting it for me once I was inside. I watched as he walked around the front of the car and got in. “So um, where are we going?”
Lucas pulled off from the curb before looking over at me, “for lunch, are you not hungry?”
I had skipped lunch, it was after 2, and part of me wondered how he knew I hadn’t eaten but I didn’t question it. “I haven’t eaten, I just...”
Lucas once again looked over at me and I just cut off my sentence feeling kind of stupid. It was becoming clear that he wasn’t some drug headed friend of Cody’s. I didn’t know if he owned this car by working for it or if he was born into money but he was clearly far out of my league. I hadn’t noticed his watch until he had started driving, I could tell it was expensive. “Do I make you nervous Taylor?”
Cutting my eyes to look over at him I nodded, “you and Cody aren’t friends are you?”
Lucas leaned back some, “I would say we are more of associates rather than friends.”
I frowned wanting to ask him more questions but as we pulled in front of a building he put the car in park and opened the door. I had no idea where we were and as he handed the parking attendant his keys I wished I had asked Lucas more questions on the way over.
Walking through the double doors a man greeted us, “Good afternoon Mr. Blake, I see you have a pretty young lady to accompany you this afternoon.”
My eyes widened but Lucas nodded, “yes, you have room for us I assume.′
The guy laughed, “always for you Mr. Blake, here let me seat you myself.”
As we were lead to a more private corner of the restaurant I began to feel a little underdressed and quickly pulled my sunglasses off of the top of my head and shoved them in my bag. Lucas pulled out my chair and I quickly sat down letting him scoot me back in. I watched him nervously as he went and sat down opposite me.
“What’s wrong?” he asked looking over at me.
I looked around, “who are you?”
He laughed, “I’ve already told you I’m Lucas. Lucas Blake to be exact.”
I shook my head, was I supposed to know his name? I began to play with my necklace around my neck thankful when a waiter placed a menu down in front of me. I opened it up glad to have something to put between us but only to put it back down when I saw the entire thing was in French.
Lucas looked up at me as I sat it down and I shook my head at him, “I have no idea what anything on this says and I don’t think I can afford any of this.”
He frowned at me, “I didn't’ ask you if you can afford it, I asked you to lunch which means I will pay for it. I can help you chose something.”
I looked down feeling out of place, “can I ask you something?”
He shrugged, “yeah go for it.”
I looked meeting his gaze, “are your parents rich and you are bored or...”
Lucas laughed so hard I felt my entire body turn red. I was extremely embarrassed. I felt tears come to my eyes and was wondering if running was an option. When he saw my tears he stopped laughing and reached out grabbing my hand. “I’m sorry that just caught me off guard. No rich parents and no I’m not bored. I run a nightclub here in New York. It makes me a lot of money.”
I looked down at my hand in his. His thumb was circling my hand trying to soothe me, “so how does Cody know you?”
Lucas frowned and I saw a flash of aggravation, “I don’t want to talk about your brother. He used to work for me and now he doesn’t end of the story.”
I swallowed the knot in my throat, “I’m sorry I just...I’ve been through a lot this past year and I guess I just have my guards up with everybody now.”
He nodded, “it’s ok... let's just eat, then I’ll take you back to the shop. If you want I can even drop you off back home.”
Shaking my head I looked up, “you don’t have to do all that.”
He shrugged, “I know I don’t I’m doing it because I want to.”
