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2024-10-29 19:42:56The next morning I awoke to an empty bed. I hated it when he got up before me. Unfortunately, that was more days than I’d care to admit. Lucas was some weird morning person while I was like a zombie first thing in the morning. I could hear him downstairs talking and assumed he was on the phone but couldn’t be for sure. Deciding to go to the bathroom and freshen up I grabbed some clothes out of my bag and headed to take a quick bath.
Once bathed I dressed in a pair of black skinny leg jeans and a black and white striped long sleeved shirt. Brushing my hair I decided to forgo makeup at least for now and headed to the rail looking down. Sure enough, I could see Lucas sitting at that kitchen bar drinking coffee and arguing with someone on the phone. Frowning I twisted my hair into a bun and decided to go downstairs for coffee.
As I hit the bottom step I paused. Lucas’s back was to me and I couldn’t see his face but I knew he was pissed. Slowly walki
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