I hugged my pillow while earlier tossing lying down here on my bed, the window curtain closed here in my bedroom but there was still a little shining light from the stars.
I couldn’t sleep, what was on my mind was Clarkson’s mysterious personality. Earlier before I lay down here in my bed I first thought of opening my computer to search his f******k account, but nothing came up, no matter what kind of social media he did not have.
It's also a big puzzle to me why he doesn't use a surname 'even though it's necessary not just to study. He was different to me and the more I looked at him, the more motivated I became to get closer to him and to know the questions that were troubling my mind.
I was about to close my eyes but that didn't work out as I had a transparent human shadow from the side of the window. From under my pillow I quickly picked up the knife hidden in it, put on my slippers and slowly walked closer to the young man here in my bedroom.
"I know there's someone there, get out!" The surroundings remained quiet, my forehead furrowed and I quickly pulled back the curtain, I peeked on both sides but there was no one there, I was even surprised when a black cat suddenly appeared in front of me.
I wiped my face and closed the window, sat down on the edge of my bed and hid the knife I was holding under my bed again. I stared at the picture frame on top of the small table on the side of my bed where the picture was when our family was still complete, at the same time as the predominance of howl coming from a dog in the neighbor.
The next day when I arrived at the University I found Clarkson in the locker with Clarendon who was the first person he went to on the first day of school and the two men who I also saw talking to Clarkson.
"There's still no news we sent as an observer." My eyes narrowed at what I heard, I wondered who or what they were talking about, they were just stunned when a man looked at me followed by Clarkson's cold but deep look that was now the sleeves of the dress were long again.
"Hi, boys!"
"Hey, Ms. pretty!" Greetings from two men whose names I still don't know."Let's talk later," Clarkson said, and the two men laughed.
"It's easy, master! Can't we introduce ourselves to the woman who—"
"Go then." Clarkson frowned as he said immediately.
"Hi, I'm Juno."
"And I'm Julo," they introduce. I smiled at them and nodded.
"Nice meeting you too! I'm—" "Yeah, Luna. We know you." My eyes narrowed at them, I even pointed to myself. "Really? You know me?" They both nodded at me. "How?" I asked them again, the three of them now looked at Clarkson who soon turned his back on us all while rubbing his jeans. "Wait! By the way, good morning!" I greeted him as from my run I chased him. "Are Julo and Juno your friends, like Clarendon?" He only nodded in response to me. "How could they have met me. Ah-huh! Did you tell them stories about me?" He stopped his walk so so did I. "No," he replied simply, I didn't even realize that he was gradually getting caught up in walking, it seemed like he was stepping fast so in the end he got to our classroom even earlier. Now is our vacant time, I'm here on the very second floor of our library and I've been going back and forth to different lines of bookshelves. I stopped when I touched a rough cover of the book that is also old and if you look closely you seem to be afraid to read because of its dark color and the seemingly creeping roots of its design. Even so, I became curious so I took it slowly, it wasn't easy to pull out because it was really crammed into the end of the bookshelf. After I got it I pulled out a chair and sat in front of the table near it by the window. "Deceptive," I read in the written title of the book, I opened it in turn and what popped up to me was a picture of a large creature that was half human and wolf, its body full of feathers. “He has no death, to this day he is still alive, trying to save the woman he first loved and wants to be with for life,” I read here. There was some spark that flowed through my being. I wasted no more time and I opened the book, but my torn eyebrows met its pages, even if I looked over and over I could not read anything, until I got to the back of the book and there was I noticed a very small letter. "Werejonalle," I read poorly and I stared out the window where raindrops were slowly falling from the formerly dark sky. I looked around, when I saw that some of the students who were also here were almost in his world, so I secretly hid the book in the bag I was carrying. I knew there was something wrong with how I was feeling, as soon as I caressed this book I could no longer fathom that feeling, it seemed to be related to the creatures I was looking for. Also the only word I saw and read here was written differently, in my mind it was special someone who owns it. I would have looked for a book to read again, but I was stopped by looking out the window again to see a man sheltering in a large tree as it seemed to be looking at me. When he smiled my heart pounded as I realized he was the werewolf I had encountered.I ran down the library, I also ran the hallways, I put my hand on my head because I would have run again the distance where there is no shade to get to where I saw the man earlier from the top of the library when someone stopped my arm, when I faced who was holding me I saw that it was Clarkson."Oh, hey! I'm still going somewhere, if you want to talk to me later ah?" I didn't wait for him to say anything and I ran into the rain, but not long after that someone grabbed my arm again, until I realized that I couldn't seem to get wet in the rain because he was carrying an umbrella and he covered it. me here."Clarkson, what? I said later, didn't I?""You're my partner in biology. When you get sick I'm the one who's going to have a hard time doing our task there." My left eyebrow rose and eventually I couldn’t help but laugh because of what he said."Let's go back there." I raised both hands as
