I forced myself to extend my hand towards her, the handshake quite represented a painful farewell to the dreams I had once held close. A silent acceptance of the harsh truth that I was not destined to be by his side.
I noticed that Kai avoided my gaze. Although I never explicitly expressed my interest in him, I could easily tell he must've sensed it and perhaps knew how heartbreaking this supposedly joyful news was to me.A lump formed in my throat, growing with each passing moment, and I knew it would only be a matter of seconds before I burst into tears. "Enjoy the party." I flashed her one last fake smile before walking into the crowd, heading towards the grand brown doors that led out of the ballroom.I clenched my fists tightly, feeling my nails piercing into my palm, as each passing moment intensified the storm brewing within me. My eyes blurred with tears, threatening to spill over.Every detail, from the faint traces of lipstick on Kai's lips to the bright conspicuous red mark on the girl's neck, etched itself into my memory, serving as a painful reminder of what I could never have.I bit my lips hard to stop the sobs and mask my vulnerability until I left the hall without being noticed. Not like they would care, though. In fact, watching me cry and breakdown had been a pleasurable sight to these people.With my head hung low, I finally approached the door but unexpectedly bumped into a hard wall—a person, to be precise. Red liquid instantly spilling on both of us. I lost my balance due to the impact and fell hard on my butt.All thoughts about Kai vanished immediately, and I ignored the pain from the fall, swiftly getting back on my feet, hoping whoever I just bumped into and spilled drink on wasn't someone of a high status to make my father yell and punish me for being a disgrace to him over and over again."I'm sorry." I apologized, looking up to see an enchanting pair of emerald eyes peering down at me. He stood tall, adorned in an unmistakable expensive tuxedo, with guards behind him.Definitely someone of great significance.But he wasn't frowning or berating me for ruining his multimillion-dollar suit. Instead, he bore an expression that resembled concern if I was seeing correctly."Are you okay?" He asked in a deep, alluring voice, sending chills down my spine. I think it'll be safe to say he was the second person, after Kai, to speak to me calmly.His captivating voice resonated within me, momentarily dispelling the anguish that had previously engulfed my heart.I pushed the thoughts aside, trying not to embarrass myself further. "I'm sorry I ruined your outfit." My voice trembled slightly as I rushed my words, hoping my father wouldn't notice before I could clean up this mess.However, before I could say another word, a booming voice erupted from behind, startling me and causing my hands to tremble."SARA!" I turned around to face my father, who stormed towards me with visible anger in his eyes. Upon reaching me, he raised his hands high, smacking me hard on my face. The impact caused me to fall to the ground instantly.A loud piercing sound rang loudly in my ear and I had to blink repeatedly to clear the haze clouding my vision. I could hear my father still yelling, although his voice sounded quite distant.Commotion breaks around me, and a glass of wine shattered on the ground a few meters away from me, creating a cacophony.There's another voice yelling, and it's not my father's. Looking up, I see the stranger I bumped into, engaging in what seemed like a verbal fight with my father."No." I sprang to my feet, ignoring the dizziness I felt from my sudden movement. "I'm fine," I said to the stranger, causing him to stop what he was saying. I tried to force a smile on my face, hoping it would reassure him to drop the case.This would be the last time he'd stay in our pack. As soon as the ceremony is over, he will return to his pack and live his life like nothing ever happened. While I will be left here to face the consequences of his actions. For trying to defend me.I'm not about to make that happen. Not even with the fact that the only person who could save me after this stranger was gone would be too busy catching up with his mate."It was my fault. I should've seen you." I forced an awkward chuckle, trying to clear the tension in the air.Thankfully, the stranger spoke up, finally diverting his mean gaze from my father. "Show me the restroom, please."One of the waiters, who stood by the side, watching the scene from the very beginning, stepped forward to show him the way. "Come with me-""I was not talking to you."He snapped, cutting her off with a demeaning scowl. "You." He spoke, staring in my direction.I exhaled heavily and