It's been a few weeks since our birthdays have come and passed us celebrating together at home in the quietness we've become accustomed to. Every night I sit with her until she falls asleep a nightmare hunting her that she's too afraid to share. Each night while she rests I go out and train with my wolf letting Jade run free and strengthening our bond as one. I've never felt the way I feel when Jade is in charge. I feel powerful beautiful and full of life howling at the moon each night. I think it's her silent cry for our mate and I've become accustomed to it. My body was full and muscle taught my meals being fixed and cooked by me and Jess.
We're so a like in many ways yet there's something about her I can't put my finger on. We’re on the trail back to the house as I hear Jessie scream and I run faster shifting at the edge of the house I smell something strange and I rush in Jessie I call and she appears what's wrong are you alright why were you crying what's goi
Agreeing with what Jade said I decided that if fate was going to catch up with me anyway it should see the growing strength and courage I've gained also. This morning while doing my usual routine I might have done a few things I usually don't but nothing so drastic someone might notice like taking my time on my makeup and my hair, putting lotion all over my body although it sweats off in heaps during these warm months, wearing jewelry one piece having a meaning that jade herself is unaware of I found it when I had blocked her out as I was adapting to not z07,m ,m,mm shifting.I search my closet finding a pants suit that I had tailored to me and fit me in ways that make me irresistible. Although I wasn't in search of a fling I had many callers who tried daily me never talking to any of them. Strange that the only man I desire is the one I wish to hide away from. I arrived at work at six am sharp I rode the lift alone to the thirty-second floor, just as I left the elevator and
I didn't sleep well at all last night I tossed and turned with vivid images flashing throughout my mind as visions of Javier and another woman. Today Jade isn't as snarky as she was yesterday. Today she felt the pain of his actions her heart throbbing in pain. I know because my heart feels the bitterness. I awake at 4:30 am and jump in the shower ordering me up a uber to be to work I drag my feet and remember today is Jess's first day too. She wasn't up when I was leaving so I left her a note wishing her well on her first day in the corporate world.I arrive at the front of my cottage and the uber is there and ready. I hop in and we start our trail. I stop at the coffee shop and grab myself a cappucino and a regular coffee with creams and sugars, after last night I will need all the caffeine for today to survive. I arrive at the office early like always beating everyone to work riding the lift to the fortieth floor. I exit and make my way to my new office but it's locked I di
My eyes shoot to Jess and she wears a faint smile I can tell she is holding back her excitement. Oh, oh my eyes widen and instant to hug them both again that's great you guys I'm happy for you. Needing jade to mask what I'm feeling I finally let go of the block. My food arrives and I sit silently as I let them tell me how this all got started. My best friend and the guy I wouldn't give a real chance that's ironic for me I guess. We finish our lunch and it's 12:45 I stand and this time create the space needed so Jess doesn't become to protective I hug her and she hugs me back tightly whispering in my ear I can't believe I found him Net he is my mate. I squeeze her back and pull away looking into her eyes I can you to deserve each other my eyes flicker and I know I should leave. Thanks you two for lunch I appreciate it I should be heading back I have an important meeting at one.We say our goodbyes and I exit the pub. Thankful that Jade has been quiet since the block came
With that in mind, I let myself go he lifts me into his strong arms and wraps me in them he carries me over to his desk and lays me down on it. With one force full pull it flies open and the buttons scatter the roomie he kisses his way down my torso leaving Hickey's on every inch of my chest a satisfied moan leaves my lips and he flicks his tongue across it again. Dropping to his knees he looks at me his long lashes casting a sexy shadow on his face. Are you sure about this Annette, his husky voice asked filled with lust as his answer I stand and remove my pants only wearing my panties and some five-inch pumps.He growls and frost over the glass in his office standing he walks towards the door locking it. When he turns to face me I shoot into his arms hot and needy thrusting my fingers throughout his hair hitting and nipping at his lips. He places me back on his desk squeezing my ass before he lets me go. He looks me from head to toe slowly removing my panties never tak
Jade comes forward and it's the exact opposite, she is smitten with him and he takes in her flow of energy. Not Annette I assume he takes in a deep breath and steps forward again. Shaking my head no a smile stretches across his face what should I call you the beautiful he asks in his seductive tone showing signs of his wolf trying to come forward. “I'm Jade and you are my mates she says and she steps into his arms “. If you can feel the mate bond why does Annette deny me why won't she give me a chance? His eye meets hers and it's like he is looking for me looking for my answer Jade it's time to go and I mean now I bark and she leans in to kiss him. Claiming him with her mouth stunned at his response I sit there wordlessly in the back seat of my own head feeling betrayed by my wolf.When the kiss is over she pulls away wiping the lipstick from his lips, giving it some time when she's ready you will be ours. “Was it here I claimed last night or was it her clai
