*Grayson*
I felt all the air leave my lungs the second I locked gazes with those familiar light brown eyes. I blinked once, trying to make sense of what exactly was happening. I'd been standing at the entrance of the building when my wolf had gone mad shit crazy of a scent. Over my mate's scent. I hadn't been able to believe it at first. I had already lived a good number of years searching for my mate and she had seemed nowhere to be found. What was the probability that the first visit I made back to human territory would bring me to her? But then like any other werewolf I'd been hopeless not to follow the scent of the one the goddess had made for me. But it had led me to her.Keera.I cleared my throat, moving my gaze away from her cold and calculating one. I had to get it together in front of these humans. I walked to where Trevor was seated and shook hands with him before taking a seat beside him, making me find myself seated directly opposite to Keera. As Trevor made the introductions, I let my gaze roam the team of five, taking them in and trying to get a read of what they might be like. They all seemed to be in an expressionless professional mode of some sort. Like they had been in such meetings hundreds of times.They probably had.I tried to match their names to their faces and commit it to memory as quickly as I could but it was a little hard to do coupled with the way my wolf seemed to be going off the bat being so close to it's mate. I let my eyes meet Keera's just as Trevor introduced her. My fists tightened when I realized she was the team leader I'd given my word to be personally protective of for his sake. I loosened the only fastened button on my jacket and leaned back into the seat, taking Keera in.The last time I'd seen her she'd been a couple of years younger. Her eyes looked a little bigger. Her lips were more pronounced. Her cheek bones were high. Overall her facial structure was just about symmetrically perfect. For some reason that angered me. I knew better than anyone what exactly she was like under that whole tough exterior. I knew how sharp her tongue could get and how her eyes seemed to glower when she got pissed.Not for the first time I wondered if the goddess was trying to play some kind of trick on me. There was no way Keera could actually be my mate. Aside from the fact that she was human and it was strictly forbidden for a werewolf to mate with a human, I knew exactly how she felt about me. She'd told me to my face that I was a sorry excuse of a human being and my existence was a huge insult to human beings everywhere. There was no way she was going to give up her human life to become my mate.Not when she hated my kind so much.It would have probably bothered me. If the feeling hadn't been extremely mutual. I was sure I hated her kind even more than she hated mine. I clenched my hands into tight fists as I felt my irritation double. I leaned my head, taking my eyes away from here and cursing softly beneath my breath. I swiped a hand down my face as it occurred to me that things were about to get even more complicated.Because I was also feeling her emotions along with mine."I've already briefed them about the entire thing," Trevor was saying by the time I'd managed to calm my wolf down and drag my mind back to the matter at hand. My attention moved to him. He was giving me an unreadable expression. I wondered if he could tell that I hadn't been paying attention to him. He leaned forward and clasped his hands together on the table. "When do you need them to be in pack grounds?" He asked.My eyes shot to Keera. I couldn't help it. I wanted to see how she was taking it. Taking the fact that she was about to be in very close proximity with me for a couple of weeks. Her eyes were closed and if I didn't know any better I would have thought she was sending a little prayer of help or something. When did I need them in pack grounds he asked? The answer was simple."As soon as possible." I answered calmly. He nodded his head slowly, as if trying to communicate that he could see why that was my answer. My pack mattered the most to me. They were my family. I had been trying as much as I could to be the calm in the storm for the others but the more people died the more disheartened and devastated I was. We'd lost a good number of werewolves in only a matter of days.And we were yet to find out who was behind it."If there are questions you want to ask, please feel free to ask them." Trevor said to the group. Like they were somehow in sync, their eyes shifted to Keera. It was understandable because if any one were to be asking questions, it should be the team leader. She pressed her lips down together and I had the thought then that no one might be able to detect the wave of hostility she was giving up with how cool she looked.Her eyes met mine."I think it's safe to assume that you came to us for help because you acknowledged that we're better than you when it comes to issues like this." She said calmly. It was obvious to me she was trying to goad me. It would be a cold day in hell before I admitted that any species was better than us werewolves. Before I could even muster a reply for her snide statement, she continued. "If we're going to help you out then we would need you and your entire pack to cooperate with us."Despite the fact that I didn't exactly like her tone I couldn't deny that what she had said was the truth. A good number of us didn't feel all that good about humans in our territory, no more than they felt good