rubbed my sweaty palm on the sides of my gown. "This way, please." I headed out of the brown doors with him, but not without stealing a glance at my father, whose eyes foretold all that could happen as soon as this stranger steps one foot out of our pack.Although, I couldn't help but wonder who he was that he was able to make my father go silent with obvious caution. Last time I checked, father never gave a care if people were watching while he punished me for even the slightest mistakes. Not even if they were alphas.Shaking off the thought, I proceeded down the next corridor that led to the guests' restroom. Standing by the door, I bowed a little, waiting for him to walk into the restroom."You should clean up, too; your dress is stained, and you could use some rest." He leaned against the door with his hands tucked into his pockets, his eyes filled with concern."Thank you, sir." I muttered, shifting my gaze to my intertwined fingers."You know, I'm not that old, right?" He chuckled, raising an eyebrow."I should leave," I stated. "Enjoy your evening." Without waiting another second, I turned around and headed out of the corridor, walking up the stairs that led to my room.Shutting my room door behind me, I released the breath I had unknowingly been holding.Another ungrateful evening!I needed to shut my door lock for some privacy and process all that happened this evening, but, since father had removed the lock from my door since I turned twelve, depriving me of all the human privacy I needed, that was obviously impossible.According to him, he owns the entire house, and me as well. Yet, he seemed to have overlooked the fact that he also owns the door lock of Adam and Lilah's room. Or perhaps I am just too unfortunate.Lilah's the second favorite child of my father, two years younger than Adam and currently living my dream life at The BlackMoon Pack's University. One of the most prominent packs that ever existed.After I was done with high school, father made it clear that it was the only education he could afford to give me and I should be grateful for that—which I genuinely am. Now all I needed to do was wait for my mate, and if he turned out to be a loving one, I could get the life and education I dreamed of.Being educated definitely attracts respect, and that's the kind of woman I aim to be.I turned my gaze to the brown door, listening to the faint music coming from the ballroom, knowing that as soon as all of that is over and the entire guests depart to their various Packs and houses, I'll be facing a punishment for publicly disgracing the almighty alpha.Hopefully, he's not going to choose to starve me throughout tomorrow as a punishment, 'cause I barely had any food down my throat today.~Sara~It wasn't until I woke up to an incessant tapping on my shoulder that I realized I had slept off. A maid stood beside my bed, watching me with a creepy stare. I shot off the bed, immediately getting a hint of why she was here. The sun was already rising, and the house had fallen silent, indicating that the ceremony was over. And the last guest probably just left. "The Alpha requests your presence in the living room." She spoke up, stepping a few inches away from the bed. "You have 15 minutes to freshen up before meeting him." She added, stopping me as soon as I stepped down from the bed to follow her. Okay, that was odd. If he was going to punish me for last night, what was the point of freshening up? Nonetheless, I nodded, knowing she couldn't provide me any answers even if I asked, and proceeded towards the bathroom door while she left the room. In less than ten minutes, I had finished bathing and hurried to get dressed. One thing was ingrained in my mind—never make Fat
~Sara~Bride??Future Luna??Marriage..??I'm getting married?? A forced marriage to a man I don't even know? A man I don't even know his last name."No." Father stopped pacing and snapped his head towards me, his eyes turning red in anger. "No, I'm not getting married to him. I'm barely 8 months from finding my mate-" The remaining words hung in my throat as he swiftly grabbed my neck, pinning me roughly against the wall. I gasped, the impact of the push knocking all air from my lungs."Don't you even DARE put up a fight, Sara! I swear I'll kill you if this doesn't go as planned.""Then kill me, I'd rather die than get married to someone who isn't even my mate." I managed to speak through his tight grip on my neck. My reply seemed to anger him the more because his grip tightened, and I felt his claw piercing into the soft skin of my neck. Blood trickled down my neck to my chest, my dress absorbing the liquid.Abruptly, the door flung open and Adam stepped in with a scowl on his face.
