I thought I was going to die, that I'm just going to be like my father, he died because he's not able to fight anymore, but when I slowly opened my eyes, I didn't saw any werewolf, instead it's another man, wearing a black soft jacket with hoodie, and with a black facemask. And that time, I didn't know if it's the effect of the last moon of March, but I was captivated by his predators eye-like.
When we reached the outermost part of the forest, from the moment he lifted me, he carefully put me down into a large rock.
"W-Who are you?"
"Did you saw the w-werewolf too?" I asked, but he didn't even move his mouth to answer me. I did my best to stand up from sitting, even though I still enduring those bruises and my left ankle.
"I'm asking you!" He stared at me blankly, I was about to go back to the forest when I felt his hand on my wrist. I was angry when I removed his right hand.
"Who are you?"
"Why did you take me away inside the forest, huh?!"
"You can't even answer me if you see the werewolf too!" I started to cry.
"I hope you just left me. It's okay for me to die as long as I avenge the death of my father and mother!" I shouted, sat down again and put my face on my knees, while crying.
I was angry with myself because this was the first time I had encountered a werewolf, but there is no even a slightest drop of his blood on the knife I was holding. Gradually my crying became a sobbed as I felt the man's hands on both my shoulders.
"Stop crying. The anger you have is not enough."
I quickly wipe the tears on my cheeks, I was immediately ashamed of the weakness I had shown. I got up from sitting and quickly called a taxi. I was confused and shocked when he also entered, but instead of asking more questions, I just answered the driver's question about where I would be taken.
I wasted no more time after I paid the taxi driver, I got out of the car right away. Before I could finally enter the house I stopped and looked at the taxi again, but I was shocked to see the man leaning against the very door of the car with his hands in his jacket pocket.
"If you really want to take a revenge, train yourself to become stronger." His face was covered by the top part of his hoodie, until he lift it up and our eyes met again.
"Being brave is different from being strong," he said, turned his back at me then go inside the taxi.
When I entered my room I was tired of sitting on the end of my bed. I repeated in my mind the words the man had said to me. Yet I still feel intense frustration with myself. I looked at the table on the side of my bed where our family picture frame was. I stood up and took that.
"I'm so sorry Daddy, forgive me Mommy." I gently touched the frame as I stared on how happy we're there.
"I wish I can turn back time, wherein I'm not a clumsy kid of yours, that I'm already old when the tragedy happened, that I was already strong enough to fight those werewolves." I bit my lower lip, controlling myself to cry again.
"I m-miss you two." I hugged the picture frame.
"And what I've promised to you, I'll kill them!"
I woke up at noon the next day. When I came out of my room after I took a bath I found Kristoffer from the living room getting up from sitting to see me. He greeted me and helped me with the laptop I was holding.
"Good Mo—" He chuckles.
"I mean, a dull afternoon for my baby..."
After I also greeted him I sat on the sofa and put the laptop on the table in front. Today I will be more diligent in searching information about werewolves.
"What time since you're there?" I asked him while opening my laptop. He sat down beside me while smelling the tip of my hair.
"I just arrived there twenty minutes ago." I go to G****e when the laptop's already opened. Maybe I should focused now searching about their strengths and weaknesses.
I was distracted when he wrapped his arms around my waist and starting kissing me in my neck. I slightly move away my body on him.
"Kristoffer, I-I'm doing something, can't you see?" I said calmly, but he just ignored what I've said. I slightly push him away now.
"I said I'm having a research now." He grinned at me.
"Just do it later, baby..." I rolled my eyes and just continue what I'm doing but he suddenly turned me to him and immediately crushed me with a kiss. He bit my lower lip, causing it to loosen and immediately inserted his hot tongue.
"Fuck shit! Luna! Can't you give me a little time? Why it's always about the werewolves?"
"Wake up! They're not true. You're just making yourself crazy!" My brows now in creased. I stand up from sitting and face him.
"What's wrong with you, huh? Is it a big deal now if I don't want to give you a chance by that lust of yours?!" He ran his fingers on his hair.
"I'm just telling you the truth, Jane! Werewolf is just a legend, that's it. Stop wasting your time searching about them." I laughed in disbelief.
"If they just only a legend, why my father died on that way?" He just remained silent, I closed the laptop and pick it up, then stepped closer to him.
