*Grayson*
I ended the call and resisted the urge to throw my phone against the wall. I'd tried my best to remain calm while I'd been on the phone with Trevor but I'd been seconds away from howling like a true beast. The entire arrangement was getting too intense already without emphasizing the fact that I needed to watch out for Keera. I wondered how the rest of the team were going to feel if they knew most of his concerns were about his precious, Keera. The headstrong stubborn woman.Who the goddess had also apparently decided was my mate.I should have known after being without a mate for so long that the goddess didn't want me with one. Because I couldn't see the reason she had picked Keera out of the thousands of humans to be the one made for me. She had to be well aware. that Keera was never given up being human no matter what. And certainly not for someone she completely despised. Which was. absolutely fine by me, anyway. I wasn't interested in being with her for the rest of my life either. When this was all over I was going to choose someone else to mate with.After rejecting her.My head ached as I mentally went over the things I needed to do. The entire team was going to stay with me but with the exception of Keera, they were going to be downstairs. Ginny and Nyx were setting up Keera's room upstairs while the rest of the council were setting up the rooms downstairs. They were arriving tomorrow and I'd managed to get everything they were going to need ready.It had been extremely difficult setting up a lab like they'd asked with all the equipment they'd specified that they were going to need. Luckily, Trevor hadn't been the only one owing me a favor. Keera had demanded through Trevor that the lab be located away from the house. I had a feeling she was trying to stay away from Ginny and I as much as possible until they were done with the task. I had no problem with that.It was sad that I couldn't say the same for Ginny.All day she'd been completely focused on trying to make the room comfortable for Keera. Her replies to most of the things Nyx and I had sighed had been 'Keera wouldn't like this or Keera wouldn't like that.' I hadn't been exactly sure how to tell her that the Keera she knew was now a grown woman and she might have developed new likes and tastes over the years. It had been a good six years after all. She'd been a teenager the last time I'd seen her. It was probably the reason I hadn't realized she was my mate then.The mate bond was only initiated after both parties were up to age twenty one. Even with resentment and distaste for her attitude clouding my vision, even I couldn't deny that she'd grown well. She didn't look nearly as stubborn as she used to but I would be stupid to think she was now. Docile and would bend at will. If anything I was willing to bet good money that she had gotten even more stubborn and defiant. There'd just been something in the way she'd looked.Kind of like the calm before the storm.And there was no missing the cold look in her eyes. She obviously still harbored grudges against my kind. Well, I wasn't sure I could forgive her for being a huge negative influence on Ginny. I'd asked her not to leave pack grounds that night. We'd gotten intel that there was going to be a major fall out that night. Some packs nearby were trying to wipe us out. Ginny would have gotten caught in the cross fire if I hadn't showed up and dragged her ass back home.Keera could hold onto her dislike for me while I held onto mine. I didn't care that she had changed physically and gotten more attractive. I didn't need a seer to tell me that she was still as headstrong as always. Besides, I had more important things to worry about than Keera. My people were dying like chickens with each passing day and there was nothing I could do but sit back and watch. Up until two weeks ago, werewolves hardly even got seriously ill or injured. Our abilities were there for a reason.Now someone was killing them off and bodies were piling up and I had no way of foretelling the next victim. I barely restrained myself from punching a hole in the wall. Again. I'd already learnt from the many times I'd done it that it would do nothing to calm my rage. I walked downstairs instead to check up on things. All the rooms had been arranged. New bedsheets had been put in place and new towels and toiletries had been stocked in the wardrobe.They had to be very comfortable, Trevor had said.We had even gotten a cellular upgrade so they didn't ever lose signal on any of the gadgets they were going to be working with. I strolled to the kitchen and pulled a glass of wine out of the fridge. I poured myself a glass and then poured an extra one when I spotted Ria heading towards me. "Thanks." She said, pushing her raven black hair behind her ears and accepting the glass from me. I gave her a slight nod, pulling my own glass to my lips as my eyes stayed fixed on her.My eyes roamed round the room and I realized that they'd done more than just clean up the rooms. They'd practically cleaned up the entire house. I released a breath. "I thought you had all left. Didn't know you were still hanging around" I said to Ria. "I can't imagine how much work you guys had to put in to get the place looking like it is now." I mumurred under my breath. Ria shot me a wide smile, her dimples playing in her cheeks."Yeah, well, we couldn't exactly trust the cleaning with just anyone in the pack, right?" She asked, taking a sip from