~Sara~
Bride??Future Luna??Marriage..??I'm getting married?? A forced marriage to a man I don't even know? A man I don't even know his last name."No." Father stopped pacing and snapped his head towards me, his eyes turning red in anger. "No, I'm not getting married to him. I'm barely 8 months from finding my mate-" The remaining words hung in my throat as he swiftly grabbed my neck, pinning me roughly against the wall. I gasped, the impact of the push knocking all air from my lungs."Don't you even DARE put up a fight, Sara! I swear I'll kill you if this doesn't go as planned.""Then kill me, I'd rather die than get married to someone who isn't even my mate." I managed to speak through his tight grip on my neck. My reply seemed to anger him the more because his grip tightened, and I felt his claw piercing into the soft skin of my neck. Blood trickled down my neck to my chest, my dress absorbing the liquid.Abruptly, the door flung open and Adam stepped in with a scowl on his face."Being an ungrateful bitch? Just what I thought." He hissed, shutting the door behind him.Father released his grip on my neck and I inhaled heavily, trying to take enough air into my lungs."You don't have a choice here, Sara, you will be his bride." Adam spoke, walking further into the room and resting on the wooden table. "You should be happy you got a huge chance to be a Luna, even though you don't deserve it." "You either accept to be his bride or we wait till you find your mate and I kill him with my bare hands. What do you think?" He smirked."You can't do that!" I gasped, my eyes widening in disbelief."Of course I can. I'm an alpha. So you either accept to be Rhett's bride and reject your mate when he comes, or refuse to be Rhett's bride and get your mate killed. His fate rests in your hands." He shrugged nonchalantly, like all he said now were mere jokes. I think I forget how ruthless he was every time. And how father, and Luna, always thought his cold, inhumane attitude was something to be proud of. Something to embrace with open arms.Adam moved away from the table, drawing closer until he was just a few inches away from me, his right hands resting on the wall behind me. My fingers trembled, reminding me of how much I feared him, even more than our father. "So, what do you think, Sara?" I watched his lips curl in mischief from the corner of my eyes. He already knew my answer.He knows damn well that I wasn't as ruthless as he was, or that killing my mate won't be the only punishment I would face for ruining whatever deal they could get with the alpha sitting in the living room."I thought as much." He chortled at my silence response, patting my left shoulder. Withdrawing a white handkerchief from his pocket, he used it to wipe the blood off my neck and folded it neatly, pushing it back into his pocket."Come on, let's go make this right." Yanking me away from the wall, he wrapped his arms around my shoulders, pushing me with him to the door. I felt my skin crawl at the feel of his arm on my shoulder.Thick lumps formed in my throat and the back of my eyes stung with tears as we approached the staircase. I felt Adam shift his gaze to me before saying. "You have no idea how lucky you are."*****It's been half an hour since I accepted to be Luna of an alpha whose full name I now knew to be, Rhett Carter.A maid stood in front of my wardrobe, arranging my clothes into a small suitcase. Just the perfect size for the number of clothes I have. Although, this maid didn't even try to hide her displeasure, murmuring and hissing at every instance.I paid her no attention, fixing my gaze on the window as several thoughts ran through my head. I rubbed my trembling hands together, feeling them become sweaty. My heart began racing faster, and my breaths became even more rapid. I shut my eyes quickly, breathing slowly and heavily, trying to calm the anxiety rising in me.A few moments later, I felt my body relax, and I stifled a whimper into my palm, exerting as much effort as possible to stop myself from bursting into tears. Everything suddenly felt too overwhelming, the weight of the unexpected marriage was suffocating me. I was weak, tired, and hungry and all I wanted to do was bury my body into the bed and hope this was all a bad dream. But the faint red marks on my wrist from pinching myself too much were a reminder that all of this was very much real.My gaze kept shifting to the door as I wished the one person who could help me through this phase would show up and whisper in my ears that all of this would be fine. That would wrap his arms around my shoulders and tell me to look on the bright side and ignore those bad thoughts forming in my head. But it hurts even more knowing there's someone in his life that would stop him from bothering about miserable me. Someone a part of me believes he deserves.I