~Sara~I remained silent, keeping my gaze on him, unsure of what to say. Because, if I heard correctly, he seemed to be aware of the games played by my family. But was he any different? Getting married to an unmated female? He might have a bit of conscience, but still, that doesn't make him any more different from them. So I averted my gaze from him, keeping my eyes on the passing scenery, although I'm quite aware of how my reaction would be perceived. Ignoring the almighty alpha. However, at this point in my life, I really don't care. I didn't want to do it, but I found myself tilting my head to steal a glance at my husband-to-be, to see what kind of reaction he'd show in response to my attitude. Probably at my audacity to ignore him. But his gaze was fixed on the window beside him, his chin resting on his left palm and, if I was correct, he looked unbothered. I hated that, somehow, he looked considerate of my dilemma. …'Miss,''Miss,' a distant voice called out, rousing me fr
~Sara~"With all my heart and soul, I take you as my partner, my love, and my best friend. I promise to love and cherish you, to stand by your side through all of life's joys and challenges." I read the last paragraph of one of the vows, scrunching my face as those words left a bitter taste in my mouth. Now I realized this marriage was going to be harder than I thought because saying these dreadful words in front of an audience, like I actually mean it, has to be the scariest thing ever.I dropped the paper with a sigh, leaning back on the headboard, wondering over and over why my life was this miserable. About a minute later, a knock came on the door. As much as I didn't like the disturbance, it was much better than someone intruding into the room. I stood up with a low groan and opened the door to see two women standing outside. "Hello.""Hi!" One of them gasped, her eyes widening like she had just seen a ghost—or a goddess, maybe. "I'm Leigh, and this is Eloise. We'll be helping y
~Sara~We walked outside the house, passing through the foyer that led to the backyard. Surprisingly, my husband-to-be already had this place designed like a happy wedding would be. And to be honest, the decorations were great and maybe perfect. The entire backyard was adorned with elegant lights, lamps, and flowers. Even the aisle runner we walked on was decorated with flowers and softly glowing lights, creating a magical aura. The weather had even become cloudy, enhancing the thematic theme of the wedding. Although it seemed like it would rain soon, in contrast to how bright the sun was a few hours ago. I shifted my attention back to my surroundings, and that was when I noticed the audience sitting around us. They were few, just my family and a few of my husband-to-be associates—maybe—who weren't even smiling. They looked as if they wanted this to be over as soon as possible.And the alpha himself stood at the arch dressed in a tuxedo and somebody who looked like a coordinator or
'Hello love,As you would know by now, this marriage is a huge blessing to us and the entire pack. But it's nothing close to what we aim to achieve, which will not be successful without you.You need to carry his child as soon as possible, with no delay or excuses. There's a nice lingerie in your bag which you must've seen by now, and that should be more than enough for you to carry out the task in time. Don't go whoring around, Sara, like you did with Kai.If you make any mistakes that would sever our plans, we wouldn't hesitate to accept the divorce and marry you off to one of the omegas in our pack.' The letter ended, just like that. And for about a minute, I stared into space, trying to restrain the anger brewing in me. Whoring around with Kai? When did I ever do that?I hissed, dismissing my emotions, knowing she wrote all that to intentionally provoke me. Which she successfully did.However, the sound of rain hitting the roof is what makes me hastily push the paper into the bag
What if it wasn't even love? What if it's just a true friendship feeling? Or perhaps something else. Even worse, what if I was just overthinking it?As much as I wanted to believe these doubts, my heart could not. I've felt love in the past, with Kai. Except it was only a one-sided love, with me hoping he could see me the same way I saw him. I loved him. He liked me. He never loved me. But this, this was different. It didn't feel like I was forcing or hopelessly trying my way with someone. I felt loved. It didn't feel like I had to beg for it or do something to earn it. Maybe this was true, genuine love. Except, I feared that, what if he loved too much, and I couldn't return the same love to him? Or what if we get too attached and my mate emerges? In the end, we'll only hurt ourselves. My life's messed up. A knock on the door jolted me back to reality, and I hurriedly hid the paper under the pillows before answering. "Come in." A maid stepped in, and I immediately recognised her
