Ella POV -
“Never forget!! You are mine Angel, from this moment. You are marked as mine. Only mine.“ it was the last sentence as he left me alone, puzzled and shocked.
What the fuck was all that. That asshole forcefully took my first ever kiss and I’m as a deaf, let him do what he wanted to. Now it all feels disgusting thinking of How I gave him my wilful access. Kissing him back.
I wanted to resist him. I wanted to be exceptionable. But at the same time, I was caged in his claws of dominance. Bounded by his horrible still luscious and enthralling lust. His kiss was fascinating, which made me lose all my self-protection only to get lost in his passionate kiss. The fragrance of his body was like fire to my arousal making me feel dazed, making my body hot all-overs…
it’s all seems like a fucking joke, that how I was feeling for an evil bastard, who was humiliating me in a lonely dark corridor. And I hate him much more than I should, for making me feel in this way.
“Never forget!! You are mine Angel, from this moment. You are marked as mine. Only mine.“
His words are still ringing in my ears as if he is sitting in there over my mind and reminding what he has told me were not hollow words, each of those had deep meanings which are far away of my understanding. Still, he is ruling my brain and my heartbeat. It’s ridiculous! It’s all fucking ridiculous!!
Don’t know how long I stood there completely in shocked and motionless reminding myself, what just happened until Simon came searching for me and found me there, on the dark corridor, beside the restroom.
He continuously kept asking what exactly had happened there, What I was doing standing there such as a deaf, completely shocked and expressionless?
But I was not able to tell him what happened in that dark corridor. How could I tell him what that strange monster told me when he left? How could I tell that my first kiss has been taken away by that psycho, which should be his?
I know! Maybe I am overreacting over this but it’s how actually I am. What just happened to me was always out of my imagination. I never thought in my dreams that things like this would ever happen with me. How could that monster do that to me? He not only snatched my first kiss but also my dreams.
Now, what about the promise that I made to myself. I never get into a relationship because I didn’t want to waste my love on playing around. What I always wanted is to have a perfect relationship which could last for the rest of my life.
Which I found in Simon, whom my family likes as well. And my first kiss and last kiss were both for Simon, the person with whom I’m going to share the rest of my life.
“Dee… how long are you going to spend in this bathroom? You almost spend two long hours there. Please come out naa … I’m so much excited to know what you guys did on your first date.“
Lily's loud voice echoed from my bedroom.
“Stop thinking all this Ella. It’s okay! It was just a kiss and Anyway, you are not going to meet him again. How will he find you in such a capital city of Delhi?“
I breathed a heavy sigh to calm me. After taking a hot shower, I felt a bit comfortable as his smells washed away from my body with every droplet of water.
As I finished my shower, and looked at the mirror and there his mark on my lips. A small swell. I shook my head and grabbed a towel to wrap my hair up in it and took another to dry my body before wrapping the towel around my body. I had forgotten to bring my clothes, picking up my wet clothes from the floor I threw them in the hamper. Then I walked out of the bathroom heading passes my sister who was still there with a pouting face as if I have snatched one of her sweetest candy.
“Dee… How can be you so rude to me? I’m talking to you the whole times and you are not responding to me even for once. You are so ugly elder sister.“
I know I am being rude but it’s all I can do now. I need some times to calm my mind and the mess which are making me fucking crazy. Now what I need is all a deep nice sleep.
"Huh...someone's lip is bit swollen!! You did some naughty things, didn't you? Now tell me dee, who kissed whom? You kissed Simon jiju or Jiju kissed you?? Umm...or you both were kissing each other?" Lily's flirtatious voice made me touch my lips. Shit! Even a little girl can find out that lips are injured.
"Dee, now tell naa, please. What else you both did." Again!! I sighed and turned to the little brat, don't know from where she learned this dirty talks.
“Leave Lily, I’m not in a good mood, for now, I’ll talk to you later and please inform to aunt that I’m full. I won’t have dinner. “ I said her as I randomly picked a panty and a pair of comfy night shorts.
"No. You have to tell me first, then I'll leave." She repeated causing me to roll my eyes.
"Lily!! I said just leave." This time I said with a serious tone.
“Dee, you are so bad!“ Lily ran away putting a long face. And finally, I sighed with relief. I can't answer her silly questions for now. Only if she knew, this swollen lips is not from her favourite Simon but a psycho. Now she will put that long face for a week for not responding to her questions.
" No worries Ella, you can go after her in the morning but for now, you have to keep your mind and heart together. Mumbling to myself I closed the door of my room.