sniffed, wiping the single bead of tear from my cheek, my attention shifting to the maid standing a few meters away from the wardrobe with a frown on her face."It's all ready now, all your..." She trails off, letting out an almost silent scoff."My trash. All my trash." I helped her complete her statement, knowing that was what she had in mind to say. I never had maids help me in whatever way ever since I turned five, so this was all just a play pretend to not make Alpha Rhett suspect a thing.I stood up from the bed and exhaled heavily, looking around the room. As much as I hated this place, I wasn't ready to leave. It still felt a little safe, but like father and Adam said, I didn't have a choice here. And since Rhett had decided to let the marriage take place in his pack, all of this was even scarier.I walked down the stairs a few moments later, the maid scurrying behind me with my suitcase. Father and the rest of my beloved family stood outside the house, right beside a truck that would transport us to the Crescent Moon Pack.Just as I stood beside the truck to get it, Adam swiftly blocked my way, raising an eyebrow. "You're riding with Alpha Rhett." My breath hitched, and I turned to stare at the other fleet of cars around us. An unfamiliar guard stood beside an SUV truck with his gaze fixed on me. Obviously, he was waiting for me. "It should be enough time for you to get along with him. Go."'He's not that bad. He's probably better than them'I tried to convince myself as I walked towards the vehicle. With his actions last night, he seemed too good to be that bad. Only if last night was just a play pretend on his part.As I approached the truck, I braced myself, exhaling a long, calming breath. It's just a four hour drive, I could survive that.To my relief, his gaze was fixed on the window, so getting it wasn't as awkward or uncomfortable as I expected. I placed both hands on my laps as soon as I was seated, waiting for the ride to start.A few seconds later, we were driving out of the pack house into the empty streets. I fixed my gaze on the window, pretending to watch the passing view, while my heart was racing a thousand miles per second."They suck at it." I turned my gaze to him when I heard him speak, his deep alluring voice somehow had a calming effect, dispelling the storm brewing in me."Huh?" My brows furrowed in puzzlement.His gaze met mine, his emerald eyes piercing into my ugly brown ones. "They suck at pretending, it's embarrassing."~Sara~I remained silent, keeping my gaze on him, unsure of what to say. Because, if I heard correctly, he seemed to be aware of the games played by my family. But was he any different? Getting married to an unmated female? He might have a bit of conscience, but still, that doesn't make him any more different from them. So I averted my gaze from him, keeping my eyes on the passing scenery, although I'm quite aware of how my reaction would be perceived. Ignoring the almighty alpha. However, at this point in my life, I really don't care. I didn't want to do it, but I found myself tilting my head to steal a glance at my husband-to-be, to see what kind of reaction he'd show in response to my attitude. Probably at my audacity to ignore him. But his gaze was fixed on the window beside him, his chin resting on his left palm and, if I was correct, he looked unbothered. I hated that, somehow, he looked considerate of my dilemma. …'Miss,''Miss,' a distant voice called out, rousing me fr
~Sara~"With all my heart and soul, I take you as my partner, my love, and my best friend. I promise to love and cherish you, to stand by your side through all of life's joys and challenges." I read the last paragraph of one of the vows, scrunching my face as those words left a bitter taste in my mouth. Now I realized this marriage was going to be harder than I thought because saying these dreadful words in front of an audience, like I actually mean it, has to be the scariest thing ever.I dropped the paper with a sigh, leaning back on the headboard, wondering over and over why my life was this miserable. About a minute later, a knock came on the door. As much as I didn't like the disturbance, it was much better than someone intruding into the room. I stood up with a low groan and opened the door to see two women standing outside. "Hello.""Hi!" One of them gasped, her eyes widening like she had just seen a ghost—or a goddess, maybe. "I'm Leigh, and this is Eloise. We'll be helping y