"The legend you're talking about, killed my father," I said with resentment in the tone of my voice. Even the policeman and those investigators didn't see anyone on the forest where Daddy was found dead, I know, I believe to my mother and everything that I discovered in Daddy's room, that it's was the fault of the werewolf.
"If you're demanding for too much time, then sorry Kristoffer. I'm not the right girl for you." I passed him and walked towards my room.
I frowned as I closed my room's door. I sat down in front of my study table and I placed the laptop here. I squeezed my sinuses, leaned back in my chair and opened my sketchpad to look at what I had drawn last night because I didn't fall asleep right away because of what had happened. It's only his eyes I remembered, even his voice was not clear to me anymore. I close my sketchpad and just opened my laptop again. In Saturday, I go with my friends and we decided to go at the mall. Leticia and I was looking at some necklace, when Lara suddenly poke me. "Oh my gosh!" "What?" Leticia and I looked at her with curiosity, until she pointed two people not that far from us. It was Kristoffer and his new girl, maybe.
"I'm too surprised seeing what kind of body hidden in the boyish style of yours," Nicholas whispered. I can feel his breathe brushing against my nape, sending shivers down to my spine. He started marking it with soft kisses and it made me whimper when I felt his teeth on my neck, he's sucking it. My body is in full heat now with his touch. Both of his hands are caressing my waist–heated with his warm touch and I felt his hard shaft on the front of the jeans I'm wearing. He's already have his boxer now, while he's starting removing all that I'm wearing and it's just a couple of minutes when it's only my undies that's left. "Fuck... you're so hot and soaking wet." My hips turn up when without warning he inserted his two fingers inside me.
Although the class started again, my revenge plans were still imprinted in my mind, for me it was not my dream of becoming a doctor that would make me happy but to kill all kinds of monsters that killed my father. Today is the first day of school before I head to the building where our classroom is, I first went through the restroom. "My gosh!" My eyebrows rose because when I opened the restroom door I was even more surprised by the two women who had just come out from inside. "Girl, you have no taste in lipstick.You know you're beautiful, that's why your lips are black and you don't know the word fashioned?" the one woman said to me. "Oh, well it's my taste, you wanna try?" They both looked at each other, like they're too scare to say yes from what I'm offering. "Let's go! "After they left, I went straight to the restroom to fix my hair a little.
I hugged my pillow while earlier tossing lying down here on my bed, the window curtain closed here in my bedroom but there was still a little shining light from the stars.I couldn’t sleep, what was on my mind was Clarkson’s mysterious personality. Earlier before I lay down here in my bed I first thought of opening my computer to search his facebook account, but nothing came up, no matter what kind of social media he did not have.It's also a big puzzle to me why he doesn't use a surname 'even though it's necessary not just to study. He was different to me and the more I looked at him, the more motivated I became to get closer to him and to know the questions that were troubling my mind.I was about to close my eyes but that didn't work out as I had a transparent human shadow from the side of the window. From under my pillow I quickly picked up the knife hidden in i
I ran down the library, I also ran the hallways, I put my hand on my head because I would have run again the distance where there is no shade to get to where I saw the man earlier from the top of the library when someone stopped my arm, when I faced who was holding me I saw that it was Clarkson."Oh, hey! I'm still going somewhere, if you want to talk to me later ah?" I didn't wait for him to say anything and I ran into the rain, but not long after that someone grabbed my arm again, until I realized that I couldn't seem to get wet in the rain because he was carrying an umbrella and he covered it. me here."Clarkson, what? I said later, didn't I?""You're my partner in biology. When you get sick I'm the one who's going to have a hard time doing our task there." My left eyebrow rose and eventually I couldn’t help but laugh because of what he said."Let's go back there." I raised both hands as
After I left the Cafeteria I also went out here but I did not immediately go back to our classroom instead I walked first in the habit where I saw the man before, but I was still unlucky because even a shadow of him I never saw.Also that day we went home late because of the project we did. It's also surprising because since I came back here to the classroom I haven't seen Clarkson yet, he hasn't even attended our last class for today. I was about to leave the classroom when Lara approached me."Luna, have you seen Leticia? Have you been together before?" she asked me, at the same time as I adjusted the strap of the bag on my shoulder."No, I did notice that she's not in our last class either. Didn't she tell you when she was going home and was too lazy to come in? You know that." She winced and eventually shook her head at me."The truth is that we had a conversation that we would go to the night club later, th
