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A Fear Of Losing

Author: Taevya
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

His hands were vigorously clutching the steering wheel of his car, which he was driving at a terrifying speed. Sweat had formed on his forehead. His jaw was aggressively set, whereas his steel grey eyes had turned bloodshot red because of that storm of foreign emotions ,which was emerging inside him for the first time in his life.

He was running his car at a vigorous speed and finally halted when he reached his destination. He pulled his car and got out of it and stormed towards that certain direction where firstly, his eyes fell on those lifeless bodies which were wrapped in white sheets. Blood had soaked those white sheets which turned his existence numb because he thought one of those bodies was hers.

His body had turned ice. His voice had stuck in his throat. He felt like his own body had turned soulless after watching those dead bodies. His gaze was staring at those covered bodies, lifelessly when he heard that voice.

"Mr Grayson, "

He slowly tilted his head and saw Nathan st
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