~Sara~We walked outside the house, passing through the foyer that led to the backyard. Surprisingly, my husband-to-be already had this place designed like a happy wedding would be. And to be honest, the decorations were great and maybe perfect. The entire backyard was adorned with elegant lights, lamps, and flowers. Even the aisle runner we walked on was decorated with flowers and softly glowing lights, creating a magical aura. The weather had even become cloudy, enhancing the thematic theme of the wedding. Although it seemed like it would rain soon, in contrast to how bright the sun was a few hours ago. I shifted my attention back to my surroundings, and that was when I noticed the audience sitting around us. They were few, just my family and a few of my husband-to-be associates—maybe—who weren't even smiling. They looked as if they wanted this to be over as soon as possible.And the alpha himself stood at the arch dressed in a tuxedo and somebody who looked like a coordinator or
'Hello love,As you would know by now, this marriage is a huge blessing to us and the entire pack. But it's nothing close to what we aim to achieve, which will not be successful without you.You need to carry his child as soon as possible, with no delay or excuses. There's a nice lingerie in your bag which you must've seen by now, and that should be more than enough for you to carry out the task in time. Don't go whoring around, Sara, like you did with Kai.If you make any mistakes that would sever our plans, we wouldn't hesitate to accept the divorce and marry you off to one of the omegas in our pack.' The letter ended, just like that. And for about a minute, I stared into space, trying to restrain the anger brewing in me. Whoring around with Kai? When did I ever do that?I hissed, dismissing my emotions, knowing she wrote all that to intentionally provoke me. Which she successfully did.However, the sound of rain hitting the roof is what makes me hastily push the paper into the bag
What if it wasn't even love? What if it's just a true friendship feeling? Or perhaps something else. Even worse, what if I was just overthinking it?As much as I wanted to believe these doubts, my heart could not. I've felt love in the past, with Kai. Except it was only a one-sided love, with me hoping he could see me the same way I saw him. I loved him. He liked me. He never loved me. But this, this was different. It didn't feel like I was forcing or hopelessly trying my way with someone. I felt loved. It didn't feel like I had to beg for it or do something to earn it. Maybe this was true, genuine love. Except, I feared that, what if he loved too much, and I couldn't return the same love to him? Or what if we get too attached and my mate emerges? In the end, we'll only hurt ourselves. My life's messed up. A knock on the door jolted me back to reality, and I hurriedly hid the paper under the pillows before answering. "Come in." A maid stepped in, and I immediately recognised her
~Rhett~"I'm definitely getting wasted tonight," Zayn, my beta, announced as he barged into my office, slumping on the couch in the right corner of the room. He carelessly tossed his suitcase on the coffee table in front of him, lying fully on the couch."You're supposed to take Ingrid out on a date tonight, remember?" I reminded him, diverting my gaze from the computer in front of me.Zayn groaned, rubbing his forehead. "Is that supposed to be an obstacle?""Well, taking your mate out on a date night, then getting wasted and having her stress over dragging your drunk ass back home, are properties of a useless man if you'd ask me." I swiveled my chair and rested my palm under my jaw, pretending to be deep in thought."Oh, then I suppose the properties of a responsible man are going out on a supposedly important event, then bringing home an unmated female to forcibly wed her!" Zayn retorted, sitting upright on the couch and gazing at me with a serious demeanor. "Don't you think you ow
~Sara~It was dark outside by the time I woke up. I took a nap in the afternoon after exploring the huge packhouse. Although, I never expected I'd sleep this long. Checking my phone, I saw that the time was 8:24 pm. I stepped out of the bed, stretching my body with a yawn. Walking out of the room, I trudged past the hallway, heading down the stairs.The house was unusually quiet, which I found strange, considering how much bickering Jordan and Océane were engaged in before I slept. Now, not even a footstep could be heard.Stepping into the empty living room, I stared around the empty area; the pillows arranged neatly on couches, scented candles lit and placed around and soft music playing from a record player. Then a small clang from the kitchen, I moved quickly past the area, expecting to see Jordan probably making the last meal for the day, but it was another figure instead, with his back to me. Moving swiftly around the kitchen.Rhett.Noticing my presence, he turned to face me, a s