Lucas ended up ordering for me after asking me a couple of questions about what I liked and didn’t like. I had been nervous about what they would bring me but I was pleasantly surprised by the fish and asparagus cooked in a butter sauce that was sat in front of me. Lucas had ordered something similar that came with pasta.“So what are your plans now that you are home?” he asked me.I took a bite of my fish looking up at him shrugging before I sat my fork down, “I don’t know honestly. My plan is to move here to the City but first I have to find a job that will pay enough for me to live here, or at least drive back and forth.” I looked up, “so, I guess time will tell.”Lucas took a sip of his drink, “I actually know of an office where they are looking for a secretary. I could set you up an interview if you want.”Looking up at him I saw his dark eyes watching me, “I would appreciate it but I
I woke up frowning as my phone rang across the room. Part of me wanted to ignore it, if it was important they would leave a message. Right? Groaning I got up only to stump my toe as soon as my feet hit the ground.“Shit, hello?” I said as I did a tiny hop praying that it was only my mother on the other end.No such luck. I could feel my face turn red as Lucas started talking, “Is that how you always answer your phone?”Sighing I sat on my bed looking at my injured toe, “no, I hit my toe and it hurts.”Lucas laughed, “oh yeah you need me to come kiss it?”My mouth dropped open but no words escaped. At my silence, Lucas continued speaking, “get up and get dressed. You need to be at the address I’m about to text you at 1. Don’t be late.”He gave me no time to question him before he hung up. I pulled my phone down from my ear looking at it jumping a little as a text came thr
As we walked closer to my car I reached out and grabbed Lucas’s hand. “I can’t accept all of this.”Lucas arched his brow looking down at me, “you can and you will. Go home and get your stuff. I will meet you at your apartment to give you the keys.”I opened my mouth to speak again but Lucas shook his head looking down at his watch, “I’m running late Taylor, we can argue about this later. I will text you the address.”I watched in shock as he turned and walked the other way, leaving me beside my car. He acted as if this was something people did every day. Who the hell was he? Getting in I looked at the papers that Jack had given me. It included a VIP parking tag that I immediately put in my window glad that at least I wouldn’t have to worry about parking.Once home I walked in seeing Cody in the kitchen. He looked up at me frowning, “ where have you been dressed like that?”I r
My first day of work wasn’t that bad. I was basically free to do what I wanted in between Jack’s meetings. Sarah the ice queen had glared at me as I walked in and when I had left this afternoon but I wasn’t about to try and figure her out. Maybe she was just lonely having to sit in the front by herself all day.Part of me had expected Lucas to find his way back into the building but he never made an appearance. I wasn't sure how I would feel seeing him anyway. I still didn't know how to take him. He was used to getting his way, he was arrogant as hell but damn if his dominance di
Lucas didn’t say much as we drove to the club, I had thought about talking to him about the apartment on the way but decided against it. He had placed his free hand on my left thigh and my heart about stopped. I knew he was aware of the way he was affecting me just by the smirk he had on his face.A valet met us out front and took his car, Lucas held out his arm letting me take it as we walked into his club. I felt eyes on us the minute we walked inside. Looking up at Lucas I saw he was unfazed. I’m sure he was used to all the attention.A man walked up to us and started talking to Lucas low enough I couldn’t make out what he was saying. Lucas nodded guiding me to the stairs that lead up to the VIP section. I had to resist the urge to tug at my dress as we walked up the stairs. The guy Lucas had been talking to he had introduced as David.Once upstairs several people greeted Lucas, most calling him by his last name. I seemed to draw lots of att
Even as he led us upstairs I didn’t know how I felt. Lucas was used to getting his way and it scared me to think what he would do if I went against him. His bedroom was huge and my eyes were instantly drawn to his bed. I walked in letting him shut the door behind us before I turned around and watched him remove his jacket.He looked at me guarded, “do I scare you, Taylor?”I nodded not even attempting to lie to him.He circled me and I felt like his prey. My body shivered and I looked down feeling weak. Lucas was powerful, he was dominant, he was someone I would have to stand up to. I had tried to stand up for myself back in Cali and all that had gotten me was bruises that took forever to heal.Lucas stopped and tilted his head, ” do you think I would hurt you?” Again I nodded and he sighed walking up to me stopping just inches from touching me. “I know I can seem controlling and sometimes I can get forceful to prove a