Ella POV -As soon as Leely went out of my room, I put on my panty and shorts and jumped into my bed and closing my eyes I waited for sleep to come over me. It was really a bad day for me, how can such horrible things happen to me. Wish it was a dream when I woke up in the morning.God knows when and how I fall asleep after this disgusting incidents but not long after I have slept, I felt a pair of lips was being pressed on mine trying to insert his tongue in my mouth.I opened my eyes to see a Greek god-like figure of a man in front of my eyes, he was staring like he is going to swallow me whole. It’s all deep dark in the room but still, I can feel his haughty expression and his dark looks. He was dissatisfied with my protests, he again bends down to my face and kissed my lips and tried to put his tongue in my mouth.When I didn’t respond to the kiss those lips started to kiss all over my face, including eyes nose tips
Ella POV -“ You are becoming insane Ella you are, seriously acting like a fucking crazy slut. How could you dream of something so erotic and wet dream that someone, even whom face you never had seen and who is actually a crazy beast who stole your first fucking kiss, that psycho was having sex with you.Damn it! Enough Ella, you are really getting horrible thoughts from the last evening. Your mind has been freaking captured by him and also it’s the effect of not being in a relationship. “ I shouted to myself. “But something suddenly came to my mind and I felt hysterical again. Wait… Why those feelings we’re like so much real? I could still remember the warmth of his body and his lips. What he did to me and to my body with those lips and his tongue. I am getting goosebumps all over my body recalling of what he had done with those nasty lips, tongue and fingers. And figu
Ella POV -Traffic is a bitch in Delhi city, to begin with. Even at this early morning, everyone in a rush to get out of the city and home to the suburbs, it was gridlocked for hours. My college is just a kilometre away but I have already missed my first class.“Sir please stop the taxi here, my college is not too far from the stops, I’d like to make the trip on foot.” As soon as the taxi sir stopped I got off the taxi and left after paying him his amount. I made fast steps to reach for my destination early. I have to attend my second class on time. Now I’m regretting not accepting the ride from Simon. He never makes me late. He is also the punctual boy of his class, no matter how much rush on the Mumbai trafficking, he'd the shortcuts and cleanest roads to not get stuck on the traffics. Which is not possible in taxis. Shit, the slight pain of my abdomen.I reached at college within fifteen minutes breathing hard.
Ella POV -I was totally flipped out of my mind as I took the rose from him. I didn’t know my eyes were moist until Simon put the ring on my left ring finger and rubbed his thumb lightly on my cheeks to wipe away those tears. And the next moment his lips were on me kissing softly.“Oh…God, Ella. I love you… I wanted It for on our first date.” Simon whispered on my lips kissing smoothly and slowly so much different from that forced kiss of that psycho stranger. But why it’s not feeling right to me. He is my boyfriend, his touch should melt me as that stranger did. Then why I’m not feeling that passion which I should. Why kissing him making me uncomfortable to extend.For God sakes, Ella stop thinking this nonsense. Simon stopped kissing as the crowd started making noises louder than before otherwise for sure I was going to push him away. As he parted from me, my uneasy feeling vanished somehow and I ga
Ella POV -“Wow, it seems so electrifying like scene. Oh my fuck! Who the fuck was that terrific guy? Have you seen him before anywhere?“ Lucy creased up with excitement as she heard what had happened yesterday night at the restaurant. What did I expect any reactions but this? After saying our goodbyes to Simon Lucy dragged me out of the college and after twenty minutes of the journey, we reached her apartment. And now here I’m laying on her bed with her and describing her how my first date had spoiled by that strange psycho.“ Umm, how would I know him? The corridor was deep dark. And I was too shocked and scared to think about anything.“ I replied her truthfully pursing my lips. Yep, I was so fucking frightened but aroused as well. Stop it, Ella! I snapped myself to came out of that same freaking sight. I was thinking if I should tell her or not. But I couldn’t keep it on my stomach any longer, it’s not good for my little tummy to keep hide these nasty secrets at all. These crazy f
Ella POV -“Lucy, my bestie please let’s change the plan, please. Do you remember what had happened last time and you had promised me that you won’t force me to watch a horror movie ever again. It’s not a good idea to go for a scary movie craze. Please let’s go back. Umm, we can go to your favourite bar and I’m all ready to go there. Please…let’s cancel this plan.” I pleaded my best friend with all my efforts“Don’t be a fraidy-cat, Ella. Come on!” She dragged me into the elevator. We have already reached the multiplex, yet my feet are shaking. This means it is certain that my bitch friend gonna torture me till my death does not arrive.Ohh, God! I can’t watch those scary pictures. I still remember last time I saw the scariest movie with her named Conjuring2 and in the result, I couldn’t sleep every damn whole night for the next two weeks, and with that, she promised
Ella Pov -“It can’t be.“ I muttered to myself shaking my head. I can’t believe that I have got deflowered yet I have no fucken idea. Not only He took away my first kiss but also my innocence. I felt a sudden weakness in my limbs and my foot lost their balance from the floor.“It can’t be, it just can’t be. How could it possible! “ I realised an intense pressure is building in my chest making it hard for me to breathe and I fell on the ground. How could be those dreams real?The incident of morning flashbacked on my mind, I had sensed something wrong with me in the morning when I felt uncomfortable and pain on my abdomen, between my legs but I would rather device myself it was only a wet dream. How stupid I was. You are so foolish Ella.Now the fact driving me nuts that I deeply felt those dreams were feeling so real still I Ignored them. Those all things were happening. First, he snatched my fir
“ The court will decide if it was a rape or not. “ I snapped at him.Yes, the court will decide. I won’t let him change the topic, he is getting off of it. My body is fuming with rage and humiliation. The rage was somehow for my stupid hormones too, which are not controllable at all, before this man. Whenever he touches me and captures me, every time I’m melting in his arms, forgetting my every damn conscience and it’s fucking overwhelming. How the fuck his one look succeeds to make me shudder under his deep gaze, how the fuck his every word giving goose-bumps making the tiny hairs of the back of my neck erect. He is fucking hypnotising me getting off of the thing that he has raped me and calling it as the first lovemaking. Bullshit!!From where the heck love came between us? There’s no love. Hell, we never even met before, until he dragged me into that dark corridor and humiliated me, forcing himself on me taking what always h