Ella POV -
I was totally flipped out of my mind as I took the rose from him. I didn’t know my eyes were moist until Simon put the ring on my left ring finger and rubbed his thumb lightly on my cheeks to wipe away those tears. And the next moment his lips were on me kissing softly.
“Oh…God, Ella. I love you… I wanted It for on our first date.” Simon whispered on my lips kissing smoothly and slowly so much different from that forced kiss of that psycho stranger. But why it’s not feeling right to me. He is my boyfriend, his touch should melt me as that stranger did. Then why I’m not feeling that passion which I should. Why kissing him making me uncomfortable to extend.
For God sakes, Ella stop thinking this nonsense. Simon stopped kissing as the crowd started making noises louder than before otherwise for sure I was going to push him away. As he parted from me, my uneasy feeling vanished somehow and I ga
Ella POV -“Wow, it seems so electrifying like scene. Oh my fuck! Who the fuck was that terrific guy? Have you seen him before anywhere?“ Lucy creased up with excitement as she heard what had happened yesterday night at the restaurant. What did I expect any reactions but this? After saying our goodbyes to Simon Lucy dragged me out of the college and after twenty minutes of the journey, we reached her apartment. And now here I’m laying on her bed with her and describing her how my first date had spoiled by that strange psycho.“ Umm, how would I know him? The corridor was deep dark. And I was too shocked and scared to think about anything.“ I replied her truthfully pursing my lips. Yep, I was so fucking frightened but aroused as well. Stop it, Ella! I snapped myself to came out of that same freaking sight. I was thinking if I should tell her or not. But I couldn’t keep it on my stomach any longer, it’s not good for my little tummy to keep hide these nasty secrets at all. These crazy f
Ella POV -“Lucy, my bestie please let’s change the plan, please. Do you remember what had happened last time and you had promised me that you won’t force me to watch a horror movie ever again. It’s not a good idea to go for a scary movie craze. Please let’s go back. Umm, we can go to your favourite bar and I’m all ready to go there. Please…let’s cancel this plan.” I pleaded my best friend with all my efforts“Don’t be a fraidy-cat, Ella. Come on!” She dragged me into the elevator. We have already reached the multiplex, yet my feet are shaking. This means it is certain that my bitch friend gonna torture me till my death does not arrive.Ohh, God! I can’t watch those scary pictures. I still remember last time I saw the scariest movie with her named Conjuring2 and in the result, I couldn’t sleep every damn whole night for the next two weeks, and with that, she promised
Ella Pov -“It can’t be.“ I muttered to myself shaking my head. I can’t believe that I have got deflowered yet I have no fucken idea. Not only He took away my first kiss but also my innocence. I felt a sudden weakness in my limbs and my foot lost their balance from the floor.“It can’t be, it just can’t be. How could it possible! “ I realised an intense pressure is building in my chest making it hard for me to breathe and I fell on the ground. How could be those dreams real?The incident of morning flashbacked on my mind, I had sensed something wrong with me in the morning when I felt uncomfortable and pain on my abdomen, between my legs but I would rather device myself it was only a wet dream. How stupid I was. You are so foolish Ella.Now the fact driving me nuts that I deeply felt those dreams were feeling so real still I Ignored them. Those all things were happening. First, he snatched my fir
“ The court will decide if it was a rape or not. “ I snapped at him.Yes, the court will decide. I won’t let him change the topic, he is getting off of it. My body is fuming with rage and humiliation. The rage was somehow for my stupid hormones too, which are not controllable at all, before this man. Whenever he touches me and captures me, every time I’m melting in his arms, forgetting my every damn conscience and it’s fucking overwhelming. How the fuck his one look succeeds to make me shudder under his deep gaze, how the fuck his every word giving goose-bumps making the tiny hairs of the back of my neck erect. He is fucking hypnotising me getting off of the thing that he has raped me and calling it as the first lovemaking. Bullshit!!From where the heck love came between us? There’s no love. Hell, we never even met before, until he dragged me into that dark corridor and humiliated me, forcing himself on me taking what always h
Don’t know how many times it has passed I’m standing here but not a second was there that I didn’t notice his deep intense gaze on me. He has been glaring at me since he snatched away his phone from me as soon as I had finished reporting to police. His gaze is so fierce like he wants nothing more than strangling me to death. For God sakes… He has the guts to make me feel terrified this way.No worries Ella, just a few minutes more then you are free from this devil and he will be behind the bars. But suddenly, the man stood up and moved towards the entrance door. What the? Where the hell he’s going? Now is he trying to slip away? No way, I won’t let him escape from his punishment, he has to face the charges. I hurriedly rushed towards him and stood up in front of him, trying to block him from reaching the entrance. He opened his mouth to say something but I talked over him.“Stop there, where are you going? You are not ge
Yes, why me? Why did I have to face a monster like him? Why is he playing with me like this? As much as I know, I have never met this person before and have never offended him ever before, then why? I wasn’t about to cry but somehow my eyes started to well up with tears. I looked down at the floor as my face crumpled and I let my tears flow from my eyes, don’t want him to see my tears.“Because you are the only girl on earth who caught my eyes, Angel and the moment you landed in front of me, it was decided that you were going to be mine. And see, you’re mine now. It doesn’t matter whether you wish for it or not.” His chilled voice made my blood run cold. I’m scared of this monster. And I fucking HATE HIM for this.I didn’t realize when did he come so close to me that his masculine fragrance hovered over me, my body flinched severely when his fingers pressed against my chin and he forced me to look straight int
Ella Pov -I was sitting at the police station like a lifeless corpse trying my best to not burst into tears. I’m not being able to swallow the fact that I’m raped and I’m no more the Ella I used to before. The monster occupied me like I’m an object for him to own and snatch away something which I had saved for the special one person of my life when I get married. Everything is gone and there is nothing called special left in me. And see what All I’m feeling is lost, hopeless, helpless and used as like a trash. How would I face my family now? How would I face Simon?It was Four hours later when Lucy came to bail me out but just before her arrival, the officers informed me that the complaint has been withdrawn by Ved Singh Arora. The journey to my home was all quite. Lucy didn’t utter a word other than looking at me time to time with concern and I was thankful that she didn’t try to put on a conversation although she
My feet helplessly carried me to my bedroom. I can’t help but think of those heartbreaking hopeless faces of my uncle and aunt, those faces were all flashing in my eyes.Tears spilt down my cheeks when I thought about my uncle's words and those watery eyes of them pierced in my heart like sharp blades when uncle made his final decision to handover this house to the owner and sale our mini restaurant to gather some money then buy a new smaller house with that money. I was just standing there like a statue when my aunt kept sobbing deeply taking all the blames on herself, repeatedly mumbling that it's all happening just because of her, repeatedly saying, If It wasn’t for her heart operation uncle would have never had mortgaged the house.Don’t know how I managed myself to move out from their room and now when I looked up, I found myself in front of the mirror of my washroom.I looked up at the reflection who was staring back at me. Fo