about wanting to be there. If we were going to work together we had to cooperate with each other no matter how difficult that might be. "Of course. I would do my best to ensure that you and your team have no complaints, Miss..."I let my sentence hang, wanting her to complete it. Something flashed in her eyes seconds before I felt a rush of annoyance that I knew wasn't mine. She said nothing for a few seconds at first, only staring at me. I had the feeling we were both thinking back to the first time we'd met. I'd asked for her last name to confirm that I was indeed talking to Ginny's best friend and her reply had been that it was none of my fucking business.Well, it most certainly was now."Smith." She finally filled in reluctantly. I barely stopped myself from saying her names beneath my breath, wanting to test them out. She pushed her hair behind her ears and flipped open the file in front of her. I waited patiently for her next question. When she'd gotten to the last page, she closed the file and kept it back on the table. "That would be all for now." She informed me coolly. "If there's anything else Trevor would let you know."I turned to Trevor and he gave me a nod in agreement to what she had said. "When should we be expecting them?" I asked, directing my question to him as I looked at the time on my phone. I didn't dare make the mistake of asking Keera when they would be arriving at pack grounds. She seemed like the kind of person to stall as much as possible before moving there. Even if the move was going to be just temporary.Either way I couldn't let whatever she felt get in the way. Enough time had already been wanted as it was.Trevor stroked his chin, his eyes on Keera. I watched them have some kind of unspoken communication and I felt something I didn't dare put a name to settle in my gut. "They can be there in three days if you're ready to have them." He said after a few minutes. The profiler, Josie I think was her name, looked like she was going to protest. A subtle shake of the head from Joe kept the words in her mouth.I pushed my seat with the back of my knees as I stood up, fastening the buttons of my jacket. "We'll be ready," I stated, answering his silent question. He managed a small smile and stood up to shake my hand. "I'm extremely thankful to you all for agreeing to help us out," I said, my words directed at the team, Keera included. "If there's anything you need from me, please let me know."At Keera's nod, I shook hands one last time with Trevor and exited the room.***I heard Ginny's footsteps before she even entered the room. Her hair was tied into a loose knot at the top of her head and she looked so stressed out, it killed me. I'd sent for her a few minutes after I had arrived back in pack grounds, not wanting to be as surprised as I was to learn that Keera was part of the team coming over to help us sort things out. And that she was the team leader I'd given my word to personally look after."You wanted to see me?" Ginny asked, taking more steps inside the room. She walked to my dressing table and poured herself a cup of wine, downing the entire thing in one go. "So," She said, turning to face me as she braced herself for whatever it was I was going to say. "How'd it go out there?"I ran my thumb across my lip, trying to see if I could get a read on her mood. For almost an entire year she had been very mad at me for breaking up her friendship with Keera. It hadn't been something I'd done intentionally. Ginny had been so out of control I had expected her to have already disclosed that she was a werewolf to the person I blamed for her change in behavior in the first place. It had come as a shock when I'd realized that she in fact hadn't told Keera and that I had gotten her suspicious with my words and therefore blown her secret, permanently ruining their friendship.When she'd eventually come around to forgive me, she had refused to talk about it. "It went smoothly actually," I replied lying through my teeth. The meeting had been anything but smooth. Not when I discovered that Keera was my mate. "Although there was quite an element of surprise." I added. That got her attention right away."What was it?" She asked quietly."You know the team leader I'd told you I had to look out for?" I asked her, waiting for her answer. She nodded tentatively, taking a single step towards me. I pressed my lips together, hating that I was going to have to put her in this situation. I had a feeling that just like Ginny, Keera hadn't also moved on from her betrayal. "It's Keera." I announced softly. Her eyebrows drew together in confusion at first. "As in your ex best friend, Ginny. Keera Smith."Ginny paled, her hands quickly moving to cover her mouth, a horrified expression on her face. She shook her head slowly, obviously not wanting to believe what I was trying to tell her. Keera was going to be here. On packgrounds. In my house. Living just a few rooms away from mine. And Ginny was going to have to deal with the aftermath of lying to her. Before I could get a word out, Ginny had stormed out of the room, slamming the door behind her. I tried to count to ten to calm myself down but I gave up and punched the wall.Fuck.*Keera*I avoided Lexi's eyes as I packed up the things I was going to need while working my ass off to help those people. Lexi and I had bonded after working together on a couple of assignments and it seemed our bond was about to become even tighter seeing as we were about to work on yet another assignment together. We'd gone out for drinks to celebrate the success of our mission a few months back and to explain my disdain for werewolves I'd given her a summarized version of my relationship with Ginny as well as a bunch of other things that had happened in my life.Because of those people.She knew enough to know that I wasn't happy about being sent there Especially with the fact that Ginny and I had never resolved our falling out and I completely despised her cold and arrogant twin brother. Even after six years I was finding it extremely hard to get over the fact that our entire friendship had been built on such a huge lie. She had watched me get bullied by her kind on several occas