After I left the Cafeteria I also went out here but I did not immediately go back to our classroom instead I walked first in the habit where I saw the man before, but I was still unlucky because even a shadow of him I never saw.Also that day we went home late because of the project we did. It's also surprising because since I came back here to the classroom I haven't seen Clarkson yet, he hasn't even attended our last class for today. I was about to leave the classroom when Lara approached me."Luna, have you seen Leticia? Have you been together before?" she asked me, at the same time as I adjusted the strap of the bag on my shoulder."No, I did notice that she's not in our last class either. Didn't she tell you when she was going home and was too lazy to come in? You know that." She winced and eventually shook her head at me."The truth is that we had a conversation that we would go to the night club later, th
The lightness I felt while sitting on a bench here at the amusement park near our house became heavy. I stopped talking to the boy I also always see whenever I come here.Blood was pouring, every movement of the thick clouds in the sky was fast, the moon was so round I kept running and I opened the big gate of our house, I looked for Mommy and Daddy I couldn't find them until of I turned again to the door of my house and saw that they were both holding the werewolf's neck.My knees trembled tears began to drip into my eyes, I ran the distance we had in conjunction with the howl of the monster. Stepping on my feet again was the raising of the werewolf's hand and the release of its long, sharp claws that pierced my parent's neck."No!" My heart was beating fast, I was chasing my breath as I gripped my blanket tightly as I got out of my bed.I bent down, my grip on the blanket that rested on me got worse,
When I already arrived at my home, I immediately let my body fell on my soft bed and I just massage the temple of my nose and slightly stretch my arms. Here I am again, overthinking about what I saw and heard lately.It's so frustrating that I can't make Clarkson close to me. After a few minutes I got up from lying in my bed when I heard a knocked on the door. I wore my sleepers and walked towards the door and when I opened it, I'm not surprised to see Jonel. I smirked and let him go inside the house."Hi, Jonel and it's good to know that you're not lost?" I jokingly asked him and helped him sit on the sofa."Hmm, not really. It's not hard to find your house either because there are only a few of you living here." I smiled at him, as I massaged his shoulder he couldn't hide his gaze from my breast."Didn't you get cold while you were on your way here?" I asked him seductively, I saw his Adam's appl
"Can you come here first?" He looked at me confused, he slowly removed my hand on his arms."You need to rest as well." After that he turned his back on me and walked away, but before he could get out the door I chased him. I blocked his path and kissed him quickly.My hands were tightly gripping the long sleeve he was wearing, I kissed him even deeper, I was about to insert my hand inside his upper garment when I felt his firm grip on both of my -shoulder, so I stopped and looked into his eyes that looked cold at me."What do you think you're doing?" My lips parted, but eventually I laughed at his question as well."Kissing you." His forehead furrowed, I stepped closer to him and caressed his chest, but he quickly pulled my hand away."I can't be your fuck buddy." After he said this he made his way out of the house quickly. I sat down on the sofa that was on my side and covered my mouth."Wo
After what happened earlier, I went inside the house, now it's one o'clock but I still have no plans to sleep. I won't be relieved either, I may just have nightmares or I'm just going to move several times on my bed thinking what I need to do to at least kill those werewolves packs. Now I am here in my one room where I have temporarily put my important belongings while my workers still have not finished the other room I asked them to build on the left wing of this house.From the long table I walked over and one by one touched the knives lined up on it. I stopped at the end where my foot was and the silver knife at the very end of it. I slowly ran my hand over there. Moments later I went to the left part of this room. I took a sharp knife and pointed it at a box where I pasted the picture of the werewolf I had drawn.I just hit it with the target, but no matter how much I hit it directly the fury could not be remove
