MICHAEL
Shit...
I didn't mean to react the way I did when Jacob touched me. And judging by the look on his face, I knew I had offended him.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to..." I started to apologize, but he interrupted.
"No, it's okay. I understand. I shouldn't have touched your face like that. It was just a natural reaction, and I didn't mean anything by it," Jacob smiled, but he still looked hurt.
"No Jacob. I'm serious. I didn't hate it when you...uh...checked my temperature," I let out a nervous chuckle.
He smiled at me. His green eyes were sparkling under the moonlight. "So you liked it?"
"What? Well, I..."
"Jesus, Michael, I'm messing with you. Just calm down, will you?" Jacob laughed. "But I'm glad you're feeling alright. I'm gonna go rescue Francis before Alison talks his ear off."
Jacob swam away from me. He had a strong, muscular back and arms. Francis was fit too, but nothing compared to Jacob.
I watched as he playfully jumped on Francis's back and interrupted their conversation. Francis laughed out loud and splashed water on Jacob's face, and all three of them were laughing.
I sighed and swam towards them. I should be hanging out with my girlfriend instead of gawking at her brother and his date.
"There you are. What were you and Jacob talking about?" Alison asked.
"Nothing. He was asking if I had a fever. Do I really look sick?" I asked.
"You look fine to me." Alison shrugged. We swam farther away from them so we could get some privacy.
She wrapped her arms around my neck. "This is fun, right? Us being in the water under the moonlight is kind of romantic," she cooed.
"Yeah," I said distractedly and looked at Jacob and Francis on my peripheral vision. They were making out. Guess they find this romantic too.
"Kiss me, Michael," Alison said in a hoarse whisper.
I turned my attention back to Alison and pressed my lips on hers. She wrapped her legs around my waist and nibbled on my lower lip. I always loved kissing her. Her lips were soft and warm. She broke the kiss then pressed her lips on my neck.
"That feels nice," I said and closed my eyes as she nibbled on my neck. She trailed her lips from my neck to my chest and kept going down.
"Whoa, Ali. Your brother is right there," I protested. I looked at Jacob to see if he was looking at us, but he and Francis were lost in their own world, looking like they were about to eat each other.
"He is not paying attention to us. Besides, it's too dark and we are too far away for him to see anything," she whispered.
"God, how long are they going to keep kissing? Are they trying to suck each other's face off?" I said. I couldn't hide the irritation in my voice which made Alison look at me with surprise.
She cleared her throat. "Are you jealous?" she asked.
"What? Why would I be jealous of those two when I have you," I said and rubbed her arm. I wondered if Alison noticed me staring at Jacob. I didn't want her to get the wrong idea.
"I don't know. You've been acting weird lately. Distracted." Alison shrugged.
"Maybe Jacob is right, and I am getting sick. I should get out of the water," I said.
Alison looked worried. "Oh no! You should see a doctor tomorrow. I'll go over there and tell Jacob we are leaving." She said and started to swim toward them. I hung back for a moment, then started to swim.
Something caught one of my legs all of a sudden. I felt something coiling around my leg and pulling me towards it.
"Hey...guys?" I called out, but they couldn't hear me as they were swimming away.
I yanked my leg but couldn't get it free. Whatever it was, it pulled me farther down.
I needed to dive underwater to set my leg free, I thought and proceeded to just that. I held my breath and dove underwater.
Fuck...
I thought as I saw thick ropes tangled around my foot. They were attached to an old boat. Just my luck.
I grabbed the rope and tugged at it, which was a huge mistake. It felt even tighter on my leg. I pulled at it again, harder this time. My hand slipped, and it stung. I couldn't hold my breath anymore and started to panic.
My chest burned as I swallowed more water. I tried to swim, but my arms and legs wouldn't move. It was as if they lost all of their strength. I struggled for a bit, then slowly drifted away. Drowning was not the way I imagined I'd die.