*Grayson*I ended the call and resisted the urge to throw my phone against the wall. I'd tried my best to remain calm while I'd been on the phone with Trevor but I'd been seconds away from howling like a true beast. The entire arrangement was getting too intense already without emphasizing the fact that I needed to watch out for Keera. I wondered how the rest of the team were going to feel if they knew most of his concerns were about his precious, Keera. The headstrong stubborn woman. Who the goddess had also apparently decided was my mate.I should have known after being without a mate for so long that the goddess didn't want me with one. Because I couldn't see the reason she had picked Keera out of the thousands of humans to be the one made for me. She had to be well aware. that Keera was never given up being human no matter what. And certainly not for someone she completely despised. Which was. absolutely fine by me, anyway. I wasn't interested in being with her for the rest of my
*Keera*"Good thing you never actually got that puppy," Lexi said from her spot at the door as I rolled the last of my suitcases down the stairs. I held a tight grip on the handle, a slight frown on my face as I walked to add the suitcase to the rest we had already gotten down the stairs. She wasn't wrong though, I thought to myself. I'd decided just three days ago that I was going to get myself a puppy from a shelter a few blocks away from my apartment building. And then the new mission happened. I couldn't even imagine having to leave her all by herself if I'd gone through with my plan. I was at work way too often for me to get friendly with the neighbors. "I guess you're right." I finally replied, raising my shoulder. I let my gaze move around the house, trying to get one last mental picture before we left. Lexi was already taking the suitcases and duffel bags out the door as I turned off the lights and turned on the alarm. I didn't know how long I was going to be away for but I k
*Grayson*She had no right looking nearly as good as she did. Her red hair was in a ponytail. She had on black tights, a white shirt, a black jacket tied around her waist and black ankle boots. She looked more badass than a scientist had any business looking. And it was doing a lot of things to my wolf. Not me, of course. I didn't think she was ever capable of affecting me. Just my wolf. I already knew how rebellious and stubborn she could get beneath that cool exterior of hers. She halted her movements at my words, turning to face me with a cold look in her eyes. Yes, princess. I'm not about to make any of this easy for you. Her brown eyes flashed a warning at me. One I was very well going to ignore. I leaned against the wall, crossing my arms over my chest as I waited for her reply. "There was no need for him to know." She finally spat.My brows rose as I huffed, moving my head from side to side. "It's okay to keep things to yourself but then it becomes a problem when someone else
*Keera*Breathe, just breathe.I let my eyelids drift shut as I tried to mentally count to ten. Nope. Nothing was working. "With who?" I finally repeated, extremely proud when my voice came out sounding way calmer than I felt. Grayson dug his hands into his pockets, looking like he was waiting for a child to get over their tantrum. "What do you mean I'm staying upstairs with you?" I asked again, my voice sounding even calmer.There was no way I was giving him the reaction he was expecting. Thankfully, Elena had the sense to excuse us, saying that she had to get home and get a few things done. I managed to murmur my thanks to her amidst my growing annoyance. As Grayson walked her to the door I wondered if this was going to be a constant emotion for as long as I was here. This anger and irritation. The door closed with a soft click and soon enough Grayson was in my line of sight. He stalked across the room calmly, all six and half muscled inches of him. I crossed my arms over my ches
*Grayson*I turned again, like I'd been doing for the past four hours, this time lying on my right side. It was no wonder that sleep had eluded me. Having my pack members killed off like chickens and not being able to do anything about it was beginning to mess with my head, my wolf and my sleep. And then there was the fact that I'd finally found the one person that was supposed to help me get through my rough days, and she happened to be the most insufferable human being I had ever met. Literally. Who was currently sleeping just a few feet away from me.I let out an irritated sigh and turned, facing the other side. I'd let my curiosity get the better of me today when I'd walked downstairs and into the kitchen pretending to get something to eat. There was a kitchen on this floor, smaller than the one downstairs, but a kitchen nonetheless. I hadn't let Keera know about it because I hadn't been prepared for her to invade that part of the house yet. Which I somehow knew was exactly what