The lightness I felt while sitting on a bench here at the amusement park near our house became heavy. I stopped talking to the boy I also always see whenever I come here.Blood was pouring, every movement of the thick clouds in the sky was fast, the moon was so round I kept running and I opened the big gate of our house, I looked for Mommy and Daddy I couldn't find them until of I turned again to the door of my house and saw that they were both holding the werewolf's neck.My knees trembled tears began to drip into my eyes, I ran the distance we had in conjunction with the howl of the monster. Stepping on my feet again was the raising of the werewolf's hand and the release of its long, sharp claws that pierced my parent's neck."No!" My heart was beating fast, I was chasing my breath as I gripped my blanket tightly as I got out of my bed.I bent down, my grip on the blanket that rested on me got worse,
When I already arrived at my home, I immediately let my body fell on my soft bed and I just massage the temple of my nose and slightly stretch my arms. Here I am again, overthinking about what I saw and heard lately.It's so frustrating that I can't make Clarkson close to me. After a few minutes I got up from lying in my bed when I heard a knocked on the door. I wore my sleepers and walked towards the door and when I opened it, I'm not surprised to see Jonel. I smirked and let him go inside the house."Hi, Jonel and it's good to know that you're not lost?" I jokingly asked him and helped him sit on the sofa."Hmm, not really. It's not hard to find your house either because there are only a few of you living here." I smiled at him, as I massaged his shoulder he couldn't hide his gaze from my breast."Didn't you get cold while you were on your way here?" I asked him seductively, I saw his Adam's appl
"I am willing to die from your own hands, my Luna, if it was only the one who will set you free from the sorrow that was you are carrying for a long years," I said in an almost a whispered full of heartaches while looking at her sadly, and after I said that was the same time, her hand let go of the knife she was holding lately so tight. I was just looking at her, until I saw the Bluederine Alpha at her back that was planning to stab her. No, not now. I will never give them a chance to hurt the woman I really love. "Luna!" Things went fast, I gently pushed herto the side. No one can hurt my Luna, the time I fall in love with her deeply, for me it was the only rule that must obey, and when someone disobey this order of mine, death will be the punishment. The time that I killed the Bluederine Alpha, was the same time I saw her crying not in pain, but with a genuine smile on my lips.After that I turned to her, I approached hrr immediately and making sure that she was not hur
In the days that passed, as usual I secretly watched him from afar and there I could see that his determination to take revenge on all of us had not really changed. The next day my father Alpha called me to a meeting, as long as I just went there, I didn’t care if now was the day where I would be evicted here at Golderine Alpha because of my broken law. Today my father Alpha told me, while my family members Golderine Werewolves were around me, that he would no longer continue to punish me because that was also the will of almost all Golderine Werewolves. My mother happily approached me, followed by Clarendon, Juno, Julo and Jena, as well as some other Werewolves, the joy of what my father Alpha said was drawn on their faces, and even my father approached me, but I can't help but be happy. I was just an idiot on the cement, I could hear their noises, but my mind was always just thinking of Luna. "Thank you very much, but I want to rest." I smiled fakely, bowed
"Why? W-Why don't you tell me? Why don't you speak up, Clarkson!" Our vision was met, and while I was looking at her I was tearing more inside. It seems like in just a blink of an eyes, every thing change so fast, it was like weare happy before just enjoying the moment and now it suddenly became complicated. "I am sorry, baby. I can explain, j-just listen to me first." She covered her mouth, I am to afraid that she will not let me. I saw it, I noticed that her body was shaking, it was too obvious in her face expression that it seems like she was in between two decision that she was having a hard time to choose what is the right one. "Oh my gosh! Oh my—" She shook her head repeatedly, her gaze became sharp on me. That day, the one I fear the most was already happening, and now that I already feel it, it seems like I do not know any idea how to handle it, without hurting her feelings. "You are one of them, you are a fucking Werewolf!" I want her to let me expla