The sky was overcast, I lowered the basket with the various types of flowers placed, then I sat down on the clean lawn, in front of Daddy’s grave. I sighed and stroked the necklace I was wearing."It's been years, Daddy. You haven't had Mommy by my side for years. You know Dad, sometimes I can't help but get upset with you. Why did you and Mommy leave me so early?""But, I'm angry more often, because you shouldn't have left me early, if only those werewolf hadn't killed you.""Don't worry Daddy, I won't stop, I will continue to seek justice, I will avenge you, even worse than they did to us. Even if I die I will make sure that no one of their races will going to be save." My hands bowed as tears fell in my eyes."But I want you to know Dad ... It's hard and painful to live alone. It's crushing to live without a parent by your side." I rubbed my other cheek even though the tears just kept flowing into my eyes
I pulled my arm away from him and violently wiped away the tears that dripped from my eyes."I-I'm sorry." I saw the intense remorse in his eyes."I'm really telling the truth. I'm really going to kill them all, but you don't trust me. Most of you only sees it as a craziness, when in fact I just only want a justice for my father." He stepped closer to me while I stepped away from him."Why didn't you just leave earlier. I really hope I didn't just tell you the story! Maybe you're just like them who will tell that I'm crazy and just laughed at me." I wiped away another tear that dripped from my eyes."I believe in you Luna, my only thing is I don't want you to perish. If you want to fight you have to train yourself to be strong first, so you can make sure you can kill them all." I stopped and stared at him."Do you think you're just referring to human strength? No. That's why they belong to others,
"I am willing to die from your own hands, my Luna, if it was only the one who will set you free from the sorrow that was you are carrying for a long years," I said in an almost a whispered full of heartaches while looking at her sadly, and after I said that was the same time, her hand let go of the knife she was holding lately so tight. I was just looking at her, until I saw the Bluederine Alpha at her back that was planning to stab her. No, not now. I will never give them a chance to hurt the woman I really love. "Luna!" Things went fast, I gently pushed herto the side. No one can hurt my Luna, the time I fall in love with her deeply, for me it was the only rule that must obey, and when someone disobey this order of mine, death will be the punishment. The time that I killed the Bluederine Alpha, was the same time I saw her crying not in pain, but with a genuine smile on my lips.After that I turned to her, I approached hrr immediately and making sure that she was not hur
In the days that passed, as usual I secretly watched him from afar and there I could see that his determination to take revenge on all of us had not really changed. The next day my father Alpha called me to a meeting, as long as I just went there, I didn’t care if now was the day where I would be evicted here at Golderine Alpha because of my broken law. Today my father Alpha told me, while my family members Golderine Werewolves were around me, that he would no longer continue to punish me because that was also the will of almost all Golderine Werewolves. My mother happily approached me, followed by Clarendon, Juno, Julo and Jena, as well as some other Werewolves, the joy of what my father Alpha said was drawn on their faces, and even my father approached me, but I can't help but be happy. I was just an idiot on the cement, I could hear their noises, but my mind was always just thinking of Luna. "Thank you very much, but I want to rest." I smiled fakely, bowed
"Why? W-Why don't you tell me? Why don't you speak up, Clarkson!" Our vision was met, and while I was looking at her I was tearing more inside. It seems like in just a blink of an eyes, every thing change so fast, it was like weare happy before just enjoying the moment and now it suddenly became complicated. "I am sorry, baby. I can explain, j-just listen to me first." She covered her mouth, I am to afraid that she will not let me. I saw it, I noticed that her body was shaking, it was too obvious in her face expression that it seems like she was in between two decision that she was having a hard time to choose what is the right one. "Oh my gosh! Oh my—" She shook her head repeatedly, her gaze became sharp on me. That day, the one I fear the most was already happening, and now that I already feel it, it seems like I do not know any idea how to handle it, without hurting her feelings. "You are one of them, you are a fucking Werewolf!" I want her to let me expla
-Like what she have said to me, from the next day we go to different places, we eat from various restaurant. Luna and I, watch the sunset on the horizon together. And at night we both walk on the street and stopped on the high part to see the city lights. From the top of my car, she leaned my head on my shoulder. "I hope that kind of moment last forever," she said in an almost a whispered. I then eventually felt my fingers ran through my hair. If it will nit going to last, then I will still try my best even just to love her from afar, but then I really wished that Luna will stay with me until my last breath. She was the only one I want beside me when I still became an Alpha. Luna was the only woman I want to be the mother of my children. She was the only want I want in every dream and plan I have in my life. Only her, now, tomorrow and forever. "That was the one I am wishing too, baby. You are the only woman I want to be with forever." She