*Keera*"Gotta admit," Lexi said in awe as we looked around the lab. She turned to face me, an impressed look on her face. "They did a pretty good job." I waved my hand dismissively even though I silently agreed with her. The lab was definitely more than what I'd been expecting. I took a look around as we stepped further inside. I was certain that they'd gotten almost every equipment that we'd asked for. I touched the counters with my forefinger, feeling for dust and discovering none.Okay, I was really impressed.Lexi turned on the lights, illuminating the room even more than it already had been. I walked around the room, noting that they had provided the swabs, lab coats, head rest, autopsy table and blades that we'd asked for. I walked around the counter to where Lexi stood in front of a small cupboard. We pulled out the drawers and found goggles, dissection kits, gloves, specimen and evidence jars, envelopes, packets and a bunch of other stuff. There were lab coats hanging on a me
*Grayson*"She was a complete mess when we first found her," Nyx stated as we entered the house. Ria and I had been on patrol with a few of the pack warriors when we'd gotten a call that there was some kind of situation down at Tala's house. It turned out that her mother had almost driven a wooden stake through her heart and killed herself. I frowned as Nyx closed the door behind us before coming to walk us to where the woman sat on the couch, tears streaming down her eyes.I felt my heart drop to the pit of my stomach as my wolf howled inside of me.It was just like I was reliving that morning all over again. We'd gone to inform her that we'd discovered her daughter in an alley and that she was no longer with us. Sarah and Will had been so distraught that morning and I could vividly remember that Sarah had been thrashing and screaming for almost the entire day. Ginny had stayed with her for a few days before she'd calmed down.I pulled a seat close and sat down directly across from S
*Keera*Our symbol was beautiful; an image of the moon goddess's face, with complex and finely detailed patterns and vines growing out of her hair. I knew enough about werewolves to know it was a sign of the goddess's approval. We stepped out of the glass house, my body still humming from our passionate union. I felt deliciously spent, my knees threatening to give out beneath me. Grayson took my hand in his, his fingers intertwining with mine as we walked up to Ryan and then faced the pack. The symbol on our skin, a dark pigmentation resembling a tattoo, seemed to glow in the moonlight. I felt my face heat up as I met the pack member’s gazes, realizing they had heard my screams of pleasure. Their eyes sparkled with amusement, and I drifted my attention elsewhere, my cheeks burning with embarrassment. We stepped a bit forward and presented ourselves firstly to the council before the pack members gathered around, eager to see the symbol for themselves. Ryan was in control of the crowd
*Grayson *Ginny placed a gentle hand on my arm, her voice soft. "Grayson, she'll be okay. Dahlia knows what she's doing." I continued pacing outside Keera's bedroom door, anxiety threatening to unalive me. Dahlia had been attending to Keera for what felt like an eternity. The turning process was always unpredictable, what if I'd made a terrible mistake? Nyx handed me a bottle of water but I rejected it, not feeling the least bit thirty. Different thoughts warred in my mind. I should have been watching her more closely, but instead I'd been carried away by the pleasure that came with activating the mate bond. Thankfully, Dahlia stepped out of the room then, a warm smile on her face. "She's okay." She announced, talking about Keera. "The turning was successful. I've tested her blood, and the werewolf gene has taken hold." My heart sank with relief, and my entire body instantly relaxed. Nyx released a relieved sigh, holding on to Ginny. Dahlia's eyes lifted to mine. "We'll leave you a
*Keera*His eyes were twin blazes of fury.He angrily shoved my hands away. "What makes you think you can just walk back in here and expect everything to be okay?" His voice was laced with venom, each word dripping with hurt and betrayal. The gaping hole in my head chest turned into a whirlwind that threatened to drown my whole. He'd never been this mad at me. Not even when he'd lashed out and humiliated me at my graduation party. I wiped my face with the back of my palm but the tears wouldn't stop coming.Fear threatened to cripple me.Fear that he was completely and truly done with me. He wanted to know why I came back? "I realized I love you," I confessed, my voice trembling. "I love you more than anything, and I was wrong to leave. I was wrong to give up on us." I held his unyielding gaze, praying to whatever power above for him to take me back. He ran his hand through his hair, taking a step back like my words had hit him like a ton of bricks. His expression softened ever so slig