~Rhett~"I'm definitely getting wasted tonight," Zayn, my beta, announced as he barged into my office, slumping on the couch in the right corner of the room. He carelessly tossed his suitcase on the coffee table in front of him, lying fully on the couch."You're supposed to take Ingrid out on a date tonight, remember?" I reminded him, diverting my gaze from the computer in front of me.Zayn groaned, rubbing his forehead. "Is that supposed to be an obstacle?""Well, taking your mate out on a date night, then getting wasted and having her stress over dragging your drunk ass back home, are properties of a useless man if you'd ask me." I swiveled my chair and rested my palm under my jaw, pretending to be deep in thought."Oh, then I suppose the properties of a responsible man are going out on a supposedly important event, then bringing home an unmated female to forcibly wed her!" Zayn retorted, sitting upright on the couch and gazing at me with a serious demeanor. "Don't you think you ow
~Sara~*Three Weeks Later*I sank into the chair in front of my vanity, resting my head on it. I spent the entire day today, baking and planting flowers with the pack kids. That had been my routine the entire week since we returned from our little vacation—or honeymoon, as they'd normally call it.Over the past few weeks, I had grown accustomed to what I once considered strange and unfamiliar, and since I hardly had anything to do in the big empty house; I occasionally decided to call the pack kids who lived around in. And they were pretty much excited to meet their Luna.I accepted and loved the title already.We usually baked cakes, cookies, and some other long lists of things Jordan was teaching me. I think my favorite among all the dishes Jordan taught me was Pad Thai. He called it a Thailand dish, and I'd conclude that the humans enjoy a lot.A beep from my phone pulled my attention, and I lifted my head tiredly, pressing the power button to see an email from my father. Probably t
~Sara~It was dark outside by the time I woke up. I took a nap in the afternoon after exploring the huge packhouse. Although, I never expected I'd sleep this long. Checking my phone, I saw that the time was 8:24 pm. I stepped out of the bed, stretching my body with a yawn. Walking out of the room, I trudged past the hallway, heading down the stairs.The house was unusually quiet, which I found strange, considering how much bickering Jordan and Océane were engaged in before I slept. Now, not even a footstep could be heard.Stepping into the empty living room, I stared around the empty area; the pillows arranged neatly on couches, scented candles lit and placed around and soft music playing from a record player. Then a small clang from the kitchen, I moved quickly past the area, expecting to see Jordan probably making the last meal for the day, but it was another figure instead, with his back to me. Moving swiftly around the kitchen.Rhett.Noticing my presence, he turned to face me, a s
~Rhett~"I'm definitely getting wasted tonight," Zayn, my beta, announced as he barged into my office, slumping on the couch in the right corner of the room. He carelessly tossed his suitcase on the coffee table in front of him, lying fully on the couch."You're supposed to take Ingrid out on a date tonight, remember?" I reminded him, diverting my gaze from the computer in front of me.Zayn groaned, rubbing his forehead. "Is that supposed to be an obstacle?""Well, taking your mate out on a date night, then getting wasted and having her stress over dragging your drunk ass back home, are properties of a useless man if you'd ask me." I swiveled my chair and rested my palm under my jaw, pretending to be deep in thought."Oh, then I suppose the properties of a responsible man are going out on a supposedly important event, then bringing home an unmated female to forcibly wed her!" Zayn retorted, sitting upright on the couch and gazing at me with a serious demeanor. "Don't you think you ow
What if it wasn't even love? What if it's just a true friendship feeling? Or perhaps something else. Even worse, what if I was just overthinking it?As much as I wanted to believe these doubts, my heart could not. I've felt love in the past, with Kai. Except it was only a one-sided love, with me hoping he could see me the same way I saw him. I loved him. He liked me. He never loved me. But this, this was different. It didn't feel like I was forcing or hopelessly trying my way with someone. I felt loved. It didn't feel like I had to beg for it or do something to earn it. Maybe this was true, genuine love. Except, I feared that, what if he loved too much, and I couldn't return the same love to him? Or what if we get too attached and my mate emerges? In the end, we'll only hurt ourselves. My life's messed up. A knock on the door jolted me back to reality, and I hurriedly hid the paper under the pillows before answering. "Come in." A maid stepped in, and I immediately recognised her