her glass as she raised her shoulder in a shrug. "Wouldn't want our lovely guests to have any complaints now, would we?" She said, tilting her head and staring at me in the eye. I looked away, knowing they'd put in so much work because I'd emphasized it. I just didn't want the team having any excuse as to why they couldn't sort out the entire mess."You know it's only because-""Slow down, big guy," Ria said, cutting me off. She took a few steps forward, until she was standing right in front of me and patting my chest. Her voice turned soft. "I was only messing with you. I would know more than anyone just how much you're bothered by the killings." She said in a whisper and we both knew it was the truth. It was one of the things we both understood and had in common.I blamed myself for not being able to protect my pack the way an Alpha was supposed to and Ria blamed herself for not being able to foretell the deaths. It had taken a whole lot of convincing to get her to not overuse her abilities since it had begun affecting her. "We're going to get to the root of this." She said softly, staring intently at me. I nodded at her and we stood like that for a minute, just soaking up the fact that we were the only ones who could understand the guilt threatening to tear us apart.Someone cleared their throat and we immediately tore ourselves away from each other. I turned to find Nyx standing at the entrance to the kitchen. She didn't seem to acknowledge the fact that Ria and I had been standing so close but I knew better than that. And pulling away from each other like that had probably made the entire scene even more suspicious. I met Ria's eyes as Nyx walked past us to get to the fridge and I calmed down a little when I saw the humor dancing in them.She was probably going to have a talk with Nyx to clear the air and then we were all going to move on from it.Nyx turned, holding up a can of juice and a plastic cup. She leaned against the fridge, her eyes dancing between us. She looked like she was about to make a comment but then it seemed like she chose to let it slide. "Is there anything I should know?" She asked, jerking her head in the direction of the stairs. "Ginny was being very particular about the leader's room and honestly, it was beginning to annoy me." She confessed."She knew the team leader from when she went to school outside pack grounds." I explained, watching as she poured herself a cup of juice. Ria's head snapped up at my words while Nyx only looked slightly intrigued. "Her ex best friend? You know the one she lied to about being human," I said, trying to juggle Nyx's memory. She had been one of the few people who had been aware of the reason behind Ginny and I's falling out six years ago. I nodded when Nyx seemed to be putting the pieces together. "Yeah, she's the team leader."Ria looked curious but she held her tongue and didn't ask questions. I folded my arms across my chest, leaning against the counter as Nyx whistled slowly, eyeing me up. "Didn't the both of you also have some sort of public spat?" She asked, confirming that Ginny had in fact relayed everything in detail to her. Nyx and Ginny had always been close friends. The same way Jax, Ryan and I had always been close. Friendships with the rest of the werewolf council had been formed during the six years after Ginny's graduation from college.I chose to ignore Nyx and instead put back the bottle of wine in the fridge. "How's the pack taking the fact that we're going to have humans in pack grounds?" I asked instead. It was better than replying to Nyx's question and informing her that we in fact did have an ugly spat and now, six years later I get to find out that she was my mate.We'd had a general briefing yesterday and we'd informed the pack that we were going to be having a group of humans in pack grounds with us to help deal with the killings. The loud murmurs that had followed after the announcement had let me know that there were more people unhappy with the arrangement than there were people happy with it.Oh, well.Everyone would just have to deal and get used to it. They knew me well enough to know that I took all of my decisions with their best interest at heart. Ginny walked into the kitchen just then. Even though we didn't intend to, we all went quiet as soon as we spotted her. She let her eyes connect with each of us, before walking to the fridge. "I think everything's finally ready." She announced, grabbed the leftover wine in the fridge and an empty glass cup and sauntered out.We stared at the bend she'd taken for a few seconds. "She's obviously nervous about Keera's arrival tomorrow." Nyx stated as Ria and I rinsed our glasses in the sink. "Think I should talk to her about it?" I considered all the possible roads it could lead to and then decided against it. She was only going to get defensive like she almost always did. With Ginny that was never a good thing. It could be hard getting her to see reason sometimes."Nah, just let her be for now."*Keera*"Good thing you never actually got that puppy," Lexi said from her spot at the door as I rolled the last of my suitcases down the stairs. I held a tight grip on the handle, a slight frown on my face as I walked to add the suitcase to the rest we had already gotten down the stairs. She wasn't wrong though, I thought to myself. I'd decided just three days ago that I was going to get myself a puppy from a shelter a few blocks away from my apartment building. And then the new mission happened. I couldn't even imagine having to leave her all by herself if I'd gone through with my plan. I was at work way too often for me to get friendly with the neighbors. "I guess you're right." I finally replied, raising my shoulder. I let my gaze move around the house, trying to get one last mental picture before we left. Lexi was already taking the suitcases and duffel bags out the door as I turned off the lights and turned on the alarm. I didn't know how long I was going to be away for but I k