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I woke up feeling a pair of lips on top of mine. Someone was kissing me. Alison? They didn't feel the same as hers.
Who was kissing me? No, wait. It wasn't a kiss. Someone was breathing into me. My chest didn't feel as tight anymore. Whoever it was, they removed their lips as I started to cough. Ah dammit...I wish I could feel them just a bit longer.
I opened my eyes and saw Jacob's face hovering over mine.
"Hey, handsome. Welcome back to the land of the living." he smiled.
I sat up and threw up water in response. Jacob slapped my back. Shit, this hurts.
"What happened?" I said after I finally managed to stop coughing.
"Your foot got stuck, and you were drowning," Alison said, and I finally noticed her and Francis sitting close to me.
"Jacob pulled you out of the water!" Francis exclaimed.
I looked at Jacob, who was gently rubbing my back. "Thought we lost you, buddy," he said.
I leaned forward and hugged him. "Thank you for saving me from drowning." My voice shook. I thought I was going to die."
He tightened his arms around me. His warmth spread through my body.
I felt dizzy.
"Nah, I wouldn't have let you drown. Sorry I didn't get there sooner. We were talking and didn't realize you were stuck," Jacob said and kept rubbing my back.
"We should go home now. Glad you're okay, Michael," Francis said, so I let go of Jacob.
Jacob stood up then pulled me off the ground. "Alright, next time we hang out, there will be no swimming." He chuckled. "I bet Francis was getting jealous when I gave you mouth to mouth," he said and winked.
So it was his lips I was feeling on mine. I felt a familiar flutter in my stomach again.
Jacob saves the day!
MICHAEL I haven't seen Jacob since the day I almost died. I needed an excuse to see him again, but I didn't know how to bring it up to Alison. I wanted to thank him properly. But I couldn't tell her directly that I wanted to hang out with him. For some reason, I felt awkward asking. I got another chance to see him after a week or so. I guess you could say the opportunity practically fell on my lap. Alison came over to hang out with me in my dorm, and we started to make out. She slipped her hand inside my shirt and caressed my body while I had my fingers tangled inside her hair. She moaned against my mouth as I skillfully sucked on her lower lip. Alison always praised me for being an amazing kisser, but I swear I didn't practice on apples. It came naturally to me. "Michael... it's about to be three months since we started dating. Don't you think we should go on the...um...the next level?" Alison said in a hoarse whisper after I broke the kiss.
MICHAEL "Isn't this beautiful?" Jacob said and pointed at the antique bookshelf in front of us. He had stars in his eyes like he had just discovered the national treasure. To be completely honest, this was the ugliest thing I've ever seen in my entire life, but I kept my mouth shut. "Oh...yeah...gorgeous!" I said instead. No reason to hurt the man's feelings. "I'm thinking two of us can easily carry this to the truck. You look like you work out," he said and looked me up and down. Oh, so he noticed. "I can handle it," I said. I may have overestimated my strength just a little bit because I spent the next few hours regretting my life decisions. Moving the ugly shelf turned out to be a major pain in the ass. I was sweating, wheezing, and wishing for someone to put me out of my misery even though I was only lifting one side while he lifted the other. I wondered how he was doing. I somehow managed to live w
JACOB I only wanted to mess with him. Michael seemed to be the kind of person who was easy to tease. I mean...his reactions were adorable. After spending a few hours with him, my suspicion of him being homophobic disappeared. There was no way he had an ounce of hatred in his heart. When I was roughhousing with him, his reactions were just as expected. He was having fun and taking it lightly, not disgusted by me because I was a man who flirted with him. What I didn't expect was the response I got from between his legs as I pressed against his body. What in the hell happened? "Hey, Michael...did you just..." "I GOT A GO TO THE BATHROOM!" Michael shouted and pushed me off of him, then ran inside the bathroom at speed I didn't think was humanely possible. I was too stunned to react fast, so I just sat on the ground for a hot minute, then slowly got up to check on him. I got to confront the kid. Maybe it was nothing
