MICHAEL
I felt that familiar fluttery sensation in my stomach as I felt Jacob's presence behind me.
Why did he have to surprise me all the time? And how did he walk around so silently? I thought he was a former army range and not a goddamn ninja.
"Jacob, hi. What are you doing here?" I let out a nervous laugh. I looked him up and down. He looked damn good. Or maybe I was crushing on him even harder now that I found my newfound feelings for him.
"It's the weekend and this bar is popular. What are you doing here all alone? Where is Alison?" Jacob asked.
"She is busy," I lied.
"I see. Well, I'm glad you're here. Now I don't have to drink alone." He chuckled and ordered us more drinks.
I was already tipsy and usually went home before I got too drunk, but I wasn't about to give up the chance of getting drunk with my first man crush!
"Ni...nice sweater. Is that cashmere?" I said. God, Michael...could you be more awkward?
Go to sleep, drunk Jacob
MICHAEL Holy shit. This is so amazing. I thought as he lay on top of me, nibbling on my lips. His hands were already under my shirt, stroking my bare chest and stomach. His rough hands caressed my hot skin so gently that it was almost unbearable for me. I have kissed plenty of times before, but it never felt this good. I could feel myself slowly getting hard, but this time, I wasn't afraid. He froze all of a sudden, and I didn't feel his lips moving anymore. No, no, why did he stop kissing me? "Shit...what am I doing?" he mumbled against my lips. Now is not the time to feel guilty, Jacob. I'm in the middle of experiencing heaven. I thought to myself and begged him to keep going in my mind since I was too much of a chicken to say anything out loud. He let go of me and stood up. "I'm sorry," he murmured, then went into his room then slammed the door shut. I sat there quietly. My head was spinning, I could
JACOB I made a huge mistake last night and kissed Michael. I didn't know what came over me. I was never the kind of guy who would do crazy things after drinking a little. But when I felt the heat of his body as he pressed against me, and I looked at his lips, I couldn't help myself. I was so sure of what I wanted and it was to kiss him. Even if it was just for once, I wanted to taste his lips. So I made the impulsive decision and went for it without thinking of the consequences. What if he was angrier than he let on? What if he tells Alison? She was his girlfriend, after all. Alison respected me as her older brother, but she would lose it once she found out I flung myself at her boyfriend. But damn, my heart won't stop racing when I'm near him. Even now, as I drove him back to his car, I was having a hard time breathing because he was sitting right next to me. And now he tells me he likes me? What the fuck? "Ah, thanks
MICHAEL This wasn't how things were supposed to go. But then again, I didn't know what I was expecting. I went home feeling confused and lost. I just experienced my first kiss and heartbreak with a man all on the same day. No, that's not it. My heart didn't break because I didn't give up yet, I thought. I won't accept his rejection and walk away so easily. I knew I put him in a tough position, and I knew he would never choose me over his sister. But that doesn't mean I couldn't try to win him over. I couldn't change how I felt and knew I wouldn't be happy with anyone else. I needed to tread carefully and come up with a plan, so I didn't hurt Alison. I cared about her too. I didn't want to destroy our friendship in the process. I needed an excuse to see him now that he rejected me. But what could I do so things won't be awkward anymore? I felt like Jacob would intentionally avoid me now, and it made me upset. But the opportunity
JACOB I almost didn't agree to tutor Michael. I figured things would be awkward between us after what happened that day. I expect him to be mad at me for outright rejecting him. I wonder if this was all Alison's idea to ask me for tutoring. "I don't know if I have the time," I said, thinking I could convince Alison that I was too busy to teach her boyfriend about physics. "Oh, come on, I know you have plenty of time. Do it for me. Pleeaase! It's not that you don't like Michael, right?" Alison pouted. The problem is that I like him way more than I should. I was trying to stay away from him, so this was a bad idea. "Look, he needs to do well because he needs good grades to keep his scholarship. His family isn't rich, so he needs the scholarship. So please just help him. It's important to him," Alison said and looked at me expectantly. Goddammit. I couldn't run away from him forever. And if I keep saying no, it might make Alison suspiciou
MICHAELI could sense Jacob's discomfort as he sat in front of me. He could hardly look me in the eyes, but it was kind of impossible as I was sitting directly in front of him. Besides, you can't teach anyone anything without looking at them!"So...um...what did you need help with?" he asked.Quick, Michael. Think of some bullshit excuse to give him.I searched my brain to find out my weakest area in physics."I don't understand...uh..." I stammered. I suddenly forgot everything."You don't understand what?" Jacob narrowed his eyes."I don't understand anything in class. Teach me, Sensei," I said.Jacob stared at me for a moment, then burst into laughter. "Michael. You don't need my help, do you? This was just an excuse to see me," he said.Damn, he was smarter than I thought."Don't flatter yourself, mister. Why would I make an excuse? If I wanted to see you, I would've waltz back here and see you," I declared. O