*Grayson*She had no right looking nearly as good as she did. Her red hair was in a ponytail. She had on black tights, a white shirt, a black jacket tied around her waist and black ankle boots. She looked more badass than a scientist had any business looking. And it was doing a lot of things to my wolf. Not me, of course. I didn't think she was ever capable of affecting me. Just my wolf. I already knew how rebellious and stubborn she could get beneath that cool exterior of hers. She halted her movements at my words, turning to face me with a cold look in her eyes. Yes, princess. I'm not about to make any of this easy for you. Her brown eyes flashed a warning at me. One I was very well going to ignore. I leaned against the wall, crossing my arms over my chest as I waited for her reply. "There was no need for him to know." She finally spat.My brows rose as I huffed, moving my head from side to side. "It's okay to keep things to yourself but then it becomes a problem when someone else
*Keera*Breathe, just breathe.I let my eyelids drift shut as I tried to mentally count to ten. Nope. Nothing was working. "With who?" I finally repeated, extremely proud when my voice came out sounding way calmer than I felt. Grayson dug his hands into his pockets, looking like he was waiting for a child to get over their tantrum. "What do you mean I'm staying upstairs with you?" I asked again, my voice sounding even calmer.There was no way I was giving him the reaction he was expecting. Thankfully, Elena had the sense to excuse us, saying that she had to get home and get a few things done. I managed to murmur my thanks to her amidst my growing annoyance. As Grayson walked her to the door I wondered if this was going to be a constant emotion for as long as I was here. This anger and irritation. The door closed with a soft click and soon enough Grayson was in my line of sight. He stalked across the room calmly, all six and half muscled inches of him. I crossed my arms over my ches
*Grayson*I turned again, like I'd been doing for the past four hours, this time lying on my right side. It was no wonder that sleep had eluded me. Having my pack members killed off like chickens and not being able to do anything about it was beginning to mess with my head, my wolf and my sleep. And then there was the fact that I'd finally found the one person that was supposed to help me get through my rough days, and she happened to be the most insufferable human being I had ever met. Literally. Who was currently sleeping just a few feet away from me.I let out an irritated sigh and turned, facing the other side. I'd let my curiosity get the better of me today when I'd walked downstairs and into the kitchen pretending to get something to eat. There was a kitchen on this floor, smaller than the one downstairs, but a kitchen nonetheless. I hadn't let Keera know about it because I hadn't been prepared for her to invade that part of the house yet. Which I somehow knew was exactly what
*Keera*"Gotta admit," Lexi said in awe as we looked around the lab. She turned to face me, an impressed look on her face. "They did a pretty good job." I waved my hand dismissively even though I silently agreed with her. The lab was definitely more than what I'd been expecting. I took a look around as we stepped further inside. I was certain that they'd gotten almost every equipment that we'd asked for. I touched the counters with my forefinger, feeling for dust and discovering none.Okay, I was really impressed.Lexi turned on the lights, illuminating the room even more than it already had been. I walked around the room, noting that they had provided the swabs, lab coats, head rest, autopsy table and blades that we'd asked for. I walked around the counter to where Lexi stood in front of a small cupboard. We pulled out the drawers and found goggles, dissection kits, gloves, specimen and evidence jars, envelopes, packets and a bunch of other stuff. There were lab coats hanging on a me
*Grayson*"She was a complete mess when we first found her," Nyx stated as we entered the house. Ria and I had been on patrol with a few of the pack warriors when we'd gotten a call that there was some kind of situation down at Tala's house. It turned out that her mother had almost driven a wooden stake through her heart and killed herself. I frowned as Nyx closed the door behind us before coming to walk us to where the woman sat on the couch, tears streaming down her eyes.I felt my heart drop to the pit of my stomach as my wolf howled inside of me.It was just like I was reliving that morning all over again. We'd gone to inform her that we'd discovered her daughter in an alley and that she was no longer with us. Sarah and Will had been so distraught that morning and I could vividly remember that Sarah had been thrashing and screaming for almost the entire day. Ginny had stayed with her for a few days before she'd calmed down.I pulled a seat close and sat down directly across from S