ALISON Michael had been acting weird lately, and I can pinpoint the day it started. He had been acting strange and distant ever since I invited him to the family dinner. It seemed like he was nervous the entire time and couldn't wait to leave, especially around my brother Jacob. That's right. He had been acting especially weird around Jacob. At first, I thought it was because Jacob was scaring him. But that's not it because he jumped at the opportunity to help Jacob out when he asked. Why would you be so eager to help someone you scared off? Was he trying to kiss Jacob's ass? But why? It's not that we need his permission to date! He brushed me off when I tried to ask and was all flustered. "Do you think Michael has been acting different lately?" I asked one of my best friends, Lisa, as she took a big bite of her sandwich. Lisa was in the same class as Michael and me, and sometimes, we had lunch together. She always tol
MICHAEL Oh crap. I think I might've messed things up with Alison. She invited me over for a nice dinner. And then, she was all over me wearing that sexy outfit, but I... I couldn't do it. I wasn't turned on by her this time. I think I need to go ahead and accept the fact that I wasn't attracted to Alison anymore. But why? It wasn't that I didn't think she wasn't pretty anymore. She is still one of the sexiest girls I've ever met, but somehow that didn't matter to me anymore. My mind was somewhere else. Where was my mind, you ask? Somewhere where it shouldn't be. I kept thinking about Jacob. I still remember his warm breath fanning my skin when he leaned over. The way his bright green eyes bored into mine. I've never seen such beautiful eyes. At least not on a man. And when he almost kissed me, I was excited. Not disgusted or embarrassed. The anticipation was giving me butterflies in my stomach and I eagerly waited for our lips
MICHAEL I felt that familiar fluttery sensation in my stomach as I felt Jacob's presence behind me. Why did he have to surprise me all the time? And how did he walk around so silently? I thought he was a former army range and not a goddamn ninja. "Jacob, hi. What are you doing here?" I let out a nervous laugh. I looked him up and down. He looked damn good. Or maybe I was crushing on him even harder now that I found my newfound feelings for him. "It's the weekend and this bar is popular. What are you doing here all alone? Where is Alison?" Jacob asked. "She is busy," I lied. "I see. Well, I'm glad you're here. Now I don't have to drink alone." He chuckled and ordered us more drinks. I was already tipsy and usually went home before I got too drunk, but I wasn't about to give up the chance of getting drunk with my first man crush! "Ni...nice sweater. Is that cashmere?" I said. God, Michael...could you be more awkward?
MICHAEL Holy shit. This is so amazing. I thought as he lay on top of me, nibbling on my lips. His hands were already under my shirt, stroking my bare chest and stomach. His rough hands caressed my hot skin so gently that it was almost unbearable for me. I have kissed plenty of times before, but it never felt this good. I could feel myself slowly getting hard, but this time, I wasn't afraid. He froze all of a sudden, and I didn't feel his lips moving anymore. No, no, why did he stop kissing me? "Shit...what am I doing?" he mumbled against my lips. Now is not the time to feel guilty, Jacob. I'm in the middle of experiencing heaven. I thought to myself and begged him to keep going in my mind since I was too much of a chicken to say anything out loud. He let go of me and stood up. "I'm sorry," he murmured, then went into his room then slammed the door shut. I sat there quietly. My head was spinning, I could
JACOB I made a huge mistake last night and kissed Michael. I didn't know what came over me. I was never the kind of guy who would do crazy things after drinking a little. But when I felt the heat of his body as he pressed against me, and I looked at his lips, I couldn't help myself. I was so sure of what I wanted and it was to kiss him. Even if it was just for once, I wanted to taste his lips. So I made the impulsive decision and went for it without thinking of the consequences. What if he was angrier than he let on? What if he tells Alison? She was his girlfriend, after all. Alison respected me as her older brother, but she would lose it once she found out I flung myself at her boyfriend. But damn, my heart won't stop racing when I'm near him. Even now, as I drove him back to his car, I was having a hard time breathing because he was sitting right next to me. And now he tells me he likes me? What the fuck? "Ah, thanks