JACOB I could tell I shocked Michael with my request. Good, I probably shocked the gay out of him. "Alright then. If that's what it takes," Michael said and knelt in front of me. What. "What?" I said my thought out loud. "I said that's fine by me. You want me to show you? I will show you," Michael said and put his hand between my legs. This wasn't the reaction I was expecting. I thought he would retreat. I mean, I am not saying he wasn't into guys just because he lived as a heterosexual his whole life. All I'm saying is a lot of the times when straight guys become gay. They like receiving more than giving. "One thing you don't know about me. I like to be the top. So you'd have to do things you've never done before if you want to keep me satisfied and that includes doing things that will make you uncomfortable," I said in a lecturing manner. That's right, Mike. You wouldn't want me to rail that perfect ass of yours, I sa
MICHAELI didn't know where all of my courage came from, but I found myself taking everything Jacob gave me.I was so turned on that I didn't think about the consequences of taking his entire dick in my mouth until it was time for him to come."Oh fuck, Michael, I'm gonna come," he groaned.Oh damn, is he going to come in my mouth? I was curious to taste him, but I wasn't sure if I was ready yet.I panicked and jerked my head backward. He pushed me off right as he started coming. I yelped and fell backward as he released everything like a cannon. All over my face and my eyes. I tasted him a little and didn't hate it."Christ, Michael. Are you alright!" Jacob sounded horrified.I couldn't open my eyes to see his concerned face as I was too busy recovering. "Ah...yeah...I'm fine, but my eyes burn. Could you lead me to the bathroom please," I asked and chuckled."I am so sorry. I was trying not to do it in your mo
ALISONI left Michael's house solemnly. I had a feeling he was lying to me about something. And on top of that, that asshole Nolan ruined my mood even more.He always comes in like a storm and ruins my mood. I hadn't been able to stand him since the day I met him, but I could do nothing since he is Michael's best friend. If it was up to me, he would be gone by now because he is the most annoying person I've ever met.Enough about him, back to Michael.What's his deal?Something was different between us. He seemed reluctant when I tried to kiss him earlier.A thought crossed my mind, and I felt panicked. What if he was cheating on me with another girl? Maybe that's why it seemed like he wasn't interested in me anymore. Although come to think of it, it made a lot of sense. It explained his distracted behavior and lack of intimacy toward me.I decided to talk to Jacob for his advice. I texted him and let him know that I
Alison POV Today was a special day. Because it wasn't just any ordinary day, it was my older brother Jacob's wedding day. Life has a funny way of twisting and turning things because my brother was getting married to none other than Michael, my ex-boyfriend. I used to think Michael was the one for me, but now? I couldn't imagine him with anyone else other than Jacob. These two were completely and utterly in love, and I couldn't help but envy them. I wish I could find someone who loved me like that! "Looking hot, Ali. That dress really accentuates your perfectly round ass," Nolan whispered near my neck, and I nearly exploded in flames. This fucker did not know how to stop being an asshole! "Thanks, Nolan. I see you clean up well," I said. I refused to let Nolan piss me off on Jacob and Michael's special day! Besides, I wasn't giving him a fake compliment. I hated to admit it, but he looked good in his tux that was perfectly tailored to fit his body. I could see the outlines of hi
JACOBI kept my mouth shut as promised and didn't make fun of Michael as I watched him dance around the kitchen, wearing an apron.God, I wish the apron was the only thing he was wearing though!We never did make it to his parent's house to break the news to them. Instead, we both decided to wait a few more months. Then, after a while, we decided to invite them over to our house.Our house...it feels so strange to call it that, but Michael and I decided to move in together because why should we even bother waiting when both of us knew we couldn't live without each other?"La la la ladi da da hmm," Michael was humming a tune I couldn't recognize. He seemed to be in a relaxed mood and that shocked me. Wasn't he nervous about his parents visiting at all?"Aren't you worried about how your dad will react?" I asked."Hmm? Why would I be worried?" he waved the spatula at me, then started stirring the pot."Because the last time I checked, he is homophobic and possibly would have a heart att
MICHAELJacob drove me absolutely bonkers.How can someone be so criminally sexy and be so insecure at the same time?And so dumb sometimes. Like right now when he was grilling me about the guy in the flower shop. I mean, seriously?"Jacob..." I tried to make my voice sound deeper, so he knew how serious I was being. "What are you even talking about?""That guy at the flower shop was flirting with you, and you were flirting back," Jacob grumbled.I lifted my eyebrows. "I was?""Okay, not really. But you were really friendly.""I am always friendly, Jacob," I laughed."That's a problem."I laughed even harder, earning a glare from him. After I asked him about how he saw his future with me, we had an emotional moment. He told me how much I meant to him, and he'd go through all the obstacles to be with me.It was going great. We were kissing and hugging in the car. But then...somehow, he circled back to his jealousy over some guy I don't even know? This silly man."Why are you talking ab