~Sara~*Three Weeks Later*I sank into the chair in front of my vanity, resting my head on it. I spent the entire day today, baking and planting flowers with the pack kids. That had been my routine the entire week since we returned from our little vacation—or honeymoon, as they'd normally call it.Over the past few weeks, I had grown accustomed to what I once considered strange and unfamiliar, and since I hardly had anything to do in the big empty house; I occasionally decided to call the pack kids who lived around in. And they were pretty much excited to meet their Luna.I accepted and loved the title already.We usually baked cakes, cookies, and some other long lists of things Jordan was teaching me. I think my favorite among all the dishes Jordan taught me was Pad Thai. He called it a Thailand dish, and I'd conclude that the humans enjoy a lot.A beep from my phone pulled my attention, and I lifted my head tiredly, pressing the power button to see an email from my father. Probably t
~Sara~*Three Weeks Later*I sank into the chair in front of my vanity, resting my head on it. I spent the entire day today, baking and planting flowers with the pack kids. That had been my routine the entire week since we returned from our little vacation—or honeymoon, as they'd normally call it.Over the past few weeks, I had grown accustomed to what I once considered strange and unfamiliar, and since I hardly had anything to do in the big empty house; I occasionally decided to call the pack kids who lived around in. And they were pretty much excited to meet their Luna.I accepted and loved the title already.We usually baked cakes, cookies, and some other long lists of things Jordan was teaching me. I think my favorite among all the dishes Jordan taught me was Pad Thai. He called it a Thailand dish, and I'd conclude that the humans enjoy a lot.A beep from my phone pulled my attention, and I lifted my head tiredly, pressing the power button to see an email from my father. Probably t
~Sara~It was dark outside by the time I woke up. I took a nap in the afternoon after exploring the huge packhouse. Although, I never expected I'd sleep this long. Checking my phone, I saw that the time was 8:24 pm. I stepped out of the bed, stretching my body with a yawn. Walking out of the room, I trudged past the hallway, heading down the stairs.The house was unusually quiet, which I found strange, considering how much bickering Jordan and Océane were engaged in before I slept. Now, not even a footstep could be heard.Stepping into the empty living room, I stared around the empty area; the pillows arranged neatly on couches, scented candles lit and placed around and soft music playing from a record player. Then a small clang from the kitchen, I moved quickly past the area, expecting to see Jordan probably making the last meal for the day, but it was another figure instead, with his back to me. Moving swiftly around the kitchen.Rhett.Noticing my presence, he turned to face me, a s
~Rhett~"I'm definitely getting wasted tonight," Zayn, my beta, announced as he barged into my office, slumping on the couch in the right corner of the room. He carelessly tossed his suitcase on the coffee table in front of him, lying fully on the couch."You're supposed to take Ingrid out on a date tonight, remember?" I reminded him, diverting my gaze from the computer in front of me.Zayn groaned, rubbing his forehead. "Is that supposed to be an obstacle?""Well, taking your mate out on a date night, then getting wasted and having her stress over dragging your drunk ass back home, are properties of a useless man if you'd ask me." I swiveled my chair and rested my palm under my jaw, pretending to be deep in thought."Oh, then I suppose the properties of a responsible man are going out on a supposedly important event, then bringing home an unmated female to forcibly wed her!" Zayn retorted, sitting upright on the couch and gazing at me with a serious demeanor. "Don't you think you ow
What if it wasn't even love? What if it's just a true friendship feeling? Or perhaps something else. Even worse, what if I was just overthinking it?As much as I wanted to believe these doubts, my heart could not. I've felt love in the past, with Kai. Except it was only a one-sided love, with me hoping he could see me the same way I saw him. I loved him. He liked me. He never loved me. But this, this was different. It didn't feel like I was forcing or hopelessly trying my way with someone. I felt loved. It didn't feel like I had to beg for it or do something to earn it. Maybe this was true, genuine love. Except, I feared that, what if he loved too much, and I couldn't return the same love to him? Or what if we get too attached and my mate emerges? In the end, we'll only hurt ourselves. My life's messed up. A knock on the door jolted me back to reality, and I hurriedly hid the paper under the pillows before answering. "Come in." A maid stepped in, and I immediately recognised her