Alison POV Today was a special day. Because it wasn't just any ordinary day, it was my older brother Jacob's wedding day. Life has a funny way of twisting and turning things because my brother was getting married to none other than Michael, my ex-boyfriend. I used to think Michael was the one for me, but now? I couldn't imagine him with anyone else other than Jacob. These two were completely and utterly in love, and I couldn't help but envy them. I wish I could find someone who loved me like that! "Looking hot, Ali. That dress really accentuates your perfectly round ass," Nolan whispered near my neck, and I nearly exploded in flames. This fucker did not know how to stop being an asshole! "Thanks, Nolan. I see you clean up well," I said. I refused to let Nolan piss me off on Jacob and Michael's special day! Besides, I wasn't giving him a fake compliment. I hated to admit it, but he looked good in his tux that was perfectly tailored to fit his body. I could see the outlines of hi
JACOBI kept my mouth shut as promised and didn't make fun of Michael as I watched him dance around the kitchen, wearing an apron.God, I wish the apron was the only thing he was wearing though!We never did make it to his parent's house to break the news to them. Instead, we both decided to wait a few more months. Then, after a while, we decided to invite them over to our house.Our house...it feels so strange to call it that, but Michael and I decided to move in together because why should we even bother waiting when both of us knew we couldn't live without each other?"La la la ladi da da hmm," Michael was humming a tune I couldn't recognize. He seemed to be in a relaxed mood and that shocked me. Wasn't he nervous about his parents visiting at all?"Aren't you worried about how your dad will react?" I asked."Hmm? Why would I be worried?" he waved the spatula at me, then started stirring the pot."Because the last time I checked, he is homophobic and possibly would have a heart att
MICHAELJacob drove me absolutely bonkers.How can someone be so criminally sexy and be so insecure at the same time?And so dumb sometimes. Like right now when he was grilling me about the guy in the flower shop. I mean, seriously?"Jacob..." I tried to make my voice sound deeper, so he knew how serious I was being. "What are you even talking about?""That guy at the flower shop was flirting with you, and you were flirting back," Jacob grumbled.I lifted my eyebrows. "I was?""Okay, not really. But you were really friendly.""I am always friendly, Jacob," I laughed."That's a problem."I laughed even harder, earning a glare from him. After I asked him about how he saw his future with me, we had an emotional moment. He told me how much I meant to him, and he'd go through all the obstacles to be with me.It was going great. We were kissing and hugging in the car. But then...somehow, he circled back to his jealousy over some guy I don't even know? This silly man."Why are you talking ab
JACOBI had, for my entire life, always considered myself a confident guy. It helped me in life, especially in the dating department. Like, I wasn't stupid—I knew I was good looking and funny too. But dating Michael tore at my self-confidence sometimes...A few weeks after comfortably dating and seeing each other, I was beginning to question why Michael was with me. Did he like me, or was I just the first available guy he could find?That last thought always managed to slash at my heart. Even though him and I discussed this many times. But still! What if Michael wasn't really that into me? What if that were the case?Unlike me, Michael was extroverted and usually got along with anyone he met. It was sometimes infuriating how the guy always smiled at others and received smiles in return. I was certain Michael could cajole a burglar into turning themselves in.He was charming. And beautiful in this irritating way. He was shorter than me and less muscular, but he made up for it with hi