JACOBI had, for my entire life, always considered myself a confident guy. It helped me in life, especially in the dating department. Like, I wasn't stupid—I knew I was good looking and funny too. But dating Michael tore at my self-confidence sometimes...A few weeks after comfortably dating and seeing each other, I was beginning to question why Michael was with me. Did he like me, or was I just the first available guy he could find?That last thought always managed to slash at my heart. Even though him and I discussed this many times. But still! What if Michael wasn't really that into me? What if that were the case?Unlike me, Michael was extroverted and usually got along with anyone he met. It was sometimes infuriating how the guy always smiled at others and received smiles in return. I was certain Michael could cajole a burglar into turning themselves in.He was charming. And beautiful in this irritating way. He was shorter than me and less muscular, but he made up for it with hi
JACOBI grinned as I watched Mikey struggle to put his pants on. After we got cleaned up, I offered him to lay on my chest and rest, which he happily did. But even after that fifteen-minute nap, he still looked worn out.Poor guy, did I break him?I honestly didn't mean to go so rough on him, but watching his smooth round ass bouncing under me? Fuck...that was a sight to see. And his sweet little moans weren't helping either. I wanted to pound him harder and harder, feel every inch of him. Love him, taste him, worship him.Hopefully, he wasn't too disturbed by it and will let me do it again. Over and over."Could you stop staring at me? You are giving me the creeper vibe," Michael barked, earning a chuckle from me."That's not what you said when I was ramming into you, balls deep and..."Michael raised his hand, his face already turning beet red. Aww, is he feeling shy now? "No need to recount the events. I remember it well."More like his tight little butt remembered it."Cool. Ready
MICHAELJacob was driving me crazy.My dick hurt in my jeans; all I wanted was to get off. I had gotten to the stage where I didn't care if we made it to the "more" part of our relationship."Just touch me. Let me touch you. I can't stop. I just can't," I heard myself admit.My mouth was running away from me. I couldn't shut up. Words spilled out of me as I pushed and tugged at Jacob to get him into his bedroom.His big body bounced as he fell backward onto the bed. I followed him down, mindless beyond wanting to grind against him.I straddled his thigh with both of mine and pressed down. Hard. I was so hard."Woah!" I yelped as I was rolled to the side underneath Jacob in a move he had to have learned in the military which was---disturbingly hot.Jake grinned at me, a smile full of teeth and sharp lust as he said, "Trust me, Mikey. I'll take care of you."Rutting up against his thigh, I whined, "When? Before I come in my pants? You talked pretty big about wanting me to lose it on you
JACOB"Do you even know what 'more' is, Mikey?" I asked, trying to sound bored when my body was silently screaming in enthusiasm at the suggestion.Michael rolled his eyes even as a blush turned his cheeks red, "Yes, Jacob. I know what 'more' is and I'm saying I want it. You. I want to sex with you. Have sex with you."I couldn't help laughing as Michael stumbled over the words. Hearing him tripping over his tongue was borderline hysterical; I wanted to enjoy the laughter before addressing the elephant in the room which was his virginity when it came to gay sex."Hey! Stop laughing at me!" Mikey whined, smacking me on the back of the head so it was my turn to wince a little."Hey, yourself," I protested, "Don't hit me in the head. We're way beyond pulling pigtails on the playground for when we want to show each other we're interested."The blush hadn't faded from Michael's face. His grin had gotten wider though and I was glad for it. I didn't want him freaking out the whole time we we
JACOBI guess I should've seen this coming.Things were never supposed to work out for Michael and me. This whole thing was insane, and I should've ended it before it went this far. I am supposed to be the older, responsible one, but I failed by succumbing to temptation.But I didn't think it would end this way. Couldn't he do this in person? After all, we've been through, it stung that he decided to break things off over the phone. And what were all that background noises? I could swear I heard other people talking near him.I wasn't sure if I was okay with this 'break up,' either. This wasn't some fling. But, it felt real to me, and when I think about not seeing him again...No, I don't accept it.I've decided. I'm going to go find that fool and have a real talk with him.Or should I just let him go?This emotional turmoil was getting to be too much to handle. I couldn't focus on anything else for the rest of the day. My head was full of Michael. Is this really happening to me?"Sto
ALISON "You freaking asshole. You lying, conniving piece of shit," I snapped at Michael. It felt good to finally let it all out. Just because I secretly accepted their relationship doesn't mean I wasn't angry. "I deserve it," he said, and I knew he wasn't going to deny it anymore. "How did you find out?" "I saw you two making out. Do you think I'm stupid? I knew something was up when you refused to have sex with me!" I cried. People at the café were still looking at us. I'm surprised they didn't try to kick us out for making all this noise. Maybe they were enjoying the soap opera unfolding before their eyes. "Ali...I am so sorry! This is all new to me. I had no idea I'd fall for your brother like this. At first, I thought I was only admiring him, but then I realized we had sexual chemistry. I couldn't help but be so attracted to him. And when we kissed...." I raised my hand so he'd stop rambling. "Spare me the details, alright? I don't care if you're gay. I'm just pissed that you