*Grayson*My room was the messiest it had ever been in years, my bed strewn with travel brochures and maps. After spending hours surfing the internet and jumping from one website to the other, I'd finally picked a new destination for myself. The thought of starting a new life away from all the troubles that came with ruling the pack had seemed like the best decision to take. My brows furrowed when my phone began buzzing on the nightstand.I picked it up to see a text from Ryan, requesting to meet with me in my study. I pushed away from the bed, already knowing what he wanted to talk about. I silently hoped he had finally seen reason with me. I left the map open on my bed, marking the page with a bookmark, and made my way downstairs to the study. Ryan was standing by the window when I got in, his back to me. He turned to face me when he heard the creak of the door."Hey," He greeted lightly. I closed the door and stepped further inside the room. He pinched the bridge of his nose, stari
*Keera*"Grayson, I-I'm. . .""Just say the words for goodness's sake Keera!"I jerked awake, my hand immediately flying to my chest. I'd had the weirdest dream ever. Grayson had been angrily chasing me around the woods and when he'd finally caught up with me, he'd threatened to stake me if I didn't confess the truth about my feelings. My alarm went off just then and I pushed the covers off my body, getting to my feet.I wore my flipflops, walking into the bathroom to prepare for another long day. I could barely explain how I'd been managing to get by these passed few days. I'd lost the enthusiasm to do anything, including prepare my own food. It's been a week since I'd left the pack and I was yet to receive a text from Grayson. Everyday I found more reasons why he should have already reached out.He'd said he was in love with me, hadn't he? I was out of the bathroom in a few minutes and out of the house half an hour later, my bag resting on my shoulder. I walked by the sidewalk, not
*Grayson*A soft breeze danced around the woods, the sound of rustling leaves the only noise I could make out. It had been six days since Keera had left the pack with her team. Six days since I'd forced myself to accept the harsh truth; that she wasn't coming back. Not for me to end our mate bond, and certainly not for me to turn her. I'd spent the first two days of her absence, hanging on to the hope that my phone would ring from a call from her, or beep from a text that she'd sent. I'd wished for the goddess to make her realize the depth of her feelings for me.I'd done everything but accept that this was the end for us.But then two days had turned into four and four had turned into six and I'd had to come to terms with the fact that we were truly and completely over. If she wanted to, she would have been back to the pack by now. The fact that she hadn't returned and she hadn't bothered reaching out spoke volumes. I could only imagine the peace and clarity she'd gotten from spendin
*Keera*I spent the first two days after I arrived back home unpacking my stuff and trying to shake off the feeling of nostalgia and emptiness that lingered inside me. I'd thought I would be more excited to be back home, surrounded by familiar faces and familiar places, but instead, the city felt hollow, and my apartment felt like a stranger's. The silence was almost depressing and I couldn't help but think of Grayson, of the pack, and of the life I'd been getting used to, which I'd left behind.It had been two days but the usually simple task of unpacking had felt so Herculean that I wasn't done with it yet. As I put away the last of my belongings, my mind began to wander. I couldn't help but feel a familiar sense of regret settle deep in my stomach. I should have let Grayson know how I really felt about him when I got the chance. He'd told me he loved me for the second time, and looking back now, I knew I should have said something.The kiss we'd shared before I left still lingered
*Grayson*I leaned against my bed stand, Ryan and Ginny standing only a few meters away from me. Keera and the rest of the team were preparing to leave, and I knew what Ryan and Ginny had come to talk to me about even though they both hadn't said anything yet. My conversation with Keera yesterday had been living rent free in my head for the past eighteen hours. Ryan, ever the voice of reason, spoke up first. "Grayson, you know what needs to be done." He said softly, sharing a worried look with his mate. "You can't mate with someone else if Keera's still considered your mate."I nodded, completely understanding the pack's laws. Ginny's voice was even softer when she spoke. "You have to reject Keera publicly." Major events like banishment, inauguration and rejection were, as a law, to be done publicly with the pack members as witnesses for them to have any effect. I rubbed my temples, feeling the tension build. I hadn't been joking when I'd let Keera know I had to reject her before she
*Keera*I'm madly in love with you.I'm madly in love with you.I'm madly in love with you.I couldn't get the words out of my head no matter how hard I tried. I couldn't help the feeling of self loathe that coursed through me. I was the most heartless person ever. He'd confessed his love for me and I'd asked him to leave my room. I slammed my hands on the dressing table, regret eating away at me. Why hadn't I let him know I was madly in love with him too? Maybe even more than he was with me. I ran my hands through my hair, sighing dejectedly.Was I even doing the right thing anymore?It seemed like the lines between right and wrong had suddenly blurred. My mind had been made up in the beginning; finish up with the case and go home. I didn't belong here, no matter what my feelings for Grayson were. We were species apart, our lives were different. I didn't want him to leave his pack because of me. He was born to be a leader and taking him away from his purpose would only make him resen