*Keera*I should have been scared. Any human in their right senses would have been scared, especially when his eyes had outrightly flashed gold, his wolf threatening to take over. Luckily, I wasn't any human. Grayson had another thing coming if he thought he could make me bend to his every will. I was more than ready to face his wolf if I absolutely had to. He had no right dishing out orders like I was some lowly member of his pack he could command. "Why are you so bent on acting stubborn?" He asked, sounding a lot like he really wanted to know. I twisted in his grip, trying to free myself from him. Rather than let go of me, he raised my other arm above my head with his free hand and held my wrists even more firmly. "What on earth gives you that much courage?" I barely stopped myself from cursing at him.I took a calming breath for the thousandth time since I met this insufferable man. There was no use struggling and trying to get out of his grip on my own. Even I knew that I was no
*Grayson*"Where's your mother?" I asked the pup currently clutching my legs. I looked around, trying to see if anyone was coming after him. When no one appeared in sight, I furrowed my eyebrows, lifting the little boy and holding him in my arms. Keera's words from earlier about ensuring that the pack was more aware of their families echoes in my mind. I hadn't admitted then and I still wasn't ready to admit it now, but she had been right. Everyone was so used to the pack being safe that they were finding it difficult being extra cautious.Even with their pups apparently.I was about to ask Ria if she knew who the pup's mother was when a talk blonde came running towards me. She glared at the pup in my hand, and then stood with her head bowed, not meeting my eyes. I shook my head disappointedly, leaning forward so I could transfer the little boy to her arms. "You might not find him so easily next time." I said simply, moving to continue my walk with Ria. Even the goddess knew that I was
*Keera*Our symbol was beautiful; an image of the moon goddess's face, with complex and finely detailed patterns and vines growing out of her hair. I knew enough about werewolves to know it was a sign of the goddess's approval. We stepped out of the glass house, my body still humming from our passionate union. I felt deliciously spent, my knees threatening to give out beneath me. Grayson took my hand in his, his fingers intertwining with mine as we walked up to Ryan and then faced the pack. The symbol on our skin, a dark pigmentation resembling a tattoo, seemed to glow in the moonlight. I felt my face heat up as I met the pack member’s gazes, realizing they had heard my screams of pleasure. Their eyes sparkled with amusement, and I drifted my attention elsewhere, my cheeks burning with embarrassment. We stepped a bit forward and presented ourselves firstly to the council before the pack members gathered around, eager to see the symbol for themselves. Ryan was in control of the crowd
*Grayson *Ginny placed a gentle hand on my arm, her voice soft. "Grayson, she'll be okay. Dahlia knows what she's doing." I continued pacing outside Keera's bedroom door, anxiety threatening to unalive me. Dahlia had been attending to Keera for what felt like an eternity. The turning process was always unpredictable, what if I'd made a terrible mistake? Nyx handed me a bottle of water but I rejected it, not feeling the least bit thirty. Different thoughts warred in my mind. I should have been watching her more closely, but instead I'd been carried away by the pleasure that came with activating the mate bond. Thankfully, Dahlia stepped out of the room then, a warm smile on her face. "She's okay." She announced, talking about Keera. "The turning was successful. I've tested her blood, and the werewolf gene has taken hold." My heart sank with relief, and my entire body instantly relaxed. Nyx released a relieved sigh, holding on to Ginny. Dahlia's eyes lifted to mine. "We'll leave you a
*Keera*His eyes were twin blazes of fury.He angrily shoved my hands away. "What makes you think you can just walk back in here and expect everything to be okay?" His voice was laced with venom, each word dripping with hurt and betrayal. The gaping hole in my head chest turned into a whirlwind that threatened to drown my whole. He'd never been this mad at me. Not even when he'd lashed out and humiliated me at my graduation party. I wiped my face with the back of my palm but the tears wouldn't stop coming.Fear threatened to cripple me.Fear that he was completely and truly done with me. He wanted to know why I came back? "I realized I love you," I confessed, my voice trembling. "I love you more than anything, and I was wrong to leave. I was wrong to give up on us." I held his unyielding gaze, praying to whatever power above for him to take me back. He ran his hand through his hair, taking a step back like my words had hit him like a ton of bricks. His expression softened ever so slig