'Hello love,As you would know by now, this marriage is a huge blessing to us and the entire pack. But it's nothing close to what we aim to achieve, which will not be successful without you.You need to carry his child as soon as possible, with no delay or excuses. There's a nice lingerie in your bag which you must've seen by now, and that should be more than enough for you to carry out the task in time. Don't go whoring around, Sara, like you did with Kai.If you make any mistakes that would sever our plans, we wouldn't hesitate to accept the divorce and marry you off to one of the omegas in our pack.' The letter ended, just like that. And for about a minute, I stared into space, trying to restrain the anger brewing in me. Whoring around with Kai? When did I ever do that?I hissed, dismissing my emotions, knowing she wrote all that to intentionally provoke me. Which she successfully did.However, the sound of rain hitting the roof is what makes me hastily push the paper into the bag
~Sara~We walked outside the house, passing through the foyer that led to the backyard. Surprisingly, my husband-to-be already had this place designed like a happy wedding would be. And to be honest, the decorations were great and maybe perfect. The entire backyard was adorned with elegant lights, lamps, and flowers. Even the aisle runner we walked on was decorated with flowers and softly glowing lights, creating a magical aura. The weather had even become cloudy, enhancing the thematic theme of the wedding. Although it seemed like it would rain soon, in contrast to how bright the sun was a few hours ago. I shifted my attention back to my surroundings, and that was when I noticed the audience sitting around us. They were few, just my family and a few of my husband-to-be associates—maybe—who weren't even smiling. They looked as if they wanted this to be over as soon as possible.And the alpha himself stood at the arch dressed in a tuxedo and somebody who looked like a coordinator or
~Sara~"With all my heart and soul, I take you as my partner, my love, and my best friend. I promise to love and cherish you, to stand by your side through all of life's joys and challenges." I read the last paragraph of one of the vows, scrunching my face as those words left a bitter taste in my mouth. Now I realized this marriage was going to be harder than I thought because saying these dreadful words in front of an audience, like I actually mean it, has to be the scariest thing ever.I dropped the paper with a sigh, leaning back on the headboard, wondering over and over why my life was this miserable. About a minute later, a knock came on the door. As much as I didn't like the disturbance, it was much better than someone intruding into the room. I stood up with a low groan and opened the door to see two women standing outside. "Hello.""Hi!" One of them gasped, her eyes widening like she had just seen a ghost—or a goddess, maybe. "I'm Leigh, and this is Eloise. We'll be helping y
~Sara~I remained silent, keeping my gaze on him, unsure of what to say. Because, if I heard correctly, he seemed to be aware of the games played by my family. But was he any different? Getting married to an unmated female? He might have a bit of conscience, but still, that doesn't make him any more different from them. So I averted my gaze from him, keeping my eyes on the passing scenery, although I'm quite aware of how my reaction would be perceived. Ignoring the almighty alpha. However, at this point in my life, I really don't care. I didn't want to do it, but I found myself tilting my head to steal a glance at my husband-to-be, to see what kind of reaction he'd show in response to my attitude. Probably at my audacity to ignore him. But his gaze was fixed on the window beside him, his chin resting on his left palm and, if I was correct, he looked unbothered. I hated that, somehow, he looked considerate of my dilemma. …'Miss,''Miss,' a distant voice called out, rousing me fr
~Sara~Bride??Future Luna??Marriage..??I'm getting married?? A forced marriage to a man I don't even know? A man I don't even know his last name."No." Father stopped pacing and snapped his head towards me, his eyes turning red in anger. "No, I'm not getting married to him. I'm barely 8 months from finding my mate-" The remaining words hung in my throat as he swiftly grabbed my neck, pinning me roughly against the wall. I gasped, the impact of the push knocking all air from my lungs."Don't you even DARE put up a fight, Sara! I swear I'll kill you if this doesn't go as planned.""Then kill me, I'd rather die than get married to someone who isn't even my mate." I managed to speak through his tight grip on my neck. My reply seemed to anger him the more because his grip tightened, and I felt his claw piercing into the soft skin of my neck. Blood trickled down my neck to my chest, my dress absorbing the liquid.Abruptly, the door flung open and Adam stepped in with a scowl on his face.