"There is also a time, wherein when a wolf does something that is really bad and out of the order, the Alpha can surely expile them. It means that there is no other packs can take them in an after going rogue." That is why, when I chose this decision I already prepared myself that I might also be one of them. "That was the only thing I knew when it comes to werewolves packs or ranks in the kingdom they belong in." "Do you mean that even Alpha's children will be punished or expelled from their own kingdom, when they rebuke or do something against the rules?" I approached her, and then I stroked her left cheek for a moment. "Yes. To the Werewolves the law remains the law. Even if you are still said to be the heir to the highest position, that will be ignored, as long as you have disobeyed the most forbidden commandment in the kingdom." That is why when my father knew all about this, all about this decision of mine, I know I will be pu
"I am going to be careful, because there are many creatures around me hiding in masks." I stopped kissing her then she held my hand as we walked towards the sofa so we could sit there. And yeah, to talk about that old woman who made me nervous. "And surprisingly, she knew my name even though I didn't tell her that," she added, it seems like the old woman's words will give her an anxiety. She turned to me as I remained silent, she even slightly kicked him because I seemed my thoughts became in mess too maybe because about what also the old woman told me. "Are you alright?" she asked me, in myself here is what my response to her ... No, I am not okay, I knew to myself that what the old woman said to us was real, and that bloody night, I felt like it was really going to happen, I just do not get what she want to imply exactly on her last words which is there will be a war between a heart and mind. "Y-Yeah, I am just wondering too how i
When I met and fall in love with Luna it seems like i am like a secret agent, always hiding on the safe place where she can't see me. Now I watched her walking down the hospital hallway, and the sadness was too obvious on her face especially when she took a sighed deeply. I wonder when she will going to be free from those unmercy problems. It was already 5:00 pm, it was near to evening. I watched her went to the little chapel here inside the hospital. From the front of the altar she sat down and put her hands together. Quietly I out the half on my body to leaned on the walls her while my gazed was all focus on her. After a couple of seconds, she raised her gaze to the symbol of the cross that is infront of her, that was on the top of the altar."My God, I know revenge is wrong. It was wrong for me to live in so much anger, but is it a sin if I just want to get justice?" She closes her eyes emphatically. Her voice, her words were clear for me. It just a weig
Now in the midst of the crowd, where we were surrounded by the various colors of light that illuminated the surroundings Luna's grip tightened over my shoulder. From earlier until we were dancing now she could not take his eyes off me, and it made me felt so special, whil I just keep on staring at her, like i do not want to lost her in my sight. She was more beautiful than every light that the gymnasium have now, she was like a stars that was attractive than any heavenly bodies on the night sky. I never really thought that after a year, I can talk to her again like that, that after a passed years I can be with the woman I love so much, I can touch her, and see her without hiding on the large trunk of the trees."Maybe I will dissolve, you have been staring at me before," she said jokingly."Why, don't you?" she was so bitten on my lower lip. "Of course, I would," she replied to me, and simply giggled. "You look so gorgeous, tonight," I whispered
"I love you so much, Luna. I want you to be mine only," I said in a husky deep voice of mine. Today, was very different for me. There were a mixture of happiness but sadness also. Happiness because I felt the joy to be with the woman I love, that was also love me too, but there was also a feeling of sadness inside me, because I can't control to think, if I will be happy forever, if she will going to be like this forever, does she able to love me too, if she knew that I am a werewolf too? But then even I am full of questions and doubts in my mind, I just chose to be happy first, because who knows on the next days, weeks, months or years, that happiness will going to take away from me, and how I wish so bad, for it not to happen, because I am indeed sure that I can't afford to lost, my Luna. "I love you so much too, C-Clarkson. When you came into my life, it was like that was the only time I knew what life really meant." Next was she felt the touch of my lips on