I let five days pass I called in sick while I though of away to run from him because he is right I cant kill him but his father thats a whole nother thing. Thinking back he never went against that idea all he asked for was my trust. But I cant trust him after all he is his fathers son. Dad didnt tell me much about the call he recieved but he told me that doing what he was told was going to save my life which in turn it did but I lost everything. I should be grateful but I'm more pissed if he could tell that I was his mate why didnt he stop his father and give my pack a chance. Jade pipes in after days of ignoring me and mad because we can feel Javier wants and needs but I can also feel that he is with someone else. Its still pretty tricky but Im getting an understanding of how the connection works. Most days I stare out the window and others I sleep all day long I called Jess once to make sure she was ok and to let her know that I was. "What if he wishes to give you a way af
The next few days fly pass with the tension high at the office each day he smells of a new girl and each day a new pain hits me showing that he has had his taste. Sitting at my desk re-typing the documents left on my desk. I havent been home to see Jess still staying at the hotel giving her and her mate some space. Jovoan has text me to hang out with them but I always decline feeling like a third wheel in there romantic escapades. Im sitting here and its after five but I need to get these finished and filed away so that the data in the computer is complete the mergers have begun to take place and I don't need any mistakes on my end. Im typing away for what seems like a short while but when I stand to retrieve a cup of coffee I notice that the office is completely empty and quiet. I walk back to my desk, and take my seat I see I only have about three files left but there pretty thick Im guessing maybe another hr or so.I get to work and after a good two hours the files are all
Javier's Pov ContinuedI set on the bed in the room next to hers and I waited for the pain to come knowing she was just with a guy I was sure he would be coming with the things the two of them were doing, but it didnt come what did come was her tears from the other side of the wall and the feeling of loneliness i wanted to rush over and console her but Xavier was still pissed although we would never hurt her I cant control how he lashes out and I don't want to scare her but shes ours and yet she is behaving this way with other man. Xavier growls as my mates cries turns into soft moans as much as Im trying not to lose my shit Xavier is pass that I sit on the chair and hold onto the chair waiting for the pain to burn through me but again it dosent I rise from the chair and walk to the wall putting my ear to it so I can listen with my wolf these walls are paper thin and I can hear just about everything happening if i listen close enough.Hovering next to the wall I
We Kiss until there's no breath on our lungs when he pulls away his hand falls to his knees as he catches his breath eyes on me as I do the same with my back against the wall. When he catches his breath he looks at me and walks toward me, before he can say anything I cock my head to the side and start I'm sorry and I shouldn't have blocked you out but when I needed you I couldn't reach you and that's how you made me feel I don't want to argue and I won't run again I just want us to be whole you and me that's it. Cocking his head to the side he pulls me off the door and into him as he inhales my scent as if it's his oxygen he calms and then puts me down. Looking me in the eyes don't ever leave again like that. I see the seriousness in his eyes and I nod because I know I'm not leaving him again when I do it will be because he has sent me away. He takes me and leads me to the bed and I give him a knowing smile as I straddle him he is in his clothes from the night before. As I lean down t
Calm yourself Annette this isn't the place Sean whispers as he holds me to him I close my eyes and reign in my wolf. He is right Jade responds and I lesson the grip on Sean and storm off the other way running to the bathroom to kick scream and holler Infosh my phone out after my mind lil is blocked and dial his number but it's all the same I shoot Jovoan and Jess a text not to worry and let them know I'm taking off if anyone ask where in going tell them to be alone. I will call when I arrive at my destination. Immediately I receive a response wait where you are we will come with you typing double time I ask them to stay and please enjoy themselves I'm fine just need to think, Jess agrees and I'm thankful I exit the restroom and check my surroundings finding the back door I slip out and hail a cab.Let's see if he likes the silent treatment! I turn off my phone and pay in cash having the driver take me to the next city. I use the same Id I had made when I first left home and check into
Arriving inside the ambiance is just the same as last time the pubs not so packed but there is a decent amount of people in here the pool tables are surrounded and the back wall is full looking to my right I see my table from last time and walk over swiftly. After showing me to my seat Sean walks to the bar to grab a beer and a margarita also hoping to get this over quickly I scan the crowds for Nick and I don't see him just yet but I spot his friends from the bar the other night and they all nod saying hello I smile and nod back. After a few minutes Nick walks out the backroom with a girl in tow and too my surprise it's Chrissy Duke, I watch there body language and it's speaking in magnitudes I straighten my posture and search for Seannwho has our drinks and is walking back over to the table. Seems I've been spotted by the both of them at the same time. Nick smiles and pulls Chrissy along with him as he approaches.Stopping when he see Sean step into his line of view placing our dr