Waking up in an empty bed I stretched not really wanting to leave the warmth of the covers but I had needs that couldn't wait. After using the bathroom I walked back into the room noticing that my dress was missing and in its place were clothes that I recognized from my own house. I frowned as I pulled my clothes on, when had Levi gone to my house? I didn't know how I felt about him just coming and going from my house as he pleased.Seeing my purse on his dresser I pulled my phone out. It was almost dead but I did see it was a little after 11 am. Opening the bedroom door I made my way down the stairs and paused listening for any sign of life. Not hearing anything I walked toward the kitchen and came across Lucas in his office.Pausing in the door I saw Lucas look up at me, "I was beginning to think you were going to sleep all morning."I looked down feeling my face blush, “we were up late and ...”He laughed, “and I wore your ass o
*Lucas POV*Once the door shut separating myself from Taylor I let out a sigh. It was true, I had been ignoring her. I needed to figure out exactly how far I was willing to take this. She was only meant to be a punch in the gut to her brother but I found myself actually liking spending time with her. She had yet to figure out exactly who I was which surprised me. I mean all she had to do was google my name and she would have more than enough to point her in the right direction.Stepping into the elevator I hit the button that would take me to the parking garage. I had foolishly thought I had succeeded in getting Taylor out of my head but seeing her today proved me wrong. A simple hello from me and I saw the panic set in. I didn’t want her to react like that to me. Asking her out tonight had nothing to do with her brother, I felt fucking guilty for ignoring her.Taylor wasn’t like most girls I had been with in the past. She was still innocent. It was
It had been a month since Chloe came into our lives. Lucas had done good on his promise and had been spending a majority of time home with us. He would still make an appearance once a week at the club. David was helping out with the Dom situation so Lucas had been working a lot from home.I couldn’t ask for Chloe to be a better baby, she hardly ever cried and if she did she was just letting you know a she was hungry, or because she was wet. She even slept for a good stretch of time at night. That little girl had her daddy wrapped around her tiny little fingers. I loved watching him with her. His whole demeanor changed when he held her.Things were still the same with my parents. I had given up on them ever coming around. I knew they blamed Lucas for Cody’s disappearance. Even if I straight up confessed to murdering Cody they would turn it around on him. I wished things could have been different. I wished that mom and dad would be understanding for the sake
Taylor POVOpening my eyes I realized I must have fallen asleep in the recliner. Looking at my watch I saw it was just after midnight. Going to get up I felt horrible and debated on how bad I really needed to pee. Lucas was at the club and wouldn’t be home till sometime early in the morning. Closing my eyes I grabbed onto the arms of the chair to help host me up when I felt a sharp contraction hit. Oh shit I thought, I was only 36 weeks and at my appointment earlier in the week I wasn’t even dilated.Shaking my head I forced myself up thinking maybe I was tripping, maybe it was something I ate. Getting up I wobbled my way to the bathroom flipping on the lights before I quickly did my business and washed my hands. Heading back to the living room I grabbed my phone before going upstairs to the baby’s room to make sure the diaper bag and overnight bag wasn't still on the floor. I had told Lucas to put them in the trunk of his car and I guess he finally l
Lucas POVClosing my eyes I leaned back in my chair trying to drown my thoughts with scotch. I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders and no matter how much I shoved back at it, it just came down harder. I had a huge weakness now, a weakness that my enemies were determined to try and use against me. Taylor, Taylor and our baby to be exact.I knew she was probably upstairs still semi mad at me but I couldn’t focus on that right now. I was determined to strike back at every person who threatened us. To show them I hadn’t grown soft. If anything I had become more cold hearted. Taylor had no idea what I was up to when I left her, she had no clue the things I had done the last couple of months. She had no idea that even now I had the cop that snuck into our house tied up in one of my safe houses.Sighing I took a sip of my drink wishing David would hurry up and call. I had a clean up crew out tonight taking care of some loose ends. Normally I would