*Grayson*My room was the messiest it had ever been in years, my bed strewn with travel brochures and maps. After spending hours surfing the internet and jumping from one website to the other, I'd finally picked a new destination for myself. The thought of starting a new life away from all the troubles that came with ruling the pack had seemed like the best decision to take. My brows furrowed when my phone began buzzing on the nightstand.I picked it up to see a text from Ryan, requesting to meet with me in my study. I pushed away from the bed, already knowing what he wanted to talk about. I silently hoped he had finally seen reason with me. I left the map open on my bed, marking the page with a bookmark, and made my way downstairs to the study. Ryan was standing by the window when I got in, his back to me. He turned to face me when he heard the creak of the door."Hey," He greeted lightly. I closed the door and stepped further inside the room. He pinched the bridge of his nose, stari
*Keera*"Grayson, I-I'm. . .""Just say the words for goodness's sake Keera!"I jerked awake, my hand immediately flying to my chest. I'd had the weirdest dream ever. Grayson had been angrily chasing me around the woods and when he'd finally caught up with me, he'd threatened to stake me if I didn't confess the truth about my feelings. My alarm went off just then and I pushed the covers off my body, getting to my feet.I wore my flipflops, walking into the bathroom to prepare for another long day. I could barely explain how I'd been managing to get by these passed few days. I'd lost the enthusiasm to do anything, including prepare my own food. It's been a week since I'd left the pack and I was yet to receive a text from Grayson. Everyday I found more reasons why he should have already reached out.He'd said he was in love with me, hadn't he? I was out of the bathroom in a few minutes and out of the house half an hour later, my bag resting on my shoulder. I walked by the sidewalk, not
*Grayson*A soft breeze danced around the woods, the sound of rustling leaves the only noise I could make out. It had been six days since Keera had left the pack with her team. Six days since I'd forced myself to accept the harsh truth; that she wasn't coming back. Not for me to end our mate bond, and certainly not for me to turn her. I'd spent the first two days of her absence, hanging on to the hope that my phone would ring from a call from her, or beep from a text that she'd sent. I'd wished for the goddess to make her realize the depth of her feelings for me.I'd done everything but accept that this was the end for us.But then two days had turned into four and four had turned into six and I'd had to come to terms with the fact that we were truly and completely over. If she wanted to, she would have been back to the pack by now. The fact that she hadn't returned and she hadn't bothered reaching out spoke volumes. I could only imagine the peace and clarity she'd gotten from spendin
*Keera*I spent the first two days after I arrived back home unpacking my stuff and trying to shake off the feeling of nostalgia and emptiness that lingered inside me. I'd thought I would be more excited to be back home, surrounded by familiar faces and familiar places, but instead, the city felt hollow, and my apartment felt like a stranger's. The silence was almost depressing and I couldn't help but think of Grayson, of the pack, and of the life I'd been getting used to, which I'd left behind.It had been two days but the usually simple task of unpacking had felt so Herculean that I wasn't done with it yet. As I put away the last of my belongings, my mind began to wander. I couldn't help but feel a familiar sense of regret settle deep in my stomach. I should have let Grayson know how I really felt about him when I got the chance. He'd told me he loved me for the second time, and looking back now, I knew I should have said something.The kiss we'd shared before I left still lingered
*Grayson*I leaned against my bed stand, Ryan and Ginny standing only a few meters away from me. Keera and the rest of the team were preparing to leave, and I knew what Ryan and Ginny had come to talk to me about even though they both hadn't said anything yet. My conversation with Keera yesterday had been living rent free in my head for the past eighteen hours. Ryan, ever the voice of reason, spoke up first. "Grayson, you know what needs to be done." He said softly, sharing a worried look with his mate. "You can't mate with someone else if Keera's still considered your mate."I nodded, completely understanding the pack's laws. Ginny's voice was even softer when she spoke. "You have to reject Keera publicly." Major events like banishment, inauguration and rejection were, as a law, to be done publicly with the pack members as witnesses for them to have any effect. I rubbed my temples, feeling the tension build. I hadn't been joking when I'd let Keera know I had to reject her before she
*Keera*I'm madly in love with you.I'm madly in love with you.I'm madly in love with you.I couldn't get the words out of my head no matter how hard I tried. I couldn't help the feeling of self loathe that coursed through me. I was the most heartless person ever. He'd confessed his love for me and I'd asked him to leave my room. I slammed my hands on the dressing table, regret eating away at me. Why hadn't I let him know I was madly in love with him too? Maybe even more than he was with me. I ran my hands through my hair, sighing dejectedly.Was I even doing the right thing anymore?It seemed like the lines between right and wrong had suddenly blurred. My mind had been made up in the beginning; finish up with the case and go home. I didn't belong here, no matter what my feelings for Grayson were. We were species apart, our lives were different. I didn't want him to leave his pack because of me. He was born to be a leader and taking him away from his purpose would only make him resen