Walking into the company I'm greeted by the Secretary and I smile greeting her back I make my way over to the elevator shaft and hope on riding up I look in my phone and see a message from javier, that was pretty cute but you're going to regret it when I'm gone. Where are you going I thought you canceled your trip I respond immediately oh I canceled that one but I'm a business man love things come up all the time so when will you be leaving for this trip. I'm at the terminal now there ushering us into the plane. This better be a joke what if I go into heat while you're gone I ask and I hear the smile fade from his face he hadn't thought about that. Well enjoy the flight if things so happen to turn ugly I'm sure I can find someone to scratch the itch. Annette, he calls as I smirk into the phone yes sir I answer making my voice sound seductive as the door pings open. Sean will be with you and if you need anything you ask him and he will relay it to me so you don't want me to call you a
I stand to my feet drink in my hand and walk to the banister leaning on it just to make sure my look is clear and I am correct its them alright. But not only them they seem to be with a client possibly and he hasn't spotted me yet but she has and her eyes blaze in my direction as she pulls herself onto him but he snatches himself back and fixes her with a look but that doesn't stop her she just keeps doing what she is doing at this point my drink is gone and I'm burning with rage has she lost her fucking mind leaving my cup at the table I make my way towards the steps stopping I smile and look over at Sean, hey you wanna dance with me or should I ask one of these guys? His eyes grow big and he shuffles over to me quickly “ it a be my pleasure Luna he answers and I smile as he leads me to the dance floor. I don't let him see the Alpha I make him focus on me the guards stand in and surround us and the music begins a its salsa one of my favorites.The guys all take another step back and
Jovoan carried her to the sofa and I grab a cold towel and some water and come and sit beside her rubbing her forehead gently trying to bring her back. After a few minute, her eyes begin to slowly peel open squinting around the room til her eyes land on me she shoots up from the bed and grabs me hugging me tightly. You're here she whispers and squeezes tighter I told you I would be here I can't have you fretting can I? she softly shakes her head still not letting go why is he here? He comes in peace were going to work on us and this was the first place I needed to be so he is here with me. He came by choice she ask sitting up a little and I nod smiling. I lean into her and whisper “ I promise to explain everything to you later”. Squeezing her hand she nods gently. Sorry Alpha she murmurs next not looking into his eyes, it's all good his dark voice booms but his eyes are still frosty not understanding why I look to my left and see that Jovoan has his arms wrapped around me holding me a
He pounced on me so quickly that a small gasps leaves me as he pulls me into him wrapping me in his arms and running his tongue over the length of my neck causing me to shiver when I feel his canines elongate and I know that he wants to mark me. I pull back and meet his eyes I pull my hand from his grip and slowly reach for his cheeks hoping that a kiss will take away the sting of rejection Im not ready for that. "I don't want to fight anymore I whisper as I gaze into two of the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen, when jade stirs with an idea. I'm sure he might not agree but it's worth a shot. I’m not ready to wear your mark and I'm sorry if that upsets you but it's true right now I'm figuring out all the shit that I've just found out I'm a part of I don't want to regret this or regret being with you. He steps back but he dosen't let me go, can I speak with Javier please just for a moment. he sighs and nods and gives control back to Javier.He comes forward and I smile shyly Hi! I whi
The ride to the bistro is quiet and calm just what I needed to take my mind off Javier. As we pull in I spot Nick immediately and with a small stretch across my face he came, he actually came. Jess notices my excitement and her eyes follow mine, “ who's he?” she asks looking from me to Nick and then to Jovoan. Smiling I answer a friend who I hope I get to know more of I say grabbing the door handle but she pulls me back a little is Javier ok with this, looking over my shoulder I turn to face her I don't care what javier is ok with I'm ok with it just meet him you're going to love him I say with a pleading look she sighs looks to Jovoan and back to me. “Alright I will meet him let's just hurry this up I don't need the big bad alpha showing up and giving everyone a show". Climbing out of the car we walk towards an awestruck Nick he smiles and looks me up and down as he whistles. I'm truly a lucky man, he greets and pulls me in for a hug. I hug him with the same force he uses on me and h
So after everything that happened tonight you want to make sure it's your boyfriend that's unharmed that's where your worry is that's what concerns you? Sighing I look at her so nothing else matters, not even the fact that you got a pissed off Alpha before you? She looks at me and roll her eyes I wouldn't be here if I wasn't forced and if you don't like the company I'm giving then I will leave. But for now this is what you get. Smirking she leans against the hair board and returns that scowl onto her face, know that she is waiting for a reaction I change the conversation. So the guy you was with tonight is that who your choosing to be with is that really what you want you hate me this much you would let him defile you in public not once but twice and then act as if he is the light at the end of your tunnel.She looks at me as if she doesn't hear me and turns her nose up into the air, scrubbing my hand down my face I growl and my claws lengthen so you don't won't us at all then my effo