'Hello love,As you would know by now, this marriage is a huge blessing to us and the entire pack. But it's nothing close to what we aim to achieve, which will not be successful without you.You need to carry his child as soon as possible, with no delay or excuses. There's a nice lingerie in your bag which you must've seen by now, and that should be more than enough for you to carry out the task in time. Don't go whoring around, Sara, like you did with Kai.If you make any mistakes that would sever our plans, we wouldn't hesitate to accept the divorce and marry you off to one of the omegas in our pack.' The letter ended, just like that. And for about a minute, I stared into space, trying to restrain the anger brewing in me. Whoring around with Kai? When did I ever do that?I hissed, dismissing my emotions, knowing she wrote all that to intentionally provoke me. Which she successfully did.However, the sound of rain hitting the roof is what makes me hastily push the paper into the bag
~Sara~We walked outside the house, passing through the foyer that led to the backyard. Surprisingly, my husband-to-be already had this place designed like a happy wedding would be. And to be honest, the decorations were great and maybe perfect. The entire backyard was adorned with elegant lights, lamps, and flowers. Even the aisle runner we walked on was decorated with flowers and softly glowing lights, creating a magical aura. The weather had even become cloudy, enhancing the thematic theme of the wedding. Although it seemed like it would rain soon, in contrast to how bright the sun was a few hours ago. I shifted my attention back to my surroundings, and that was when I noticed the audience sitting around us. They were few, just my family and a few of my husband-to-be associates—maybe—who weren't even smiling. They looked as if they wanted this to be over as soon as possible.And the alpha himself stood at the arch dressed in a tuxedo and somebody who looked like a coordinator or
~Sara~"With all my heart and soul, I take you as my partner, my love, and my best friend. I promise to love and cherish you, to stand by your side through all of life's joys and challenges." I read the last paragraph of one of the vows, scrunching my face as those words left a bitter taste in my mouth. Now I realized this marriage was going to be harder than I thought because saying these dreadful words in front of an audience, like I actually mean it, has to be the scariest thing ever.I dropped the paper with a sigh, leaning back on the headboard, wondering over and over why my life was this miserable. About a minute later, a knock came on the door. As much as I didn't like the disturbance, it was much better than someone intruding into the room. I stood up with a low groan and opened the door to see two women standing outside. "Hello.""Hi!" One of them gasped, her eyes widening like she had just seen a ghost—or a goddess, maybe. "I'm Leigh, and this is Eloise. We'll be helping y
~Sara~I remained silent, keeping my gaze on him, unsure of what to say. Because, if I heard correctly, he seemed to be aware of the games played by my family. But was he any different? Getting married to an unmated female? He might have a bit of conscience, but still, that doesn't make him any more different from them. So I averted my gaze from him, keeping my eyes on the passing scenery, although I'm quite aware of how my reaction would be perceived. Ignoring the almighty alpha. However, at this point in my life, I really don't care. I didn't want to do it, but I found myself tilting my head to steal a glance at my husband-to-be, to see what kind of reaction he'd show in response to my attitude. Probably at my audacity to ignore him. But his gaze was fixed on the window beside him, his chin resting on his left palm and, if I was correct, he looked unbothered. I hated that, somehow, he looked considerate of my dilemma. …'Miss,''Miss,' a distant voice called out, rousing me fr
~Sara~Bride??Future Luna??Marriage..??I'm getting married?? A forced marriage to a man I don't even know? A man I don't even know his last name."No." Father stopped pacing and snapped his head towards me, his eyes turning red in anger. "No, I'm not getting married to him. I'm barely 8 months from finding my mate-" The remaining words hung in my throat as he swiftly grabbed my neck, pinning me roughly against the wall. I gasped, the impact of the push knocking all air from my lungs."Don't you even DARE put up a fight, Sara! I swear I'll kill you if this doesn't go as planned.""Then kill me, I'd rather die than get married to someone who isn't even my mate." I managed to speak through his tight grip on my neck. My reply seemed to anger him the more because his grip tightened, and I felt his claw piercing into the soft skin of my neck. Blood trickled down my neck to my chest, my dress absorbing the liquid.Abruptly, the door flung open and Adam stepped in with a scowl on his face.