I sat with my arms crossed glaring at Lucas. He had found out pretty quickly that the two guys from earlier had indeed been cops but that one just happened to be a dirty cop. I had sat and listened as he spat orders out about bringing this guy in but not killing him he wanted answers. Well damn it I wanted answers too. I was more than a little put out at him and he didn’t seem to be noticing.It seemed like hours later before our house was silent again. The house had been bugged, the alarm system had been hacked, everything brought back my question of how. How had Lucas let this happen? He had enemies and right now I wasn’t sure if I could even trust his men. Everyone was a suspect in my eyes.“You hungry?” Lucas asked looking up from his phone. I shrugged which brought an automatic sigh from him, “Taylor baby you need to eat. I can go get something, or we can go out.”I rolled my eyes at him, “you can do what you want b
Sitting at the bar I looked up angrily at the clock on the stove. It was after 10 and I had yet to hear a word back from Lucas. Both my calls and my text remained unanswered. Part of me feared he had gone missing again but the other half of me knew he was still dealing with whoever had rushed him out of the house.I had finally gotten hungry enough to cook but was lazy so I settled for a grilled cheese sandwich. Taking a bite I dropped it back down aggravated at the whole situation. Was this what my life would become, a lot of nights left wondering where he was or what he was doing? I knew I couldn’t really complain, I knew who he was, I knew what he was. Hell, I willingly stepped into this new lifestyle.Even though I had known better I tried to call my Mom, the phone went straight to voicemail. I left a brief message telling her I heard Cody was still missing and if she needed anything to call. Part of me knew she wouldn’t but at least I had tried. I got
I sat on the edge of the bed watching an angry Lucas slide into a fresh white button-up shirt. We had just made it in the doors when David called him back telling him there had been some “changes.” I didn’t know what the change were but I knew it had pissed him the hell off. Any and all plans of messing around before he left went out the window.Looking up at him I sighed, “how long do you think you’ll be gone?”Lucas shrugged not answering me. Frowning up at him I shook my head, “why can’t this meeting wait? We just got home.”Turning to look at me Lucas sighed, “Taylor you know I don’t want to go but this is important. I have to get things set up so I can lay low when Chloe gets here for a few months without things falling all apart.I rolled my eyes, “I thought that’s what David is for.”Lucas shot me a look, “Taylor.”I knew I was aggravating
As we left the cottage I couldn’t help but be sad. I loved our new house but there was just something about the small cottage that just seemed...I don’t know cozy. It was like me and Lucas actually got to know each other better. We bonded and not just in sex. We had laid in the bed doing nothing but talking one night. He had told me things I had never known about him, things that opened my eyes as to why Lucas Blake was Lucas Blake.As much as I wanted to hide in our cottage Lucas had things to deal with back in the city. The police had been to the nightclub looking for him and although they hadn’t called he knew from experience it was better to go to them first. His carefree demeanor had already changed, it changed the minute we pulled out of the cottage’s driveway.I still had no idea what being his wife would entail. He had already set up appointments to add me to several of his bank accounts and holdings. I had told him he didn’t have
Looking out of the limousine window I wondered where in the world Lucas was taking us. I couldn’t believe that I was now Mrs. Lucas Blake. We only stuck around after the ceremony long enough to take pictures. David, Jack, and Taliah had been the only ones allowed to visit with us before we left.Ever since David had been shot something had been off about him. Today however was a total change. He gave Lucas a hard time about being tied down and joked with me about how it wasn’t too late to change my mind.Feeling Lucas grab my hand I looked over at him and smiled. “So are you going to tell me where we are going now?”Lucas shrugged, “somewhere off the beaten path. Nowhere as nice as I would want to take you but I didn’t want to risk flying with you so far along.”I rolled my eyes, “I can fly, you act like I’m due tomorrow.” Laughing I squeezed his hand, “I’m sure it will be amazing.&rd
As I looked at my reflection in the mirror I felt anything but excited and happy. Today was my wedding day and I felt alone. I hadn’t seen Lucas since last night and now here I was dressed in my beautiful wedding gown alone waiting for our ceremony to begin. Sure I had my stylist do my hair and makeup and she talked to me the entire time but it wasn’t like I had my family here. I had reached out to my aunts and cousins but they had all made up some excuse as to why they couldn’t come. I’m sure they didn’t want to make my mom or Dad mad but I still had hoped someone would be able to make it.Rubbing my belly I sighed, I would have preferred to have waited till after the baby was born to get married but Lucas was dead set on us being married before Chloe arrived. Hearing a knock on the door I jumped, we still had almost 20 minutes before the ceremony started and I was already completely dressed. Maybe it was the wedding planner checking to make sur