JACOBI grinned as I watched Mikey struggle to put his pants on. After we got cleaned up, I offered him to lay on my chest and rest, which he happily did. But even after that fifteen-minute nap, he still looked worn out.Poor guy, did I break him?I honestly didn't mean to go so rough on him, but watching his smooth round ass bouncing under me? Fuck...that was a sight to see. And his sweet little moans weren't helping either. I wanted to pound him harder and harder, feel every inch of him. Love him, taste him, worship him.Hopefully, he wasn't too disturbed by it and will let me do it again. Over and over."Could you stop staring at me? You are giving me the creeper vibe," Michael barked, earning a chuckle from me."That's not what you said when I was ramming into you, balls deep and..."Michael raised his hand, his face already turning beet red. Aww, is he feeling shy now? "No need to recount the events. I remember it well."More like his tight little butt remembered it."Cool. Ready
MICHAELJacob was driving me crazy.My dick hurt in my jeans; all I wanted was to get off. I had gotten to the stage where I didn't care if we made it to the "more" part of our relationship."Just touch me. Let me touch you. I can't stop. I just can't," I heard myself admit.My mouth was running away from me. I couldn't shut up. Words spilled out of me as I pushed and tugged at Jacob to get him into his bedroom.His big body bounced as he fell backward onto the bed. I followed him down, mindless beyond wanting to grind against him.I straddled his thigh with both of mine and pressed down. Hard. I was so hard."Woah!" I yelped as I was rolled to the side underneath Jacob in a move he had to have learned in the military which was---disturbingly hot.Jake grinned at me, a smile full of teeth and sharp lust as he said, "Trust me, Mikey. I'll take care of you."Rutting up against his thigh, I whined, "When? Before I come in my pants? You talked pretty big about wanting me to lose it on you
JACOB"Do you even know what 'more' is, Mikey?" I asked, trying to sound bored when my body was silently screaming in enthusiasm at the suggestion.Michael rolled his eyes even as a blush turned his cheeks red, "Yes, Jacob. I know what 'more' is and I'm saying I want it. You. I want to sex with you. Have sex with you."I couldn't help laughing as Michael stumbled over the words. Hearing him tripping over his tongue was borderline hysterical; I wanted to enjoy the laughter before addressing the elephant in the room which was his virginity when it came to gay sex."Hey! Stop laughing at me!" Mikey whined, smacking me on the back of the head so it was my turn to wince a little."Hey, yourself," I protested, "Don't hit me in the head. We're way beyond pulling pigtails on the playground for when we want to show each other we're interested."The blush hadn't faded from Michael's face. His grin had gotten wider though and I was glad for it. I didn't want him freaking out the whole time we we
JACOBI guess I should've seen this coming.Things were never supposed to work out for Michael and me. This whole thing was insane, and I should've ended it before it went this far. I am supposed to be the older, responsible one, but I failed by succumbing to temptation.But I didn't think it would end this way. Couldn't he do this in person? After all, we've been through, it stung that he decided to break things off over the phone. And what were all that background noises? I could swear I heard other people talking near him.I wasn't sure if I was okay with this 'break up,' either. This wasn't some fling. But, it felt real to me, and when I think about not seeing him again...No, I don't accept it.I've decided. I'm going to go find that fool and have a real talk with him.Or should I just let him go?This emotional turmoil was getting to be too much to handle. I couldn't focus on anything else for the rest of the day. My head was full of Michael. Is this really happening to me?"Sto
ALISON "You freaking asshole. You lying, conniving piece of shit," I snapped at Michael. It felt good to finally let it all out. Just because I secretly accepted their relationship doesn't mean I wasn't angry. "I deserve it," he said, and I knew he wasn't going to deny it anymore. "How did you find out?" "I saw you two making out. Do you think I'm stupid? I knew something was up when you refused to have sex with me!" I cried. People at the café were still looking at us. I'm surprised they didn't try to kick us out for making all this noise. Maybe they were enjoying the soap opera unfolding before their eyes. "Ali...I am so sorry! This is all new to me. I had no idea I'd fall for your brother like this. At first, I thought I was only admiring him, but then I realized we had sexual chemistry. I couldn't help but be so attracted to him. And when we kissed...." I raised my hand so he'd stop rambling. "Spare me the details, alright? I don't care if you're gay. I'm just pissed that you