-Like what she have said to me, from the next day we go to different places, we eat from various restaurant. Luna and I, watch the sunset on the horizon together. And at night we both walk on the street and stopped on the high part to see the city lights. From the top of my car, she leaned my head on my shoulder. "I hope that kind of moment last forever," she said in an almost a whispered. I then eventually felt my fingers ran through my hair. If it will nit going to last, then I will still try my best even just to love her from afar, but then I really wished that Luna will stay with me until my last breath. She was the only one I want beside me when I still became an Alpha. Luna was the only woman I want to be the mother of my children. She was the only want I want in every dream and plan I have in my life. Only her, now, tomorrow and forever. "That was the one I am wishing too, baby. You are the only woman I want to be with forever." She
"There is also a time, wherein when a wolf does something that is really bad and out of the order, the Alpha can surely expile them. It means that there is no other packs can take them in an after going rogue." That is why, when I chose this decision I already prepared myself that I might also be one of them. "That was the only thing I knew when it comes to werewolves packs or ranks in the kingdom they belong in." "Do you mean that even Alpha's children will be punished or expelled from their own kingdom, when they rebuke or do something against the rules?" I approached her, and then I stroked her left cheek for a moment. "Yes. To the Werewolves the law remains the law. Even if you are still said to be the heir to the highest position, that will be ignored, as long as you have disobeyed the most forbidden commandment in the kingdom." That is why when my father knew all about this, all about this decision of mine, I know I will be pu
"I am going to be careful, because there are many creatures around me hiding in masks." I stopped kissing her then she held my hand as we walked towards the sofa so we could sit there. And yeah, to talk about that old woman who made me nervous. "And surprisingly, she knew my name even though I didn't tell her that," she added, it seems like the old woman's words will give her an anxiety. She turned to me as I remained silent, she even slightly kicked him because I seemed my thoughts became in mess too maybe because about what also the old woman told me. "Are you alright?" she asked me, in myself here is what my response to her ... No, I am not okay, I knew to myself that what the old woman said to us was real, and that bloody night, I felt like it was really going to happen, I just do not get what she want to imply exactly on her last words which is there will be a war between a heart and mind. "Y-Yeah, I am just wondering too how i
When I met and fall in love with Luna it seems like i am like a secret agent, always hiding on the safe place where she can't see me. Now I watched her walking down the hospital hallway, and the sadness was too obvious on her face especially when she took a sighed deeply. I wonder when she will going to be free from those unmercy problems. It was already 5:00 pm, it was near to evening. I watched her went to the little chapel here inside the hospital. From the front of the altar she sat down and put her hands together. Quietly I out the half on my body to leaned on the walls her while my gazed was all focus on her. After a couple of seconds, she raised her gaze to the symbol of the cross that is infront of her, that was on the top of the altar."My God, I know revenge is wrong. It was wrong for me to live in so much anger, but is it a sin if I just want to get justice?" She closes her eyes emphatically. Her voice, her words were clear for me. It just a weig
Now in the midst of the crowd, where we were surrounded by the various colors of light that illuminated the surroundings Luna's grip tightened over my shoulder. From earlier until we were dancing now she could not take his eyes off me, and it made me felt so special, whil I just keep on staring at her, like i do not want to lost her in my sight. She was more beautiful than every light that the gymnasium have now, she was like a stars that was attractive than any heavenly bodies on the night sky. I never really thought that after a year, I can talk to her again like that, that after a passed years I can be with the woman I love so much, I can touch her, and see her without hiding on the large trunk of the trees."Maybe I will dissolve, you have been staring at me before," she said jokingly."Why, don't you?" she was so bitten on my lower lip. "Of course, I would," she replied to me, and simply giggled. "You look so gorgeous, tonight," I whispered
"I love you so much, Luna. I want you to be mine only," I said in a husky deep voice of mine. Today, was very different for me. There were a mixture of happiness but sadness also. Happiness because I felt the joy to be with the woman I love, that was also love me too, but there was also a feeling of sadness inside me, because I can't control to think, if I will be happy forever, if she will going to be like this forever, does she able to love me too, if she knew that I am a werewolf too? But then even I am full of questions and doubts in my mind, I just chose to be happy first, because who knows on the next days, weeks, months or years, that happiness will going to take away from me, and how I wish so bad, for it not to happen, because I am indeed sure that I can't afford to lost, my Luna. "I love you so much too, C-Clarkson. When you came into my life, it was like that was the only time I knew what life really meant." Next was she felt the touch of my lips on